A/N: I love each and every one of you that take the time out to review! You are my favourite people :)

Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns all things twilight. I just like to mix things up abit and have some fun. :)

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Clearly it wasn't just Edward who had turned up at his place, Tyler Crowley the only guy who I remember and some other guys came into the living room not long after and jumped on top of Edward; I had pulled Jake into the kitchen and asked him just what he thought he playing at.

"This was supposed to be like old times Jake, since when did it turn into a party?" I sigh, leaning against the kitchen counter.

"Didn't you know? Cullen is staying with me; he's hiding from his old man Carlisle," He pours himself a drink, turning his back to me. "And I'd hardly call it a party, just some boys over."

"I don't care! I just wanted to hang, me and you. Not me, you, Edward and all the guys!"

He turns back around, raising an eyebrow and taking a sip of his drink.

"You sure let Cullen get to you. For someone who doesn't care,"

Yeah Bella. Why do you let him get to you?

Shut up.

I flip him the finger, "Shut up Jake, and make me what you're having." He rolls his eyes, turning around to make me a drink.

Bzzt Bzzt

I grabbed my phone from the counter. Rosalie.

Where are you? - R

"La Push. Why? You ok?" - B

I hit send and shoved it in my back pocket. Jake handed me my drink and I gulped it down, moaning.

"This is so good! What is it?" I gripped the cup tight, eyes wide.

He grinned, "A secret." He flicked his nose with the tip of his finger. I pouted, but brought the cup to my lips. "Go easy. That secret drink has alcohol in. More than should probably be in there," he shrugs his shoulders.

"Really? It doesn't taste like there'd be alot in." He smirked and set his cup down.

"Another secret."

I rolled my eyes, "Where's Billy?" I know for a fact Billy would not approve of Jake's 'party' no matter how big, or small.

We walked into the living room, music was on low and some girls who I didn't notice were now here. Probably the girls from school here in La Push, I noticed Leah, Jakes cousin.

"He's out of town, god knows what for. Probably won't be back till tomorrow now." He sat down next to the stereo. "So, what's the deal with you and Edward?"

I tipped my head back and finished the rest of my drink. "I wish you'd stop asking me that. What's the deal with you? You spotted anyone you like?"

He scrunched his eyebrows at me, "Nah fuck that shit man." He lifted up the drink he made and I raised my glass, letting him top me up. "I aint looking for a relationship. I'm more of a fuck and chuck kinda guy."

I nearly choked on my drink, Jake patted my back and I pushed it off. "You're a fucking pig,"

He laughed, "I'm kidding with you. I'm not Crowley." I shook my head but a smile played on my lips. Crowley was the manwhore of Forks; he literally would fuck anything with a pulse.

We sat talking for awhile, I couldn't even remember how many drinks I had until I stood up and Jake grabbed my back.

"Whoa there Bells. Maybe I shouldn't have given you that last drink."

"I am fine." I replied, standing up and stumbling a bit.

Okay, maybe I had too much to drink. But I wasn't pissed.

Jake stood back and folded his arms, watching me. "Standing up has always been a problem for you then?"

"I blame it on your so called secret drink," I handed him my empty cup, rubbing my stomach and pouting. "I'm hungry."

Jake nods his head, "You want pizza?" I grinned, licking my lips and nodded. "Ok, I'll go order,"

Bzzt Bzzt

I pulled out my mobile,

Ugh, there is no way I'm staying at home tonight. My parents have been home 5 mins and already dictating my life. Help! - R

Go over to mine? I'll be home soon. Charlie will let you in - B

I quickly sent the text, putting my phone away and stepping outside for some fresh air. God, I only just noticed how hot it was.

I leaned against the wall, closing my eyes.

I felt so relaxed. This is why I'd never give up drinking. It just made you feel good if you didn't have too much of it.

"Why aren't you inside?" My eyes snap open and I see Edward's face not so far apart from mine. He blows smoke through his nose. It's the only thing I can see of him and his pointed chin before the smoke fades.

Gosh, has he always been this gorgeous? Even close up?

I look up; he's almost a foot taller than me. "Why aren't you inside." I teased, instead of answering his question.

"I asked you first. Do you make it a habit to answer my question with a question?" He raises an eyebrow, chuckling. He flicks the cigarette into the bush beside us.

I lean on my side to face him. "Why do you smoke?"

Y'know, besides the fact it makes you look deliciously sexy.

"You sure do ask a lot of questions." He replies, licking his lips.

Did I forget to mention he had yummy lips?

I close my eyes, leaning my head back against the wall and breathe through my nose.

"I'm sleepy." I yawn, shivering a little as a gush of wind hit me. "I should go home."

I feel fingertips slide up my arm and across my collarbone. "And tipsy, and most definitely not fit enough to drive home." My eyes fly open to stare at the shadow on his face.

He was so close. How did he have better lashes than me?

My hand reached out, I looked up at him lazily; tracing my finger along his cheekbone. "You have a perfect face."

I swear normal Bella was in here somewhere.

He tensed, I didn't drop my finger and he chuckled; somewhat amused.

"Yeah? Why's that?"

I licked my lips and bit down on it. His eyes immediately flew down to them, and I saw him gulp. I closed my eyes, leaning forward; his eyes still focused on my lips. I close the tiny gap between us and press my lips to his.

And we kiss, lips touching softly, tongues barely touching. It's sweet and sensual and I'd never experienced a kiss like it. His tongue licks my bottom lip, a moan escapes me and then he pulls away.

My eyes snap open and land on his face just in time to see him take a step back, heavily breathing. I watch him as he runs a hand through his messy hair and curses.

"Shit Bella. Don't do that."

Something about the way he said my name sent shivers running down my back.

I frown. "S-sorry."

Why did he pull away?

His eyes soften; he stands in front of me and puts two hands on each side of me on the wall. I bit my lip, refusing to break his gaze. He tucks a piece of hair that had fallen out of my plait and squeezed his eyes shut before opening them.

"Don't fucking apologise." I gulp, he runs the back of his hand along my cheek and I shiver. "You're not-"

Bzzt Bzzt

My phone vibrates in the back of my jean pocket but I ignore it.

Bzzt Bzzt

"Your butt is vibrating. You might wanna get that." He looked frustrated, he backed away from me entirely, his hands beside him.

I sighed, peeling my eyes away from his face and opening my phone.

Rosalie, damn you.

I am bitch. Don't rush, I'm only reading your diary ;)- R

I quickly replied, and shut my phone; expecting to see Edward still there, but he had gone. And I couldn't help but feel disappointed.

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