EPOV
Running may be second nature for me, but it sure is hard to deal with when you have so much on your mind. I still don't even know why she left in the first place, I'm only acting instinctively. No matter what the reason, I am going to try to win her back. I realize that it may not be the easiest task, hopefully, it won't be impossible.
When I made it to where she was…I practically stopped in my tracks and gave up. She was with someone-else. That's why she left? He seems like a nice boy from first glance, although, I did think that if she'd ever left me it would've been for Jacob Black.
She embraced this boy at his door. My non-existent stomach started to knot. I felt like I was going to throw up, and if I had any fluids in my system I very well might have. Possibly it's my own bias, but I just cannot picture my Bella with anyone besides myself! Yes, that sounds excruciatingly selfish, but like I said I am essentially a selfish creature.
I want what's best for her, so if he's what she wants, so be it. And if for some reason, she changes her mind, I'll be here for her. After all, is there anything else I could bring myself to do during my immortality besides to wait for her?
My thoughts were clouded as she stepped inside his house. I have no clue what I'm supposed to do! I'm not at all the stalker type, so…why can't I divert myself from her even for a second? The term 'soul-mates' suddenly popped into my head. The reason for that I am not quite sure, but it makes absolutely no sense to me considering that I have no soul! The only plausible explanation is that she has encompassed me body and mind-both of which I can't seem to keep away from her.