LPOV
I wasn't dead, but I didn't feel alive. I spent most of my waking hours staring into space. It may have seemed to some that I was lost in thought, but really, I wasn't. I was actually trying to not think. It was working surprisingly well.
I'm pretty sure it was working because my schedule was so deeply ingrained that I didn't need to pay attention to what I was doing to do it. Things like eating and going to the bathroom were habit, and thinking wasn't required there either. The only thing that really caused problems with my silence was my friends. They tried to get me to talk, but I think they've realized that I'm not going to talk any time soon. I vaguely felt bad for not answering their questions, but I wasn't about to break my silence.
The thing people are most surprised about is my lack of attention in classes. Sometimes, I hear them whispering to each other. They were all wondering what could have caused me to pull into myself like this.
They can just keep on wondering.
Yeah, another filler chapter...
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