Feels like the first full moon

"Wait you want me to bite my dad, this is how the whole problem started with a bite."

"And what if it can stop the problem Scott the answer may be a bite."

"Yeah I will try it but while I am here can I ask you a question?"

"Yeah I was waiting for one if I am correct in what I think you are going to ask."

"Why does this full moon feel like it is going to be different than all of the other ones, it literally feels like my first full moon."

"You are technically a new alpha Scott and once you have bitten one you will want to bite again until you learn self-control again."

"I don't want to bite anyone though."

"Tomorrow you will though so I would recommend being in a locked room on your own."

"Tomorrow?"

"Yes you will feel it all day long the anger the power, all of it will be rushing through your blood all day long and you will want to hurt someone anyone who gets in your way."

"I can't hurt anyone and you know that if I do then my dad will win."

"So fight it use your anchor."

"But lately when I try to use it I am still too angry."

"Look you better go but just don't over think it tomorrow night and you should be fine."

This is not what I want to hear and the worst thing is that my dad knows exactly what is going on with me so he will have it all planned out, more than likely he is going to have some innocent teenager locked up in the room with me.

As soon as I got home I could sense that something was wrong but I was too tired and anxious about tomorrow night to even worry about it right now. When I woke up the following day though it was a different story. I could say I felt okay in the morning but that was a complete lie I just felt angry over the smallest of things. I could hear Tom getting ready for school very quietly but I just wanted to rip his throat out because he woke me up. All I could say was that I was going to need some help.

The day went faster than I thought it would do and seeing how late in the year it was the moon rose earlier than usual so by 5 in the evening I was starting to feel the full effects without the shifting unlike Tom who was just sitting there anxiously.

"Scott what's going on?"

"I don't know tom I just think I am feeling it before you as I am an alpha."

"But if you have complete control and this is happening to you what will happen to me?"

"Look my dad will look after you but for now can you just go and get him."

Tom left the room and came back almost instantly shortly followed by my dad who didn't say anything, instead both of them helped me up and walked me over to the room where tom shifted last time. But there was another heart beat in there as he shoved me in the room I turned to see Derek laying in the corner unconscious.

"What the hell dad?"

"Have fun Scott see you in the morning."

"What if I kill him?"

"Oh well bye Scott."

As the door shut behind me I could the door lock and with the moon rising I needed to wake Derek up and fast as he needed to chain me down and fast. I walked over to him and started shaking him until he woke up and although I could tell he wasn't pleased he didn't look surprised to be here.

"Great so your dad wasn't lying about it then."

"About what?"

"Your lack of control."

"I'm in control."

"No you're not Scott your eyes are already red and the moon hasn't even fully risen yet."

"Look then why are we talking lock me up."

"As I have a feeling they won't last that long."

"Just lock me up Derek."

"Okay no need to get angry Scott we need to keep you calm as otherwise you will end up hurting someone and that someone is me."

He got up off the floor and grabbed the pile of chains before he started chaining me down and around the beam in the middle of the room. I knew I still had hours before the full effects of the moon would hit me but I needed something to lock me down. As the chains got tighter I could feel no sense of weakness letting up and I knew this was going to be a long night.

As the hours passed by I could feel the chains loosening but not due how Derek tied them up but the pull of the moon was worsening, Derek had the self-control but he was going to have to let loose a little bit in order to stop anything from happening.

As the full moon was lined up with the middle of the window I could feel the shift beginning and I had no control over it at all. As the claws started protruding from my fingers and the fangs from my gums it was all about to begin.

"Scott just keep calm, please."

"If I could don't you think I would Derek?"

"You know this is what he wants."

"I know and sometimes maybe it would just be easier to do what he wants."

"I don't think so Scott as some of us would be dead if you did."

The chains were beginning to snap and I had to force myself to stay sitting on the ground as if I get up Derek probably won't leave the room. As I felt the room closing in on me I had to burst out of there. I could see the window and knowing we weren't on a high floor so I went for it and lunged through the glass window.

As I fell to the floor I could hear Derek screaming out of the window shortly followed by a small thud behind me as he landed around 5ft behind me. As we began to run I wasn't shifting anymore but I wanted to bite people and hurt them. We ran into the forest where me and Derek met on the first night of me shifting and it looked like there was going to be a similar outcome to the evening just the other way round.

"Scott stop running."

"Derek just leave me alone I don't want you here."

"I know that but I don't want you to do anything that you will regret."

"How are you coping?"

"Anger controls my shift and it used to control yours so use the anger."

"I can't I am too angry."

"At what?"

"Myself for letting this happen."

"Then use it to your advantage and shift back as if you turn and lose control I can't help you."

"Derek take me to your house."

"My apartment is like an hour away."

"No your old house."

"What why?"

"Just trust me I think I know where my dad put the ring."