AN: Hey everyone! New chapter for you! I'm gonna give out a warning here. This chapter is a little... ah ... lemony. ;) that's all you are getting from me though. I would really appreciate some reviews. thank you to the person who reviewed last chapter. Keep 'em coming and i'll keep the chapters coming quicker. I love you all of my followers. Those of you who are reading for the first time.. welcome aboard! ENJOY this chapter. Although I have a feeling you will ;)

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After Alec's confession Magnus just stared at him. He couldn't believe that this beautiful man had been through so much torment. Magnus made a vow to himself and Alec in that moment, he would never allow anyone or anything to harm him like that again. He was so gentle and caring, even after the hell he was put through by someone who should love him. He was thinking about ways he would injure "Sebastian", if he ever was unfortunate enough to run into him, when Alec began to get up from the couch. He was letting his grip on Magnus loosen as he spoke.

"I knew you would think I was a freak. I shouldn't have said anything. I'll let myself out and call Jocie to tell her I quit. You'll never have to see me again. "

Magnus was floored. What the hell was Alec saying?

"What? Why? Alec wait…wait!" he spluttered out while scrambling to get to the, now crying, blue eyed man.

"I said I'll leave you alone. Thank you for the wonderful two days. I was able to forget about how worthless I am for a little while. I'll be out of your hair now… Thanks again" he said while opening the door.


Magnus made a quick decision as he watched Alec turn to leave. He ran to the door grabbed Alec by the hand, kicking the door shut, and practically dragged him back to the sofa. Sitting, a stunned Alec, down he knelt in front of him and cupped his, gorgeous, damp face, in his hands. He tilted Alec's face but Alec's eyes never met his. Magnus sighed.

"Alec, Look at me" he practically begged. Blue eyes finally met green. They were glistening with tears.

"I do NOT think you are worthless. I think you are brave, caring, adorable, and strong. Do NOT put yourself down because of that worthless asshole. He is the worthless one, he is nothing. You are perfect, one of a kind, and just… you. Please don't let him do this to you. You are free from him." Magnus paused before asking "Why did you try to leave? Why would you quit your job? Have I done something to upset you? You promised you would tell me. Please let me in."

Alec looked into Magnus' perfect eyes as he mulled over his words. How can Magnus say all those things? Was he trying to trick him? He couldn't be. He was so genuine and nice.

"I…" he started and his voice broke. He started again. "whenever anyone finds out they look at me differently. They pity me and they only talk to me because they feel bad. Even my old friends don't talk to me anymore. Why are you letting me sit here? I'm not clean. I'm…used." At that his voice broke again. He looked away from Magnus. He couldn't see the pity. He didn't want it. He just wanted someone to see him. Not what happened. Magnus said he was "brave" and "strong" but he didn't feel that way. He felt broken. That's why he had the anxiety attacks. He had to spend 72 hours at a facility a few months back when Jace had seen marks on his wrist from a failed suicide attempt. That's not strong. Magnus forced his face up again. He still hadn't removed his hands.

"Your old friends are fools. Anyone with a brain would see that you are amazing. I'm "letting" you sit here because I ENJOY your company. I like you Alec. I do not see someone "unclean" or "used". I see a fighter. You made it out of a shit situation and you are able to live. That is strength."

Alec was floored. Magnus' eyes didn't hold pity, they held honesty. Staring into Magnus' eyes like he was, he could believe the things he was saying. Hell he WANTED to believe him.

"Really?" he asked.

"Yes. Absolutely" Magnus replied, still holding Alec's face. The tears had stopped and his cheeks were soft from where they had fallen.

"You…you… like me?" Alec asked shyly. He felt his cheeks warm and knew he was the color of a tomato.

Magnus didn't answer Alec's question. Instead he leaned his face into Alec's and gently pressed their lips together. Alec gasped but didn't pull away. Magnus took that as a good sign and leaned forward more to deepen the kiss. Alec's lips were salty from his tears and soft as silk. They were perfect. Alec's hands moved to Magnus' neck and then one moved to the hair at the base of his neck. He was holding Magnus to him and Magnus wasn't about to complain. Magnus gasped when he felt Alec's tongue press against his lips, asking for entrance. He complied willingly. They both moaned as their tongues battled for dominance. Alec won. He had pulled Magnus up onto his lap at some point during their kiss. Again, Magnus was not complaining.

They made out with Magnus straddling Alec, until they were both panting and breathless. Magnus broke the silence.

"Did that answer your question?" he asked.

"Yes. That was a sufficient answer" Alec replied blushing.

"Sufficient?!" Magnus questioned, feigning hurt. "I'll show you sufficient" he said and pulled Alec's face down to him. Alec gasped as Magnus switched positions. Alec ended up sprawled on top of Magnus on the couch. Alec thrust his hands into Magnus' hair, while Magnus ran his hands over Alec's sculpted back. He started at his neck and moved downward, then back up to his neck again with a slow yet feverish pace. Both men were sporting painful erections by this point. Alec took a chance and thrust his hips down into Magnus. Both men groaned as denim met leather and their erections touched. Magnus thrust his hips back up into Alec's causing another groan to escape their lips. Alec broke the kiss when oxygen was needed, and attacked Magnus' neck. He licked, sucked, and nipped his way to the green eyed man's Adam's apple, causing Magnus to jerk his hips up and release a growl. Alec enjoyed this response and he did the same thing on the other side of Magnus' neck. That earned him another growl and he ground his hips into Magnus. Hard.

"Alec…"Magnus breathed into his ear at the touch of their dicks. He trailed his hands, down Alec's sides, squeezing as he reached his hips. Alec moaned out his name and pulled his hair a little harder. That caused Magnus to grab onto his hips and hold him in place as he jacked his dick against Alec's harder.

"Fuck Magnus" Alec moaned. Magnus attached their lips again and continued squeezing the perfect ass in his hands.

"Alec… fuck your ass is perfect" he breathed against his lips.

Alec leaned in and nipped the sensitive spot right behind his ear before whispering "squeeze harder Mags".

"Fuuuuck you're sexy" he said before complying with Alec's whispered demand.

Seriously you could bounce a quarter off of Alec's ass. The new name that Alec had called him made him impossibly harder. Alec trailed his hands down Magnus' front and then slipped his hand under the hem of his shirt. They bucked into each other at the contact of skin.

"Jesus."

"Fuck." Were their pleasured cries. Wherever Alec moved his hand Magnus' muscles jumped. For as thin as he was he had wash board abs. Alec lingered on Magnus' abs for a little before moving his hand upward. They had picked up pace and were bucking and grinding wildly to get the desired friction. Alec was dangerously close to exploding, and he guessed, based on the noises Magnus was making, that he was close too. Magnus sucked on Alec's tongue like he was pretending it was his cock and Alec couldn't help it. He pinched Magnus' nipple and said "I'm going to come Mags." Magnus moved his hips faster and sucked on his tongue, harder this time. Alec simultaneously pulled his hair and his nipple, and they both exploded into their pants. Both men were sweaty and breathless as they just held each other.

"That was… wow Mags." Alec said a short while later.

"That it was Sweets."

"We… ah…should get cleaned up" Alec said while blushing furiously.

"Yeah we should. Come on" Magnus said, grabbing Alec's hand and dragging him to the bathroom connected to his bedroom. He situated Alec in the bathroom and ran back to his room.

"You can shower and I'll give you a pair of pants." He called while rooting for some sweats. He found a pair that were too short and went back to the bathroom with the pants and towel in hand.

"Here . I found…" he trailed off. Alec was standing in his bathroom in nothing but his boxer briefs. His creamy white skin stretched smoothly over rock hard muscle. His black briefs left little to the imagination. Magnus was openly staring. He knew it, he just couldn't do anything about it. He couldn't look away. Not that he wanted to.

"See something you like?" Alec asked with a wink. That little minx Magnus thought.

"Yes. As a matter of fact I do." He licked his lips. "I found pants for you. They are too short on my so they should fit you. Although, I am thinking very fondly of not giving them to you, I would so enjoy seeing you walk around my place like that" he trailed off and then reluctantly handed the pants to Alec.

"Thank you Mags." Alec said grabbing the pants and towel. He turned around so his back was to Magnus and decided to tease him a little. He placed the clothing on the closed toilet lid and then grabbed the waistband of his underwear. His face was burning red but Magnus didn't know that. He started to slowly bend over and take down his underwear. Just as he got them down on his ass the tiniest bit he heard a groan and then Magnus started talking.

"No problem Sweets. Now get that perfect ass into the shower before I attach myself to it." Magnus turned quickly and walked out of the room. Before he closed the door he heard a throaty chuckle and then the shower turn on. This night could not have been more perfect. Well it could have led to sex but he wasn't in a hurry. What happened was still perfect and the fact that it was with Alec made it purely blissful. He walked to the hall bathroom to clean himself up and get changed. He was smiling the whole time.


AN: Did we enjoy? A song that I love that I'm sharing with everyone is Gravity by Sara Bariellis. Listen and enjoy that as well. Until next time.