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Warning 1:This will be a little ooc. (Sorry if you don't like that) Warning 2: This will be my first Harry/Draco story with more than two chapters so bear with me :) Warning 3: This is malexmale. Warning 4 :Mpreg.
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The next morning Harry woke up and looked down, smiling at the sight of Draco fast asleep, arm slung across his stomach, just like all them years ago. He looked up and saw that Draco's face was only inches away from his, sleeping soundly. Harry gently got out of bed and showered and got dressed and got ready for the day.
Only having twenty minutes until his class started, Harry went back into his rooms and smiled at the sight of Draco still sleeping soundly and couldn't help but think that the sight before him is the sight he'd like to see every morning. Harry knelt on the bed and crawled up to Draco, he leaned down and placed a kiss on his lips. Draco stirred and slowly opened his eyes to see Harry staring down at him with a smile on his face. "You stayed this time."
"I want you to know that I am serious."
"Serious about what?"
"You. Orion. Us."
"Us?"
"Yes Draco. I never stopped loving you. I do so more this day then I did back then."
"I love you too Harry and I do want to be with you but until Orion is alright with everything, we can't."
Harry sighed and nodded. "I know."
Seeing how upset Harry looked, Draco leaned forward and kissed him. "Kisses are alright though. I know that Orion will come round. So we can't be too serious. As soon as we know that Orion is okay with us being together, kisses now and then and me spending the night. Just to sleep. Is fine."
"I'm okay with that." Harry said, smiling as he leaned down to kiss Draco once more.
Harry's second class was the one he was dreading. He was surprised when Orion walked into the classroom, laughing and joking with Teddy like he always did, the only thing he did that was different, which hurt Harry, was that Orion didn't look up along with Teddy and beam at Harry. Teddy beamed at Harry, then noticing that Orion didn't even look up, gave Harry an apologetic look. Harry looked to all of the class and cleared his throat before he began the lesson.
When class was over, Harry dismissed them all and turned his back on the class, pretending to sort out papers on his desk until he heard the last person in the room shut the door behind them.
"Harry?"
Harry turned and saw that he and Orion were alone. "Orion. What's the matter."
"I have questions. If it's inconvenient I can come back later after dinner."
"Of course it isn't. You have your break now. I have a free period next so if it last longer than your break we can either continue at a later time or I could write you a note. What are your questions?"
"If you and dad hated each other why have sex with him?"
Harry blinked. "Wow. I didn't expect that to be the first question." Harry sat down and indicated Orion to do the same. "How about I start at the beginning?" Orion nodded and Harry took a deep breath. "For our first six years, your dad and I did hate each other. We didn't see each other after that because the war got out of hand and I ended up on the run with Ron and Hermione, sleeping rough for a year, finding ways to take down Voldemort. After about ten months I got caught with Ron and Hermione and we was taken to Malfoy Manor. Hermione shot a spell at me which made my appearance a little different. The death eaters wasn't sure if I was Harry Potter. They fetched Draco and asked him if it was me because he would know."
"Did dad tell them it was you?"
"No. I thought he would. When Bellatrix told someone to fetch Draco I was scared that he would tell them it was me because we hated one another so I was surprised he didn't tell them. Your dad got right up close to me and looked into my eyes and I saw that he was scared. I knew that Draco didn't want any of this, it was either go along with it or be killed." Harry sighed.
"We managed to get away. The next time I saw your dad was when I came to Hogwarts, which is where the war ended. I was in the ROR and he came with two of his friends. The place caught fire and I jumped on a broom and went to fly to safety when I saw your dad. I couldn't let him die, yes he saved my life back at the manor but that wasn't why I went back for him. I have been in love with your dad since my sixth year at Hogwarts. I knew he would never return those feelings, but that didn't matter to me as long as he was still alive, he could hate me forever if he wanted to."
"Do you still love dad?"
"Even more so now then I did back then."
"Then why did you-?"
"The night it all ended I went to the Slytherin dorms to be alone for a while. All the Slytherins had left before the fight broke out so I knew they would be empty. Your dad gave the password and let me in. We got to talking and we called a truce. No more fights. I admitted to him that I never hated him, one thing led to another and. Well." Harry gestured his hand at Orion who nodded.
"The morning after, I woke up and saw your dad still asleep beside me. I was scared that he would wake up, remember last night and reject me, saying it was a mistake. I couldn't bear the thought of that happening. Back then I didn't know that your dad loved me. I thought he would reject me as soon as he woke up. Knowing I wouldn't be able to cope with that, I thought, reject him before he rejects you. I know that that is stupid. And there hasn't been a day that's gone by when I haven't regretted what I have done."
Orion nodded. "I believe you." Harry sighed with relief. "It's going to take some time, but I'd like to eventually call you father and be comfortable saying it."
"Thank you Orion, you have no idea how much that means to me."
Orion smiled. "You say that you love my dad."
"I do."
"Do you want to be with him?"
"I do Orion, but until you are comfortable with that I won't be with him if that's what you want."
"I want my dad to be happy. He has never been with anyone else."
"Neither have I Orion. I know you want your dad to be happy, but we want you to be happy more than you want your dad to be happy."
"You would really not make a move until I was happy."
"No Orion. Your dad comes at seven o 'clock on a Monday, Wednesday and Friday to talk with me."
"What about?"
"You. Growing up, what you do, used to do, what you got up to. Your dad gave me a photo album containing pictures from when he started to show, right up until the morning you boarded the Hogwarts express. Whenever I have five minutes spare I look at it."
"I'd like to get to know you but I can't do that whilst we are here because it's like dad said, Professor James will be getting in the way."
"I understand that Orion. When ever you want to know something, anything. My door is always open to you."
"Just like it always has been?"
Harry smiled. "Yes Orion. Just like it always has been." Harry cast a tempus charm and saw that Orion had missed over half of his lesson. He wrote Orion a quick note. "Here. You go up to the common room until the end of your class finishes then proceed to the great hall for your dinner. I will talk to Professor Binns."
Orion took the small note from Harry. "Thank you." Harry watched as his son took the note from him and left the room, smiling at the thought that Orion was starting to warm up to him, not by much, but it was a start.
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