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Bella's Point Of View
These one hundred and fifty years has been mostly a blur of my life. I didn't keep track of time anymore. There was no need to keep track of time when time is the least thing you need. It has been one hundred and fifty years since I've been turned into a vampire. It had been one hundred and fifty-one years since Edward left me.
Edward is a name I can never forget. No matter how blurry the human past is. I never forgot his face back then…. I never forgot how it felt when he held me. How passionate those kisses were. But of course, if I remembered him, I remember all parts of him, including when he didn't want me anymore.
I stared blankly up the ceiling.
These days like this are better when there's a mission. These days would be better if there was someone to be with. It was my one hundred sixty-eighth birthday.
They thought it would be better for me to enjoy my birthday. They wanted me to enjoy my birthday. They saw me being sad a few times before. But they never knew why I was sad. They were easily fooled. They don't know me enough to see that I was lying to them.
I closed my eyes and brought my head between my knees with my arms wrapping myself closely together. I was trying my best not to shatter into pieces. I bit my lower lip. I bit my lower lip because I didn't want to cry.
It was just childish! I couldn't get over something that was gone ages ago. My vision came true… Bella was out of their life. Melissa, or Mel as she preferred it, is in their life now.
I muffled a cried with my hands. Though no one could hear my cries in my bedroom, I still feel the need to not let anyone know, or see.
I don't want them to pity for me. Why should they pity me for this stupid thing? They shouldn't pity me because I was in love with my ex-boyfriend who doesn't love me back. It was a one way love.
Bella, stop! I scowled at myself. I shouldn't be whining about my past to myself. Of course I knew what happened. I didn't need to rub it in, or give myself anymore pity. I had to find something to think of… I can't stop thinking about them.
I sigh. I really wanted a mission to do. Can't any dumb vampire just freaking mess up and so I can come and kick their butts? I love to do missions. It's the only thing that keeps my focusing on something that doesn't hurt.
I was the Volturi's most prized possession. Thanks to my special ability, I was able to copy other's power. Not to mention being able to fuse powers to create other powers. I have so much power that I probably didn't even need to do much of a work. All I need to do is wave my 'magical' fingers and the whole entire Volturi can just come crashing down dead. But of course that would be too fast. And where's the fun in that?
I would always take my time tracking them, letting them think that they can run away with the crime they did. And then I would play with them a little. I would fight physically instead of mentally.
Fighting mentally was an easy task for me. Most of my powers revolve around fighting mentally. But, when it comes to physical fighting, I would never be able to fight correctly. I was like a weak vampire, like I was as a human, comparing to vampires, still. It would still be fun to do that though. It's fun to put your life at risk. I know the point to stop playing though, so I wouldn't go overboard and actually getting myself hurt.
When it comes to killing vampires, I would never be brutal to them. I only do that to those vampires who hurt random people for fun. For example… the vampire who, made love with human women, to get a rare species out of them. He killed many innocent women who fall in love with just so he can make half human and half vampire. He was doing his 'projects' when I found out. He was in for a big torture. He felt something that felt almost as when he was doing his transformation. I smirked out of memory, how I loved killing him, slowly.
I found him while doing one of the missions. We had heard a rumor that some vampire was going to create a gang of newborns and was going to try and take over the country. The rumors were conformed true. And I killed them all. That's when I saw that vampire who created half species of us. Of course I did not know, until I touched him. His whole past showed up to me. And I couldn't control the rage I had….
He, somewhat reminds me of Edward. But of course Edward would never come that close to him. But they were somewhat alike. They both fell for girls who they do not love. They left them broken heart, and they left with a huge mess on their hands and did not clean it up.
For that vampire, he left the mess of the woman being pregnant and dying because of the birth of their child.
For Edward was a different reason. He left me broken hearted, just like the other vampire. But he always left the mess that will stick to my memory. I had been scared so many times out of my mind but kept it cool so no one would be worried. He gave me a fright for my life. He left me with Victoria and Laurent still on loose. They both were tracking and hunting me.
I shudder from the thought of how close Laurent came on killing me. If it wasn't for Jacob's pack I would've been dead by now, before the Volturi could find me.
I finally realize Jacob could not see me anymore. He was afraid. He didn't hate me, he was just afraid of how I'll react to the wolf thing. Of course, we couldn't be friend. I was his natural born enemy, vampire hated wolf, and wolf hated vampires. We could barely stay in a room together without being stiff for every few seconds.
I fell on my side and curled up to a ball again, on the bed. I closed my eyes. I tried not to think so much now. I was trying to ignore the painful heart of mines. I took a deep breath trying my best to calm myself. The breath was ragged. And I had a daggered like feeling in my chest. I clutched the blouse I was holding onto. The shirt automatically became rumpled. It is rumpled now thanks to the strength I put in it when I was holding on it.
I stood up, and I walked to my huge closet, since Jane forced me to buy them all and wear them. I took out a baby blue blouse, a pair of skinny white jeans, and a light, thin cloak. Wearing a cloak was a signature of a Volturi. I did not like the cloak others were to wear. It was heavy, in a way.
I tied my hair up high. A few string of my hair fall down on the side of my face. I walked out of my bedroom.
"Label, you came out just in time!" Jane attacked me with a hug once I was out of my room.
"Jane… what am I in time for?" I faked a smile, a nature for me to do so.
"Oh. Come, Label! Aro will explain it to you." She grinned and dragged me to the conference room.
When we arrived at the conference room, everyone was sitting in their seats. Aro sitting in front as usual, follow by his side, Marcus and Caius. The wives are standing the behind the chairs of their husbands. I felt a jealousy coming toward me. I was jealous for the people that have a mate, and I do not have one. My mate had been taken away since the day I turn my back on him. And sadly, I still miss him. And he does not miss me. I'm not even sure if he even thinks about me anymore. I felt more jealous of the couples in front of me.
"It's good to see you guys." I lie smoothly. I was hiding the disgust in my voice. I was hiding how disgusted seeing couples. They knew I hated seeing couples together, but they do not know why. They don't know why because I won't let them know why. So they've learned to not be like that in front of me. I just can't stand the jealousy sometimes that I had the even thought of jumping on them and ripping their heads off.
"Hello, Label." Aro greeted.
"I heard you need me." I told him.
"Yes, we do." Aro said.
"And…?" I really wanted something to do. Because my birthday is the least thing I want to celebrate because of what happened on my last real birthday.
"Well, I want to ask you this first. Do you want to celebrate your birthday?" Aro was stuttering when he was asking this.
My head fell back in high laughter. But it wasn't a happy laugh. It's the laugh of knowing something that the other does not. And it's really stupid to even ask such a thing.
"Oh no, please! I don't want any birthday party! Same as last year, just ignore it." I faked a grinned.
"Okay…" He still had something in his mind.
"Aro spit it out. What do you need of me?" I snorted. He couldn't hide it from me even if he wanted to. But I have a habit of not trying to read other's minds. They can be really sick sometimes.
"Jane was on a mission along time ago." He started. But he stopped. He wonders if he should go on with his story.
"Just get on with it. I don't have all day, Aro." I whined. Actually to be exact, I hope that the mission will take all day. Since I did not like being alone with nothing to do. And being with someone with nothing to do is just worse. It's worse because I have to pretend through my teeth, hours and hours.
"Well, Jane had a friend, Melissa. Jane met her on a mission. Melissa's power is… unique. And we would like to acquire it." He continued.
"So you want me to go and get her?" I said blindly.
"Yes… but she's married to our friend's son." He said.
She's married to his friend's son? Wait… Vampires can't have a…. Then it hit me. They have a coven. And the name Melissa… its Edward's wife! Edward has a wife?
I started to feel my heart hurting again. It was hurting before but not as much as this. Edward is married. He's married now!
My mind trailed off to all the possibility of being married…. That wasn't a good thing to do. I thought of the worse thing on earth that could happen if they're married. One of them had to do with their honeymoon. Honeymoon… he's….
I wanted to sink down to the floor and hold myself into a ball and get a good cry. But I couldn't because there are people here.
"And?" I tried to keep my voice even and calm.
"It's the Cullens. We know how you're closer to them than Jane. Even if Jane knows Melissa, it's better if you go and ask. And try to get as much people to join. Whatever it takes to get Melissa to join us, do anything as long as she's with us. Or… you can try and copy her ability. But getting in a fight with them… it's not the best thing I really want. So try to keep that as the last option." Aro explained to me.
"Oh, okay," Was all I can let out. I was speechless. I didn't know what to say. Whether to be happy that I get to see them again, or be scared of the consequences that will happen there, or what who much it will hurt when I have to leave them again….
"Do I go with anyone?" I asked stiffly.
If I went with anyone, it'll be harder to cry. I knew this was going to hurt me, and I didn't want anyone to be there to watch me, and give me pity I don't need, and pity I don't deserve.
"No, and we would want you to go as soon as possible." He smiled.
I wanted to choke Aro so badly. He was going to tell me, to go steal my ex-boyfriend that I'm still in love with, to come here, and use her as a guard. Okay, so I was wrong, it doesn't sound so bad. But I didn't want to steal Edward's happiness…. And it would only be worse if Jane was the one who's going. I was glad they picked me. Jane would've torture them until they give her what she wants. Or even kill them if she's mad!
I shuddered at the thought and quickly recover before anyone would worry, "Right, okay. I'll see you when I get back."
With that I darted out of the old building and went to the airport to go to…. Bemidji, Minnesota. That is where they are staying. I feel like a stalker knowing this.
- - -
This place is cold. I can see why they chose to stay here…. I used my powers of tracking to track Alice down to see where she was. I followed the special ability of hers. I was too afraid to taste her… brain. Yuck! It might taste sweeter than sweet. I certainly didn't want to taste her for sure.
I made a sprint to where she is. I had to travel through the thick heavy woods covered in snow. It would be cold for a human but not for me. I am merely wearing what I left in Voltura. I jogged for my pace. I was in no where of a hurry to get there….
Soon I was able to smell them, and see little glimpse of them. And soon I saw them all standing on the porch, standing in rows. They were holding on each other, mate with mate.
When I came close enough to them for greetings, which was about a few yards away, I finally notice…. I noticed how close Melissa was holding onto Edward. And I also saw how Edward stood protectively in front of her. I saw what he plans to do with me if I were to hurt her…. But he is still grateful for what I've done. But to him, he doesn't care about it, if I was going to attack.
I felt sad, a pain I always felt. But this time it multiplied by greater numbers because the one I've truly loved is in front of me right now and I couldn't reach out and hold him. I felt every sadness wash through me.
"Ahhh!" Jasper screamed and interrupted my thoughts. For the first time I stopped looking at the loving couples. Jasper fell on the floor. And everyone was looking between him and me. Alice however just helped him up and didn't even take one glance at me. Because she knew I was Bella.
She knew I was Bella! I just remembered that. I used my power and blocked me and her from the other powers around us just in case.
I read her thoughts. She was reading something in Arabic, thankfully.
Jasper stood up instantly since the pain was no where to be found anymore. Because I blocked him from feeling my emotions now, I wouldn't want Edward to have the idea.
"Jasper, what happened?" Carlisle was concerned about his son.
"It was… nothing." He lied.
"What do you mean that was nothing! You just literally dropped to the ground yelling and now you're saying it's nothing?" Emmett growled and glared at me.
"It was the emotion she had on her." Jasper replied and glanced at me.
I stiffened, "Sorry about that."
"It's fine. But… what's with your feelings?" His eyebrows fuzzed together.
"That is none of your business, Jasper." I replied and looked over the lovely couple.
Edward… I'm scared! Is she going to hurt us?
Melissa is frightened, I shouldn't be surprise. Label could scare the crap out of people sometimes.
He rubbed smoothing circle on her arms.
I immediately felt jealous. In my mind I thought of many possibilities to rip the throat out of that girl. And begged Edward to take me instead, and leave her alone, to have a new beginning like nothing ever happened.
Alice let out a huge laugh and tried her best on phrasing her sentence, "Why don't you try, Label."
I growled at her.
"That is hilarious!" She cried out and fell on the floor holding her ribs to stop the laughter.
"It's not even funny Alice." I snapped at her.
Everyone beside us was dumfounded.
Until Edward's velvet voice asked us, "What are you guys talk about?"
Alice smirked and shook her head and went into a whole other round of laughter.
Oh I wish I could tell you Edward! But it's not my business.
Edward's face was confused, and his eyebrows furrowed together, "I can't read your mind Alice."
Everyone except me and Alice gasped.
That's when I joined Alice in the laughter. This is the first time ever I actually laughed because it was funny.
"You can't hear my thoughts because, Label, is blocking it!" She let them in the joke.
"Oh," Was all he could say.
I suddenly stopped my laughing position and straighten myself when Edward's smooth lips brush Mel's hair.
Damn! They look so good together. It hurts me now that I thought of killing her and taking away his happiness.
Melissa walked up but Edward followed protectively with her. Her white blond curled hair bounced each time she stepped. She was absolutely gorgeous. I was nothing compared to her.
I frowned. And then I quickly covered the frown with a smile and fake enthusiasm, "Hello Melissa!" I stepped toward her.
She felt scared at first, and then felt better when Edward rubbed circles behind her back.
"Sorry, I did not introduce myself. I believe." I paused for a second, thinking whether if I should tell my name to my competition.
I was actually thinking of saying, 'My name is Isabella Marie Swan. I'm your husband ex-girlfriend. Hello, how are you?'
Alice let out a bigger laugh and started rolling on the floor. While her boyfriend thought she was having problems.
I glared at her, "Do you mind?"
Alice kept laughing and waving her little hands. She suddenly bounced up and came to my side and clung onto my right hand. And she grinned widely.
I just miss you, and by the way, you should do that. That was hilarious! She barely made her thought clear.
I rolled my eyes at her and turned back to her family. They all were gapping at us hanging on so closely.
"Oh right! I ran into Label last time I went to research about my past. Remember Jasper?" She chimed. She was still the little funny, and annoying pixie I knew.
"Yes, and you became good friends with her it seems." He narrowed his eyes.
"Yep!" She said enthusiastically.
"Anyways, hello Melissa, I'm Label." I fake a smile.
Edward rolled his eyes, this girl needs to work on faking a smile, I can easily see through that. Her eyes are hard as rock. What the hell does she want that is so important? I was in the middle of something fun too… Why does she have to bother us now… And then his thinking just turned really ungentlemanly. I thought he was a gentleman. From the way he was thinking, it didn't seem like it. He was thinking about last night… and what was going to happen if I didn't come. And what he's going to do.
The lust coming out of him was so much that I might even jump him right now.
I was definitely losing my mind. I closed my eyes and pinch the bridge of my nose.
"Edward!" I groaned. As if just seeing wasn't enough, "That is just gross!"
He flinched and then remembered, "You read my mind?"
I glared at him, "Yes Edward, I read your mind. And I have to say, this isn't a very good time to be thinking of those stuff."
He looked into his wife's eyes being embarrassed. And he took her face in his hands and move to her lips slowly and passionately. And then it got more aggressive and her hands were intertwining with Edward's hair, while Edward hands moved to her back and her waist.
"You got to be kidding me." I hid my eyes with my hand and fumed.
"Edward, we do have a guess you know. Save it for later." I was saved by Alice.
I mouth her, "Thank you."
Anytime Bella, just ask for help.
I rolled my eyes.
They slowly, and took forever and got out of the embrace. Edward stared at me sheepishly.
"Anyways… as I was saying, Melissa, you know Jane right?" I asked her.
She nodded.
"Jane missed you." I told her.
"I know." She grinned.
I looked to see her special power. I forgot that it was my mission to get her to join or at least to get her special power.
Amazing, was all I could say. Her special power protects vampires from death! Literally! She had the ability to protect us from fire and being able to control the fire. This power is a new one… I've never heard of this. And it was very unique. If she's not joining… then I might have to… risk myself and make her use the power.
"We would ask you to join the Volturi." I smiled to her.
A snarl ripped from Edward's chest as he moved protectively in front of her in his hunter crouch, "You think I'd let her?"
It sounded very dangerous… He looked so hot looking like he's going to snap my head off. Bella! What on earth are you thinking! I shook my head to get that image out of my head.
I crouched too, seeing how far he'd take this.
"Yes, I do think you'd let her." I smirked.
"Label, even if you saved me, I'd kill you if I have too." He warned.
"And what makes you think you can beat me?" I challenged.
He tensed when he heard me but didn't back down so easily, "I'll still be able to beat you. Its eight verses one. We have two abilities on this side that can kill you easily."
"Actually…"Alice broke in and stepped forward crouching, "It will be two against seven."
Everyone was shocked at this statement and the way she's standing. And by everyone it also includes me.
I turned around to see a grinning Alice.
"Alice! You would rather defend her than your own family?" Rosalie hissed.
"I'm defending the side that needs the help most." She grinned at the family who's missing a big piece of this riddle.
"Alice, sweetheart, don't do that." Jasper persuade, "It's dangerous. You should stay on this side… You'd never know what she'll do to you after the fight."
A growl slipped my lips and everyone went into their crouch.
"Don't you dare, touch my lovely family! Or else you'll regret it!" Melissa warned me and glaring. And she still looks hotter than ever! I was getting more and more jealous.
And I snarled all my words at her face, "Why don't you just shut up."
Edward was losing his edge. Jasper is calming him… so he wouldn't do anything stupid. And I'm losing control of my temper too....
"Don't you dare talk that way to my wife." He sneer the word wife in my face. Doing that had only caused me to get madder than I already am.
But I needed to calm myself so I stood up, and tried to lighting the air by rolling my eyes.
"I didn't need that much detail." I kept my voice light to keep the conversation light, so that it won't end up as a fight again.
Alice, Carlisle, and Esme saw that I had some sense back to myself and stood back up. Only Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, Edward, and Melissa held their pose.
I turned to Melissa and told her, "We would like you to join the Volturi."
"And if I don't?" She asked.
"You don't know what you're missing." I grinned.
She raised an eyebrow. She was confused with all my mood swings.
"Actually, we would be glad if all of you join us." I smiled, "But we mainly want Melissa."
"Why?" Edward exclaimed, "Why out of everyone damn vampire, why do you have to ask her?"
"Oh Edward, you must know what her power is." I told him.
He stood back up and still. He was thinking so much I'm getting a headache. He was thinking what to do. He turned to Carlisle. Carlisle saw the panic. And he shook his head.
"Label, I'm afraid you would have to fight us if you want her." He said.
"Gladly," I lied. This is the least thing I want. All I'm going to do is make her use the power and leave and none of them would be hurt.
You got better at lying Bella. Alice grinned up at me.
I wasn't in the mood for this.
"You are going to regret saying that." Melissa said.
She walked up to me. I knew she was going to use her special power now. Edward followed her, protecting her as always. I focused on how she did it. She was thinking of fire, and fire all around me. She was thinking of burning me into ashes.
I felt the burn. This wasn't a fake burning, at all. Or else I would've felt nothing because my shield would've blocked it. This was real. I can see why the Volturi wanted her now. This power is so powerful!
"Ahh!" I screamed out on the top of my lungs. It kept burning me, it won't stop.
I was barely aware of my surrounding until the pain stop. Alice jumped in the fire with me.
I gasped and snarl at Alice, "Why the hell did you do that for Alice?"
She frowned. You could've died Bella! I'm not going to let that happen.
Jasper ran up to Alice and kept her in a tight hold.
He scowled at Alice, "You shouldn't have done that. It was very dangerous!"
"I don't care. I'm not letting anything hurt Label!" She argued.
"What the hell did she do to you Alice?" He glared at me.
As they continued the conversation, I felt hated. I felt like I didn't belong here anymore. And after what happen, they will always hate me, forever. For the rest of eternity they will hate me more than anything. Not only that I had harassed them, I put Alice in danger too.
I was still on the floor, and I still felt the little sting I still had from what just happened. And I remembered a rule from the Volturi.
"I don't care whatever you're saying. You have to come back to the Volturi, you're too dangerous." I glared at her.
This was true, after what happened, she could kill anyone she wants instantly.
"You think we'll let you?" Edward balled his hands into fists.
"You don't have too…you can always watch your whole entire family to die." I smirked.
This was true, if the Volturi knows how strong this girl's power is. It would be either kill her, or make her one of us.
"Did you not see that Label? I just put you on the ground yelling." She smiled from the memory.
"Did you know what Mel? My ability is to copy other's ability." I mimicked her tone.
Everyone froze still.
"What are you scared already?" I smile.
Bella… you're not going to actually…? Alice was scared that I was with the Volturi and that I changed.
I shook my head at her. The tensed of her body relax as she said this.
"Look, I'm not trying to kill you guys." I explained. I just couldn't stand having the ones I loved hurt in front of me.
"I'm not choosing to kill you guys. It's just a rule I have to follow. She's too strong. She can kill anyone. And we have a rule that we cannot let a dangerous like her on loose."
"She's not dangerous at all. She's the best woman I've ever met." I grimaced as he said that with awe.
He doesn't mean that Bella. Alice comforted me.
"I don't want to hear about your sex life, Edward." I told him.
"Then stop digging through my mind." He said in an annoying voice.
"I wish I could." I smiled, "Don't you?"
"So…If I got… everyone of my family will be safe right?" Melissa stammered.
"Yes, that's right." I answered calmly.
"I'd go. I can't risk my family being hurt." She answered solemnly.
"No. You're not going." Edward snarled and glared at me.
"Yes, I am! I can't do this to everyone." She cried.
"Edward…" Alice cautiously asked.
"What traitor?" He yelled.
Alice immediately narrowed her eyes, "I'm not a traitor first of all… And second, if you love Mel, why don't you just join the Volturi with her? Label did say that she wants everyone to join if they want. Isn't that right Label?"
This is all part of her stupid plans wasn't it?
"Yes, you all can join the Volturi." I said through my teeth.
Edward was debating on whether or not to just fight. He would join for sure….
Melissa put her hands on Edward's face and said calmly, "No, just let me join them… you can find another girl, I know you can."
He grabbed her hands on his cheeks and held it tightly. I felt unease and jealous that she gets to have him.
"No. I will not let you join. I can't risk losing anyone anymore." He growled.
"I can't let your family die for me!" She cried.
"We can find another way." He insisted.
"What are we, watching a drama?" I asked. I was kind of annoyed at this. Since they are literally bragging about how much they love each other. This is not easy for me, not to mention the one who I want to be with is with another girl and declaring his love for her.
He turned back to me, "We'll join. Melissa and I will join."
I was no expecting him to say this. Sure he loved his family and didn't want anything to happen to his family…. Not that I'm not happy that he chose this future. Suddenly I remembered something… We would be living together! This is going to be worse than hell for me then…
"Are you sure, Edward?" I asked hoping he'll change his mind.
"Yes. It's either both of us. Or we fight." He glared.
"Well. As long as the girl come then it's fine." I accepted his offer.
"Edward-" Carlisle wanted to talk his son out of this, that there's a better way to go with this.
"No. There is no other way. I don't want to hurt any of you. It's fine."
I felt really bad for separating his family apart. But Alice on the other hand… is hyper. What on earth is she planning? She's translating random stuff in her mind and I can't even understand!
"Alright, Edward and Melissa…. Would you like to go now?" I asked.
"Just give us a moment to say goodbye…" She was sad to leave her family.
I bit the bottom lip. I was horrified at myself for separating their family. I couldn't believe I was doing this! But I rather have them hate me forever… instead of them dying under my hands… or someone else. It would just be too horrifying.
"You know, you can visit your families?" I tried to lighten the mood. And I failed.
"Good. I might want to have many trips back to my family." Edward mood clearly had not lightened.
"Okay." I kept my mouth shut from then on and waited for them.
- - -
The ride to Italy was awkward with Melissa sobbing on Edward's shoulders and him comforting her. They did not know how painful that was for me. I tried my best to ignore them, like looking into the future of this random, old man that was sitting beside. I have to say, his future isn't that good.
After forever, we finally go off in Italy. We drove over the speed limit of course… And I was more excited than ever to get home. Because I don't think I can stand another minute sitting here listening to their minds and seeing the future…. It's so damn sick.
But on the other hand… I was glad that Edward was near me and I was able to protect him. No matter how much he hated me. I would always be on the sideline watching him and protecting him. But right now, I'm currently thinking how very ungentlemanly like he is. And that side is the side, I didn't know, and I will never know….
I needed to stop mopping around. I knew I was mopping. But I was just so sad that everyone could have someone to love and I couldn't. I was just so dang jealous. Why does everyone have happy story tale ending but me? Why am I the only exception to everything?
We arrived at the old building. I walked them to the conference room. Aro was sitting at the desk. Looking at some paper and notice we walked in. He looked up.
"Label, welcome back," He greeted me.
"Thank you…" I walked toward him.
"I see you brought Melissa and Edward?" He smiled.
"Yes."
"Edward I hope you're not here for what happened last time." Aro joked.
"No, of course not, I have the girl I want right beside me."
I clamped my hands together. I hate how he always brags about his love life.
Aro notice me doing so and told Edward, "Try to tune down on the sex–life of yours. Label here hates it."
He snorted and said, "Jealous much?"
I turned around too and smirked, "Yes, very. You don't even know how much."
With that, I walked into my room. When I got in, it was too quiet for me… I turned my stereo on maximum and played heartbreaking songs loud. It didn't hurt my ears of course. But it didn't feel really comfortable either.
But it's one of the only things that drown all me when I'm crying. I went on my bed and cried loudly tonight. I cried so hard. I wanted to kill myself. I held myself, tighter and tighter. But it didn't help.
And suddenly a vision showed itself to me. A vision I would never want to see.
Edward hands were running up and down the waist of Melissa. Her hands were dangerously low on him. He was touching her everywhere. And then he was ripping the clothes off of her. They were doing all the stuff that I totally didn't want to see and know.
I screamed on the highest pitch I've ever screamed. That was just so painful. It wasn't painful because I saw how wrong that was, and not my business that was. But it cried because the guy was the one I loved. I can't feel myself anymore. It was numbed all the way from the head to my toes.
He loved her. I knew that. For me and Edward in the past, we never got anywhere in our physical relationship. And as for the other relationship…I'm not even sure anymore. I couldn't be so sure! I kept trying to make myself to feel better by saying he did love me. But every of me said he didn't love me anymore…
And I knew this is going to be the first day of my hell eternity life….