Here is chapter 9. It's long & it's crazy.

Chapter 9

Panting I looked up to him. There was no way to escape, I simply did not have the strength to push him away.

"I'm waiting, Ena-chan..." He squeezed me tighter to the door. I winced.

"But let me add this: If you want to walk out of this room alive and with all your body parts attached, I would choose option 1. So what will it be?"

I gritted my teeth. What a nasty piece of shit he was.

Although I could imagine what option 1 meant for me, I did not want to die in this room by Tobi's hand. If I would have to die at such a young age, I wanted to at least die an honorable death.

So I whispered even though it made me feel sick: "Option 1"

"What was that? I didn't hear you. Speak up, Ena"

I blushed, I didn't want this! Why was he doing this to me?

"I choose option 1!", I said louder this time. I had already lost my dignity at the time I met Deidara and the others anyway, so there was no point in making this even worse by staying silent. For my life's sake I had to go through this but it felt so horribly wrong.

He laughed and stepped back from the door. I collapsed. Finally his weight was off me and I could breathe again, but not for long. With his strong arms he pulled me onto his twin bed, laying me onto the sheets. Tobi himself sat next to me and held me down with his hands. I struggled against his grip. That little bit of confidence I had gained the moment before was gone. I wanted out of here!

"Please let me go, I don't want this"

"You chose it this way! Now stop resisting or we'll go on with option 2" This guy was so cold and merciless. Was he even the Tobi from before, this funny and playful guy?

Tears started to run down my face when he positioned himself on top of me, still holding my hands.

"There we go", he said and let go of one of my hands in order to pull his mask up a little so that only his lips were showing.

Quickly I used my free hand to try to push him off but he did not even seem to recognize it. Instead he leaned down and places his lips on mine. That was it.

With my free hand I slapped him in the face or at least that part of his face showing.

He pulled his mask back down again and used his one hand to choke me. Immediately I clung around his arm and dragged to remove his hand but again I didn't have enough strength to do so.

Finally he let go, I coughed and soaked in the air.

"You are making this really hard, aren't you" He sighted and, to my horror, pulled a kunai out of the back of his shirt.

Holding it against my throat he whispered: "One more time and things will get ugly" I gulped.

Then he pulled his mask up again and kissed me, this time with more force and still holding the kunai.

I just endured it and grabbed the sheets, crying. Hopefully this would be over soon.

But I realized Tobi was just getting started when he began to pet my head and slowly let his cold hand slide down my neck inside my t-shirt and down to my breasts. As he touched them I flinched and kicked him with my feet. I missed him and he pressed the kunai against my throat with more pressure. It felt so cold and squeezed my wind-pipe. I wailed.

"Don't...please", I gasped terribly shivering in fear.

"Make me stop then", he whispered into my ear. He was laying on my little fragile body with all his weight, making it hard for me to breathe, not to mention the kunai

poking my throat, ready to cut it open. It gave me goosebumps but I knew I had to do it, so I grabbed his other, free hand and placed it back on my breasts. After that I lifted my head up a little and kissed him. The imagination of me doing this made me sick but he seemed to enjoy it, put the kunai slightly back just enough for me to breathe normal again, and slid his tongue into my mouth.

"Open", he muffled through the kiss and I did as I was told. His tongue hit mine and his hand crawled under my shirt, fondling my breasts again.

The pillow underneath my head was soaked with all the tears that ran down my face. This was enough already!

As he would have heard my thoughts, he pulled back but for nothing different than lifting up my shirt, exposing my (or Konan's) bra.

"Please stop", I cried.

I shivered as he touched one of my breasts with his cold fingers.

"That would be boring...", he answered and pulled off my shirt and bended down again to open my bra, kissing me at the same time.

No, this wasn't happening. It couldn't be! The guy I trusted the most in this whole crazy organization was raping me right now.

My bra was being pulled off, my breasts now naked and exposed to this maniac. With his mask pulled up I could see him grinning.

No, no, no! Stop it! Don't look at my naked breasts! The sound of multiple people screaming and wailing filled my ears, they were crying for my misery as it was their own. One voice was louder than the others, it was J's voice.

Suddenly I heard a knocking sound and another familiar voice. The screaming stopped. This was and probably will be the only time in my life that I was so happy to hear that specific voice.

"To my office. Now. We've got something to discuss about my next mission" It was the leader!

"Shit. And you were just about to enjoy it, weren't you, Ena-chan?" He stood up, leaving me on the bed.

"In your dreams!", I shouted and threw a pillow after him.

"How dare you? I trusted you!" Noticing my tears, I quickly wiped them off.

"Trust... You don't need that here" Tobi pulled his mask back in place.

"I'm leaving this room and so are you", he added "So you maybe want to dress yourself"

Realizing that I was still halfway naked, I immediately blushed and put my clothes back on and crawled out of the bed. Shaking, my head still full with disgusting memories I stumbled out of the room, not waiting for Tobi. I needed to be alone now. So I ran into the broom closet I've found this morning and closed the door.

At once I collapsed, nearly hyperventilating. So cruel.. So terrible... So embarrassing... Again and again images flew into my mind. Images of me kissing that bastard, the kunai poking my throat, my exposed breasts, his touch all over my body.

My heard was pounding so strongly, it hurt.

He would pay for that!

Rage like I have never experienced it before filled my mind, like a fire inside my body, burning down every little feeling left in me but hatred.

My eyes flashed, lighting up the little room in a bright green color. The pain in my chest wandered to my brain, making me wince. It became so unbearable, making my mind all dizzy. Everything around me suddenly seemed really strange and far away. The ground opened itself up for me, allowing me to fall into relaxing darkness. I tasted blood in my mouth but did not care about it, rather enjoying the sudden peace.

Unfortunately it all ended really quickly when somebody opened the broom closet's door. This somebody was Deidara, staring at me shock and disgust as I was sitting on the ground, biting my own hand with a little pool of blood underneath me and staring back with glowing green eyes which quickly turned back to normal when I noticed what in the world I was doing.

I've lost my damn, tiny mind.