Edward's Departure

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When Rosalie and Evie had returned from their hunt they found Esme waiting for them in the living room.

"It looks serious." Rosalie whispered as she noticed the tension in the air, "I wonder if Bella's gone and done something stupid." She added in distain.

"Hello girls." Esme greeted them calmly although she was fraught with worry. She was worrying most about Edward, who was leaving home for the second time in eighty years. And then about Bella as Alice had left to make sure she couldn't carry out anything she was thinking, and then last of all Evie, who had now become "the other woman".

This family was beginning to fall apart at the seams.

"What's wrong Esme?" Rosalie asked as she took a seat next to her, Evie followed suit as she felt a lead weight drop into her stomach. It had to be something to do with her and Edward, intuition screamed it at her.

"Edward is leaving home for a while." She told them both solemnly.

"What? Why?" Rosalie asked as her eyes flickered from Esme over to Evie who had now become a mute.

In her silence Evie felt like she'd driven Edward away from his home and his family, and more importantly Bella. How could she have done that? It was all going horribly wrong.

"He told Bella what happened today." Esme informed them with a frown. "He needs to go away and think about who he is going to spend the rest of his life with."

"He told her?" Rosalie asked aghast, "I thought he'd take longer than this. How did Bella react?"

"Alice had to go to the house and intervene. Bella was having some unsavoury thoughts about provoking Edward into biting her."

"But why does he need to go away? Why can't he stay here and make his decision?"

"He doesn't want to be around Bella or Evie; he doesn't want either of them to influence his choice."

"But Evie wouldn't influence him to pick her! This is stupid."

"He's more afraid that Evie will try to convince him that he's better off with Bella."

"Oh..."

All three women sat in silence as a clock ticked the seconds by in the background.

"Do you know where he's going?" Evie finally spoke up.

She couldn't let him leave without saying her piece, she had to say something before he left, something that he could think about whilst he was away. It was her last chance.

"He won't tell any of us where he's heading. He fears you or Bella may try and look for him."

"If he wants to be alone I understand that. I wouldn't try and go looking for him." She told Esme sincerely.

"I think it's Bella he's more worried about, she's taken rash decisions before."

"Where is he now?"

"He's upstairs saying goodbye to the boys. Carlisle said his earlier, I'm sure Alice made hers when she saw his decision to leave."

"Do you think he'd mind me saying goodbye?" Evie asked apprehensively.

"I don't think he would mind at all." Esme replied warmly.

Both Rosalie and Evie rose from the couch and made their way slowly to the stairs. Evie was nervous; she didn't know exactly what she was going to say, but how many times had she tried to make her own point clear?

Bella was the one Edward should be with; she shouldn't even be included in the equation, but for some reason she was. For some reason Edward did love her back, even though he was in love with Bella at the same time. It made no sense, but maybe love shouldn't make sense.

To argue her point, she thought of Bella. He loved her didn't he? And she was supposed to be the prey. That didn't make sense either, but he loved her all the same. Maybe he just had tendencies to fall for women that he shouldn't. Evie wasn't sure. Edward's mind was so clouded these days she didn't know what he was thinking.

Rosalie held Evie's hand as they walked; she guessed that Evie needed some moral support. She knew that out of all of the siblings that she was probably the only one that thought that Edward was better off with Evie. She knew that Alice was definitely on Bella's side there was no doubt about that, but she wasn't sure whose side Emmett and Jasper were on.

She'd have to ask them privately whilst Evie was saying her goodbyes. Then she'd be able to determine what the house was going to be like until Edward came back with his final decision. It would be frosty between Alice and Evie anyway she supposed.

As they approached Edward's room Rosalie gave Evie's hand a squeeze and she gave her a reassuring look.

"Make it good." She smiled.

Evie knocked on the door and it opened in silence. Jasper and Emmett were looking morose, but they didn't look angry when they looked over in her direction, Evie exhaled a little at this. Knowing that they weren't angry with her brought a little more confidence to get through life here without Edward.

"Good luck Edward." Emmett said pulling his brother into a hug. "You'll make the right decision."

Evie cringed, why couldn't he see that Bella was the right decision? Why was he isolating himself from everyone? She should be the one leaving, not him.

He took a step back and let Jasper have his final words.

"No matter what happens, we're behind you a hundred per cent. Even Alice."

"Thanks Jasper." Edward replied as he hugged him. It was nice to know that they were all with him whatever happened. It was going to be hard enough losing one person in his life, he didn't want to lose his family either; at least that was one worry off of his mind.

The boys both left the room, but Emmett hovered at the doorway for Rosalie. She turned to look at him and gave a curt nod before walking up to Edward.

"Be smart." She told him. "You know there's only one person who can truly make you happy, and she's standing in this room right next to me. Evie is perfect for you and you know it. You're just scared that Bella will be broken beyond repair if you pick Evie, but she's human. She's got everything else going for her. The other people in her life will make sure she's ok. Don't worry about her, just follow your heart."

"You're not supposed to be biased Rose." Edward replied knowing full well that Rosalie had never warmed to Bella.

"I'm allowed to have my opinion and I have the right to share it." She stated before aiming her next comment at Evie "I just thought someone should fight for Evie for once seeing as she's determined to let you go off with Bella without a fight."

"Thank you for your concern, but the reason I'm going away is to make sure I don't make a biased answer."

"It's just food for thought." She replied innocently "Take care wherever you're going. Try not to run into any werewolves on the way, you never know...Bella may have run to the dog for some sympathy."

"Thanks for your optimism."

"Hell hath no fury like a woman cheated on." She reminded him with a smile.

Rosalie kissed him on the cheek and walked away leaving Evie and Edward alone together; Evie looked back at the door to find that Rosalie had closed it on the way out to give them a little privacy. She was thankful for that; it allowed her to say her own goodbyes privately.

The room was silent as she turned back to look at him and they kept their eyes on each other, only blinking when they really needed to.

Evie wasn't sure where to start and Edward didn't know what she was going to say.

She took a step forward and took his hand, she wasn't sure if she should really make any contact but she went with her gut instinct, if there was any time to show him how she felt it was now.

"Edward..." she started as she began to look towards the floor. "You know you're making this choice harder than it should be."

He stood in silence and used his other hand to extend a finger to raise her chin so she could face him. She looked into his darkening topaz eyes and felt sadness run through her. All she could think about was how all this mess was her fault. She shouldn't have come back; she should've stayed away forever.

"You made the right choice in coming back to me." He told her as he looked back into her bright amber eyes; he could see the surprise in them as he'd been able to hear her thoughts for the first time ever. But he found that he didn't like what he heard, all he could hear were her regrets for everything that had happened. This made him unhappy.

"How is any of this right? Why was my return the right thing to do?" Evie sighed; she could see no light at the end of this tunnel.

"It was right because when you came back it was one of the happiest days of my life. My best friend had come back, the person I thought I'd lost forever returned to me. You made me realise that I loved you, more than a sister, more than a friend. I came to realise that I love you with everything I had described before. I began to recognise that putting you to the back of my thoughts for all these years had made me miss you more that I would like to admit. My heart broke the day you left us for Denali and I don't think I'd ever become whole until you came back."

"My heart broke that day too, but you were made whole again by Bella, not me. She made you love again. But now, this entire realisation...it's messed you and Bella up; and it shouldn't have happened. You were happy till I showed up. I ruined everything you've built with her in the last three years. I shouldn't have opened my mouth."

"You have nothing to be sorry for." He pushed a strand of hair behind her ear and she felt her skin tingle. She shouldn't be enjoying this; she should be preparing to leave again, to leave him and Bella in peace. "I'm the one who kissed you, not the other way round. I did it because I found that you could make me happier than I've ever been; I was the one who ruined the last three years I built up. I'm the one to blame; you are a victim in my crime of passion."

But Evie couldn't say she felt like a victim, she felt like she'd brainwashed him into thinking that she was the right person for him. However, there was a little ray of hope that burst through; this was the reason she stuck around, just in case he did choose her. Just in case she was the one he was intended to be with all along. It was a long shot but there was a possibility.

"But I was the one who started it all." Evie argued "If I'd never told you that I was in love with you then nothing would've changed."

"Are you telling me you'd rather me not know that you loved me?" Edward asked seriously as he stroked her cold cheek with his forefinger.

"If it had kept you happy then yes." She answered honestly. All that mattered was that he was happy; whether he was with Bella or her, she didn't care.

He was all that mattered.

"What makes you happy?" he asked quietly, looking deeper into her eyes for the answer.

She hesitated and looked away from his penetrating gaze. She couldn't do this; it would count as influencing his decision.

"Do I make you happy?" Edward asked without needing to hear her thoughts.

"I can't answer that question." She replied fighting the tears as she tried to pull away from his grasp. It wouldn't work, he was stronger than her, and she didn't really want to leave the comfort of his hands. It would mean he would have to leave to start his journey of discovery, and he'd only return when he had decided the outcome of his ponderings.

"Before I go, just answer me. Do I make you happy?" he asked urgently.

"You make me the happiest person in the world." She told him heatedly as the words flowed from her mouth, "when I'm with you I feel like the world around me disappears and it's just us, like when we were on the meadow. I couldn't be a happier person if I tried when I'm around you. And these moments we spend alone together I treasure, because there's always the nagging reminder that when you choose Bella, they're going to be the only good things I can hold onto to remember the time I spent with you when I have to leave again."

"I'm sorry I'm hurting you with my indecision Eve."

"Its character building isn't it?" she tried to smile but failed; sorrow was tugging at her heartstrings.

"Don't try and laugh your way out of this, I want to know everything you feel."

"If you choose her I can't stay." She informed him "I can't stay here when she's won, it will hurt too much."

"If that's what you've decided I can't stop you."

"But you'll have to do one thing for me if you choose her."

"Anything."

"Change her." Evie told him, "Then she can be the Bella you can kiss just like you can with me. Don't worry about her newborn status when you change her, she's strong one. She'll be back to normal in a week I estimate. She won't be "the stranger" for long."

"Evie I can't..."

"No more excuses Edward. You wouldn't kill her; she means more to you than a hungry stomach. That's why you didn't suck her dry when you saved her from James' venom. This time won't be any different from the last, and you'll know that this time you really do well and truly love her more than anything else in the world."

"You believe that?"

"Wholeheartedly I do."

"Deal; if I choose Bella then I change her."

"You best get going. Thinking is the longest process in the world and we want you to come back soon." Evie said in a business-like tone.

At least Bella wouldn't have to worry about staying human for much longer; Edward would do it now she had reassured him. She'd spoken about all his fears and challenged them with her solutions. He had no excuse not to now.

"Can you do me one thing before I go?" Edward questioned almost apprehensively.

"Of course I will."

"Will you kiss me before I go?"

"I can't..."

"Yes you can. If this is your last chance you might as well take it."

"You've decided then?"

"No. But will you? It's my request for you."

"You request me to kiss you?"

"Please, I don't want to forget that feeling we had yesterday. It's a craving stronger than Bella's blood." He admitted.

As Evie complied to his wish, she hesitantly closed her eyes and leant forward. Her body was now buzzing in anticipation and sorrow; this could be the last kiss she'd ever have with him, so she'd better make the moment last.

As soon as her lips touched his, the same feelings as last time came flowing back, there was urgency, there was wanting, but this time it was uninterrupted. Only they could break away from each other and this action was proving a hard feat for the both of them.

Edward had to go sometime, he had break away, but he didn't want to. Nothing had felt more perfect in his life than this moment, this beautiful, sweet and seemingly chaste moment.

But it was Evie who stepped back.

"You need to go." She told him breathlessly.

He looked at her hurt, but he understood what she meant. He had to leave now before she became heartbroken at his departure just like Bella was. He couldn't build up her expectations only to have them all fall down on top of her if he came back and decided to stay with Bella. It wasn't fair to Evie.

In a blink of an eye he was gone. He'd walked out of her life like she had his seventy years ago. The process was coming round full circle it would seem. One member of the family had left and when they returned, another left. So when Edward returned would Evie have to leave? Only fate knew the answer at this moment in time.

--

Thursday morning had rolled around and Bella woke in Alice's arms. She'd been hoping that she'd dreamed all of what happened last night, but it seemed she hadn't. Her world without Edward was once again real; the nightmare had become reality for a second time. Only now Evie was here to remind her that Edward was gone, it was all Evie's fault.

None of it had been Edward's fault, he'd been happy; he'd been contented...until she'd showed up. Now everything had fallen apart because of her, and she hated Evie more than ever. How Bella would've loved to tell Jacob what Evie had done, she relished the thought that he'd tear her into pieces and then Edward wouldn't need to choose, she'd be the only one left.

"No matter what Evie's done, don't you think that's a little unfair Bella?" Alice asked as she saw the possibilities of murder run flash through Bella's mind.

These thoughts were the only things that kept Bella going at the moment. It was the only thing that stopped her from falling apart because her boyfriend had gone and left again to confront his inner demons. It was the only thing that kept her human.

"If she'd kissed Jasper are you're telling me you wouldn't fight her to the death?"

"Maybe I would." Alice admitted, "But she didn't kiss him did she?"

"Well I'm a human so I'd be useless against her; I'd only be using my other weapons." She replied airily. "Unless we even up the playing field."

"Do you know how much trouble I'd get in if I did that?" Alice gasped.

"It's a risk I'm willing to take."

"You have got a serious death wish Isabella Swan. Come on, let's get you to school."

As they pulled up in the car park Alice spotted Jasper standing with Evie. He looked nervous and she looked apologetic. Alice was sure they wouldn't be able to keep this scene from everyone else's eyes.

"What is she doing here?" Bella hissed as she seethed in anger.

"Keeping up the act, I guess." Alice replied as she placed a hand on Bella's shoulder to try and calm her, it had no effect whatsoever.

They both got out the car and Jasper hurried over to Alice, as he tried to keep the emotions peaceful Evie blocked them, it was as if she wanted Bella to create a scene.

"Bella I'm so sorry." She started "I never meant for any of this to happen, he loves you, you're the one he's going to pick."

"You're not sorry." Bella spat, "I bet you were jumping for joy when you manipulated him into kissing you. You must've distracted him into thinking it was me he was kissing. He wouldn't kiss you, he loves me."

Evie's anger had been sparked, she'd tried to say sorry but Bella had thrown it back in her face, what had made it even was worse was then Bella had insulted her by insinuating that she'd have to manipulate Edward to even stand a chance. That had been the last straw.

"Why did he leave then huh?" she shouted back. "If he loved you and only you, then why did he leave to think about who he wants?"

"Stop this, the both of you." Jasper interrupted "we know you're both hurting, but starting a fight isn't going to bring him back is it?"

"If she wasn't so blind sighted by herself then I wouldn't have said anything." Evie replied as she stared at Bella.

"If she hadn't returned then none of this would've happened." Bella retorted. "Why don't you leave now if you know he's gonna pick me? It'd save us all this trouble."

"That would make your day wouldn't it? Aren't you used to a bit of healthy competition Isabella? Maybe he's left so he can think about how he can let you down gently."

"My.name.is.Bella." She said through clenched teeth "and you're no competition Evelyn, you're just a skinny sixteen year old that he felt sorry for because she had no one else in the world."

"I'd rather he feel sorry for me than be frightened to let himself go with me." Evie managed to slip in before Alice had to step in.

"What are you? Five?" Alice shouted unable to take anymore. Half the school had shown up to watch them scream at each other. "I'm sick of this arguing! Get to class! Bella you're with me and Evie you're with Jasper. You are not allowed to speak to each other unless I say so. You got it?"

"That would be fabulous." Evie replied as she stormed off towards English, Jasper rolled his eyes and followed her after kissing Alice on the cheek. He wondered how long this would have to go on for; he was already getting tired of it.

"I hate her Alice! I hate her so much." Bella yelled in frustration.

"I think the feeling is now mutual." Alice told her "Evie's decided on switching her classes at break so you'll only have to put up with her for two lessons."

"That's too long." She moaned as they started walking towards English.

"Just ignore her and you'll be fine."

"Easier said than done."

"Please just do it for me. Jasper and I will be tearing our hair out soon if you two are at each other's throats all the time."

"Fine." Bella agreed, although the thoughts about getting Jacob to commit murder were looking pretty good right about now.

"I'll see you at break, and stop thinking that." Alice scolded.

Bella entered the class and found the seat next to Angela vacant, it looked like Ben was ill, so she went and sat down next to her.

Angela didn't ask where Edward was, it seemed the whole school now knew that he had disappeared, due to the informative argument at the front of the school. Bella knew that soon enough the questions would come, but for now she was safe, Angela didn't pry.

"So you and the new girl have really hit it off." Angela whispered as they were supposed to be listening to the teacher.

"She's Edward's cousin. We don't really see eye to eye." Bella informed her friend as she wrote down the essay question that was now written on the board.

"His cousin? But didn't you say that he kissed her?" Angela asked with her eyes wide open in shock.

"They're very distant cousins." Bella replied as she turned her head and looked at Evie with scorn.

Before she knew what was happening, Evie had taken her out of the classroom and thrown her against the wall.

"I tried everything, and I mean everything to get him to stay with you and change you." She hissed as pinned Bella's shoulders to the cold surface. The smell of blood was so strong that Evie thought it would overwhelm her, so she had to make this quick. "But he wouldn't listen to my pleas. He kissed me and it felt so right to him that he didn't want to stop. It was only when Alice saw us in a vision that he had to stop and explain himself to her." Bella remained silent, afraid to move. She didn't want to listen, she didn't want to know what Evie had done yesterday with Edward, but it was so captivating that she couldn't help but listen intently. "I didn't mean for him to fall in love with me Bella, I really didn't. But you can't threaten him to get your way; he might choose you in the end, but remember...he might choose you out of guilt because he doesn't want you to do anything stupid. Could you really be with him knowing that your emotional blackmail kept him from doing what he really wants? I mean didn't you use those kinds of tactics before? Don't you remember how guilty you felt knowing that you'd made him stay for your own happiness? Doesn't his happiness matter to you at all?"

Evie saw the fear and realisation in Bella's eyes and knew that she was slowly getting through to her.

"All I wanted for Edward was to stay happy, no matter how much it hurt me. So I said to him that if you are the one he picks then he has to turn you into a vampire. So before you think anything else about me just remember that I'm the one you have to thank when you finally get your way."

She released Bella from her grasp and returned her to the classroom; no one had noticed their disappearance, they were all getting on with plans for their essays.

Evie walked over to her seat at the back and started working on her plan as she let the class return to normal; Bella had sat shakily down next to Angela and started staring off into space.

She didn't know what to think now. Was she really that selfish towards Edward? She thought back to the night of the newborns and remembered using emotional blackmail to get him to stay, it was a selfish act but she'd only done it keep him safe, she couldn't bear to lose him.

That's all she was doing this time, right? Using a little emotional blackmail to stop her from losing him, that wasn't wrong, was it? He was happy enough with her wasn't he? He wouldn't choose her out of fear of her life; he'd choose her out of love. Evie had just been trying to unsettle her, trying to get her into a state of worry again, trying to distract her into thinking that Evie had a chance with him.

Evie didn't have a chance did she? Was all her so called selflessness really going to change his mind? Was Evie really the right person for him because she put his happiness before her own? Was she –

"Oh my god Bella!" Angela shouted as she pointed at her face. "Your nose is bleeding!"

Bella looked down at her white cotton t-shirt and saw that it was stained with blood. She looked over at Evie who was holding her breath and her eyes open with worry.

"Miss Weber, please take Miss Swan to the nurse." The teacher ordered lazily.

"Come on Bella; just try not to look at it. Pinch your nose, it will stop the bleeding."

As she complied with Angela's demands they walked out back into the hall where she'd just been with Evie. It was all a blur as she walked to the nurse's office; she could hear Mike's voice in the background fussing over her, telling her that everything would be ok. But none of it mattered. All that mattered now were the words that Evie had spoken, Bella was starting to see herself in a different perspective, and she didn't like what she was beginning to see.

She saw Alice approach the office and Mike and Angela decided to step out the room. As they walked out they discussed their calculus homework in loud tones so they didn't listen in on the conversation.

"What happened this time? You didn't get in a fight in the middle of the lesson with Evie did you?" she asked suspiciously with her hands on her hips.

"No. We didn't fight. She took me out into the hallway to give me some home truths." Bella replied in an empty voice.

"What did she say?" Alice enquired worriedly.

"That I'm using emotional blackmail to make Edward choose me so I can keep myself happy."

"That's not true at all!"

"Are you sure? Because I'm starting to think that she's right. I mean I was thinking of drawing blood so he could bite me last night! What kind of screwed up person am I?"

"You don't want to lose him. You panicked, you were thinking of something to make him stay. But you didn't carry it out, did you?"

"I would have if you hadn't intervened." Bella told her now ashamed.

"Evie's played dirty too."

"How? She's told Edward that if he chooses me he has to change me into a vampire. Don't you think that that's pretty selfless of her?"

"Sure, but she knows that Edward doesn't want to change you, so wouldn't that make him sway in her favour?"

"She was sincere about fighting for me, I know she was."

"You hated her this morning...what's changed?"

"I've seen the monster I've become. I don't want Edward to choose me because I've thrown a tantrum and forced his hand. I want him to choose me because I make him happiest. That's all Evie's been trying to do."

"Bella, this is your guilt complex kicking in. What you're saying is out of the guilt she's making you feel. You've only acted out of human instinct; you shouldn't be ashamed of that."

"From now on, whatever happens, I've only got myself to answer to."

"This is crazy. I think you've short circuited your brain. Maybe you still haven't recovered from the panic attack, we should get you home." Alice told her as she took Bella's arm and led her to the truck.

"No Alice. I want to stay here; I need to keep my normal routine, just in case."

"In case what?"

"In case he decides he wants to be with Evie, I need to prepare myself."

"Don't tell me you're giving up now?"

"I'm not giving up. This is called acceptance. Let's go, I've missed first lesson I don't want to miss anymore. My attendance is going to look dreadful soon enough."

After an agitated sigh Alice followed Bella to her next class, luckily she was in this one so she could keep an eye on her. As they walked along Alice knew that this 'acceptance Bella' was wrong. She deduced that Bella was only acting like this because Evie had pointed out her biggest flaw, and now Bella was reflecting on it big time.

She needed to snap out of it otherwise she really would do something stupid soon.

--

Bella had decided to sit with her other friends at lunch today instead of sitting with the Cullen's. She'd decided she was better off distancing herself from them in case Edward decided to stay here with Evie. She couldn't sit there with them whilst he was with her...that would push her over the edge.

Evie sat down next to Jasper and Alice was sitting diagonally across from her.

"Look what you've done." Alice hissed.

"What have I done?" Evie asked casually.

"Bella isn't sitting with us." Alice pointed out.

"She has got other friends you know; maybe she wanted to take a break from you."

"I doubt it. We're her only link to Edward, why would she want to avoid that?"

"You think just because I told her exactly what she's like, she's gone and abandoned you?"

Jasper let out and exaggerated groan as the arguing began again, he was starting to get a headache.

"She thinks he's going to pick you."

"No one knows who he's going to pick. I think he's gonna pick her, she thinks he's gonna pick me. It's fifty, fifty. Surely you've seen what the outcome is."

"He hasn't decided yet, it's only been half a day. And the reason I'm annoyed with you is because she took your words too seriously. Bella is preparing herself for defeat."

"Maybe she should." Alice looked at Evie wide eyed as if she were going to explode with anger. "I mean what if she was going around like she was this morning thinking that he was going to chose her and then he didn't. She'd be completely crushed Alice, you couldn't even bring her back from the despair. At least this way Bella will be shielding herself from most of the blow. It's going to hurt her but she'd already prepared for it."

"This isn't the right way to go about it. She can't lose hope before the answer has even been revealed, it's twisted and wrong."

"All I've been doing since I got here was build up my shield, I had to accept that they were together but he went and changed it all by kissing me."

"Don't bring Edward into this! This is your fault and your fault alone."

"I've had enough of this, when did it become Evie bashing day? I'm going home to talk to Rosalie." Evie informed them both as she snatched her tray from the table and walked towards the bin.

"You're only going to her because she'll massage your ego!" Alice shouted at the retreating vampire.

Jasper put a hand on her shoulder and let peace float around her.

"Thank you." She smiled. "I hope Edward comes back soon, I can't take anymore of this and it's only been a day."

"He'll come home when he's good and ready. We'll just have to take each day as it comes." He replied as he kissed her on the forehead.

--

Edward was in China when he finally made his decision.

It had been a week of thorough soul searching and he finally knew who he wanted to be with.

As he raced back to Forks only one face ran through his mind.

This was the face of his soul mate.

What a horrible little cliffhanger i've left you with...and what makes it worse is that i'm taking my A-levels this week so i won't be able to write until next week (shock horror!)

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