Chapter 10

"What happened last time?" I heard Emmet ask Ashton. Shit now Ashton is probably going to tell them the one time I cried. Now they are going to think that I'm still that stupid pathetic human that can't control her emotions. Damn it!

I arrived at the club and smiled as I entered. To a new comer it would have looked like one giant orgy. But oh boy was it more than that. I walked up to the bar and ordered a shot of vodka, and another and another. I decided it was time for a dance. So I pulled this guy off of some girl that he was making out with and started to dance with him. the girl looked like she was going to fight me, until she realized who I was and stalked off to grab herself a different man. We started dancing. It was really starting to get dirty.

"Let me buy you a drink" that voice sounded like – no it couldn't. I decided that I was only thinking this because I was plastered. He led me to the bar and bought me a jack Daniels. I couldn't really see his face, my vision was quite blurry, but something about him was familiar. He kept ordering my drinks until I could barely walk. He chuckled to himself

"whaa?" I slurred

"Oh Izzy, I thought that you would remember me. We had a lot of fun those 2 days"

"T-t-t-tony?"

"Yeah baby." He grabbed my hand and pulled me through the back exit. One of his hands covering my mouth so I couldn't scream. When we got outside he kissed me roughly. I tried to punch him but I was so weak from the alcohol in my system I doubt he felt it.

"No" I murmured "Not again"

"But babe I missed you. You truly were one of my favourites" he kissed me again and I bit his lip

"You stupid bitch! Ugh!" he slapped me across the face and started to pull me to his car.

"STOP!" I screamed. He looked around to see if anyone heard. When he saw no one coming, or even looking at us he smiled and evil grin.

"I would of thought that this would have been harder. I saw you fighting a man twice your size. It looks like booze is one thing that will stop you." He kissed me again. But he was gone a moment later. I saw Edward standing over him

"Now, do you really think I would let that happen to her?" he spoke he pulled him up the his collar and punched him in the face

"I don't know what you are talking about!" he said

"Oh I think you do. What you did to her, will never happen again. Do you want to know how I know that?" Tony didn't say anything to scared I guess "I'm going to kill you" Edward continued after a moment. And with that he snapped his neck. Tonys body fell limp and Edward turned to me

"Bella, are you alright?" I couldn't speak. I was over joyed that he was dead. I had imagined it so many times. And now he was finally gone. Thanks to Edward. I ran to him and wrapped my arms around his neak.

"Thank you!" I said into his chest. He wrapped his arms around me. Memories flooded back to when he saved my from those men in Port Angela's and when he saved me from James. A song started to work a way into my head, I made a mental note to write it down when we got home.

"It was my pleasure love" wait love? Before I could ask him he let go of me. I turned to look around and after about 10 seconds Tanya and the rest of the Cullens arrived. Her eyes narrowed in, Edward looked like he was pained. She flicked her watch and narrowed her gaze again.

"Don't count on me saving you again" he said harshly.

"BELLA! ARE YOU OKAY?!" Emmet said as he ran to me and pulled me into a bone crushing bear hug

"If I survive this hug I will be" he chuckled and let me go

"Sorry"

"BELLA I was so scared!" she ran to give me a hug but quickly let me go "How much have you been drinking?"

"More then the usual. But lets go home" I grabbed me keys and headed to my car I tried to put it into the ignition but I kept missing.

"I'll drive" Alice said as she moved me over to the passenger side. We got home and the answering machine light was flashing

"Hey Izzy baby is James" I could tell that none of the Cullens like him calling me babe " I just wanna let you know that Laurent wanted to visit Irina for a bit so we will be back in a couple of weeks, see you soon babydoll"

"I'll be back" I muttered to everyone and went straight to my music room. I wrote down the song that I was thinking, grabbed my acoustic and began to sing. The Cullens couldn't hear me though. It was a sound proof room and I had Vikki test it out. Either it was really sound proof or she lied to hear my 'never be published songs'. I really hopped she didn't lie.

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago

Ahh one year six months. That faithful day. The day a piece of me had died.

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do

Like going to the meadow. Or sneaking into my bedroom window.

Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

A place that we can share. The meadow still seemed nice. The wild flowers would be in full bloom by now.

I finished the song and smiled. Which was quickly replaced with a frown. As the truth came back to me. That I Izzy Swan was once again in love with Edward Cullen.

Fuck my life.