All of you reviewers are officially more awesome than Robert Pattinson! (Considering he's kind of a drunk...and he looks like he's high all the time. Hehe...) Anyway, yeah. Thanks for all of the amazing reviews. I loved you all soooo much that I decided to create another chapter...like...five minutes after I got my first ten reviews!

I noticed some of you were confused on the situation of Chapter 8: Sexual Disappointments. In that chapter, the last sentence was something along the lines of "That was the first night I had dreamt of the Edward that was my lover." The chapter actually happened! Everything sexually that happened between them WAS NOT a dream! It was REAL! It's just that when Bella crawled into bed, defeated and lonely, she began to dream of the sweet, kind Edward that was worshiping her body....before well, you know, screaming out Tanya's name.

Also, I hope that the 'Lemon' in the last chapter was up to everybody's standards. Sorry if it wasn't; I'm not a very big sexual writer.

Anyway, Huzzah! On with the chapter!

Chapter 9: Moving Out

"Bella, honey, I'm coming in now," Alice's muffled voice said behind my door.

Last night—the night that practically gave me hope and then crushed all of it within seconds—was the night Edward and I had our little.....sexual encounter. After messing up hugely, I kicked him out of my room, crawled into bed, and decided that I couldn't handle this anymore.

No, I wasn't going to get an abortion. I never would, just like I told Edward yesterday. But, I came up with the decision to move out. I had called Alice this morning, at around eight o'clock, and her being the morning person she is, was awake and lively. I had asked her to come over, and she complied, obviously sensing that something was wrong with me.

Because either there was something wrong with me, or there was something definitely wrong with Edward.

Lately, Edward had become selfish too—and I'm pretty sure it's a result of hanging out with Tanya too much. Making me have his child, forcing me to move in with him and Tanya, taking advantage of me when he clearly knew I was dazzled by him. And that's only a small list of things that he's done that were selfish.

But he's also done some amazing things in the past. He bought me my first puppy, took me to London for vacation, he made one of my fantasies become reality. But, he also ruined it afterwards.

I sighed and watched as Alice opened my door warily. Her eyes widened when they scanned my face, taking in the sight of my horrible hair and puffy red eyes, evidence that I've been crying.

She walked in and was about to close the door but a foot stopped her.

I let my eyes trail up the foot to the leg, then my I began to sob again when I saw his face.

"Here...just take it. She clearly doesn't want to be near me, let alone see me," Edward whispered to Alice as he shoved the plate of food and bottle of water at her and scurried away.

When Edward was gone, Alice slammed the door shut and ran over to me as I resumed my weeping.

"Oh my gosh, Bella, what happened? What did he do to you!" she asked, setting the food and water down on my nightstand and sitting beside me on my bed.

"I....I just....And..h-he....," I tried to explain to her but I was bawling too much to come out with anything useful. I struggled to keep myself calm.

"Oh...Oh! Bella....did you finally tell him that you love him?"

I looked up at her, wide-eyed and shook my head, "I-I have no idea what you're t-talking about."

"I know you better than that, Bella. Everyone does; even Tanya. Even she can see how in love with my brother you are. Only Edward doesn't see that, that is if you didn't tell him," she explained, "Did you tell him?"

I shook my head again, defeated. "No. But...."

All along I had thought that I had kept my love for Edward a secret. But, I guess, that it turns out when you try really hard to keep something secret, that's when you overdo it, and the secret becomes revealed by the public eye.

"But...?" she pushed me for answers. "I promise that I won't tell anyone, Bella. Not even Edward himself; and that's saying something, because I usually tell him everything."

I hugged her tightly and whispered, "Thank you, Alice."

Releasing her, I grabbed the plate of eggs, sausage, toast, and grits, and began to eat while going over all of the details of what happened.

I told her how Edward kissed me first. How it ended up in this bed and how he tore me emotionally to shreds when he expressed his final moments of his orgasm through Tanya's name.

Sniffing and wiping my eyes, I was caught off guard when Alice pulled me in for a tight hug.

"I'm sorry that my brother is such a dumb jerk, Bella. I knew he was stupid, but what he did is just...the worst thing you can do to someone! No matter what his excuse is, you cannot forgive him!" she told me as she went over to my dresser and started to pull out of my wrinkled unfolded clothing.

"I don't plan on it....," I said to myself more than her.

"And....we have to do something that will hurt him! I mean really really really hurt him!" she said, walking over to the sheet that was covering my window to keep the small amount of light from coming in, "That is why you're moving in with me and Jasper!"

"I don't think that I could do that, Alice...."

She gripped the sheet with her tiny hand and yanked it down causing only the little amount of light Forks, Washington had to offer us. Walking over to my dresser, she laid the sheet out on the floor, and began to lay clothing in the middle of it. Soon enough, it was covered in clothing. She lifted the ends of the sheet and tied them together, creating a sack full of clothing.

"I'm not your friend because you think, Bella. I'm your friend because your caring, beautiful, amazingly brilliant, and selfless! But, sometimes, you're a pushover. Like when you let Edward walk all over you like you're some kind of doormat. Now," she set the bundle of clothing next to me on the bed, "find something besides what is in this bag. Wear it and I'll meet you outside in the car. Chop, chop!" She clapped her hands twice, grabbing the sack of clothes again, and kissed me on the cheek before opening the door.

For a moment, she stopped and said, "Oh and don't even bother giving an explanation to Edward as to why you're leaving. And don't worry about Tanya. She's still not here."

She left, shutting the door on her way out.

I laughed, her cheerfulness affecting me.

Picking up some clothing off of the floor, I undressed in my current messy clothing and redressed in the new unpainted clothes.

I snatched my door open, letting it hit the wall in the process. I grimaced as I saw the hole that the doorknob created when it came in contact with the wall.

I shrugged it off and strolled into the kitchen, feeling as if I had a weight lifted off of my shoulders. I walked right past Edward, who was doing the dishes, and grabbed an apple out of the glass bowl on the counter.

"Where are you going?" Edward asked, turning toward me and ripping off his plastic yellow gloves.

I just raised an eyebrow. I felt more confident than when I whispered those words in Edward's ear that caused him to explode last night.

"Out," I said.

Saying that one word made me feel as if I was a rebellious teenager again. You know, that kind of teenager you were at age seventeen. When all you wanted to do was hang out with friends, and your parents wouldn't let you. But, then, you'd go 'out' anyway and meet up with your friends.

"Where would 'out' be, exactly?" he questioned, irritated. I smirked a little as I continued to eat my apple.

"Oh.....I don't know. I was thinking.....maybe the ghetto, or going to a party full of crackheads," I said sarcastically.

He rolled his eyes at me.

I finished my apple and threw away my core.

"See ya tomorrow when you end up bailing me out of jail because I was caught with drugs!" I yelled to him, still sarcastic.

I heard the crashing of the pots and pans he had just cleaned in the kitchen.

I smiled to myself as I walked to Alice's yellow Porsche.

Okay, so, yeah, quick update! Just like everybody wishes it would be all the time!

YES! Bella's moving out of Eddie's house!

Anyway,

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----J