So with a little help from my buddies the day was saved. I returned home and… yep, I got the girl! Of course I didn't think that it would happen but it did!

When I last wrote in this journal Gypsy had found out who I really was… but what happened next… Well I guess she must have found me a little charming and irresistible! She kissed me! Yeah… not the girl I had hoped for… but wait for that bit… For who would find us… uh oh! The one and only Astrid…. And Reyes… I never would have imagined she would have walked in or whatever. She had come to save me and found me just as I was about to push Gypsy away.

So she rescued us and we went to go help Barry who had accompanied her to that pocket dimension. You would not guess how they got to that world though… yep it was the evil me and he and the Wells guy had teamed up to doop us… I'm pretty certain they had been working together the whole time… Its all pretty confusing.

But anyway, there was a big battle. Barry against the speedster Wells and the rest of us against the evil me… Reverb took his friends out of the fight pretty early and then it was blast for blast me vs him. Almost like a scene from Star Wars… It was scary and cool.

Then there was a moment where he was up against Astrid, that was when I realized just how angry she was with me… the real me... me-me.. anyway, He propositioned her and I heard every word. He asked her to side with him… to be with him, that she would be free to be herself… I knew that meant that he was asking her to succumb to the dark side… to betray me and Barry.

I could tell by her face that she was tempted to team up with him. The thought of her going to the dark side… it was pretty scary in fact… Picture it! An evil Astrid! She could manipulate anyone to do her bidding. But thankfully, she came to her senses and unfortunately he used that to his advantage and almost took in the winning blow.

I could see that she was willing to give in to defeat, for the first time ever she seemed vulnerable. That was my moment. The moment to be the hero. I focused every bit of my power and set off a blast so powerful that I thought that it would kill me. It was like I had gone all super sayan or something!

Reverb fell to the floor unconscious and it was my doing… Though no one commented or anything. No one even noticed what I had done… I suppose that's how Barry feels every day.

Speaking of Barry, he locked them both away, I know that they will break free. They will go through with their master plan but unfortunately I don't think that there is much else that we can do.

However, Reyes had an idea to arm the Cisco of this world with information… but in a way that won't be so disruptive to the course of events. Astrid told him everything and then used her mind control so that he will only remember it when the time is right... therefore the future rests in his hands.

Then I learnt how to breach… I now hold the power to travel from our world to their world… It lies within the goggles that once belonged to Reverb… Yet I have checked these babies out and with a little tinkering, I can do what he was never able to do… With them I can travel further than any man has ever travelled before… I could go through time, I can even test out Professor Stein's theory in investigating if there are multiple worlds than just ours and the pocket dimension…

But like I said, it will take a little tinkering… that's for sure… and I will have to make sure that Eobard Thawne doesn't find out! So yeah, I can breach now… and we came back home… and you wouldn't believe it… the whole city is just gone!

But that isn't how my little story ends… I said that I would get the girl… and I did…

After we left STAR Labs, the other two headed home… I was going to, but instead I decided to tidy up the office. It had been ransacked. Barry and Astrid told me that the entire town had been manipulated by Grodd which included Firestorm… We would need to sort all of that out the next day. Just as we would need to get Caitlin out of prison.

I noticed Astrid's office door open and on the desk there was a photo of the two of us from high school. I could have lost her earlier and that had scared me, so I knew what I needed to do.

I went to her house and before I could chicken out, I knocked at her door and when she answered I made her hear what I had to say.
It must have worked as she surprised me and told me that she loved me… so yeah! It finally happened I just can't wait until tomorrow when I wake up and it won't be a dream.