(A.N. The lack of Reviews is making me feel like I'm not doing such a good job with this story… You guys, I write depending on my mood! So if you guys want Zim and Gaz to end up with an un-happy ending, don't review! Any ways, Disclaimer: Invader Zim is not mine.)

Zim P.O.V.

My head hurt, bad. Both from the hang over and from the fall I took. I turned in the bed and saw a figure there. I smiled, so Gaz came back.

I pulled her to me, and inhaled her scent, but something was different. I reached over to the night stand and turned it on. I looked back and jumped off the bed.

"Lez? What are you doing here? You were supposed to only drop me off, you weren't supposed to stay! Because of you, Gaz got mad at the almighty Zim!" I yelled at her, backing away from the crouching form.

"Oh Zim! You're okay!" she inhaled, and rushed to me, wrapping her arms around me.

"Get your hands off of Zim!" I yelled at her, trying to break out of her embrace. "Where is Gaz?" I asked, looking around the room, but she was nowhere in sight.

"Oh, Zim! The things she said about you were horrible!" Lez said, clinging to me, not willing to let go.

I froze… Gaz would never say anything bad about me, she loves me, but curiosity got the better of me. "What did she say?" I asked her.

"No, I shouldn't tell you. I hate being such a tattle tale." She said, breaking away from me and headed for the bed.

I grabbed her and twisted her so that she was facing me. My hands on her shoulders were shaking her violently. "Tell me, tell the almighty Zim what his life mate has said!"

"Okay, okay! Stop shaking me!" she responded. I let go of her, but my glare didn't go away. "When you passed out, she kept kicking you while you were down. I pushed her off, defending you. She told me not to bother, that you were worthless. She said that she was leaving because she had enough of you, that she was sick and tired of you, that she never really loved you."

"Stop! I've heard enough!" I yelled. My squidly-spooch was starting to burn with the words, my eyes started to water. Gaz really does hate me.

Lez started to approach me as I backed off. "She said that you were nothing to her, just a tool. She hated you with all her squidly-spooch."

"I said, enough!" I yelled, hitting the wall, and then sliding down on it, but Lev kept going.

"She was just using you so that she could kill you one day and become ruler of Irk."

That was my breaking point. I pulled my knees up to my chest and started to weep. "Why would she do this to me?" I sobbed. "I love her so much, couldn't she tell? I thought she loved me, but I was wrong. Why would she play me like this?"

Lev sat next to me, grabbing my chin and turned my head so that I was looking at her.

"Zim, she never loved you. Forget about her." She said so calmly.

"I can't forget about her, I love her so much." I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks.

"Zim, forget her, you don't need her. You have me now." She said and kissed me.

I froze, but then remembered all those horrible things that Gaz said about me. With one last sob, I melted into the kiss. I will forget her with the help of Lev. She will help me burn down all the beautiful memories that I have about Gaz. She will help me forget the love of my life.

The rest of the night, was a nightmare to me. I looked at the sleeping form beside me and sighed, wishing that it was Gaz.

I got up to dress myself, I felt so disgusted. What am I going to do without Gaz?

'It's for the best.' I thought to myself as I walked down random halls.

But I love her, nothing will change that. No matter what, I'll love her, but I'll just have to live with the fact that she doesn't love me back. I'll have to live with the fact that she never has loved me.

"How could I have been so foolish to fall for her? I should have known it was too good to be true." I whispered to myself as entered the code to my office and the door opened. I stepped in, and it closed behind me.

"This will be my life. Paper work and a girl that I don't love." I whispered to myself as I grabbed a hold of a pen and a stack of papers.

I stayed there all night, finishing piles and piles of paper work.

For days, this was my routine.

I would wake up from having a dream of Gaz, to see a sleeping form on the other side of the bed. My hope disappeared when I saw that it was just Lez, and not Gaz.

I would get up and dress in my armor, and walk to my office, locking it behind me, isolating myself from the rest of the world. The only person that I let enter was my secretary with my food.

I would spend my day with paper work; I would never call Purple over. I never see him anyways. I didn't hear much from Dib, or his father. I noticed that Jack and Gir were gone though.

Gaz had taken my smeets with her. She didn't even leave Gir with me. When I saw this, tears started to roll down my cheeks. Gaz took the one reminder of our love with her.

And Grey, I've never seen him around. I put the puzzle pieces together and found out what actually happened. Gaz had run away with him. She loved him, not me.

With every day that passed, I grew colder, more violent, until I couldn't even recognize the man that stared back at me in the mirror.

This man was quick to get mad at every little thing. He would point at the nearest servant and execute him. I was trapped inside this man, and I couldn't find a way out, I was too weak with heart break. I needed something so that I would be back to normal or more like I needed someone… I needed Gaz, my life mate, my love. I needed her love.

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