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Random note: This chapter is inspired by the song If Walls Could Talk by Celine Dion.

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Beautiful Blue Eyes

Summary: Sequel to Hearse; Eli and I are together now,and more drama has boiled since our relationship started, but when we're alone, pleasure is something that I expect to happen...even if it means that I must do something in return...

[C H A P T E R .10.]
I f .walls could. T a l k (Pt. 2)

"No, I'm not busy next week."

My eyes slowly drifted open to the sound of someone talking. Through the dim lighting of the purple black light, I can see someone pacing back and forth in the room. I'm positive that they're talking on the phone.

"What? You can't next week?"

I rubbed the sleep from my eyes, and I finally realized that it was Eli talking on the phone. He sat down at the foot of the bed, and I watched as he rubbed the back of his head. From the sound of his voice and how he was answering to the other person, I could tell that he was dissapointed. I slowly crawled up to him, and wrapped my arms around his shoulders. Eli jumped slightly. He looked over to find it was just me, I smiled softly at him. Eli kissed the back of my hand then slowly got up to pace the room again.

"Will you stop making excuses? Just tell me you don't want to see me." Eli said, his voice sounding like he was trying to hold back the pain he felt.

"...Fine, I'll talk to you tomorrow." Eli hung up his phone, and I jumped a bit when he tossed it across his room. It landed somewhere near his computer desk.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"I'm fine. I didn't mean to wake you." Eli crawled into bed, and his back was turned towards me.

"Eli?" I placed a hand on his shoulder and he moved it. I felt my heart sink a bit. I lay down on the bed, my back facing his. I felt the bed move a little, and I was soon surrounded by warmth; Eli wrapped his arm around my waist, and pulled me close to his chest. His lips ghost against my ear, and he said, "I'm sorry." I turned around and I cuddled against his chest. I lifted my head to look up at him, and I said, "It's okay." Eli rubbed the back of my head, and he held me close to his chest; I could hear his heart beat. It was fast and slow at the same time.

I smiled, as Eli ran his fingertips up and down my spine, sending chills all over my body. Eli reached around and lifted my chin up, looking at me through the dim lighting of the black light; his eyes never looked more gorgeous. He ran his thumb back and forth over my cheekbone. Looking at him, I couldn't help it, I leaned up uncontrollably and kissed him on the lips. Eli cupped my cheek and he wrapped his free arm around me. I moved my body on top of his and continued to kiss him. I pushed my tongue passed his teeth and enjoyed the taste of his mouth. Eli placed his hands on my hips, and he caressed them through the shorts I borrowed from him.

I kissed his neck. When I gently placed my lips on a certain spot on his neck, Eli gasped. I smirked mentally, and started to tease that part where the shoulder meets the neck, placing small butterfly kisses here and there. Eli clenched the shorts, and he moaned when I started to nip and suck gently on his skin. I pulled away from his neck, and moved back up to his lips.

"Tease." He said against mine.

"I'm sorry." I responded honestly. Eli leaned up to kiss me and I slowly pulled my head back. Eli leaned up again and I pulled away again, a smile playing at my lips. Eli smirked and switched our positions so he was now on top of me. He moved his head down and placed small kisses on my neck. I felt his tongue lick up and down my vein and then he licked the hallow of my throat. It felt weird but good at the same time. Eli lifted my shirt up and left it just above my breasts. He kiss around and in between my breasts, occasionally switching to small bites. I moaned when he swirled his tongue slowly around my nipple, causing my chest to arch up against him. Eli knew what I liked, and just by the sounds of my small moans. He reached up and groped my neglected breast. I moaned a little bit louder that time as he switched breasts, giving the other the same treatment.

I watched as he kissed down my stomach. His tongue dipped into my navel, then I suddenly realized that Eli was traveling lower. His teeth pulled at the waist band of my shorts causing them to slip down to my thighs, leaving me in my panties, and I started to grab random things.

"Are you okay Clare?" He asked, his head just above my sensitive spot.

"I-um...what are you-

"I'm going to-

"Don't answer that. I'm sorry. I'm just...nervous." I said, a little bit embarrassed. Eli said, "If you don't want me to go any further, you tell me okay?" I nodded.

"Is it okay?" He asked me. And once again, I nodded. I mean what's there to hide? He's already felt down there. I let my thoughts invade my head, causing me not to realized that Eli had pulled my panties down to my ankles along with the boxers he lend me. I broke free from my thoughts when Eli placed his hands on my inner thighs and slowly pushed my legs open. I cried out when his tongue started to lick at the place in between my legs. I moaned fast as his tongue moved at such a fast pace in and out of me. I felt him move away and I involuntarily sighed in dissapointment. Eli reached up and I felt him slowly separate my folds, and he started to pass his tongue up and down again.

I moaned loud and arched my hips up against his face when he started to suck on my clit.

The pleasure was so intoxicating that I couldn't think straight. My entire body tingled and I felt light headed. Eli flicked his tongue fast over my clit. I moaned loud when his middle and ring finger entered me, moving in and out, slow and fast.

"Eli, oh my god." I moaned loud. He gently nipped at my clit and removed his fingers, his tongue now moving inside me. I clenched the bed sheets and bit my bottom lip, my back arched as his tongue moved in and out of me, fast; this caused me to go completely insane. I felt the urge to just grab something and pull, I ended up grabbing a fist full of his dark hair, and I pulled hard. I began to say I was sorry when I heard him moan against me, and his tongue moved faster, causing me to moan loud and fast. I cried out his name repeatedly, and Eli slowed down his tongue movements. I breathed heavily and he kissed his way up to my ear.

"Did you enjoy that?" He whispered. I was too caught up in trying to figure out if that really happened to answer his question.

"I take that as a yes." Eli purred. I leaned up and I kissed him. I blushed so hard because I could smell myself on his face, not that I minded really. Eli slicked his tongue passed my lips and teeth and he massaged his against mine. I separated my legs a bit and Eli started to move his hips against mine. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and his head fell to the crook of my neck as he continued to dry hump me (1). Waves of pleasure crashed over me as I felt his erection against me. I felt a little bit uncomfortable because he was fully clothed down there and well...I wasn't. Eli felt me tug at his shorts, and he lifted his head up; he looked down at me curiously. His eyes completely glazed over in a sex fog.

"What?" He asked.

"Eli..." I stopped mid sentence, and I could feel the heat rise up to my face. I felt so embarrassed, even thinking about it made me feel so, inpure.

"Clare, do you want me to stop?" He asked. I shook my head, and I licked my lips saying, "I...Eli...make love to me." I whispered the end of that sentence, and this caused him to question what I said.

"Clare?" He asked.

"Eli...I want you to make love to me." I looked up at him, my face was more red than a tomato, I swear it was. Eli opened and closed his mouth and for some reason I never felt so stupid in my entire life. I pulled away from him, quickly pulling my shorts and panties up, then I fixed my shirt. I walked into the bathroom, closing and locking the door once I was in. Eli sat on the bed with a confused look on his face. A few seconds later, after his brain processed what had happened, he got up and walked to the door. I paced back and forth in the bathroom. My attention turned to the door when Eli knocked on it.

"Clare, open the door please." He said.

"No." I said. Tears pricked at my eyes and I sniffled. I felt so stupid. I practically threw myself at him, and he...denied.

"Clare, please. Open the door." Eli said, jiggling the doorknob. I wiped my tears and slowly unlocked the door. Once the door was unlocked I opened it, just enough so that I could see his face. He pushed open the door. In response I backed into the counter and crossed my arms, looking down. I could tell he was standing close in front of me. Eli lifted my chin up and said, "Clare, I'm sorry for not saying anything. I just...I don't want you to lose something so dear to you...and I don't want it be awkward between us after." I blinked a few times and licked my lips.

"Eli...I'm ready to do this...I don't think it would be awkward." I said trying to sound confidant. Then I added more awkwardly, "I love you Eli." Eli leaned down and he kissed my forehead.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"I'm sure." I nodded. Eli turned the light off in the bathroom and led me to his bed. I had to admit that I was really nervous. Scratch that, I was extremely nervous. I watched as Eli walked to his dresser and I heard the sound of a wrapper being held. He walked to his stereo system and started to play soft music, I'm guessing to set the mood since I kind of lost it, maybe he did as well. Eli crawled on top of me and we started to kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck and Eli moved his mouth over mine. I slightly parted my lips, our tongues started to dance a sensual tango against each others.

Eli pulled his mouth away and sat up so he could slowly remove my shirt, tossing it to the side. He leaned down and he kissed me again, only with more passion this time. I raked my fingers through his hair and softly pulled on it, hearing him moan in his throat. I moaned when he groped my breasts, kneading and squeezing. Suddenly Eli jumped backwards off the bed. Before I knew what had happened I heard the sound of cloth hitting the floor. I knew it was his shorts that had come off. My heart was racing in my chest. After he removed his shorts, I knew my shorts and panties were next. We continued to kiss as he slowly removed my unneeded clothing, his lips never leaving mine as everything was shed off.

Eli pulled away and sat between my legs. I blushed when he slowly opened the condom wrapper and slipped it on.

"If I'm hurting you tell me okay?" Eli said. I nodded shakily. He moved up to my entrance and I felt the tip of his cock slide into me. I placed my hands on his shoulders. But that was more to support me while I endured the pain. Eli moved his hips towards mine, pushing his cock deeper inside me. I bit his shoulder from the pain. Eli groaned and he slowly pushed his cock much deeper, it was written all over his face that he had meant to go much slower but he had rushed due to anticipation and pleasure. He suddenly stopped.

"Eli-" I started, fear betraying in my voice.

"Clare, this is going to hurt okay?" He said, interrupting my sentence. I knew he felt bad about hurting me. I nodded and swallowed hard. Eli crushed his lips over mine as he thrust himself all the way in, causing me to scream into his mouth. I felt like I was being ripped in two from the inside. Looking up at his face you could tell how conflicted he was. On one hand he was in pleasure heaven. But on the other he was hurting me, the girl he loved. Eli kissed my tears away and he slowly started to move his hips back and forth. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, holding on tight as Eli thrust his hips in a steady pace, not to fast, but not too slow. The pain had subsided and now the pleasure was coursing through my body as well as his. I wanted to feel more so I lifted my hips in time to meet his thrusts, causing me to moan loudly. Eli placed his hands on either side of my head and he lifted his upper body up. I watched his hips thrust back and forth, faster than before now that he knew I was alright.

"Eli!" I moaned loud. He moaned in response and I pulled him down so he was closer to me. I kissed him on the mouth and against his lips I gasped lightly, "Slower please." Eli slowed down his thrusts. Which caused me to moan in his ear. Eli thrust his cock deeper, causing me to moan even louder. I don't know what it was, but him hitting that spot deep inside me, sent chills up and down my spine. He hit it again.

"Eli!" I screamed.

"Mmm, Clare." Eli moaned in my ear, and I blushed. His voice is so sexy when he's receiving pleasure. "So sexy." I involuntarily said and blushed.

I wrapped my legs around his waist to pull him closer. Eli moaned and his thrusts increased a little bit faster.

"Faster Eli." I moaned. With my permission he thrust his hips faster and faster, causing me to moan louder and louder. I bit my bottom lip and clenched his arm when he reached down and he rubbed my clit while he thrust his cock back and forth inside me. I felt my climax coming, and I screamed Eli's name as I came. Eli continued to thrust his hips until he came with a moan; his body collapsed on top of mine. We both breathed heavily, our bodies covered in a light sheet of sweat. I had to say...my first time was really amazing. Was it supposed to be that good? I thought it was supposed to be awful. That was far from awful.

"I love you Eli." I whispered.

"I love you too Clare." He responded. Eli sat up and he pulled out of me after he regained his composure. He removed the condom, getting up to walk into the bathroom and toss it into the small trash bin. Eli turned the light on and I lowered my head. I felt kind of embarrassed looking at him naked. Which was so ridiculous after what we had just done. I covered myself with the blanket to give me something to do as Eli walked out of the bathroom. He crawled into the bed next to me. I turned to him and I interlaced our fingers together.

"Did I hurt you?" Eli asked. I sighed and said, "Eli, it was only for a little bit. Then it felt really... Good." I blushed admitting that aloud.

"What can I say? I'm the expert on everything." Eli was back to his old self. Lightening everything with his sarcastic remarks.

I smiled and kissed him.

"Don't be so smug." I said, but I was grinning from ear to ear. We shared one more kiss before we finally drifted off into sleep.

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"I'm surprised your dad didn't come in last night." I said as I changed into a different pair of Eli's clothes since I ended up staying the night with him.

"Me too. I don't think he's even here now." Eli said. He walked out of his room and headed into the other room next to his. I watched him open the door and peak around. He said, "Nope. He's not here." Eli walked back into his room and grabbed my costume and my other belongings for me. We headed downstairs and he grabbed his car keys on the way out the front door. Eli figured he'd take me to Alli's house, just in case my mom wanted to come and pick me up. I called Alli about an hour after I woke up and told her that I was coming by. She said it was okay, after Alli screamed at me, saying that I have to tell her what happened.

Eli drove me to Alli's house, and before I stepped out of the car, Eli pulled me to him and he kissed me. I smiled and kissed him back.

"I'll see you tomorrow." I said.

"Guess so." Eli smirked. I rolled my eyes and walked up to Alli's door. I only had to knock once before Alli answered the door. I was rushingly pulled inside by Alli.

"Alli. My arm!" I laughed as she pulled me upstairs to her room.

"I'm sorry. But Clare, tell me what happened! Because you and I both know you didn't spend the night here. I know you spent it at Eli's so spill." Alli said, pointing out the facts. I sighed and laughed a bit, feeling a little bit awkward about telling Alli that I had sex last night.

"Alli. I had sex with Eli." I blurted out, my face red as blood. Her mouth dropped, then closed and opened again.

"You're kidding right?" She asked.

"Nope. I had sex with him. And it was probably the best night of my life." I said, leaning against the wall and sighing. Alli's eyes grew wide, and she shook me from my daydreaming.

"Oh my goodness." Was all Alli could say. I gave her a small look and walked by her, taking a seat on her bed. She came over and sat down with me.

"God, who are you and what have you done with my best friend, Saint Clare?" Alli and I laughed.

"Eli has really become a big impact on you. Are you enjoying being a whole different person?" She added. I laid back on her bed and said, "I don't know. I'm still me, I haven't changed except for the fact that I have let Eli see me naked." I laughed, that was such an Eli thing to say, but I was further proving Alli's point.

"Okay, this is weird. Let's talk about something else. So, how was your first time?" Alli asked. Hm, so much for something else to talk about. I sighed.

"It was painful, but...it was amazing." I said. Alli nodded saying, "It's always like that." I sat up and looked over at her.

"Since we're on this subject, have you and Drew...you know?" I asked.

"...No. We haven't even talked about it."

"Well I thought you said that you weren't going to have sex for a long time." I reminded her.

"Yeah, when I was with Johnny." Alli said. I shrugged my shoulders and said, "Whatever. It's your life. But tell me one thing, do you want to?" I asked.

"By the way he was acting after the dance, I know he wants to." Alli said.

"Speaking of the dance, who won the tickets to the movie?" I asked, making a mental note to ask her why she had dodged my question later. Alli thought about it for a minute and she said, "I think Holly J and my brother."

"...Your brother?" I questioned, remembering that he was a giant post it.

"Mmhm, and Holly J." Alli said.

"I liked Holly J's costume. She looked really pretty in it." I said. She was dressed as a renaissance looking girl. She had a black eyemask with small black feathers and black sequent everywhere. She looked really pretty.

"Anyway Clare, now that you're here, do you want to go to the Dot and relax?" Alli asked.

"Sure." I said.

"Are you going in that?" Alli asked me when I stood up. I looked down at what I was wearing, which was a black band shirt of Eli's, and his black skinny jeans, surprisingly they seemed to fit on me.

"Oh. Crap no. If someone sees me in his clothes... They'll know what happened." I started to panic.

Alli placed her hands on my shoulders.

"Calm down Clare Bear, you can borrow from me." I took a deep breath as Alli fetched me some clothes.

I quickly slipped them on. When I was done Alli said, "Let's go. We can walk." I nodded and replied, "Shoot, my phone is at my house, can we stop by there first?"

"Yeah sure." Alli said as I stuffed Eli's clothes into my bag so I didn't forget them. She grabbed her purse and we both walked downstairs.

"Mom! I'm going to the Dot, I'll see you later." Alli said.

"Okay dear." Her mother responded. We walked out the front door and headed over to my place. Alli and I talked about the dance and my situation with Eli and her small really weird dilemma with Drew. As we rounded the corner to my house something caught the corner of my eye. There was a random car at my house and I didn't recognize it at all. Alli and I switched glances, she obviously didn't recognize it either. I walked to my front door and opened it.

"Oh, Clare." My mom said as I walked in.

"Hey mom, what's going on?" I asked.

"Nothing, this is my divorce lawyer." My mom said. I muttered an "oh" and I walked away to go and get my phone, well to find it really because I don't remember where I had placed it last. I told Alli to call it. I heard it ringing. I walked to my room and found it under my pillow. Funny thing is I don't remember leaving my phone under my pillow, but oh well. I checked my messages and noticed that I had ten missed calls and five text messages.

Not really bothering in reading them, I walked downstairs, and Alli and I headed towards the Dot.

"I forgot they were getting a divorce." I muttered.

"It's okay Clare." Alli hugged me as we walked.

"I don't think this heartbroken feeling can get any worse." I said.

"I think it can." Alli said.

"What makes you say that?" I asked, looking over at where she pointed. I saw K.C walking with Bianca, Fitz, and someone else, it looked like Owen.

"What about them?" I asked.

"Nothing. Didn't you say that K.C. has been making moves on you?" Alli asked as we sat down on one of the round tables outside of the cafe.

"Yes, but after that fight happened at the dance, I was really hoping that K.C. got the hint." I said. Alli nodded and waited for someone to take our orders. As Alli and I talked, I couldn't help but notice that K.C. was walking with his friends in my direction. I looked down and hoped to God that he wasn't going to stop and try and talk to me. When I looked up at him again, I noticed the black eye he got. I smiled inwardly, remembering that Eli had punched him in the face a few times. I sighed when they walked by me, maybe because K.C. didn't see me. Alli said, "K.C. just gave you the weirdest look when he passed by you." Or so I thought he didn't see me.

"Good for him." I said, trying to act like I didn't care.

"You must hate him huh?" She asked stating the obvious.

"Wouldn't you?" I responded a bit shortly. Immediately after I felt bad about it.

"Well yes." Alli said.

"Exactly." I responded. Our server came in with the milkshake and soda Alli and I had ordered. I moved my straw around my milkshake and sighed. Alli looked up at me and she asked, "What's wrong?"

"Nothing. I'm just thinking."

"About what? Eli?" Alli teased, waggling her eyebrows.

"That's not it. I'm just thinking whether I should tell Principle Simpson about what K.C. has been doing to me." I said. Alli blinked, her face becoming more serious.

"Of course. If you want him to stop, you need to speak up." Alli said.

"I know but, what if he does something else."

"He won't Clare! You got to put your foot down, and fight for yourself." Alli said. I nodded, knowing well that she is right. I couldn't let Eli fight my battles anymore. I didn't want him too and I don't want him to get hurt trying to do so either. I smiled up and her and said, "Thanks Alli. I already told Principle Simpson that I was going to tell him what was going on on Monday."

"That's good. Otherwise, I'd have to drag you into that office and beat it out of you." Alli laughed, joking around. I laughed as well and continued to drink my milkshake, not really realizing that K.C. was standing across the road, eyeing me.

End of Chapter 10

I know that was a bad ending, but you got to admit, that was the best chapter ever! I give thanks to my beta-reader, she's amazing at editing my stories. So, this chapter is for Poppet Granger. Anyway Chapter 11 will be much better! I promise! If you want it, leave me a review!

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(1) Dry humping: I know Clare lived a sheltered life, but I don't think she was that sheltered to not know what dry humping is, she is sixteen years old as a matter of fact.