Hey guys! It's been almost two weeks since I promised some of you Chapter 10, and though it's not much, I thought I'd give you guys a little just to keep you entertained.. I've been on mid term break so I was just enjoying that, as I really needed a break from school, etc. Though this chapter's probably one of my shortest that i've actually done so far on this fanfic, I just thought it'd tie in nicely with the previous chapters, so yeah. Sorry again, but enjoy!

Half of him believed he should just leave Naruto leave, it would never work, and he was way too old for him. But the other half, which seemed to be the dominant side of the struggle, was forcing him with all its might to stop Naruto from leaving, even if it meant forcing him. Naruto... Means everything to me, Kakashi thought. How can I live without him? I will... I will not let him leave, what happened with Iruka is not going to repeat itself...


"Please Naruto, I am begging you. Atleast tell me what's upset you so much to leave?" sobbed Kakashi, in a pool consisting of his own tears and sorrow. Kakashi's horrific past had unearthed itself in a flash, and all of the feelings of regret and sorrow were reopening the wounds in Kakashi's heart. It seemed like all of the progress that Kakashi had made in the past few months were all in vain, all of the depressed filled days seemed to be a reality Kakashi seemed determined not to return to, the only thing that seemed to stop the feelings resurfacing was Naruto, and Kakashi was not prepared to let him go – at all costs. Even if that meant forcing him to say, at least until he saw sense. Kakashi wasn't the one to force himself upon Naruto, but Kakashi wasn't thinking straight. Besides, Kakashi knew Naruto would enjoy it.. In the end anyway.

"Look Kakashi, you know I think that you're an amazing guy and I mean, you're my Sensei, you've gotten me through so much. But I think we've overstepped the mark, it's just really weird for me to do this kind of thing with you. It seems like you really want to do it though, and I just can't Kakashi, so I'll ask Tsunade-sama to just move back into my old flat... I'm... I'm really sorry Kakashi, I don't want to do this, but I think I have to." By now, Naruto was sobbing too. Tears slowly flowing down his previously glowing cheeks, Naruto was turned away from Kakashi, not wanting Kakashi to see Naruto's weakness, which was him. Everything Naruto had achieved was achieved with Kakashi in mind, trying to please him. Chasing after Sasuke was only for Kakashi, Naruto saw how upset Kakashi was when Naruto and Sakura returned from pursuing Orochimaru in an attempt to stop him from placing his retched curse mark upon Sasuke, Kakashi's eyes gave his true emotions away, which was actually Kakashi's downfall. Kakashi had realised and admitted that Naruto was the only person who could tell exactly how he was feeling just by looking at his eyes.

It was undeniable, the chemistry between the pair was intense, but there was an unseen barrier that neither seemed to be able to overcome, or even understand what exactly it was.

"Okay, so we're going to fast? Th-That's fine Naruto, we can go slower. We don't even have to kiss. Or anything. I only kissed because I thought you wanted to, I'm sorry I didn't actually ask you.. I guess I was kind of shy to .. Ask you" giggled Kakashi, wiping his tears from his cheeks and chin. He thought he'd done something to upset Naruto, but he just did what he expected; he'd made the move too quickly and Naruto decided to pursue it because he didn't want to look like he gave up, which Kakashi should have seen. The truth was is that Kakashi was too infatuated with Naruto to even notice this, he was just so overwhelmed with lust and happiness that he finally got to make that bond between he and Naruto, the physical bond which you couldn't undo the results that came of it – even though situations like this were what Kakashi had dreaded, he stayed optimistic and decided that he would just try his utmost to persuade Naruto to stay.

So hopefully this will have answered 'What happened between Kakashi and Iruka?!' you guys asked, though the full explanation will hopefully come in the next few chapters. Hope you guys enjoyed, but don't worry, i'm not going to and haven't given up on this story :) I'm just having minor writer's block at the moment, hopefully when i have some better ideas that flow i'll jot them down.

Thanks for all the support so far you guys! Yours truly

~KakaNaruLover 3