And now, because I was so cruel to you in my last chapter update, I shall continue. I hope ya'll enjoy this new chapter 'cause I took a long time to make it the most perfect thing ever! Precious studying time for my exams stolen for my art.

Course, I don't normally study in the first place.

Ah, I studied, so I'm gonna get good scores and I will continue to post and do stuff on the web, so don't you worry!

And now that I am done talking, let's begin! Fic start!

ac-the-brain-supreme does not own Yugioh GX. She wishes she does. She wishes she was tri lingual as well so that she would understand spanish and japanese so that reading spanish fanfictions and watching japanese episodes weren't so difficult.


Judai's POV

It's so different.

I don't know why, but kissing Sho is so different from kissing Ryo. When I kiss Ryo, he instantly wants control. He always wants to be the one to slip his tongue into my mouth. He always wants to lean over me. My back hurts after some kisses. Ryo also needs a good chap stick too. It isn't that his lips are drier than a peice of burnt toast, but they just don't feel right. He also makes it hard to breathe sometimes. But with Sho, it is just...better. I don't know how else to explain it. His lips are just the perfect shape and tenderness. He isn't very controlling either, which makes things a little awkward since I'm so used to having to bend over backwards when I kiss. And Sho doesn't try to push his nose up mine, either.

When I kiss Sho, it is just an all-together better experience then when I kiss Ryo.

I hear the song end and I leave Sho's lips. His glasses are a little crooked, probably because he was shocked and I came at him pretty fast. Sho is also supporting himself on his elbows. Did I knock him over? I don't ask him. I just watch as Sho sits up and asjusts his glasses. There isn't much light out, but the few beams that do escape the house lighten Sho's face enough for me to see that he is blushing. Sho seems to find other things that are wrong with him and try to fix them. I smile. He's so cute.

Sho is looking at the stargazing platform for a minute. One and a half. Two. Finally, he looks up at me. "Th-That was some kiss" he says.

I smile. I'm about to agree and comment on it, when what two minutes of silence didn't deliver. The realization that I just cheated on my boyfriend. No, worse than that. I cheated on my boyfriend with his own brother. My old room mate. The boy who, right before he left, confessed to me that he loved me. Kami, what have I done? Sho reaches out for me, probably worried that I'm not saying anything. "Aniki," Sho whispers. I knock his hand away. Sho takes it back and places it under his mouth.

I can't stay up here. I stand up and try to get away, but I feel someone tug on my shirt. I turn and see Sho. "Aniki, is something wrong?" I slap Sho's hand away. It must have hurt some, because he's holding onto his hand which is turning red where I hit it. I stare at him and soon he stares back at me. I slowly begin to descend the stairway but Sho calls out again. I have to say something and against my better judgment, I nearly yell. "Just forget about what I just did. It was a mistake, okay? So, just forget about it." I run the rest of the way down the steps, stopping to catch my breath just as I hit the wrap around porch. And I hear it. It's faint but I'm sure of what I'm hearing.

The sound of sobs, coming from above.

I run my hand down my face and lean against a nearby wall. "Kami, why did I do that?" My first thought is, Because you are a lying, lower-than-dirt whore. I believe it, too. I mean, who else but a whore whould do that kind of thing? "Damn whore" I whisper.

"Hey," I hear someone say. I don't need to look up to see that it's K.C. "You okay, Yuki?"

I shake my head. "I don't feel like being out anymore."

"Why?" she asks. "My brother and his forget-a-lot friend paid enough attention to do this for you. You should be more grateful."

"Don't patronize me!" I shout as I stand up. I see the shocked look on her face before walking away. "Where's Hideki? I want to go home." K.C. doesn't answer me. I hear her walk away and up the creaky steps that lead to the platform. I sigh and walk into the house. I need to find Hideki. After all, he's my ride home.

Sho's POV

It was a mistake. He said it was a mistake. Nothing but a mistake. Something that I should forget about. God knows, he's probably forgotten about it. I pound a fist on the wooden floor I'm kneeling on. It's wet from the tears that I seem to have a surplus of nowadays. Somehow, no matter how much I cry I always have more to let out when I cry and more to cry about. I punch the floor again.

"How could you, Judai?" I whisper. No one is around to hear me. No one ever is. "How could you just do that?" I bend over so that my head is touching the floor below my knees. "How could you just kiss me and tell me it was an accident? You know how I feel, damn it." I sniffle a little before continuing. "You know that I love you." It's then that I all but bust out in tears.

Minutes pass by. Hell, for all I know hours have flown by, Makoto has left me, and the family that owns this house has been asleep for a while now. I don't know how much time has passed. All I know is that time has passed and someone has clearly heard me cry like a pitiful little kid. I hear the stairs creak, and that creak getting louder and louder. I feel the vibrations of whoever is coming up as they shake the stairs unknowingly. My worst fear is that it's Judai, come up to see if I'm okay. Or maybe it's worse. Maybe it's Onii-san. He wasn't here when I came up, but he could've come while I was up here. Maybe Judai told him what happened. Oh God, I don't want anyone to come up here. I just want to be left completely alone.

"Sho?" I look up. It's K.C. She's got a worried look on her face. She climbs the rest of the way up the stairs and sits next to me. "Are you okay, Sho?" she asks. Her arms wrap around me and pull me to her.

"It's not fair" I tell her, my verbal diarhea yet again make me vomit out information I would rather not have people know. "He kissed me and then said it was a mistake. Even though he knows how I feel about it. It's not fair." I begin to sob even harder into K.C.'s shirt. K.C. just sits there. She lets me cry out everything that I have kept bottled up inside me. I feel her hands rub my back and run through my hair. I start to calm from what she's doing. Pretty soon, my sobs have subsided and K.C. is asking me if I would want to go inside. I nod. She leads me down only one of the four flights that twist from the deck. K.C. pushes against the window, which pops open wide enough for us to climb inside.

"We need some light" K.C. says after she has closed the window. A desk lamp is switched on and I see some of the room K.C. has just taken me in. The carpet is light blue and the walls are white. The lamp that just got turned on was sitting on a desk that was neatly cluttered. The room is pretty much spotless. "This is my room" K.C. explains. She turns on the light that hangs from the ceiling. "Do you want anything? Hot chocolate? The cookies that we left up there."

K.C. means the cookies to be a joke, but I don't find anything funny about it. I just nod. "Yes please." K.C. shrugs and is ready to leave the room when I add, "Could you, maybe, send Makoto up?"

K.C. turns and says, "No problem."

Judai's POV

"You want to leave?" Hideki asks me. "Why? This party is for you, after all."

"Yeah, man" Jessah comments as she slumps her upper body over her boyfriend. "Do you know how much time and effort Hideki and Niki, the world's biggest slackers, took to--"

"I don't care right now! I just want to go home!" I tell them.

"Too bad!" Hideki announces. "My mom is working late tonight, so we have to wait until she is off of work."

I shake a little before turning away from my friends. "This sucks!" I shout. I stomp away from my friends until I find an empty room. It's the bathroom, so I just lock the door and sit on the toilet. My hands rub my forehead. Why did I kiss Sho? I'm going out with his brother, for Heaven's sake. Sho seemed so happy that I did kiss him. That just made everything worse. And I told him that it was a mistake. Oh, Kami, what the hell am I going to do.

"I can't tell Ryo" I say to myself. "I just can't. It'll break his heart."

I doubt that, somehow. Like, in the depths of my heart, I don't believe that Ryo would be very upset with my kissing his brother. Sure, I believe he'll get angry. Who wouldn't? But, I just don't think that he would be...sad. He just doesn't seem to be the kind who would be sad about anything. I hear someone knock on the door. I stand up and crack open the door. On the other side is a girl with black curls and violet eyes. "Uhm, hello? I really need to go" she says. I step out and let her in. She smiles and thanks me before closing the door. Maybe it wasn't a good idea to bum in a bathroom. People need to use those, after all.

Sho's POV

The door creaks open. I look and see Makoto peeking into the room. With sad eyes, she slowly walks in and stands in front of me. Her head is pointed down at the blue carpet and her arms are behind her back. I can tell her fingers are twitching. I can tell that she's nervous. Even though I can't really see her well through my tear-drenched eyes. I also took my glasses off to keep them from getting stained. Makoto blinks once or twice before saying, "I'm sorry, Aniki. I shouldn't have brought you to the party."

I shake my head. "No, you were trying to help me" I say. "Besides, it was kind of nice to get out of the house for a night."

"It was still not a good idea" Makoto says, rocking on her heels. I sniff and pat the bed, indicating her to sit down next to me. Makoto does so, but reluctantly and with guilt weighing down her shoulders. After she sits, her arms circle my torso and pull me to her. That places my head right underneath one of her boobs. I blink once or twice, then smile. My smile fades when she asks, "What happened?"

I'm silent. I don't want to tell her. It'll make her feel so horrible. "I don't want to talk about it" I say. And with that, she quiets.

Judai's POV

Waiting sucks. I'm a pretty impatient person, but right now I can't stand the thought that I have to just sit here and wait for my ride to get out of work and come. I can't stand the slow ticking of the clock above my head. I need to find something to do to pass time, but I don't want to do anything. I don't know what to do, even though I want to know. Kami, why does my life have to be so confusing. I hear someone cough. I turn my head to the left and see the girl who wanted to get into the bathroom. She smiles at me. "Hi" she says politely. "My name is Pippa."

I nod at her. "I'm Judai." Pippa nods at me. She stares at me and I stare at her. I look down at the floor, her eyes falling on my shoulder. We stay in our respective positions until she decides to sit down next to me. We fall into a silence again. I glance at Pippa. Her hands are playing with the fingers on the other hand. Her left foot is moving up and down on the tile floor in the kitchen. Her head is pointed upwards and her violet eyes keep shifting from me to the ceiling. I look back to the floor, for it is wise and will answer all my questions in life. Then I hear her say something. I look back up at her. "What?"

"I said that we have a mutual acquaintance" she repeats.

I think that she must be talking about Jessah. She knows most everybody in her school, and I remember seeing Pippa and Jessah together before in the same uniform. I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't remember me. I grunt, "Yeah."

Pippa nods. "Yeah" she whispers. "I asked Jessah who you were, and she told me who you were and that you were dating Ryo." She looks at me straight in the eye. Pippa shrugs. "I didn't know he had turned gay after we broke up."

I sit up. "You and Ryo were...a couple?"

"Yeah" Pippa says. "I went to school with his little brother, Sho. We were in the same class. I remember the first day I met Ryo. He was standing with his friends and I was staring at him. He looked at me and my heart stopped. The world seemed to dissappear when our eyes met. Then he walked over and, in front of the entire school, he asked me if I wanted to go to a movie that night." I stare up at Pippa. Why is she telling me this? I mean, wouldn't a girl be angry that someone else was dating their old flame? I know I would. Pippa snaps out of the trance she's placed herself in. "A-Anyway, I went out with him and afterwards he was such a gentleman to me. I never really paid much attention to Sho before I went out with Ryo, but I started hanging out with Sho. He was so nice. I'm sort of guilty that I ended my friendship with him after Ryo and I broke up."

I blink. Guilty? "What happened?"

Pippa stares into her lap. Her hands are placed neatly in each other. "One night, when we were alone in his home, Ryo took me up to his room. We started to make out on his bed and he was really getting into it. I was kind of enjoying it too, but then he unhooked my bra. I told him to stop, but he wouldn't. I told him again, more forcefully this time, but he wouldn't. I had to kick him in the stomach to get Ryo to leave me alone. I got off of the bed and looked at Ryo. He was so angry. It scared me. I ran the whole way to the bus stop to get the bus that drove by my house." Pippa sighs. "The next school day he walked up to me and told me that we were through. Then he just walked off."

I'm shaking. "Judai," Pippa asks, "has Ryo ever pressured you?" I shake my head, unable to say my lie. "Well, you should just say 'no' if he ever does. I remember seeing him with three other girls in the two weeks before I transferred schools." I nod again.

Three other girls? The thought reverberates through my mind. Three other girls? He was with three girls in two weeks? What if he slept with them? And those are just the two weeks after Pippa. Who knows how many girls he was with in three weeks, or a month. And what about guys? And what about before Pippa? Ryo's told me that he's had boyfriends and girlfriends before me, but he's never told me whether he's slept with any of them. And I've never asked. I...I can't believe this. There has to be a different Ryo. Pippa couldn't have been talking about the same Ryo who loves me. He told me he loves me, after all. Ryo has to be telling the truth. He just has to.

Jessah skips into the kitchen at this point in time. Pippa and I watch as our tall, blonde friend digs through the frige and pulls out a few bottles of vodka. She pours a third of one bottle into the sink, then the next third into a punch bowl she pours punch mix into the bowl and stirs it up until everything is evenly mixed. Then, she pours most of another bottle of vodka into the sink again, repeating with another three bottles. Jessah turns to Pippa and I, who are staring at her like she is crazy. "What?" Jessah asks.

Sho's POV

"Mom, someone got into your vodka stash!" K.C. tells her mom over the phone after Jessah comes up to the room and tells K.C. that everything is ready. The entire room hears K.C.'s mother start shouting. K.C. tries to tell her mom what has happened, but the older woman on the other end tells K.C. to get everyone out of the house. "I tried Mom, but they wouldn't listen." K.C.'s mother doesn't want to hear any of it and if K.C. isn't able to get anyone out, then she will have to just come home and do it herself. The dial tone fills the room and K.C. turns off the phone. She smiles. "Well, this way it won't be embarrassing for you to have to have your Mom come and get you."

Makoto shakes her head. "You're horrible, Kace."

"I'm helpful" K.C. tells the younger blonde girl.

"Besides, Yuki wants to leave" Jessah informs us. "Now, he can have his wish."

"Why do you guys call him Yuki?" I ask without thinking. "His name's Judai, after all." The room looks at me. I start to blush.

"Really?" Makoto asks.

"Yuki is his last name" K.C. explains to my confused cousin. Makoto nods and understands. K.C. turns to me and raises an eyebrow. She opens her mouth to ask me something, but Makoto beats her to the punch. "Kami! Judai Yuki?! That's the guy who totally left you in the dust! Your old room mate, right?" Makoto grabs my shoulders. "What the hell did he do to you?!" I shake my head. Makoto shakes me harder. "Tell me, damn it!"

K.C. and Jessah pulls Makoto off of me. "You're gonna give the kid a concussion" Jessah tells Makoto. Makoto is trembling. She shakes her head side to side, small dropletts of tears falling from her closed eyes. Makoto sniffs and looks me straight in the eye. "Aniki, I don't want you near Judai anymore than you need to be. I don't want you to get hurt anymore!" Makoto runs out of the room, still crying.

I start to feel a little guilty. But I can't feel guilty for very long, because K.C. and Jessah turns to me in a second and begin to interrogate me. "What happened?" "You go to school with Yuki?" "What does Makoto mean?" "Do we need to beat him up for you?" I smile and try to ignore their questions by hiding my head underneath the pillow.

Judai's POV

Pippa and I have gone into a conversation when an angry blonde girl runs through one of the doors that enter the kitchen. Her chest heaves with the breaths she is struggling to get down her throat. The blonde girl looks left and right, her gaze settling on me. She approaches me, tear tracts running down her face and a scowl on her lips. "You bastard!" she shouts just before she punches me in the face. There is so much force behind her punch that I fall out of my chair. "What the hell did you do to him?" she shouts as she jumps on me and just starts to wail on me. Pippa tries to pull the girl off of me, but gets hit in the stomach.

At that moment, a woman with firey red hair slams open the door that connects outside to the kitchen. Makoto ignores the woman and continues to punch me until the woman pulls Makoto off. "What the-- What are you doing?" the woman asks. Makoto struggles for a minute longer before falling apart in tears in the woman's torso. I sit up and rub the bruises that lie under my shirt. Another woman walks through the door. This woman, I can tell instantly, is Ryo and Sho's mother. Her hair is the same shade of blue as Ryo's and her eyes are the same bright silver color as Sho's. The red-haired woman looks at the new woman who walked into her home. "Um," Ryo and Sho's mother starts, "I'm here to pick up my son and neice."


And now, because a reviewer got confused, I'm going to map out the OCs that count!

The Ones You've Met

K.C.--she's gonna be getting much more important as the story goes on. she's got a lot to teach, after all.

Autumn (Judai's mom)--she's his effin mother for crying out loud...

The Ones You Sort of/Haven't Met

Starr (Sho and Ryo's mom)--see above OC

Jeremiah (Sho and Ryo's uncle mother's side )--he won't be speaking much, but he will still be pretty important.

And that's all of them. I'm going to try to keep it to these OCs. You'll probably see Makoto and Judai's friends pop up every once in a while, but you really need to keep tabs on these four.

Hope ya'll enjoyed the chapter! Review and come back next time! Later!