A/N: Okay sorry for not posting yesterday and for this chapter. Enjoy.

Okay, so after fielding about twenty-calls, I now have almost every in-law, staying in my home. As soon as Paula heard about the cancer news, she rushed out here. Chelsea was also, on her way insisting that she come to help, because we were so generous when she had Jamie. So on Friday her, Jamie and her husband, Ian are reserving there guestrooms. Aiden and Kyla have given there sympathy. The thing is I don't want it. What is there to help with, me and Spencer can raise our kids. Caleb isn't dead. I am not mourning, and we're all fine.

Blake, is having a hard time, she keeps reliving Glen's hospital time in her head. I and Spence have taken hours, calming her down. Kaylin is clueless, and Caleb is ready to fight, he grasped the danger and is ready to rid himself of it. "He says he gonna be just like his Uncle and get the nasty mean disease away" I am still in shock Spencer releases her tears, nightly. I hear her cry as I just wrap my arms around her. I cry too. I have woken up every morning for the past three days with red swollen eyes.

The doctors said that Chemo should start sometime next week, Tuesday afternoon, I think? Suddenly I am ripped out of my thoughts when I hear my name.

"Ashley, why don't you let me do the dishes?" Paula offered

"No thanks." I declined, I am not helpless

"Are you sure, because you probably need a break-"

"NO, I don't need a god damn break, this is MY house and I am going to live my life as normally as possible, Caleb isn't DEAD."I screamed clenching my hands in to fist and shutting my eyes tight.

"It's okay." She said as she stood next to the island.

"What's going on in here?" Spencer looks stunned

"Nothing." I replied before Paula could get her fucking two cents in

"Well it doesn't sound like nothing." She said hastily

"It's just a disagreement, honey nothing to worry about I am sure you have enough to worry about as it is." Okay so Paula got her sense in regardless.

"About what?" she questioned staring in my direction.

"Does it really matter?"

"Yea it does."

"Fine the only thing that I said was I didn't need a fucking break from doing dishes I don't need help we do fine every other day of the week."

"Ashley!" she screamed

"What Spence, he isn't a helpless little infant he's a child, but he still can think and he still is alive."

"I know that." She screamed back

"Then why the hell is everyone asking if we need help, he has had cancer, longer than we've known, I don't want to treat him like he is so breakable. He isn't a vase that we have to carry around making sure he isn't dropped he's our child, and he's sick but, but he he will get be-better." My face was covered in tears and I was griping the sink turned away from everyone.

"I think I am going to leave you two alone." Paula said as she exited the room

"Babe, it's okay. He'll be okay. She wrapped he arms around me into a warm hug.

"Why are you and Mama yelling mom?" asked Caleb as he walked into the room holding a coke in one hand and a GameCube game in the other.

"Me and mom were just talking about you, I was just sad."

"Oh, Mama don't be sad, I was talking to Uncle Glen and he had lots and lots of stuff to tell me. He told me that it's okay to be scared and that you get lots toys usually and gifts and that he got better and so can I and he also told me that a lot of girls will feel sorry for me and that I could probably score some action." He breathed out more excitement in each word.

"Oh, that great sweetie, remind me to talk to him about the last part though."Spencer replied in clenched teeth, trying not to laugh as she picked him up and enveloped him into a hug."

"Okay, mommy, I love you."

"I love you to bud."

Just then he jumped from her arms and into mine.

"Whoa."

"Hi, Mama" he giggled

"Hey Caleb." I laughed back

"Mama, I don't want you to be sad, I love you."

"Okay buddy, I'll try and I love you too."

"Hey, hope I am not interrupting"

"Glen, just the person I wanted to talk to." Spencer said as he entered the room

A/N: Yet again another, short update, but if you add them together than they are one normal chapter. Review please!!