This chapter isn't really good and hasn't been beta read...Please don't blame me

Remus is lying pressed against me...His warm hands travels all over my chest and his breath tickles my neck...I turn my head to catch his eyes, they are bright and shiny in the dim light..My eyes moves to his redden, wet lips...slightly parted and swollen...I slowly lean closer...need to kiss him...Sirius...'Mmm', I say back. Just a bit closer...Sirius?...his voice are soft and quiet...

Sirius?

Sirius stirred and opened his eyes. The room was still dark and he struggled to make out Remus' figure who was bent over him.

"Sirius?" he asked gently again. Sirius cleared his throat and focused on Remus' eyes.

"Mm...yeah?"

"It's 8 am, shouldn't you go to work?" he said quietly. Suddenly Sirius was wide awake. He turned his head to look at the watch on the nightstand.

"Shit!" he said and raised quickly from the bed and in the progress pushed Remus of off him. "Sorry," he said hurriedly and pulled on a pair of jeans from the floor. Remus sat up, crossed legged on the bed and watched Sirius fumble with a shirt. His hair was messy and the t-shirt he'd borrowed from Sirius was way too big for him. He fingered the covers on his lap and yawned.

"Thanks for waking me," said Sirius as he buttoned the last buttons on his shirt. Remus gave him a small smile in respond. Sirius knew that Remus doesn't like to be left home alone and wanted to make up for him, at least it was Friday. "I'll try to get home earlier today, it's usually not much to do on Fridays" said Sirius. He walked over to the bed where Remus sat and stroked the messy hair. He slowly leaned down and gave Remus a soft kiss on the lips. "You'll be alright?" Remus smiled up at him and nodded. "You should sleep some more," said Sirius and smiled. "See you in while," He said hastily and hurried out from the room.

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Hope he's okay. Do we have food at home?...I'm sure he finds something...He must be very lonely every day. This weekend I'll spend every minute with him...maybe I should take him somewhere, like a...date. I can ask James and Lily to meet us at-

"Black!" Sirius snapped out of his thoughts and almost fell backwards from his chair.

"Sir?!"

"Is the rapport done?" Moody snapped at him.

"Yeah, well-"

"Back to work! I shall have it before the day's over,"

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Sirius unlocked the front door and stepped into the flat. Remus stood with his back against Sirius while holding an opened book in his left hand and his wand in the right. He was so focused on his book that he hadn't heard Sirius coming in.

"Wingardium leviosa," said Remus quietly and pointed his wand at a leaf on the table. The leaf lifted a few inches but quickly fell down again. Sirius heard him sigh and carefully put down the bag of groceries on the floor. He quietly walked up behind Remus and wrapped his arms around his waist. With one hand he covered Remus' hand. Remus jumped at Sirius' sudden action and would have dropped his wand if Sirius hadn't held on to his hand.

"You have to flick it, like this," said Sirius close to Remus' ear and moved their hands in the air.

"Erm...right," said Remus and flushed. He pointed the wand at the leaf and together they flicked the wand, "Wingardium leviosa," The leaf lifted easily from the table and Remus squirmed in amazement.

"Focus," whispered Sirius into Remus' ear. He felt Remus shiver and gripped his hand tighter. "Steady," Sirius bent down and peaked Remus on the cheek who lost focus immediately and the leaf fell down to table again.

"Oh," said Remus and blushed. Sirius smiled and turned Remus around in his arms. Remus looked up into Sirius' eyes, his face flushed but still with a happy smile on his lips. His arms where stuck between their chests and his fingers played unconsciously with Sirius' collar.

"It worked," he said happily. "I've been practicing all day."

"You learn quickly," said Sirius and smiled at how happy Remus was and also at how nervous he'd got when he had kissed him. "So, are you going to kiss me back, Sweetheart?"

Remus blushed even harder and met Sirius' eyes in a shy glance. He seemed to consider if he dared to do it. Sirius had always been the first to lean in during their first three kisses and he thought that he would probably be the one to do so this time to. But to Sirius amazement, Remus reached up, with a fast grip onto Sirius' collar for balance, and quickly peaked his cheek.

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Saturday morning came and Sirius and Remus shared a quiet pancake breakfast. Sirius had planned the whole day and would make the best of his free day.

"Dress up, Remmie. We're going out!"

"Where are we going?" asked Remus from his chair and watched Sirius put away their plates.

"We," said Sirius and gripped Remus' hands and pulled up from the chair. "are going to London for the day and later have a wonderful dinner at a place I know!"

"Sounds great," said Remus and beamed up at Sirius.

It had become one of the best nights in Sirius' life. It was like a real date even though he hadn't told Remus that it in fact was a date. They had discovered the city together and done everything you can do in such short time. Remus had been interested in the museum and had walked around for hours there with Sirius after him, who had been more interested at the view of Remus. But he hadn't complain as he got to hold Remus' hand the whole time. Afterwards, much against Remus' will, they had taken a ride with London Eye. Apparently Remus was scared of hights and he kept his eyes tightly shut the whole way up to the top. Sirius had hugged him tightly in his arms and ensured him that he was safe. Well relaxed with his hands clunching Sirius' jacket, had Remus opened his eyes and they enjoyed the view together while Sirius pointed out different locations around the city.

They ended up in fancy resturang by the river and had a really good time. Sirius had even got the chance to kiss the boy when they shared the dessert. It had been a great night and it had ended with Remus falling asleep in Sirius arms on the sofa.

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Sunday was the day of the orders weekly meeting. They were usually held in one of the member's houses and often the Weasley's'. Mr and Mrs Weasley were very friendly and more than happy to let the meetings be held in their home. They loved guests and weren't bothered by some more dinner guests either. Sirius would bring Remus this time too. He disliked leaving him alone more than he already did.

The meeting turned out to be as boring as the one before, but this time Sirius was able to play with Remus' hand under the table. It made him happier than it should and he felt a bit ridiculous but Remus seemed to enjoy it too.

After the meeting a few order members gathered around the Weasleys living room to share some late tea.

"Black, can I have a word with you?" called Moody when they was about to sit down on the sofa.

"Sure," said Sirius. He gave Remus a smile and stroked his hand over his back before he followed Moody out of the room.

"You can sit here, Remus," said Lily happily and patted the seat next to her on the sofa. Remus smiled and walked towards her, he was glad that there was someone he knew left. They talked a bit about Lily's job as a nurse and then about magic.

"Do you know that spell?" asked Lily after telling him about a difficult spell she'd learned recently.

"Erm..no, I've never learned magic." he said shyly. "But I've started now, when Sirius gave me a wand," said Remus a bit happier.

"Oh he did?" Lily asked and smiled. She didn't pushed the subject of Remus not going to school any further. "Can I see it?"

Remus pulled the brown wand out from his pocket to show Lily. He smiled happily as it was the most precious thing he'd ever owned.

"That's lovely, how kind of Sirius," she beamed at Remus. "Have you learned anything yet?"

"Well, I've been practicing a bit on my own when Sirius is at work," he said quietly. He took the wand in his right hand and lit it by mumbling 'lumos'.

"That's great! How can you learn that quickly?" she asked and seemed to be really impressed.

"Sirius let me use his wand the first time," said Remus and flushed. Lily smiled without Remus noticing, she could guess what was going on between them.

Suddenly they heard angry voices from the room next door. Everyone stayed quiet to listen but it was hard to hear what was said. Sirius voice got louder and they we're able to catch a few words as "He's not" and "That's ridiculous". Then they heard Moody say something in an hard voice and then Sirius shouting, "No, you're wrong!"

The door flung open and Sirius burst out of the door. He looked angry and unaware of everyone's eyes upon him. He walked over to Remus on the sofa and grabbed his hand.

"We're leaving," he said in an annoyed voice and pulled Remus up.

"Eh...okay," mumbled Remus quietly and let himself be dragged away. In the hall Sirius let go of his hand and put on his coat. Then he stood and waited impatiently for Remus.

"Are you done?" he snapped. Remus looked up at Sirius with frightened eyes. Never had Sirius snapped at him or talked in harsh voice before. Remus breathed a small yes and looked away. Sirius turned around and walked out of the door. He held it open for Remus, who quickly sneaked out, and closed it behind him. Remus looked nervously at Sirius, afraid that he would yell at him. When Sirius approached him he flinched and took a small step backwards.

"Hold on," said Sirius and wrapped his arms around Remus' back more gently than Remus had expected. Sirius transported them to the front door outside his flat and didn't let go of Remus as they stood in the dark. He stroked his hand up Remus' back and then placed it on the back of his head. Remus was still scared from Sirius' outburst and breathed quickly into Sirius' chest.

"Sorry I snapped at you. I know I scared you," said Sirius quietly. "Don't be afraid," Remus relaxed a bit and buried his face in Sirius' shirt. Sirius regretted his behavior to Remus. The boy hadn't done anything wrong and as Sirius had just earned his trust he felt terrible for ruining it.

"It's not you I'm mad at," whispered Sirius into Remus' ear.

"Then who?" said Remus quietly.

"Just Moody, I told you he's paranoid and...he believes that you are a spy send to spy on me and the order for the death eaters," explained Sirius and looked at Remus in what he believed was obvious sarcasm. But Remus didn't seem to realize that and looked more scared than ever.

"Si-Siri I...I'm not...you know me, I promise I'm not a-" Remus sniffed.

"Remus! I know! I know you're not a spy," said Sirius and couldn't believe that Remus thought he suspected him. He hugged Remus tightly in his arms. "That's why I'm mad at Moody, for accusing you for something like that." He pulled away and looked deep into Remus' eyes. "You're right, I know you. You're my Remmi now," he said and smiled. Remus smiled back, his eyes blank with tears.

Well inside, Sirius made Remus a new cup of tea since he hadn't had tha chance to finish it at the Weasley's. He felt really bad for snapping at Remus, he had always had trouble to control himself when someone insulted him. Somehow it got even worse when Moody had insulted Remus...He looked over at Remus next to him on the sofa and frowned as he saw Remus study him.

"Is something bothering you?" he asked. Remus hesitated for a moment and then looked down in his cup.

"Moody, your boss..."

"Mmm...what about him?"

"He...he called you...Black," said Remus and looked at Sirius. Sirius sighed, he hadn't meant to keep his name as a secret, it's just hadn't come up in a conversation yet. How should I tell him this?

"Well..."

And there we stop!

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