Summary of Day #10: Just a little Dipper Cipher thing. Requested by BillCipher5. Dipper PoV

You never know how good feeling powerful is until you are. Powerful, that is. It can make you feel insane. Or just confident. Both of those are good. Once you're feeling it, you don't want to lose it. But if you're not, it's funny how far you'll go to escape it.

But there's really no point in trying to escape. It will always win over no matter what.

Before I had power, I had a family. But then they sent me and Mabel up to Oregon for the summer, and that's when everything changed.

At first I fought him. Me and Mabel and Soos defeated him. Then he came to me, but only me. He said I had potential that I could unleash only by allowing him into my mind. He told me that I wouldn't have to 'move out', we could share the space. He was injured and desperate. He didn't tell me, I could just sense it; I think he didn't want to appear weak in front of me. I knew his real reason was to recover while my body hosted him. But I also knew he wasn't lying.

I had no time to think about it. What joining him would mean. I had to make up my mind instantly. Part of me wanted to say no; he was a demon after all. But the other part that read his honesty won out.

"Why me?" I asked him.

He replied with, "Because you're more than human."

For some reason, that was enough to make me agree. If I really did have powerful abilities that only he could show me how to use, then it was worth taking that chance. So I said I'd let him into my mind. Which allowed him partial control of my body.

The next morning, Mabel started screaming when she saw me. I told her what had happened, and then she started crying. Stan, Soos, and Wendy ran up to the attic to see what was wrong with Mabel, but instead they discovered what was wrong with me. Stan just sat down on my bed and pinched the bridge of his nose, shaking his head disappointedly. Wendy and Soos both spazzed. Soos ran around in circles, screaming his head off. Wendy just froze, then ran downstairs as soon as she unfroze.

"Why would you do this, kid?" Stan questioned me.

"It was for mutual benefit," I argued.

"You don't know what you've done..." he sighed as he took Mabel by the wrist and led her downstairs. Soos had already gone down.

Maybe I didn't fully understand what exactly I had caused at the time. But now I do, and now I'm fine with it. Because when Bill is in your mind, it starts to change. It starts to suit his tastes better. He starts altering it to his advantage. But it made me feel powerful. Like I said, once you're feeling it, you don't want to lose it.

He used to talk to me a lot. Not a lot a lot, but more than he does now. Now he never talks to me. Want to know the last thing he told me?

"Welcome to the insanity, kid."

A/N: SO. LATE! I didn't get to finish this yesterday because my mom and sister decided to have a Doctor Who marathon, so of course I had to drop everything in life and watch. Because it's Doctor Who! So yeah... I think this might be the only one for today, but we'll see. We'll all see. MUAHAHAHAHAHA! ...idek...