Grr me and my now horrible updating skills! I swear I used to update everyday! Oh well! Ok thank you Alicia Roth, Logan Henderson Is Mine, bluestring, and Anonymous Skrtle for reviewing! I swear I always want to call it updating. I don't know why. Really weird. Onward, trusty steed, to the next chapter!

Kendall roamed around the Palm Woods for the rest of the day, bored out of his mind. He didn't know what else to do though. He couldn't go back to the apartment, his friends were to upset with him.

He wasn't really sure what had come over him. He had never lost his temper like that before. He had come close, but never that easily or that fast. Kendall would never do that to his friend. Maybe some jerk he didn't know very well, but not the guys. He was fine one minute, and then the next, Logan was on the ground. And if that weren't bad enough, he continued to hit Logan until James and Carlos pulled him back.

He had been more stressed over the past few days than he let on. Why? The ghost for one, but also because the boys seemed to be slowly falling apart. It wasn't that obvious, and it probably wasn't even that bad, but it still worried Kendall. They had made Carlos mad, Logan was in his room all the time. He was scared the boys were going to go insane. He was even starting to lose it himself.

Kendall wanted to blame this on his distracted head, but he knew it didn't make up for what he did. He was angry at himself for it. He couldn't believe he lost himself like that. Maybe he really did need to take anger management classes.

At around nine, Kendall decided to go back to the apartment. He was nervous to see how his friends would greet him. He took a deep breath and opened the front door. No one was in there except for Logan. He was in the kitchen, but he didn't seem to notice Kendall's arrival. Kendall walked over to him and tapped him on the shoulder.

Logan turned around and suddenly went ridged. Kendall didn't notice.

"Hey," he said.

"H-hi," Logan said stiffly. Kendall gave him a confused look.

"You ok?"

"Of course! W-what would make you think otherwise," Logan tired to back away from Kendall, but since he was backed up against the counter he couldn't. He moved along the counter's edge instead.

"Uh . . . Ok?" Kendall stepped closer to the smaller boy in front of him.

"Uh . . . I have to go . . . do something! Bye!" Logan said, hastily heading for his room. Kendall stood there, shocked.

"What just happened?" He asked out loud. James and Carlos entered the room and went to Kendall, as if they were waiting for Logan to leave to talk to him.

"Do you not get it?" James asked, looking at his leader, he once looked up upon.

"Get what?" Kendall was so confused. He knew he had done something wrong, but for some reason, Kendall thought James was headed in a different direction with this.

"Logan! He's . . .," Carlos lowered his voice, "he's scared of you," Carlos said, arms crossed, glare on his face.

"What? Logan can't be scared of me! There's no way!" Kendall was dumbfounded. Could it be possible that Logan was . . . scared of him. That he looked like a bully in his eyes?

"Did you not notice! He couldn't wait to get away from you! You hurt him . . . just like everyone else in high school. Except you're his best friend! What's wrong with you? How could you do that to him?" James said, waiting for Kendall's explanation.

"I . . . I don't know! Ok? I've been stressed! We're all falling apart! And Frankly . . . none of us have ever really been there for Logan! I mean, when was the last time you've ever done anything for Logan?" Kendall asked. The boys thought for a moment, in the habit of Kendall brining them back to earth.

"Wait! Don't change the subject! Don't blame us for what you did!" Carlos realized.

"I'm not! You're right, I shouldn't have done that to Logan! But . . . I'm not the only one who's betrayed Logan! I may have been the only one to raise my hand to him, but not the only one who hasn't been there for him. Really, I can't honestly think of anything I've done for him when he needed help. But, he's always been there when I needed it! Same with you! Think about it!"

Kendall was right. When Jo had left, Logan was there to make sure he was ok. When Carlos needed tutoring, he was there. He did their homework for them for crying out loud! But, James had kissed his girlfriend, they never helped him when they came back from their first tour and had all that homework.

It wasn't fair to Logan. Why was it that Logan stayed friends with them when they had forced him into so many things, betrayed him, and . . . hurt him. Kendall didn't understand. Why did he do so many things for them, when they never gave him anything back? Kendall felt horrible and so did Carlos and James.

"What do we do?" Carlos asked.

"Nothing. Kendall was the one who messed up the worst. What we did is in the past, nothing he would remember," James said.

"You don't know that. He could have it all built up inside. You don't know. We need to talk to him . . . All of us," Kendall said, pushing past the guys and going to his room, James and Carlos at his flank.

He pushed opened the door to see Logan sitting on his bed, staring at Kendall's bed. Nothing but the look of pure fear was in Logan's eyes. He was ghostly pale, Frozen in his spot.

"Logan?" James asked. Logan jumped and looked over toward the boys. "What's wrong?"

"It's going to kill me tonight," he said.