Hey guys i'm sorry its been taking me so long to update. school had really taken up a lot of my time but hopefully i can post some more stuff in the next few days. i really wanted to thank cherryslushlover for a few things. for one they were the first person to write a review for this story and second of all, all the reviews that they have been writing have helped mt make this a better read for everyone by giving me pointers on some of the plot how to lay it all out for my readers and just for offering amazing moral support so THANK YOU!

April 15 2013

Adrian and I kissed last night. Last night was my birthday, the fact that Adrian kissed me made it so much better. It was a Monday morning so I had to drag my butt out of bed at six AM I think that the only thing motivating me was the fact that I was going to see Adrian today.

First period dragged by so did second and I was eager to get to third because I had a class with Adrian. The bell rang but Adrian didn't show up. I knew right then and there he wasn't going to. Adrian either showed up to class on time or not at all. Mr. Anadarko hadn't shown up to class yet so it was easy to slip out the door unnoticed. I walked out of school with my head held high, but in my mind I was freaking out.

Did Adrian not show up today because he was hurt or something? Or worse did he not show up today because he was avoiding me? That thought made me freeze in my tracks. What if Adrian regretted kissing me last night? What if he decided that it had been a huge mistake and that he didn't want to be my friend anymore because I kissed him back?

I hurried across the street over to his house. I walked up the porch steps as I had so many times in the past few months. This time it was different. I didn't let myself in like I usually would have; instead I raised my fist to knock on the door when suddenly it opened from the inside.

Adrian himself opened the door looking horrible. His cheeks were swollen and he had a piece of cloth filled with ice wrapped around his jaw. He looked like he was in some serious pain.

"Sydney? What are you doing here?" Adrian mumbled incoherently. "Shouldn't you be in math class?"

"I could say the same for you Adrian. Why didn't you show up today? And what's on your face?" I threw the questions at him.

"I got my wisdom teeth out and it hurts to high heaven so I decided to stay home for a few days. Why what's wrong?" Adrian asked looking worried.

"You weren't in school so I got worried." I looked down at my feet. " I thought that you were avoiding me after what happened last night, you didn't text call or anything and then when you didn't show up for school today I'd assumed the worst."

"Assumed the worst? What did you assume?" Adrian said lifting his brows at me.

"I thought that after what happened last night, when we kissed… I thought that you had decided that you didn't think of me that way and that you were done being my friend. I was scared that you had abandoned me." I said looking down at my shoes.

Adrian took my chin in his hands and tilted it up so that he could look at me in the eye and said as best he could "I didn't abandon you Syd I had to go get my stupid wisdom teeth taken out. I wouldn't ever abandon you. In fact when I saw the look on your face when you came over here in the middle of the school day I was afraid you had come to say goodbye. I was afraid that I had crossed a line when I kissed you yesterday."

I stared up at Adrian totally shocked. "I wouldn't ever end our friendship Adrian no matter what." I said. Adrian's face fell when I said the word friendship.

"So you think that we couldn't be more than friends?" he said a hopeful look in his eyes.

I was quiet for a moment, thinking things over. Finally I looked up into Adrian's nervous but hopeful eyes and said "I don't see why we can't be more than friends Adrian."

Adrian looked at me like he couldn't believe that those words had come out of my mouth. Without a seconds hesitation Adrian picked me up and spun me around crushing my body against his.

I smiled up at Adrian feeling nothing but pure happiness.

That's all for now xoxo - Sydney

April 15 2013

Adrian and I kissed last night. Last night was my birthday, the fact that Adrian kissed me made it so much better. It was a Monday morning so I had to drag my butt out of bed at six AM I think that the only thing motivating me was the fact that I was going to see Adrian today.

First period dragged by so did second and I was eager to get to third because I had a class with Adrian. The bell rang but Adrian didn't show up. I knew right then and there he wasn't going to. Adrian either showed up to class on time or not at all. Mr. Anadarko hadn't shown up to class yet so it was easy to slip out the door unnoticed. I walked out of school with my head held high, but in my mind I was freaking out.

Did Adrian not show up today because he was hurt or something? Or worse did he not show up today because he was avoiding me? That thought made me freeze in my tracks. What if Adrian regretted kissing me last night? What if he decided that it had been a huge mistake and that he didn't want to be my friend anymore because I kissed him back?

I hurried across the street over to his house. I walked up the porch steps as I had so many times in the past few months. This time it was different. I didn't let myself in like I usually would have; instead I raised my fist to knock on the door when suddenly it opened from the inside.

Adrian himself opened the door looking horrible. His cheeks were swollen and he had a piece of cloth filled with ice wrapped around his jaw. He looked like he was in some serious pain.

"Sydney? What are you doing here?" Adrian mumbled incoherently. "Shouldn't you be in math class?"

"I could say the same for you Adrian. Why didn't you show up today? And what's on your face?" I threw the questions at him.

"I got my wisdom teeth out and it hurts to high heaven so I decided to stay home for a few days. Why what's wrong?" Adrian asked looking worried.

"You weren't in school so I got worried." I looked down at my feet. " I thought that you were avoiding me after what happened last night, you didn't text call or anything and then when you didn't show up for school today I'd assumed the worst."

"Assumed the worst? What did you assume?" Adrian said lifting his brows at me.

"I thought that after what happened last night, when we kissed… I thought that you had decided that you didn't think of me that way and that you were done being my friend. I was scared that you had abandoned me." I said looking down at my shoes.

Adrian took my chin in his hands and tilted it up so that he could look at me in the eye and said as best he could "I didn't abandon you Syd I had to go get my stupid wisdom teeth taken out. I wouldn't ever abandon you. In fact when I saw the look on your face when you came over here in the middle of the school day I was afraid you had come to say goodbye. I was afraid that I had crossed a line when I kissed you yesterday."

I stared up at Adrian totally shocked. "I wouldn't ever end our friendship Adrian no matter what." I said. Adrian's face fell when I said the word friendship.

"So you think that we couldn't be more than friends?" he said a hopeful look in his eyes.

I was quiet for a moment, thinking things over. Finally I looked up into Adrian's nervous but hopeful eyes and said "I don't see why we can't be more than friends Adrian."

Adrian looked at me like he couldn't believe that those words had come out of my mouth. Without a seconds hesitation Adrian picked me up and spun me around crushing my body against his.

I smiled up at Adrian feeling nothing but pure happiness.