*Author's note- Thank you some much for the support with the lemon in the last chapter it was awesome receiving so many loving reviews. Also if any of you want to suggest songs or pairing (of a character that isn't already paired) then feel free to. And sorry about the wait, I've had to sign up for the SATs (Sounds easy but form is so stupid and hard), but on the bright side I got to go the teen book festival which is always nice.
To my awesome reviewers:
Goldpen- I'm glad you liked the RusCan, I know it wasn't the greatest after all it was my first lemon but thank you for the praise.
Animeloveramy- Yeppers ratings change, I was kind of giddy about that.
Maiya123- I'm not that mean, I mean if Alfred happens to walk in after then hilarity would insue but not during. Also I was really happy about how the goodbye scene turned out I'm glad you liked it too.
Valkyrie99- Only Francis is right. I'm pretty sure if you look in Matthew's closet you'll find all sorts of toys Francis has given him… hmm I might add something about that later.
Lovi's Tomato Lover- I could never kill of Lovi; now put him in dangerous or awkward situations is another thing.
angelgirl 158- I hope you like this chapter and thank you for the review.
ThE-faInTinG-faNGirl- Oh Sadiq is burried so very deep in denial it's going to take a lot to change that.
AmaiYuzuki564- I love getting reviews of how much people have liked my RusCan. And yes I will try to work in Giripan though it's just a bit in this chapter.
KirishimaYui- Lovi is very stubborn. Anyways yep those are two of the songs I can give you a list of the other if you want.
Caitlin-Kirkland-ohonhon- Oh my, yes I've heard so much about you from your sister. Thank you for reviewing it makes me so happy! Thank you so very much.
DefinitionOfMyself- I hate that feeling I get it all the time. But I hope she never actually reads over your shoulder that would be awkward.
animebaka14- I try to update faster but well, life gets in the way. And I know not everybody likes RusCan and that it's a Spamano story but I've gotten a lot of reviews saying they wanted some so I hope you aren't too upset.
Handmaiden of Foamy- Approval? Yesss! I love getting approval.
Amesome Person- Of course I read my reviews, that would be rude after all I ask for them. And I'm glad you like the chapter. ^.^
SilverMoonKitty- Eventually there will be more Spamano fluff. Anyways I was so happy to read your review; I mean not only do I get your approval but I get your kitties too. ^.^
soulshifter98- I hope I didn't make you wait too long. And reading on a school night… well I do that all the time so I think it's okay.
Silverdove91- Sadiq is an ass, but he's useful to the story. I hope you're happy~
imhereXD- Never fear more Spamano is here!
Vampchick2010- Sadiq is a dick. Bullies are horrible, girl bullies in my oppinion are worse though *Shudders at thought*
Warnings: Some gay bashing and general douchebagary (that I do not support; obviously or I wouldn't be writing a fic that's boyXboy.) And as expected; a warning for Lovi's awful potty mouth. Oh and some RussCan and GerIta. And a hint of UsUk, SuFin, DenNor, and GiriPan. There might also be some smut. ;)
On with the story! Huzzah!*
Chapter ten
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"I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late… "
Lovino tapped his foot impatiently by the front door. "Feli, if you don't get your ass down here right now I'm leaving without you." Lovino yelled at his brother who was fumbling with his buttons. "Ve~ please wait fratello I'm almost done." Lovino rolled his eyes, wondering how the stupid potato bastard could have so much patience to take care of the useless Italian.
"We're going to be late Feliciano; and I for one do not want detention." Lovino grumbled as he opened the front door hoping it would get his brother to move faster. "I'm leaving." Lovino set a foot out the door, "No, wait for me fratello!" Feliciano cried running to catch up with his brother.
Tripping over his untied shoelace Feli fell bringing his grumpy sibling face first down the steps of their porch. Lovino groaned feeling the pain of landing on the cement steps. "I- I'm so sorry Lovi~" The younger Vargas twin whimpered fearing his brother would hit him.
"Just get the fuck off of me, you're heavy." Lovi grunted as he tried to prop himself up with his brother still on his back. "Oh right sorry Lovi." Feliciano hopped off of his brother gingerly hoping not to hurt his twin any further.
"Thanks." Lovino winced as he touched one of the new scrapes on his cheek. "We should go back inside and get you cleaned up." Feliciano urged. Lovi shook his head. "No, we're going to be late; I'll just go to the nurses office later."
"But-"
"I'm leaving, are you coming or not?"
Feli; crest fallen finally agreed.
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"What happened mi tomate?" Antonio cried, seeing Lovi's scrapes. "My idiot fratello tripped on the stairs and used me as a goddamn cushion." Lovino sent Feliciano glares as he grumpily answered Antonio. "My poor Lovi~" The Spaniard cooed, throwing his arms around the grouchy Italian.
"Get the fuck off of me you tomato bastard." Lovino mumbled half heartedly trying to push the Spaniard off. "You know you love it when I hug you" Feliciano watched his brother interact with Antonio, a small smile gracing his lips.
"Well I'm off to go find Luddy." Feli chirped as he skipped away cheerfully. "Don't let that potato bastard rape you or anything." Lovino called to his retreating brother. "I'm sure Feli will be fine." Antonio chirped happily.
"Bastard, don't call my brother that." Lovino growled; hating the thought of Antonio getting close to his perfect twin. "Don't worry Lovi you're the only one I want." Lovino rolled his eyes not really believing the Spaniard's words.
"Shut it you mushy bastard."
"But you're so cute Lovi~ I just can't help myself."
"I don't care. Now get off of me before you make me late for class." Lovino huffed pushing Antonio away. Antonio pouted at the loss of contact. "Fine we'll go to class…" Sighing, the Spaniard followed his grouchy Italian.
Sadiq glared at the two as they left for class. "They're so fucking disgusting."
"Why can't you just leave them alone?" Gupta, Sadiq's friend asked half pleadingly. "Why do you care if I taunt that queer little fuck?" Sadiq growled at the small Egyptian. Gupta shook his head. For four years he's been hoping that Sadiq would forget about his stupid vendetta and see what was really going on around him.
If only he could see, Gupta thought Then he'd realize how many gay people there actually are at this school and then maybe he'd understand that there's nothing wrong with being gay.
Gupta has always hoped that there'd be a chance for him; but the way Sadiq was acting now would only end in pain, and he was not going to stand around to see it.
"I care because this is stupid Sadiq. You don't see what's going on around you; you're too busy with making everyone's life a living hell to notice that some people care about you!" Gupta yelled, hoping to get through to his friend.
"What-" Sadiq tried to ask but was immediately cut off by the fuming Egyptian. "I'm not done! Honestly, you never pay any attention to anybody who you aren't tormenting. I'm sick of it! I'm sick of watching miserable is just because you can't accept your own feelings!"
Sadiq scowled not really sure what his friend was implying. "Don't you dare give me that look; you know exactly what I'm talking about. You liked Lovino! Hell you still probably do like him, but you can't have that! No, that would ruin your perfect image wouldn't it?" Gupta shook his head working up hi courage to reveal the secret he had been holding dear for four years.
"Well I can't take it anymore. I can't watch the person I love destroy himself and everyone around him over something so stupid, not anymore." Gupta exhaled sharply feeling drained from his rant.
"What do you mean 'the person I love'? Don't tell me you're one of those fags too!" Sadiq spat angrily. How dare he! How dare my only other friend betray my like this too? "So what if I am? Are you going to treat me like I'm garbage too?" Gupta questioned through gritted teeth.
"Get the fuck out of my way you fucking queer." Sadiq growled before pushing past his former friend. Gupta's knees gave out from under him. "Heh… looks like Heracles was right. I am a fool for thinking he would change."
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"Wait what happened?" Lovino asked trying to wrap his brain around what the Canadian was telling him. "Well… last night Ivan and I had sex." Matthew whispered peering around as if someone would hear him.
Lovino raised an eyebrow. "Isn't that a good thing? Or was he terrible in bed?" Lovino asked trying to keep his voice down as well. It would be embarrassing if Miss. Elisy, the school librarian heard their conversation. Matthew shook his head. "No he was amazing… I'm just a little sore from it. Anyways the horrible part was what happened afterward." Matthew scrunched up his face in a pout recalling what had happened. "Ivan and I were well laying in my bed; cuddling you know… it was so peacefully. We were just about to fall asleep when Alfred comes barging through the door." Lovino laughed at the last part, of course the loud as American would ruin that.
"Don't laugh!" Matthew whined hitting his friends arm playfully. "Alfred really freaked out. He started yelling about how 'the god damn commie had deflowered his precious baby brother.' I had to chase him out of my room with my hockey stick." Lovino smirked picturing the incident in his head.
"How did Ivan like that?" Matthew huffed at his friend's amusement. "Well he was about to beat Alfred, but he said that I looked sexy when I was trying to kill my brother with a hockey stick." Matthew finished his story with a look of achievement.
"So how's your ass today? Is it sore? It always hurts the first time." Lovino questioned. Matthew face morphed into that of a serious look. "It hurts to sit and to move; but it hurts a lot less then I thought it would. You know you really scared me with those horror stories of yours."
"They're not horror stories, the first time I was ever with a guy I couldn't walk properly for a week. And another time, the guy I was with just plunged right in with out even preparing me. The fucking asshole made me bleed." Lovino lectured hoping that would never happen to the Canadian.
"Did you have to go to the hospital?" Matthew asked, trying not to think about what could happen. "yeah… my nonno basically forced me too. He was so pissed; he told me that I was lucky I didn't tear anything." Lovino shuddered remembering how terrified he had been.
"Have you been to any clubs lately?" Matthew asked trying to take his mind away from the terrible thought. Lovino shook his head. "No, I haven't… not since the start of school." Lovino had grown tired of the club scene.
"That's good; but who knows maybe you could drag Antonio to one and show him your wild side." Lovino furrowed his brow; there was no way he would ever take Antonio to one of those clubs.
"I don't think that's a good idea." Matthew tilted his head. "Maybe your right… But it could be fun, I mean if we all went. Just think of how turned on he'll be when he sees how well you move." Matthew purred trying to convince his friend.
Lovino rolled his eyes. "Yeah right, Antonio would probably be freaked out and never talk to me again." Matthew sighed knowing it was a lost cause. "You should put some more faith in yourself; I mean Antonio is totally crazy for you." Matthew tried to reassure his friend.
"No, he just feels bad for me." Lovino growled trying not to get his hopes up. "Whatever, but he really does like you."
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"How many times have I told you that he wasn't going to change?" Heracles asked trying not to sound irritated. "I know I was stupid for thinking he could." Gupta sighed dejectedly. "Heracles-kun, please try to be nice to the poor boy." Kiku appealed to the fuming Greek. "I'm sorry but he should have learned by now that he can do better than that asshole." Heracles huffed as he took a bit out of his sandwich.
"It's not fair. Why does everyone else get to share in requited love when I'm alone," Gupta laid his head on the lunchroom table not caring if it was clean or not. "Everyone else has someone. I mean look at you two, you guys are always all over each other. And here I am all alone…" Heracles and Kiku shared a look of sympathy, knowing there was nothing they could do to fix their broken friend.
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"Lovi~ do you want to come over to my house today?" Antonio sing songed happily as he skipped to the Italian's locker. Scowling Lovino slammed his locker shut. "Fine, but I expect food." Lovino growled trying to sound annoyed.
Antonio smirked, maybe now he could have some alone time with his favorite Italian. "Of course Lovi, I'll make you anything you want." Antonio purred taking the opportunity to lace his fingers with the Italian's.
"So how was your day mi tomate?" Antonio asked innocently. "It was fine, apparently Matthew and his creepy Russian boyfriend fucked last night, and his brother flipped out about it." Antonio cringed at the harsh way Lovino referred to it.
"Ah, is Matthew alright?" Antonio asked, squeezing Lovino's hand. "Yeah, I guess the Russian prepared him well. Good thing too, it can really hurt if you're not prepared." Lovino muttered.
Antonio scowled, wondering if Lovi had any experience himself. "Do you have any experience with that Lovi?" Antonio tried to sound calm. "A bit, but why does it matter?" Lovino sensed how tense Antonio had become. "Oh it doesn't really; I'm just worried about you."
"Well you don't have to worry, I don't really go out anymore." Lovino assured. Antonio internally sighed in relief. "That's good, I'd worry about you." Lovino rolled his eyes. "I'm fine really."
The conversation changed to a lighter topic the rest of the way home.
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"Oh Antonio you're home. Who is this lovely little morsel?"Antonio's older brother questioned as the two entered the house. "Oh hey João, this is Lovino Vargas. Lovi this is my older brother João." Antonio begrudgingly introduced the two.
João sauntered over to Lovino. "Aren't you just the cutest thing. No wonder Antonio has been spending all of his time over to your house." Lovino blushed deeply. "He even has a cute blush; quite a catch you have here." Antonio glared at his older brother.
"Lovi and I are going to go study in my room," Antonio interjected hoping to keep Lovi away from his brother. "Fine, but before you go I'd like to ask little Lovi here one more question." João said catching Lovino's wrist.
Antonio scowled but nodded. "Have we met before, little Lovi?" João purred seductively. Lovino paled slightly remembering that voice whispering in his ear at a club almost a year ago.
"I-I'm not sure… maybe you're m-mistaking me for someone else." Lovino tried to play it off, but clearly he remembered the steamy night. "Are you sure?" João paused before leaning in so only Lovi could hear. "I could have sworn that it was your hot little body underneath me a year ago." João let go of Lovi's hand and sauntered off into another room.
Closing his eyes Lovino breathed deeply. "I wonder what that was all about." Antonio muttered as he turned to Lovi. "Hey are you okay?" Antonio asked noticing how pale Lovino had become.
Lovino nodded. "I'm you bastard, I'm just hungry." Lovino silently cursed the god who had him fall in love with the brother of the man who had taken his virginity.
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*Author's note- So I'm back… sorry for the delay, I had to focus on school but it's almost out so I'll have more free time. Anyways I wonder if you guys figured out who Gupta and João were; in case you didn't they were Egypt & Portugal. I also slipped in a bit of Giripan for those who wanted it. I still haven't figured out how to fit the nordic couples in but I will. So reviews are so very apperiated. Also sorry about the confusion! I didn't mean to confuse you so I hope I fixed it.*