Sum. What if Edward Cullen didn't come back? What if Bella was forced to move on? What if she married and started a family of her own with out Edward? What happens when Edward comes back and finds Bella's daughter? How will he react to this new life of hers with out him? How does Bella react when her daughter loves him? But what's Bella's daughters family secret that makes it harder for their relationship to work?

YEAR'S AFFECT

CHAPTER 9

I stammered but finally clenched my jaw. Gently, I took back my hand and shrugged like I just noticed it. "Do I?" I asked. "There may be some vampires…at this school. I really didn't pay much attention." Not entirely a lie…

He narrowed his gaze and glanced around. His senses keen as he scoped out the area with his clever eyes. "You should know…" he murmured. "You're a werewolf."

I grimaced, "Well, I'm not going to hunt at school Simon!" I glanced at the ground, "Besides, I just recently got this sense…"

He looked around again, this time, his eyes locking on the way the Cullen's car headed. I had a sudden fear that he had them located and would soon go chasing after them. "That's true." He murmured before glancing at me, taking my hand again. "But, they've been in close contact, haven't they?"

I shifted my eyes, "Well, Alice is a good friend of mine…" I winced as his grip tightened around mine. He didn't need to be told that Alice was one of the vampires… "We can't do anything to them because they didn't do anything! There are no attacks…haven't been, so they aren't in violation of the treaty. They haven't set foot in La Push."

Simon smiled at me, his shoulders relaxing, "Impressed, yet again. You do know a lot about our culture."

I gave him a weak smile, "I try." I murmured. "Grandpa always told me stories, they seem like second nature to me now." I shrugged like it was nothing but apparently to him, it was something.

"I'm amazed, not even some of the guys in the pack know so much about the treaty and the violations…even have been told the legend so many times when they were younger they didn't figure it out until they were wolf and it was explained."

I shrugged again. Honestly, I had a pretty slim idea on the Treaty. But just suddenly I actually had a good concept of it… "I should get home." I murmured as the last of the cars in the lot emptied.

He gave me a nod. I followed him as he led me to the only visible truck in the area. A nice subtle car, not too expensive and yet not too dull. It didn't really ring of something Simon would drive, but I thought against asking him about it.

When we entered my house, my father greeted Simon enthusiastically. Like this was his hundredth time coming over when in reality it was his first. Mother smiled at him, finding it wonderful that he came to visit.

I entered the kitchen as Simon sat in the living room with dad. "How was your day?" she asked me.

I shrugged, "Good…" I kissed her on her cheek and took an apple from the table.

"Is Simon staying for dinner?" She asked.

"Well, actually, we're going on a…date tonight." I told her. Which wasn't all a lie…it was more of a last second date…and he was my boyfriend.

She didn't seem to care or catch that I was telling a slight white lie. She smiled happily at me, "I'm happy for you." That smile was not so sincere, but I didn't press it. I had learned for a while now that her smiles were not so full.

"Thanks. I'm heading up to my room." I told her.

"Alright. Leave the door open." she told me, I sighed.

"Mom." I whispered hushed. I gave my dad a kiss before leading Simon up to my room.

He seemed to like my room a lot. As if never really seeing a girls room before, which I didn't doubt. His straightforwardness was a dead give away about that. I watched as he wondered around my room and poked at things and examined them.

I sat on my bed and took my wolf plushie, wondering idly what he would think of it…than I wondered what Edward would say about it…I shook my head. Not the right time to think about him…I knew. Just didn't want to admit it right away.

Simon finally sat down next to me, drawing me close to him. I could feel his warm skin, like mine. It felt no different…He was just about to kiss me when he noticed my plushie held tightly in my arms. He smiled down at it, taking it in his hands and I felt slightly relieved.

In my mind, I was still thinking of Edward…if I had pretended I was kissing him…it'd be so embarrassing. Though, he may not have ever known that…It would have hurt me to lead him on like that. It made me feel like such a bad person, but I knew I had to be the one to make this relation ship work between Simon and I.

"The surprises never end." he muttered with a smirk, "Where'd you get this?"

I smiled, "Grandpa Billy." I told him, "Nice, huh?"

He gave a nod, "Looks identical to when you're a wolf." he told me.

I stared at the wolf, beady black eyes. Maybe I did look like that…I didn't know. I stared at Simon for a while, his eyes examining the wolf with interest. Did he really watch her so closely? Remember anything she did that amused him? I felt my eyes roamed over his features, my eyes softened.

He wasn't hard to fall in love with…if I hadn't laid eyes on the vampire first I would have been utterly smitten with Simon. Even now I found it hard to think of Edward. Simon finally glanced up and smirked, realizing I was staring at him with what I guessed was an idiotic look I blushed. Quickly I glanced at the clock.

"Listen, we're going to the movies with…with my friends." I told him. He looked at me with a nod. "And, with those friends is, is Alice and her two brothers…because, my friend likes Alice's brother and all," He furrowed his brow, remembering Alice as the vampire. "So please, be good. For me and than I'll sever my connections with the…" It was hard for me to say it officially, "Vampires for good."

I felt my mind begin to race at that thought, he smiled. "Fine. For you I will, but promise?" he asked.

I sighed, feeling happy that he would do this for me. "…promise…" I murmured softly. I wasn't sure that'd be the best promise…Hopefully, it did work out. But tonight, I wanted nothing more than a peacefulness tonight.

I smiled at him, letting him kiss me…

My fingers laced together nervously, Ana had said it was ok to bring Simon on short notice. In fact, she was more than happy to agree. She had started on a rant about how cute he was and what happened and all that details a best friend would ask.

I had a hard time getting off the phone, but she finally let me go and change for the night. I was still nervous. How could I not? I was asking my werewolf boyfriend to spend almost an entire evening in the grace of vampires…our most 'claimed' enemies.

Simon didn't change, he didn't feel the need to. But I had. I showered, enough for the 'smell' of vampire to get off. (which wasn't too hard to do…) and than I changed into a nice outfit. A cute jean skirt and a nice teal shirt. Simon seemed pleased, telling me that I looked good in the color. I blushed like the girl I was at the comment, I hadn't expected that.

I linked our hands together and smiled at my parents. Dad didn't seem to want to give Simon the evil father glare…and mother was just placidly staying by dad's side. I sighed, "I'll be okay."

They both nodded and watched us as we headed towards Simon's car. I smiled at him and he drove off, me pointing out the directions to our location. The trip was faster than I had expected and I realized we left a bit earlier. I didn't mind and neither did Simon.

I insisted that we stay and wait outside for the others, Simon once again didn't mind. He would do anything to stay outside longer, according to him, it was a wonderful night to just stroll around. After a while, Simon's nose scrunched up and a moment later I noticed the smell that grew stronger and stronger. It wasn't as bad as Simon had made it seem. It smelled like the earth, death, and a bit of perfume/cologne all in a mix.

It wasn't a smell that burned my nose and I smiled while giving Simon's hand a squeeze, the gesture meant to firmly yet endearingly remind him of our promise. I really hoped nothing would happen. Edward and Alice sauntered up to us and I smiled at them. Simon's arm wrapped around my shoulders protectively and possessively. With a short clench in my chest, I let him leave it there…after all, I had to forget about Edward that way.

"Hi." I greeted, "Uh, this is Simon Uley, my-"

"Boyfriend." he answered curtly before I could. He placed his body a bit between me and them. I winced, trying hard not to sigh out of frustration. They weren't going to bite us…even if they were vampires! Though, it did seem to add more tension to the air and I found it starting to get a bit awkward.

Edward smirked lightly, extending his hand he tried to greet him, "Edward Cullen."

Simon sneered quietly and only glowered at the hand. I rolled my eyes and pulled Simon back, honestly, it didn't call for him to be rude! I smiled at them, "Sorry about that…he doesn't take kindly to…strangers." I suddenly felt like I was explaining for my pet instead of my boyfriend.

Alice laughed, "It's no problem. It's the same with Jasper…"

I glanced around, "Where is he?" I asked.

Alice frowned, "He's being a jerk. He didn't want to come…something about a test or rather…"

I nodded, "I understand, he's taking AP classes…am I right?" Alice gave a perky nod and I smiled at that. How could Alice possibly be so dangerous? Even as a vampire, she was so nice…but than again she's never seen her mad. Simon snorted softly and I side glanced at him before smiling again. I couldn't believe the odds the night was turning out to be. Ana and Trevor would both have someone to 'hook' up with for the night. The clench came back…

Silence seemed to grow by the minute again and Edward occasionally stared over at Alice. Alice seemed to be happy just standing there. Occasionally laughing softly and than coughing and apologizing for the sudden burst. I mentally wished that I could read their minds and just know what they were thinking of.

Ana and Trevor finally pulled up. The tension seemed to stop it's suffocating for a moment as I happily waved at them. Ana waved back just as excited, smoothing her skirt as soon as she stepped out of Trevor's vehicle. Trevor quickly combed through his hair, I rolled my eyes. Trying hard not to laugh, but their minds were easier to read than anyone else.

I stepped forward, Simon's arm reluctantly dropped to his side as he followed me. Quickly embracing the two, Ana gave me a happy glance. She must of noticed what I had, Edward for her, Simon with me, and Alice for Trevor. No third wheel around or anything.

Trevor smirked at Alice and Edward, giving a soft nod to Simon again. "S'up man?" he greeted. Simon shrugged in return. Ana clapped her hands, trying hard not to seem too excited about the plan for tonight. She didn't fool me.

"Well, let's head inside!"

Simon took that cue to hold my hand. I smiled softly up at him and glanced out of the corner of my eye. I noticed Edward glance at me…but I swore that I was mistaken. After all, Ana was right next to me. Edward politely offered to pay for all of us, snacks included. I could see Ana's eyes glow with admiration and Trevor's face splitting into an a huge appreciating smile.

I smiled too, glad that I wouldn't have to pay but feeling guilty for taking the offer. I pursed my lips, my money was burning a hole in my pocket at the thought…why was I born with a conscious? I opened my mouth to politely object or at least pay him for paying for us…

Simon spoke first, his tone curt but perhaps I only caught that. "No thanks." he uttered, "I'll pay for myself and my girlfriend." His nose scrunched up and I tried hard not to glare. I rested my hand on his shoulder and I felt the muscles relax at the touch. Was I really the one to get him calm? Did it relax him to know that I was his…

Edward gave a nod, "Alright." his eyes seemed to harden towards Simon but than they seemed to relax. His eyes turning to me for a moment before paying. I felt Simon's muscles tense up again underneath my hand. Simon relaxed once again when it was our turn to pay. I offered to pay for half but Simon just smirked,

"How am I suppose to court you, If I don't pay?" he whispered so softly, my acute hearing was able to pick it up. I blushed, a small laugh erupted from me and caused me to blush even more. I shifted my stare from his eyes to the ground, where had that all come from?

I was seriously confused.

This time I led Simon to the group. Ana had informed her that they had a few minutes before they would go pick seats. I agreed, I noticed her get nervous. Furrowing my brow I leaned forward, "What's up?" I whispered.

Ana jumped a little, startled that I guessed. She smiled, glancing at Edward and Alice before me again. "Can we talk…" her eyes traveled to Simon who stood behind me, trying hard not to listen. "Like in private?"

I gave a curt nod, telling Simon what I wanted as a snack and Ana doing the same to Edward. I let her pull me towards the bathroom, glancing over my shoulder I gave her a worried glance. "What's up?" I asked.

Ana shifted her feet, glancing up at me she smiled softly. "Is it much…that, well…" she bit her lip I sighed, she wasn't usually one to beat around the bush.

"Just spit it out, hun." I told her, feeling my heart speed up. I could hear hers do the same, tears starting to build up as well.

"Okay…well…" she closed her eyes, than opened. She seemed more confident, "Is it okay if I go for Edward?"

My eyes widened, I let out another long sigh. Shoulders slumping, I forced a smile on my face. I almost laughed, but if I didn't. That clench seemed to come back, but I was glad this was what she wanted to tell me and not something more serious.

"Damn it, Ana. Don't scare me like that!" I told her, the smile gaining confidence despite the growing pain.

Ana leaned forward, smiling, "Well, do you mind?" she asked, "I mean, I know you liked him…but you have Simon and well…I won't do anything if you don't want me to and well-"

I almost laughed again, putting my hand up I made her stop. She really was a good friend, but it would be better if Edward was taken or something…something to make me fall out of love with him. Besides, I was starting to like Simon a lot, but it wasn't that fall I had like when I first met Edward. Literally.

"No, I don't mind. In fact, I think it's a good idea!" Ana's eyes glowed again, with much appreciation to me. She launched herself on me, attacking me with a hug. I chuckled, taken back a little but excepting it.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you!" she murmured, nearly jumping up and down with glee.

I smiled back, "Yeah, what are friends for? I wish you good luck!" She nodded eagerly and we both walked back to the rest. Ana once again smoothed her skirt as we neared them, they chose a nice round table near theater nine where the movie was playing.

Ana took her seat next to Edward while I tried hard not to let the pain show through my forced happiness as I moved towards Simon. I noticed that Trevor couldn't keep his eyes off of Alice who in turn was telling us a quirky story to fill the silence.

I laughed finding the story humorous as well, Alice's story started us all. Soon Trevor told us one of his moments, than Ana and than I. I noticed Edward's eyes on me as I told the story, his attention alone gave me confidence in my own story.

As I told my story, I felt Simon's hand start to squeeze my hand. I ignored it, finding that maybe he just tried to hold back his laughter…but soon he started to growl. I stopped and began to cough to try and cover up his growing growling. Simon abruptly stood up, placing one hand to his forehead as he paced away from the group.

I smiled nervously, "Sorry, Simon doesn't feel very well…but he insisted on coming with me." I glanced over, quickly I excused myself and they nodded in understanding. I noticed Edward's glance towards Alice, his face was blank and it bothered me that I couldn't read it.

Quickly I pulled Simon aside, away from other bystanders but still in view of the others.

"Simon!" I quietly hissed, "What's wrong?" I asked, trying hard to look into his eyes. His hand blocked his eyes from my view. I furrowed my eyebrows, "Simon, they don't know what we are…you started to growl!" I whispered softly. "Luckily I don't think they heard it. Or at least Ana and Trevor didn't…and you promised!"

Simon pinched the bridge of his nose, closing his eyes deep in thought as he regulated his breathing. I pursed my lips, wondering what on earth had set him off to growl so menacing like. I was glad that Ana and Trevor didn't notice…though I wasn't so sure about Edward and Alice. It was obvious they did!

When Simon spoke, his voice was a little shaky, "I don't like the way he looks at you…" he grumbled, his eyes shifting over to Edward before going down to me.

I sighed, "Who? Trevor?" I asked, not really believing that Edward would be looking at me, even though I myself had noticed it. "Don't worry about it, Trevor is just a good friend and he does that all the time. He's like my brother and-"

Simon shook his head, "No…" he murmured, "Not him…the…the…" he bit his bottom lip, knowing he didn't want to say what he wanted to for my promise.

"Simon…I was telling a story. Of course he would be looking at me…it's common courtesy!" I laughed softly and weakly, trying hard to calm him down. But his stare told me otherwise…

He ran a hand through his hair, shaking his head, and I pursed my lips again, I just wanted him to calm down…I could see how hard he was pushing back his anger. I was flattered…but he must have made a mistake. Edward Cullen wouldn't stare at me with feeling…he couldn't be. After all, he was in love with mom…and it couldn't work.

It was always better to assure myself like that. Taking Simons trembling hands in mine, I cooed softly to him. "Breath." I whispered, "Remember…I'm here with you. I'm yours…" He smiled weakly, softly at me as he calmed down. I wanted to add that Edward was in love with someone else, but I wasn't sure if I could do that with a straight face just yet.

Resting his forehead against mine, I smiled up at him. Mouthing the words 'thank you.' After all, I knew how hard it was to hold back your anger. Tilting my chin up, I met him halfway and he kissed me. The kiss was soft…it made the pain in my heart dull but not completely go away.

When we pulled away for air, he smirked but his eyes were still slightly cold. "I still don't like him…" he glared over my shoulder, "No, he wasn't just staring…" he murmured curtly. "I don't like him at all."

I sighed, "I'm not asking you to, remember our promise." He smirked again, this time more calmly.

His brought my knuckles to his lips, placing a kiss on them he murmured, "Forgive my behavior love." I smiled and led him back to the group who didn't question us, thankfully.

During the movie, I found myself seated towards the alley and away from them. Edward and Alice on the other side of Simon and farthest away from me but still in the same row. The theater was semi crowded and I found that I only could stay interested for so long before I glanced at Ana or Trevor…the Cullens or Simon.

I couldn't help it…I was too worried about Simon getting angry again…and unfortunately I was wondering how Ana was doing with Edward, vice-versa. The noise from the film made me jump and my hand instinctively went to Simon's hand on the arm rest.

He smirked at me and I blushed, but my eyes noticed that Ana had done the same thing to Edward. I tried to avert my gaze, but I had to see what else happened. But Ana's head was blocking Edwards…Before I even realized it or fell back to watch the movie once more, it was over. The house lights dimming back up as everyone moved around.

I blinked several times before I stood up. My legs cramped for a second before the blood rushed to them. I hadn't realized they had fallen asleep. I muttered softly, my words slurred off into a yawn and I heard Simon chuckle softly.

I glanced at him, he was watching me with amusement, I guessed he liked the movie. Had he ever been to one? If this was my first movie, I'd be freaking out over everything…but than again, Simon was very reserved…not one to freak out.

The night air was chilly and I found I brought no jacket with me. But oddly enough, it felt good against my heated skin and I felt no coldness from the air either. Just a slight tickle from the slight breeze. Simon seemed the same all the while Ana shivered.

"Eek!" she clattered, wrapped her arms around herself, "It's c-c-c-cold!"

I laughed softly as did Trevor. Untying her spring jacket from her waist, she stuffed her arms in and zipped it up. Edward and Alice turned towards us, the part that usually was dreaded…when you called a night a night. Ana quieted her chattering teeth and Trevor glued his eyes to Alice once again.

Simon tried to tug me away towards his car, he didn't want to waste anymore time in their presence. But I gave him a small smile to wait he let it go this time. Since this would be my last time to spend time or ever really talk to Edward or Alice.

I stepped toward them, smiling. "Thanks for coming to the movies with us! I had fun." Alice smiled at me and Edward gave a soft smile as well. I tried not to look at him, if Simon noticed he'd surely have a field day.

"Yeah, us too, Ella." answered Alice with her fairy smile. "Thank goodness for you returned health!"

Ana and Trevor laughed softly, I did so as well. I turned towards Ana and Trevor giving them each a hug before muttering a see you later. Looking back to Alice and Edward, I debated whether or not to give them a hug…would it be appropriate?

Alice did the thinking for me, pulling me into her petite arms. I was taken back but happy at the gesture, "Thanks again for inviting us."

I pulled back with a smile and nodded, "It was nothing. It's what friends do."

I wasn't sure if I was thinking straight, but I moved closer towards Edward, his arms lifted slightly, as if he himself was unsure if I would give him a hug too. As I did, I took in his smell again…so much more noticeable now than ever. How could I not have possibly known they had a different scent than humans? It was so strong…but I thought it was a good mix. No hint of blood on either of them…or at least human blood.

My hands instinctively clutched the back of his shirt, subconsciously telling him I could have nothing to do with him after this night…tears wanted to fall down my face at the thought again. I could practically smell them and feel them burn the back of my eyes.

I felt myself be pulled back by Simon, I gasped as he twirled me and embraced me. Did he smell the tears about to fall too? Or was he once again just jealous? We started to walk towards his vehicle again, I glanced over my shoulder.

"Bye." I muttered softly, but I could see Edwards face ponder. His eyebrows furrowing in the most prefect way…Alice put her and on his shoulder reassuringly and with her other hand she waved.

"Bye." she echoed. Ana and Trevor happily waved bye at me until I was in the car seated next to Simon. I didn't hear the engine turn on, or notice how we drove out of the parking lot. I stared impassively out the window, losing myself in thought.

Could I really not talk to them anymore? Just sever ties and be like a cold stoic jerk to them? They'd get the wrong idea…I wasn't a bad person. The stars were out, twinkling brightly over Forks for the first time in a while.

The moon bright and round, I idly glanced at my palm. Expecting to see the mythological mark that meant I was a werewolf-Hollywood I know, but I was just curious. My palm showed no such mark and soon the moon was covered by a drifting puffy black cloud.

Good bye. Bye…

Shouldn't severing ties be easier than this? Why wasn't it? I didn't notice the car stop in front of our house, I sat there in the front seat for a long time until I heard Simon's voice break the silence.

"Ella, I'm sorry for embarrassing you like that." he started. I turned towards him, it was a better reaction than his growling. Definitely a step up.

I smiled weakly at him, "No need, it was better than you growling…"

Simon smirked, glad to see that I was smiling. Reaching out, he ran a hand through my hair. His forefinger running along the side of my face. I leaned into the touch, Simon was so nice.

"I'm glad for this promise, Ella." he murmured, "Now I wont' have to worry so much…"

I stared at him, "Worry?" I echoed softly, "Why...?"

He frowned slightly, "I honestly can't be here everyday, though I wish I could be. I don't go to school either, so I can't transfer to yours, and I won't be able to know if your attacked by those vampires right away…never know when they'll snap, Ella…and your still in training."

I nodded, "I understand." I murmured, which I did. But it hurt, it was like severing ties with Ana or Trevor…or maybe it was because I was so sure I was in love with Edward. And Alice was just…Alice. She was so easy to adore…it was like I had known them for years and they magically came back into my life.

Odd, yes.

He leaned over, kissing me softly on the lips. "I had fun tonight, despite…" he trailed off but smirked and I smiled back.

"I did too, you know, your pretty good at courting." I winked playfully and he laughed. It was a nice sound, making it even better coming from him.

I put my hand on the door handle, "I'll see you tomorrow. Dad's taking me down to do some more training." Simon nodded smirking softly again in my direction.

"Alright, later Ella." As I opened the door, he added, "You smell like vampire again…" I rolled my eyes but smiled at him. Shutting the door I walked to the house, I waved at Simon before entering the house. My shoulders slumping as I leaned against the door.

The tears worked their way down my face and I made no effort to brush them away. Why was I so confused? My mom looked up, her face scrunching up as did dad's. He stood up cautiously and I shook my head, knowing that they were about to ask what had happened.

But would they truly understand the emotions I was feeling? I was in love with a vampire and forcing myself to think otherwise and another part was in love with Simon and yet not completely…but forcing myself to fall for him unconditionally.

"N-nothing!" I cracked before rushing upstairs, "I had a fun t-t-time!" I managed to shout. I shut the door and jumped on my bed, burying my face into the pillow.

I was a seriously messed up wolf-girl…

a/n: sorry for the wait. Hopefully it won't happen again...heh. But please review!! Yeah, it sounds like Ella's being fickle, but she's just confused! Alright, well see ya next time i update!