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Brittany never called Santana like she promised her old self she would. Well she tried but she just couldn't do it she would pull up her number and just let finger hover over the call button. What do you say to someone who you hurt so badly? Brittany's old self hadn't given up hope. She was still at it. Everyday Brittany would have conversations with herself about Santana. She was starting to get worried.
It was January now, she would be graduating in May and she still hadn't talked to Santana. What was she so afraid, rejection? Did Santana find someone else, she didn't know, she was mostly afraid on the unknown.
Brittany worked hard on school and was looking into colleges; she had been so busy she didn't realize that the voice in her head stopped. Occasionally she would sit back from what she was doing and bask in the silence of her own head. It felt nice not having someone there always nagging her. However her luck run out about a week ago the old Brittany started up again, she was lying in bed on her stomach with books strewn everywhere in front of her. She was in the middle of doing government homework when she heard it, Come on Brittany you said you would call her. "Shut up I'm doing homework." She groaned.
I'll shut up when you call her.
"Look I want to call her, I do but what do I say. 'Hey sorry I caused all of this', um 'could you forgive me so I can stop feeling bad about myself' oh I have a good one how about 'let's get back together' and 'I still love you'."
You still love her?
"Of course I do, but I'm pretty sure she doesn't love me anymore."
Well there is only one way to find out.
By now Brittany is laying with her head down on her book trying to fight the urge to answer.
"How about I text Quinn, is that good enough for now?"
I guess. For now.
Brittany rolled off the bed and searched the room for her phone. Finally she found it and went through her contacts for Quinn's number. She scrolled through and came across the S's and her heart beat sped up as she landed on Santana's name, it was highlighted and all she had to do was push the green button. "No no, baby steps Brittany baby steps." She calmed herself down. When Quinn's name was highlight she opened up a blank message she stared at the screen completely dumbfounded. What should she say a simple 'hey' or "ugh this is going to be awkward." She said out loud.
She decided on a simple Hi Q. and pushed the send button immediately regretting it and throwing her phone on the bed while she sat down on the floor crossing her legs. Her nerves got the best of her and she started chewing her fingernails. After what felt like hours Brittany's phone dinged notifying her of a new text message. She crawled to her bed and retrieved her phone she looked at the message Hey B "Well that was helpful Quinn thanks." She huffed and threw her phone on the bed again.
She started pacing around her room trying to decide what to do. She could not do anything and finish her homework or she could text Quinn back. Her curiosity got the best of her and she texted Quinn back, How is she? send. She sat on the bed this time with a pillow in her lap patiently waiting for a reply, instead of her phone making one dinging noise it started playing her ringtone, she picked up her phone and stared at the screen. The caller ID came up telling her it was Quinn calling, she didn't know what to do so she panicked and answered it.
"Hello" Brittany said so faintly it barely passed her lips.
"Britt?" Quinn was every bit as scared as Brittany was and it showed.
Brittany relaxed a little, "Yeah hey Q."
"OHMYGODBRITTANY," Quinn was talking so fast she was fumbling over her words.
"Quinn calm down okay breathe Quinn breathe."
"Sorry B, I just-just haven't talked to you in a while and I miss you."
Brittany sighed, "I miss you too." She really did miss all of them.
"So you asked how she was," Quinn wasn't playing around she had her little burst of happiness and now she had one mission, get these two together again. She saw how badly Santana missed Brittany and she was sure Brittany missed her just as much.
"Yes I did."
"Well I was hoping you could tell me everything that happened and everything that is going on side that crazy head of yours."
Brittany bit her lip and contemplated what all she should say.
"B…"
"Yeah um ok I'll tell you but then you have to tell me how she is. Deal?"
"Deal."
Brittany started off slowly then she lost control and word vomited all of it, every little detail from the airport all the way till Quinn called her, she didn't even leave out her psychological problems she's been having lately. When she was done she was panting and her jaw hurt from talking so much.
All Quinn could reply with was, "Wow."
Brittany was still trying to catch her breath.
"Um okay well I guess it's my turn now. Well she started off like we all expected, horrible. She didn't want to go to school, get out of bed, or even eat. We—"
"Wait who is 'we'?" Brittany interrupted.
"Oh the glee club."
"She's still in glee club?"
"Yeah actually I think it helped her a lot." Brittany didn't say anything so Quinn continued. "After a couple of weeks, she was better, well to the outside world she was better. From what she told me she would be normal during the day then go home and completely breakdown. One night I heard a knock on my door and one o'clock in the morning and it was her, evidently she had been crying her eyes out in the middle of the night and it woke up her parents and they suggested she see a therapist so she could get over you…," Brittany flinched at the words.
"…she fought with them and ran away and came to my house where she told me everything. She's still here."
"WAIT, she's there right now?" Brittany panicked.
"No she's at cheerios practice, but she'll be back soon so I'll finish the story quickly. She still cries in her sleep and has nightmares from when you ended it, in the middle of the night she'll cry and scream out your name followed by 'please don't leave me' it's heartbreaking Britt."
Brittany was crying now, "I know it is." She sniffled.
"…She still loves you though."
Brittany stopped crying and perked up at hearing that she sniffled again, "She does?"
"Yeah she just thought you found someone else and that's why you broke up with her."
"Oh God…I would nev…never do that to her." She started crying again.
"Britt listen okay, we need to fix this."
Brittany wiped her eyes, "I'm glad you want to help me but it's more of an I need to fix this."
"Okay well how can I help you fix this?"
They sat in silence brainstorming ideas. Minutes went by when Quinn suggested, "How about you surprise her on graduation, she would be walking across stage to get her diploma and you could be waiting on the other side."
Brittany thought about it, "Yeah that sounds good, but you have to keep it a secret of course but if she gets too bad I'll have to do something."
"Okay I'll do all I can to help her. Graduation is May 25 so you could fly in a day or two before and stay with one of the glee club girls."
"Yeah Tina or Mercedes will let me stay with them, and I graduate before you so I won't have a problem there. Sounds like this plan is going to work." Brittany smiled.
"Yeah B it sounds like it is. Well I'm glad to hear you are doing good and we'll have this ordeal fixed soon but I think I just heard a car door slam, so text me and let me know how you're doing and if our plan is going to work and I'll give you updates on her."
Brittany nodded her head and checked off her mental checklist, "Sounds good."
"Okay I guess bye-bye then—"
"Wait Quinn, um thank you."
"You're welcome B. Bye."
"Bye."
Brittany shut the phone and smiled ear to ear. She was making everything right and getting Santana back, she couldn't be any happier.
I feel like the next chapter will be the last one I might do an epilogue I don't know yet but thank you for reading and tell me what you think about their plan.
