Title: Hidden Truths
Rating: It will be M in later chapters.
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. My name may be Stephanie but it is not Stephanie Meyers. If I owned Twilight I sure as heck wouldn't be writing fanfiction. The story would have been completely different, with no Bella!
Pairing: Edward/Alice is the main pairing, and there are hints of Edward/Bella and Alice/Jasper, but in the end it will be Edward/Alice.
Summary: While digging into her past Alice comes to a shocking discovery. Edward was the vampire who changed her to save her from James. But why didn't he tell her? And why is he suddenly pulling away from Bella when the wedding is only two weeks away?
A/N: Most of you wanted a mix between the first and second options. So I am going to do it like that. It will be a mixture of the two, though the second option will be more at the end. So here were the options. 1 was 'Mistake doubled: This would be another chapter with lemon. Alice thinks they made a mistake the first time, and Edward is going to prove her wrong no matter what it takes. It will be slightly dark and possesive Edward, something I really want to write!' And option 2 was 'Forgive me: Jasper is back and things are akward between Alice and Edward. What will happen to them now that Jasper wants to try again? Will Edward sit back and do nothing as the woman he loves starts to slip away from him, or will he stay and fight?'
AN2: This takes place right where the last chapter left off. It's kind of a darker Edward, he is tired of Alice pulling away and he is pissed that she thinks it was a mistake. I'm still very happy that you all like this story, it's nice to know people like my writing. Please R&R like always!
IMPORTANT: This chapter is to be posted in two parts because I didnt want an insanely long chapter. Expect half two in a day or so!
Warning: Contains sex and had kind of a dark possesive nature to it. If you do not like it don't read. But I did warn you!
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Edward's POV:
I still had Alice pulled to me, my hand was working it's way into her jeans. How dare she think it was mistake. She was mine and it was high time that she learned that. I was fucking tired of all the other shit. All she worried about lately was Bella and Jasper, I didn't give a fuck about them right now. This didn't concern them, it was between Alice and I. I would show her, I would make her feel why we belonged together. I felt it every time I looked at her, every time I smelt her, every time I touched her, it was like I came alive again.
This isn't right Edward, were hurting them by doing this, I don't want to hurt them. I hissed at her thoughts. There she went again, thinking about them, about him! My hand had finally made it's way into her jeans. I run my fingers over her center and she shivers, good. "Can Jasper make you feel like this? Can he do the things to you that I do? I wonder do you think he pictures Leah when he is fucking you? I bet they are screwing right now. I wonder if your even a fleeting thought in his mind these days Alice? When he comes do you think it's your name he calls out or hers?"
Out of the corner of my eye I see her hand heading towards my face. I knew she was planning to smack me but I easily caught her small hand with my free one. My hand that is currently down her jeans thrust into her angrily and she moans. "That's right Alice moan for me. Show me who you belong to. It's not him, it will never be him." I worked my hand in and out of her slowly and I could feel her fighting against coming. She was being stubborn, she didn't want me to win. But I would because I was to determined not to loose.
"I wonder if Bella thinks about you when she is with Jacob? Come on Edward I know you can't be that blind, you have to see it. See the looks they send eachother. They are purely sexual. Does it burn you to know that she would rather have a dog than you?"
I knew that Alice was trying to bait me, to anger me. It wouldn't work. I was not stupid nor was I blind. I knew that my fiancee was screwing the mutt. I had been angry at first, but then I realized that would be my way out. It would be the way to end our engagement, I hadn't done it yet and I know I should. I may not love Bella but I truly did not want to hurt her. Oh well, it was inevitable. It was either hurt her now before we get married and make a huge mistake or hurt her later when we were married. I would rather do it sooner than later.
I shoot her a brilliant smile, one that I have been told dazzles people. "It doesn't matter if she thinks of me. He can have her, she isn't the one who I want to call my name." My hand and fingers pick up pace. Alice seems to be internally fighting with herself. I can hear the battle in her mind. I won't come for him, I wont! He cannot act like he owns me. We had sex once, well ok we had sex twice but it doesn't matter. I can't let him win, I can't but oh god it feels so... And her thoughts paused for a moment. I was confused yet happy. Maybe she was finally giving in to me?
I didn't remove my hand from her, instead I knelt infront of her. All she wore for a top was a flimsy black tank top that left her stomach exposed. Her pale delicate skin was showing and I ran my tongue over it. I let it dip into the indention where her bellybutton was. Alice had the cutest little bellybutton. I pulled my hand from her jeans and I heard her intake of breath.
Finally you realized that this is a mistake. I felt her try to step away from me, but like lightning my hands were on her hips holding her still. I let my golden eyes look up at her and lock with hers. I barely recognized my own voice as I growled at her. "Stop saying that! Your mine Alice, you belong to me and you know it. Deep in your soul, in your core you know its the truth. Admit it!" I snapped at her.
"No." She said defiantly her eyes narrowing at me.
"Tell me who you belong to! Say it!" I squeezed her hips hard and she cried out. I loosened my grip a bit, I didn't want to hurt her, if she would just say it. "Say it Alice, don't lie to yourself anymore." I silently begged her to say it. I didn't want her to fight me anymore. Why was she being so difficult? I knew she wanted me, I knew she loved me, yet she was lying to herself to both of us why?
Her jeans were the kind that rode low on the hips; I ran my thumb over her hipbone and my lips followed. I wanted to kiss away the pain I had caused her earlier. Then she did the one thing she knew would make me snap. She pictured Jasper in her mind, pictured him touching her, tasting her, and I lost it. I wasn't in control of myself for a moment. My lips that had been tracing her hipbone pulled back into a snarl and I felt my teeth sink into her skin. I could feel my teeth tearing at the skin, I felt my vemon filling my mouth.
Like I said, I just reacted I wasn't in control of myself. I felt Alice stiffen in what I thought was pain at first but then I had to smirk. I pulled my teeth away and licked the wound before looking up at her. "Naughty little Alice, did you just get off on the pain? What would Jasper think if he knew?" I taunted her.
"What makes you think he doesn't?" She snapped back.
I licked my lips and smirked at her. "Because I know every dirty little deed you do with Jasper. I know every thought that passes threw your mind." I stand up, never releasing her hips from my firm grasp. "I know that in the dark of night, when your with him you beg him to do things to you. Dirty things, painful things, but Jasper won't do it, he wouldn't want to soil you. He thinks your perfect and pure and he would hate to ruin that." I lean in to whisper. "But I know the real you Alice. I know what you want, what you need and he can't or more obviously he won't give it to you. That's why you need me."
Alice opened her mouth to speak, to deny it but she thought better of it. Her thoughts were moving to fast for me to read. Her mind was racing, and I wasn't sure if that was a good thing or a bad thing. I decided it was a good thing when she crushed her lips to mine. Sometimes I hate you Edward. I didn't bother replying to her thoughts. She may hate me sometimes, but she loved me to. Hate and love were one in the same. You couldn't have one without the other.
Alice's right hand, the one that had tried to slap me earlier, raked down my cheek. I hissed in pain, her nails broke the skin on my face all the way down. I could feel the small trickle of blood leak down. Vampire bleed contrary to popular beleif. We bleed just not as much as humans. Also we heal alot faster, I knew that my wounds would be gone by this time tomorrow. I grabbed her hand, licking the blood off. I could see Alice watching me as I took each finger in my mouth, suckling it gently, running my tongue over every inch of it.
When I got to her ring finger I wanted to bite down and shatter the stupid ring Jasper had gotten her. It wasn't even that beautiful, it was plain. If I got Alice a wedding ring it would be anything but plain. It would be beautiful and unique like her. Like I said I wanted to bite down on the ring and destroy it, but she would never ever forgive me I knew that. So I just pulled it off with my teeth. Edward! Give me my ring back right now! She demanded in her mind. That's my wedding ring from Jasper! What the hell do you think your doing? Give it back to me! I didn't listen to her, I spit the ring out on the floor and it rolled under a chair. "I won't fuck you while your wearing a ring from another man. Like I told you Alice your mine, and that ring says otherwise. Just be lucky that all I did was take it off. I wanted to do much worse to it. It's only intact right now because I know how much it means to you for now. One day, one day you'll be wearing my ring Alice."
"Who say's I am going to let you fuck me?" She growled at me. I pushed her back and she hit the wall. I grabbed her top with one hand and tore it from her body. I did the same with her jeans, I heard the denim tear from her body. I looked down at her naked body, and I wanted her now.
"You did, in your mind." My grin widened at her scowl. She went to push me back, I could see her intentions in my mind, so I took a step back.
"If you wanted to get me naked Alice all you had to do was ask." I said before pulling my shirt over my head. I found myself on the floor in the next second. Alice had tackled me, and in the process she had removed my jeans. She was quick, but I was faster. I stopped her before she could slide onto my cock. "Oh no no Alice, your not the one in control right now." I snarled before I flipped her over onto the carpet. She was was lying on her stomach, and she tried to push herself up, but like I said I was faster than she was. Within a tenth of second I was lying ontop of her, pinning her to the carpeted floor with my body. My hands where on her arms keeping her locked to the floor, so she couldn't escape me and my legs pushed hers open before I entered her.
My body slid against hers and my skin felt like it was on fire. It wasn't hot but it just felt similiar to what I thought fire would feel like on human flesh, or vampire flesh for that matter. I felt her try to push up again, she wasn't trying to throw me off, I knew that but if there was one thing Alice loved it was to be in control, when she wasn't in control she felt like she was spiralling away. She needed to be in control and know everything. Well I wasn't going to let her, not this time. This time I was the master, I was in control.
My lips where by her ear and I took the shell in my teeth biting enough to cause pain but not to break skin. I sucked the lobe between my teeth swirling my tongue around before pulling her head back with one of my hands in her hair. It wasn't violent persay but it was rougher than Jasper would be with little Alice. "Do you feel that Alice?" My voice was thick from all the emotions I was carrying inside. I thrust into her, letting her feel it all. She moaned and bucked against me, which was kind of akward because of our position. "Do you feel what you do to me? It's only you Alice, I can't lie anymore. Your mine and I don't care if your married to Jasper because he isn't here. And if he was it wouldn't matter." I growled into her ear. "If he were here, I wouldn't stop, you wouldn't want me to would you? Come on Alice admit it, that even if your precious husband was here, you would still moan for me. You would beg me to fuck you in a way he never will."
Yes, oh god yes...Bite me, fuck me, make me bleed cause kinky sex is all I need. I almost laughed at the wierd little poem Alice had created in her mind. Only she would come up with something like that. My hands gripped Alice's forarms because her front was crushed to the floor. Harder, harder Edward! She screamed out at me in her mind.
I pushed into as hard as I could. "Do you like that Alice?" My feet dug into the carpeted floor as I pushed my body into hers hard and fast.
"Yes.." She hissed out, her head turning so she could look at me. She was biting her lip and groaning. Her little body was shaking from the force in wich I thrust into her. I could feel her reaching her climax and I wanted to go with her.
"Mark me Alice." She looked at me in confusion. "Bite me Aly, like I marked you. Prove to me that you know I'm your's. I'll wear the mark proudly." Where? I realized at this angle there weren't alot of options. I placed my forarm to her mouth and she hesitated. Everyone will see it. I growled at her, she didn't want them to see? I pulled her head back roughly. "I don't care Alice, unlike you I'm not ashamed to admit the truth."
I heard her hiss in anger at my comment, then I felt her teeth sink into my skin. I could feel myself almost at the edge, so I leaned my mouth down over the scar that the fucking wolf whore gave her and I bit down. Now my mark was on her twice. It was more lasting and more meaningful than the pathetic excuse of a wedding ring she had from Jasper. I felt her tighten around me and we both exploded. I literally saw stars behind my eyes. We were both panting and I rolled off of her. We look at eachother for a long time. She wasn't thinking anything, only picturing my face in her mind.
I closed my eyes for a breif second but they opened in a flash when I felt her cold lips on the tip of my cock. "What you didn't think we were done did you?" She with an evil little Alice smile. "I thought you were going to prove to me that I belonged to you. Did you change your mind? Because if you did I'm sure that I could find someone else who would be willing to let me-"
I cut off her sentence as I sat up and grabbed her by the shoulders. She wanted me to be possesive, to be demanding, fine I could do that. "Don't you dare think about stopping Alice. Your mine, so show me what you can do. Show me how much you apperiate me. Suck me off." What was getting into me? I would never say something like that before today. What was she doing to me?
I went to close my eyes again when I felt her teeth graze my very important body part. As much as I liked pain Alice inflicted on me, I wasn't sure I would want her to break the skin of my little Edward. "Don't close your eyes Edward. You will watch me do you hear me? I want you to watch me as I bring you pleasure Bella could never do in her wildest dreams. I opened my mouth to speak but stopped when she again grazed her teeth over me. "And my only rule, no talking. Just shut up and let me show you who really is in charge." My mouth closed on instinct, demanding Alice was fucking sexy as hell.
"Ughn." I barely recongized the gutteral moan that came out of me when her small mouth covered me. Her lips were cold like ice and it felt so unbeleivably good I was that I had dead permantly and this was my heaven. Her eyes were looking at my face, and I thought I would fucking explode when she purred around my cock. She purred and the vibratiions sent jolts of pleasure threw my body. I felt her tongue circle my head and my hands clutched her hair as my hips bucked upwards.
Alice had her hands on my thighs holding them still and I wanted to whine. She was torturing me and she knew it. Payback was a bitch and her name was Alice. "Please, Aly, I please please.." I begged her.
I wanted the torture to last longer, but you'll just have to let me torture you in other ways. I nearly sighed in relief as she started bobbing up and down and within minutes I felt myself explode in her mouth. I yelled out her name, and few obsenities as well. It was a good thing she couldn't choke to death because I thrust into her mouth a couple more times after I was done. When she was done, she pulled back and smiled at me.
"I guess the real question should be how many licks does it take to get to the tasty center of Edward Cullen?" I just growled playfully at her and tackled her to the floor.
TBC..
OK, so like I said this chapter will be posted in two parts. So there is no three choices, but you do need to tell me if you want Jasper to walk in on them, or for him to come back after and find out later on? Let me know!