Sorry for the slow update, exam results are out! (:
And my birthday's coming soon! Anyway, for the first time, I'm trying to force myself to write even when i'm not really... out of the block yet. Tell me if I should do that next time I have a writer's block. /
And it's my first time trying to write in Kanda's POV. )
I sat down, cross-legged on the Japanese bamboo mat, meditating on the recent events, Lenalee was emotionally unstable, and that ass moyashi was injured in the infirmary, while Lavi's being retarded all day long.
I wonder what's wrong with moyashi, that stupid bastard, he's been doing stupid things since that day. The day where Lavi and Lenalee went out together for one whole day, and that stupid moyashi couldn't do anything but cower in his room and whimper like a dog, whining and complaining to me while I was trying my best to meditate and keep my calm, how noisy it was.
"Kanda, can I meditate with you?" Allen knocked on my door, requesting something I never had expected him to do. His voice was a deeper tone than usual, for one of the first few times since I came to the order, I had a shock of my life.
"Che." I mumbled, as he entered the room, closing the door softly. For quite some time, he settled down, imitating my stance and position, this was getting on my nerves.
"Idiot moyashi, stop imitating me." I ordered, expecting to rebut with his usual tantrums and loud voice, instead, I felt his gaze move away from my back as I continued meditating. There has to be something wrong.
After around an hour of silence and meditation, with the occasional sighs from moyashi, it was a peaceful afternoon, yet, something was wrong with him, for sure.
"Moyashi, what's wrong?" I asked, not showing a hint of concern in my voice, not at all.
"Nothing, Kanda, I should be going off now." He said, not even bothering to look at me. "Maybe Lenalee's back already…" he murmured to himself, as he stood up quietly and walked out of the door with heavy footsteps. So that's what he's so depressed about, Lavi and Lenalee… That kid doesn't know how to meditate at all, meditation's supposed to calm your mind from such annoying thoughts.
That Lenalee, I better warn her about this, going out with Lavi so easily without saying a word to moyashi… Maybe she doesn't know anything about moyashi after all. No matter how obvious it is, she still doesn't know one bit about how moyashi feels about her. Che.
And that Lavi, I better give him a scolding, hurting the moyashi so much, he's so protective of Lenalee, yet forgets about moyashi totally. If I were to choose who should have the right of protecting Lenalee, it should be that naïve moyashi. That Komui can't choose his bodyguards right.
That was 1 week ago, and throughout the week, that ass moyashi has been screwing with his missions, messing them up, and one by one— totally useless. I can't imagine what will happen today, I bet he'll screw it up again.
I looked up at the clock, gonging loudly, it was 2 in the afternoon, where's everyone? Shouldn't they be at the docks by now? I walked pass the turn and saw only Lenalee there.
Che, late again, stupid bastards. Just then, Lenalee spotted me as she raised her hand, smiling.
"Hi Kanda!" she hollered me over, her face turning more serious all of a sudden, "Don't you think Allen-kun has been acting weird lately?"
I wanted to punch her, yet I couldn't hit a girl. What a dumb question, I want to say, it's your fault you stupid bitch. Yet, that would be too blunt. Che. I'll just leave her to find out.
I shrugged my shoulders as I leaned against the dark walls of the docks, waiting for moyashi and Lavi. Lenalee was obviously unsatisfied with my answer, as she folded her arms and looked away from me with a pout. I always knew she was stupid, but not to this extent. Maybe I should give her a hint.
"Moyashi was just being himself ever since you and Lavi went out." I said, glaring at her for a short while before staring back at the dark canal. Maybe that would've helped her get some brains, dumb shit.
Her expression changed to one of shock and surprise, as if she had no clue about how moyashi felt about the outing. She didn't have anything to say, looking down at the floor with remorse and guilt. Plan worked, now she and moyashi must talk privately, and that asshole rabbit must not interfere, even though that Komui bastard and Lavi are working together, maybe I should just kill them both. Che, the two protective little whiners.
"Allen, you little bean sprout." Lavi said, pulling Allen forcefully into an alley, before pushing him against the wall and holding him by the collar, "Don't you dare get close to Lenalee." He said, with a deathly tone, adding more force with his glare. The poor white-haired kid just stared back in confusion, before bobbing his head up and down slightly, while Lavi just left Allen there, and stomped back to his room without a word.
The next day, Lavi was his playful self again, as if nothing ever happened the other night, but whenever Allen got close to Lenalee, be it just sitting beside her, or looking at her, Lavi would butt in, forcefully, maybe slapping Allen on the back hard, while laughing and smiling, using his teases so Lenalee wouldn't know he was serious.
"Yu!" Lavi cried out, I could already imagine his face splattered against the wall, impaled by Mugen. I placed my hands at the hilt, while I looked back at him with a cold glare.
"Shut up, I'll kill you." He shrugged back in fear. Che, he does this all the time, yet he doesn't at all know that I'm really serious now about protecting moyashi.
The rabbit hopped over beside Lenalee who was looking down. It looked at her with concern before glaring at me, trying to warn me not to do anything to her. What a dumbass Lavi, the only one he can pick on is moyashi. Useless bastard.
Just then, moyashi walked towards us, sighing slightly. Yet, once he saw Lenalee, he brightened up his mood, making sure he looked fine in front of her. A true poker face.
"Allen!" Lavi cried, a playful tone in his voice, before pointing at a nearby plant on the floor, "Eh Allen! You've grown taller!"
"Shut up, Lavi." Allen said, before turning towards Lenalee.
"Lenalee, are you alright? You look really down today." That moyashi's just plain dumb. Che, and just as I expected, Lenalee looked up with a smile.
"I'm fine, Allen-kun." She gathered back her composure, "Since everyone's here, let's set off, shall we?" She smiled gracefully, while I nodded my head in approval, that moyashi was ignoring Lavi's painful shoves and nudges.
"Moyashi's grown taller!" Lavi exclaimed, before shoving Allen's head hard. He winced in pain, before entering the boat and was about to sit beside Lenalee, when a hand had pushed him away, to the opposite seat. I'm really gonna eat some rabbit meat today.
The moyashi just played along as if nothing was wrong, and sat opposite Lenalee, his smile concealing his pain and care for her. If anyone were to deserve Lenalee, it'd be moyashi.
I scowled in my usual annoyance. Even though I hated Lavi more than anyone, sitting beside a plant was a disgusting thing. Well, who cares, lately moyashi hasn't been so irritating anymore.
While waiting for the train to leave the station, the exact same thing happened. Bloody déjàvu, Lenalee was sitting beside Lavi again, and moyashi was sitting beside me. Worst thing was, I was facing that asshole rabbit.
I decided to leave myself out of the conversation, while the bitch rabbit was trying to scare the bloody bean sprout away from talking to Lenalee. Yet, Lenalee seemed so happy to talk to moyashi. How dumb can that rabbit get? Can't it see their in love?
Che, Lenalee fell asleep, while Lavi kept shooting glares at the moyashi, who was sneaking peeks at Lenalee. No matter how cute it may look like, it was stupid to a great extent. I frowned in disgust, how lame.
That rabbit didn't even let moyashi look at her, no wonder moyashi's so depressed. I nudged him slightly.
"Is it alright with you when he keeps doing that?" He just looked back at me with an innocent smile.
"It's nothing, I can't expect anything to happen between Lenalee and I, but since they're such good friends…" His sentence drifted off, what a naïve way of thinking.
"Che." I growled, before slipping off into the surreal dimension between the real and the fake, in other words, not letting slumber gobble me up, but letting it nibble on me.
My eyes jerked open as the train came to a halt, moyashi was the only one awake, besides me. His hand slowly drifted off towards Lenalee's shoulders, before he touched her lightly and woke her up, "We're here." He said.
Lavi's hand shot up and grabbed moyashi's wrist, "Allen you octopus!" Lavi said, smiling. Moyashi just hauled his arm backwards to remove the older boy's grip.
"Let him go, Lavi!" Lenalee reprimanded. Lavi immediately let go, while giggling happily, at least, on the outside he seemed happy.
Moyashi just ruffled his hair and waved his hands to signal his alright condition. "It's okay, Lenalee. Lavi was just playing." He smiled genuinely as she replied him with a sweet smile.
Lenalee however, noticed the red hand marks on his wrist, looking at Lavi suspiciously, we set off towards our destination, to get rid of the herd of level 3s.
As I finished off my group of weaklings, I sat down on a nearby bench, and released my activated Mugen. Moyashi was also done with his group of level 3s, but was keeping his attention on Lenalee, who was also fighting with great ease, the only one having problems was Lavi, that stupid bookman, can't even handle a few level 3s. He's the weakest among all of us, but Komui must have asked him to come along, because he was Lenalee's 'bodyguard'.
Che, stupid bastards, the more I think about it, the more I want to kill them.
All of a sudden, an Akuma's talons caught Lavi on the side, as Lavi was thrown off balance and went crashing into a nearby building. "Arghh!" he shouted.
As the few level 3s gathered their final blows, I activated Mugen and sprinted as fast as I could. I didn't really have the guts to see Lavi die, after all, we've known each other for so long, no matter how much I hate him.
The beams gathered together in one spot as Lavi tried to recover from the impact, staggering on the ground, utterly hopeless. I couldn't make it in time. Lenalee was being occupied by her last Akuma, "Lavi!!" she screamed, hoping someone would save him.
A loud screeching sound was heard, before all the attacks were released, a white form appeared in between the blast and Lavi, taking the full blow, as Lavi just watched moyashi cover for him. His eyes grew wide in horror as he watched his friend-enemy protect himself.
The light started to disperse, as Allen was kneeling on the floor, coughing out blood. His tunic was ripped apart from the blow, and his body was stained with black, burnt skin. It looked horrible, at least.
Lenalee rushed towards him, "Allen-kun!" she screamed in shock, "Allen-kun!" She knelt beside Allen who was now lying on the floor, "Lavi, quick! We've to contact headquarters!" I could see the tears forming in her eyelids, crying over something like that, how childish. Che, I went towards a nearby inn and contacted headquarters.
"Idiot, moyashi needs help." I said bluntly, "Now."
I slammed the phone and headed back towards that moyashi, why did he even save that asshole rabbit?
I thought about it for a while as Lenalee was kneeling beside an unconscious plant, crying and sobbing heavily, while the rabbit who ate the plant just sat there like a… rabbit, shocked.
I opened my eyes with much discomfort, only to find Lenalee and Lavi staring at me, where was I? I looked around slightly, ahh… a hospital room. I felt warmth in my hands, which were holding Lenalee's. I blushed slightly.
"Allen-kun, are you alright?" She said, her eyelids red and teary, I nodded quietly and smiled at her, squeezing her hand slightly. Ahhh, that smile of hers, so sweet and graceful…
Lavi was staring at me as if I was some kind of criminal, ignoring him, I kept my attention on Lenalee. "Lavi, could you go out please?" Lenalee said, "I need to talk to Allen-kun for a while."
Lavi had his suspicions as he agreed and went out sneakily. As soon as the door was shut, Lenalee stood up and sat beside me on the bed, "Allen-kun, what's wrong?"
Huh? What's wrong? "Nothings wrong, Lenalee." I smiled, trying to conceal all my worry and doubts about Lavi and her.
"Allen-kun!" She shouted, almost screamed, "Tell me what's wrong!" She demanded, as she looked down, hurt.
I sighed in guilt, I can't make Lenalee sad, "Well… It's not really much, I've been having problems with Lavi, that's all." I said, stuttering slightly, "It's not much, really." I smiled once again, yet she was unhappy with the explanation.
"Allen-kun, please forgive me for not telling you that I was going out with Lavi the other day." She looked up, pouting cutely, did she really mean it? She noticed my surprise, as she started to explain her knowledge.
"Well, Kanda told me everything, including Lavi and you." She said, before hugging me tightly. I felt the warmth rush to my cheeks as I blushed uncontrollably. Arghh, I winced in pain as the wounds shot pain through me. The pain, unbearable, the heat seared through my back, as I slipped back into unconsciousness.
As I woke up, this time, I saw Lavi, Lenalee, Kanda and Komui-san all right there beside the bed, chatting away.
"Nii-san! How could you do such a thing!" Lenalee frowned, what were they talking about? I sat up to listen more intently.
"It was all to protect you from perverts like him!" Komui-san cried as he shot a finger at me, I'm a pervert? What was Lavi, then?
"He's not a pervert, Nii-san!" Lenalee demanded, "Lavi's more of a pervert!"
Komui-san looked unconvinced, it seems like everyone knew everything about what's been going on.
"Oi, moyashi, why did you save Lavi?" Oh, Kanda finally talked. The eyes digging into me played no part in helping me tell the truth.
"E-eh… Well, Lenalee and Lavi were very good friends… So…" I couldn't finish it, hopefully Komui-san will be too dumb to understand what I meant.
"So, what?" Komui-san asked. Oh shit.
"Lenalee said that her world's made of her friends, if anyone of them dies… it's like a part of her world being destroyed." I said, it was true, after all…
"And Lavi's probably a bigger piece…" I mumbled to myself, yet everyone heard it. Speechless, or so I thought, as everyone slowly started to take their leave, letting me rest.
Lenalee was the last to leave, however. "Allen-kun, I'd love to spend even a second with you rather than spending a whole day with Lavi, you know." She smiled sweetly, before leaving me dazed, pondering on what she just said.
"You're at least 20 times bigger than Lavi." She whispered the last part to me, in case Lavi was eavesdropping.
I smiled sweet at her, before pulling her into a warm, innocent and simple embrace that didn't strain my wounds.
All of a sudden, my stomach growled, and somewhere very close, a very large machine called 'Komurin' growled even louder.
"Don't worry, it's my turn to protect your world. Those two protective bastards!" Lenalee said.
Since when did she become vulgar?!
Gah, I think Lenalee's a bit OOC x so was Allen.
AHHH everyone of them was OOC -.- Crap, this stinks. Oh well, .
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