Okay, non stop typing and there is like three days left!

Chapter 10

WHOA!

Hinata threw her bag in to her room and left a note for Neji. She then went to the attic, where her skate board was, she never used it anymore, but she was like Tony Hawk on it (DAaAng, this girl can do everything) she also noticed that the wheels needed to be tightened on it, and sighed, her thing that tightens them was in her mothers room, her piano room. Hinata hadn't been in there since before she died.

She approached the room, warily, she didn't want to go in there. She slowly opened the door, it let out a long creek, she stared around, there was dust everywhere and cob webs in corners, the old cherry wood piano stood straight and proud in the center of the room, it was beautiful. Hinata slowly approached it. She ran her fingers over the white keys before she knew it, she was sitting on the bench playing beautifully, the song was sad, yet sweet, and quiet(It was bellas lullaby, I love that song and no I am not a twilight obsessed fan girl, but I have read the books and seen the movie) the song reached a soft climax, this song was the song her mother had played for her as a child, and the first song she had taught her. The song ended and Hinata, not able to contain the sweetness of the memories of her mother started to cry, and quietly sob she slammed her head down on the piano and let out as much of her stress as she could by crying.

(FLASH BACK)

"Mother?" Hinata said looking at the pretty keys of her mothers piano, Hinari smiled at her daughter. She knew this was her favorite song.

"Yes my sweetheart?"Hinata looked at her mother, she looked sad.

"Are you going to forget about me when the baby comes?" Hinari looked surprised.

"Why of course not! Hime, why would you say that?" Hinata started to cry.

"B-because Father was talking to Uncle and he said that he hopes that the baby is better than me, because I am a waste of breath!"Hinaris eyes widened, her husband had said that!?She was going to talk to him later!"I don't want to be useless! I am trying so hard! Please always love me! I will be a good girl!" Hinata started going on about all the things she would do better and Hinaris eyes started to water, her daughter was way too grown up for a four year old.

"Hime,"Hinari whispered softly, Hinata stopped and looked up"I will always love you, and you needn't worry, you are the best child I could ever ask for, and the baby will be wonderful too,"She took Hinatas hands and started to make them play the lullaby, she loved her daughter to no end"You are perfect Hinata, and you always will be, just believe you are, and when you truly need too, cry, let everything out, if not you will be lonely, and you always need friends,"She removed her hands and Hinata kept playing, perfectly.

That was when Hinari was two months pregnant

(END FLASH BACK)

Hinata, just had everything hit her, and she felt horrible, but she couldn't let Haku and Sai down, she also couldn't let her mother down.

She quickly fixed her wheels and grabbed her guitar, she wanted to get out of this house, and fast.

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"Sai, I don't know if this girl is going to help at all, I mean think about it, she is clumsy and never talks!" Sai nodded and looked Haku in the eyes

"Like I said, Haku, I have a good feeling about this girl," Haku sighed and retied his shoes. He was wearing purple skinny jeans, yellow shoes, his hair down, and a tight black t-shirt, it was weird, because it looked good. Sai was wearing black jeans, black shoes, and a bright green shirt, again, it looked good."Look, she is here right on time," Haku looked over his shoulder and with a pout, he pulled his skate board out and skated towards a ramp. Hinata had changed into a tighter black t-shirt, and her converse, with black and red skinny jeans and a mesh shirt over her bandages, the mesh was so small, you couldn't tell that they were bandages, and thought it was her skin.

She had changed in to these uncomfortable clothes because the loose clothes weren't holding the bandages up enough, and felt very naked in the tight clothes. Sai was surprised, she was hot

"U-um am I late?" She questioned. He shook his head.

"You are right on time,"She looked at Haku, who was still pouting

"What is he doing?"Sai smiled

"Pouting," Hinata looked sad.

"Sorry, I can just ask Jiraya to take me out of the program, if you would like…" Sai smiled again, this guy needs emotions!

"No, hes just being a crybaby,"She nodded"Ready to show us what you can do?" She blushed and smiled

"As ready as I will ever be!" Sai nodded

"Great," Sai looked at the boy that was throwing a fit, "HAKU!!!" He screamed, causing Haku to fall over, and look very embarassed. He slowly came over,

"What?!"He said angrily, Sai smiled and motioned to Hinata, who looked awkward, standing there.

"She is ready," He looked at her "Okay, how do you want to approach this?" Hinata was obviously surprised Sai was directly asking her.

"Ano, well the best way I perform is to just….play…"Haku stared at her.

"Uh yeah right! That cant just be done, you cant just start playing all random and have it sound good!" Hinata looked at Sai, who didn't look like anything.

"Yes you can," Hinata said. Just as Haku was about to say something she started again"Look, we can try it out, and if it sucks, then we will do something else, okay?" Haku pouted some more and nodded. Sai spoke up

"So we just start playing?" Hinata nodded and Haku started playing a tune on his drums that sounded like twinkle twinkle little star. Hinata sighed

"Something harder, please?" Sai handed her a portable mic and took out his guitar and started playing a song he had been working on, Haku played the best he could, which was very good. Hinata took a deep breath and started to sing

I'm in the business of misery, lets take it from the top

She was dancing in a way along with the music

Shes got a body like an hourglass that's

She was smiling

Tickin like a clock

She looked beautiful

It's a matter of time before we all run out…

She grinned

When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth

She seemed to stop time as she sung

I waited eight long months

She showed everything in her movements

She finally set him free

So much emotion

I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me

She pointed to herself in a subtle way

Two weeks we had caught on fire

Just like her eyes and movements

Shes got it out for me but I wear the biggest smile ;]

She grinned again and took a deep breath

WHOAA

She let out some of her frustration

I never meant to braaag

She was the best

But I got him where I want him now

Another deep breath

WHOAA

No one can beat her

It was never my intention to braaag

She was unstoppable

To steal it all away from you now

And so innocent

But god does it feel so good

At the same time

Cause I got him where I want him now

She was having fun

And if you could then you know you would

She could do every thing

Cause god it feels sooo

She had an expression of absolute bliss on her face

It just feels so good

And it did

"Stop," Sai stated softly. Hinata looked at him, scared it sucked. "That was…"

Haku stared at Hinata, who was blushing, her whole face was red. Sai was messing with his guitar.

They all avoided each others eyes. They were all embarrassed, even emotionless Sai.

None of them knew what to say.

But they all did have one thing on their minds.

WHOA!

"It was absolutely amazing, right Sai?" Haku was still staring at her. Sai nodded.

"Right," Hinata grimaced,

"I-I a-am s-s-sorry, I-I k-k-know I-I s-s-s-suck," Haku looked confused, Sai looked, like uhh..... look, Hinata looked sad.

"What!?" Haku stared at her like she could see through people"I just said you rocked!" Hinata looked down at her converse and shifted her feet.

"Haku."Sai was looking at her while talking to him

"What!?" Haku was very, very confused.

"The pause of what we said implied that it sucked," Haku looked confused for a few more seconds the understanding dawned on him.

"OHHHH!!!! OH OH OH OH! I understand!Hina!" He looked at said girl who looked scared"We weren't joking! It was the most amazing thing ever!" He was very hyper all of a sudden, usually he gets like this once a day, if not Sai takes him to the doctor…… Hinata nodded and sighed.

"Gomen," Sai shrugged

"You didn't do any thing, don't apologize, and plus, we are your friends now, don't act so shy around us, Hina," Hinata looked shocked

"Friends?" Sai and Haku stared at her, was she okay?

"Hai," Said Haku"We didn't know anything about tou and, well, we still don't, but O like you and Sai likes you, and you like us right?" Hinata nodded slowly and looked at the boys standing next to each other, she blinked

They blinked

She blinked

They blinked

She breathed

They breathed

Blah blah blah blah blah blah BBBBBBBBBLLLLLLLAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Phew, now that that's over

She broke out in a grin and tossed her arms around the two. Kind (NOW) Haku smiled and hugged her back, half emotionaless Sai sighed (LOL) and hugged her back, they both knew she was a loner and that friends were pretty much out of the question to her. Once they pulled apart Sai stopped and sighed (LOL!!!)

"Name," was all he said. Haku had started to put his drums in their car

"What?" Haku looked back at him

"A name…"Sai was weird… Haku looked mad…

"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!!????"Hinata looked scared…like always….. and pulled Haku away from Sai and said

"I think he means we need a name, you know, for the band, it you know makes sense," Sai nodded and Haku glared at him..

"Cant you just say what you mean!?" Sai cocked his head and smiled.

"Yes," Haku was really mad…obviously and started to run towards Sai. Uh oh…

"Why you!!!!!" He tripped and fell on his face, Hinata ran over to him and started –are you okay!?-ing him, he sat up crossed his arms and pouted…again

"Whatever, Hina gets to choose though," She looked surprised and was about to protest when Sai cut her off

"Good idea Haku," Haku looked only angryer and looked down Hinata sighed and though about it……

Few minutes later

"S.L.B.R…." Haku looked up

"What?" That was a strange name…Sai looked at the clouds.

"What does that stand for?" Hinata didn't look at them but looked at the clouds also with her head slightly cocked,

"Suicide Loves Black Roses," Sai and Haku stared at her…uhm uh ah um ano nani what!!!???

"I like that," Haku was the speaker and Sai just nodded

They sat there for a few more minutes and then Hinata left on her skate board with a happy smile on her face.

Haku and Sai both stared after her and they both felt a little bit happier too, it was something about their Hina, that made them smile.

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Next time

Chapter 11

CONFRONTATION AND A FEW OTHER THINGS

She stared at him, her eyes were huge. He grinned at her.

"I have missed you Hinata, how was your…vacation? I hope you had a great time…; D" He was laughing sOoOo hard, to him it was the funnest thing, Suigetsu looked at the two of them, seeing the poor girls obvious discomfort, he was actually concerned and Sakon was having a ball torturing this girl so something must have happened…..Karin looked jealous, standing next to other jealous looking girl Kin.

The door burst open and light was let into the room.

"Hey… uh why are the lights off?" The light was switched on and in the door way was a guy with a hoodie on, the hoodie wouldn't have been weird…if he didn't have cat ears on the top."Whats going on in here?" No one answered him. He started to look around and noticed Hinata looking scared to death of the boy holding her shoulder. "Okay, tell me whats going on in here!" Sakon let go of Hinatas shoulder and walked up to the hoodie cat ear boy

"Nothing, we were just messin around, ya know?" And he left, everyone else followed him, except of course Hinata who looked at the boy

"Hey are you okay-" There was a strange look on her face as she ran out of the room he heard a small-

"Arigoto.." She was headed for the bath room

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Whoa…