I = Insanity

Summary: James and Kendall go camping and a couple of things happen along the way. Enough said. Rated M.

I don't really know if this plot has been used before; I've never seen it, so I guess this is original? AWESOME! :D

Disclaimer: I don't own anything except the plot.

*Kendall Knight's POV*

"Come on James; I'm not waiting for you forever!" I screamed up the stairs to get the brunettes attention. James always does this; he goes in the bathroom to work on his hair for about 2 hours whenever we have to go anywhere and it's really annoying!

Me, I just comb my hair and shake it a little so it looks right. The whole process takes about 5 minutes. But James has to comb his hair, then brush his hair, then put some Cuda stuff in it, then sculpt it, and uggghh it takes forever!

James finally came out of the room and came down the stairs, his hair looking its usual perfect self. "Kendall I wasn't done yet!" He said, pouting his dramatic pout while he came down the stairs. He was smoothing his already perfect hair as he approached me, picking up a bag he had left on the floor.

"Your hair looks fine. Can we go already?" I said as I picked up my bags and faced him fully once more. James' eyes flashed with emotions that I couldn't quite put, but then they were gone. "Yeah, sure; let's do this" He said walking past me and outside to the car. I just rolled my eyes and went back to the steps.

"Carlos! Logan! Me and James are leaving, okay? Don't set the place on fire!" I screamed and Logan poked his head out and smiled. "Okay, no promises. Bye Kendall, have fun!" He said and then he was back in his room again with Carlos. I smirked at the thought that they were probably having a make out session up there that they don't think me and James know about. It was actually adorable.

I walked outside and saw James loading the trunk with his bags and the bags I had placed outside while I was waiting for him. "Need any help, macho man?" I asked with a smirk as I placed my bag in the car. He stopped what he was doing, looked at me, and walked to the passenger's seat, getting it. I raised an eye brow at this action but shrugged it off as him just mad that he didn't get to finish his hair.

I finished loading the car and walked over to the drivers sat, getting in. I started the car eagerly and looked over at him with a big goofy grin. "You ready? This is gonna be so much fun" I said and he just glanced at me and then looked ahead again. "Whatever" he said, starting out the window.

I sighed and turned off the car, shifting a little to face him better. He looked over at me and I saw another stir of emotions that I couldn't place just yet. "Why are you so upset? What did I do? If you have to, you can go finish your hair" I said, making a gesture toward his still perfect hair.

He looked at me in confusion before turning so he was facing me as well. "Kendall, I don't need to go fix my hair. I know it looks Godly. I'm not mad at you either; I'm just not looking forward to a 1 hour drive to some national park. You know how I get when I'm bored" He finished with a slight smile but his eyes deceived him again. They were still filled with nerves, worry, and something else. I have to figure out that other emotion. I will if it kills me.

"Okay buddy. Don't worry; I'll try to entertain you as much as I can while driving" I said with a sideways smirk in his direction as I started the car again. "Whatever green eyes; let's just go" He said as I pulled out of the drive way. I looked over at him and he smirked as he began playing with the dial of the radio. He found a station that was actually playing music and not commercials and my favorite song was on; Jamie all Over by Mayday Parade.

"We made love by the ocean as the waves crashed around you. Sun sets never were so bright, and the skies never so blue. You opened up into my arms and we laughed as I held you. I'll never go back to Georgia; not at least 'till I have you" I was singing to James as we sat in traffic on the parkway. I closed my eyes during the beginning but when I opened them to sing to him, he was staring at me with a wanting expression. I kept singing anyway because come on, this is my song!

After the song finished, traffic let up a little and we were actually moving. I still felt James' eyes on me as he turned off the radio and started looking through the music on his phone. He finally looked down at his phone as he searched for something to put on. I focused on the road as James put on I Feel Like Dancin' by All Time Low; it was our best friend theme song!

"I feel like dancin' tonight. I came to party like it's my civil right. It doesn't matter where; I don't care if people stare. 'Cause I feel like dancin' tonight" We both sang as loud as we could as I turned onto the right exit to get to the park. Wow, a 1 hour drive turned into about a half hour long one. Thank God there wasn't a lot of traffic.

When James saw the park, he had a huge grin on his face and looked over at me. "Finally; it's good to be home!" He said as he jumped out of the car, not waiting for it to fully stop. I just smirked at his reaction, turned off the car, and sat there for a second, admiring the beauty of the national park; which was quickly interrupted when another beauty came over to my window and narrowed his eyes at me.

"Are you coming or not? I hope you are because I am not carrying all the stuff by myself" James said before running to the back of the car to open the trunk. I just chuckled to myself before actually allowing myself to notice how beautiful James looked today.

The way his hair just sits beautifully on his shoulders or the way his over grown bangs hang slightly in front of his deep hazel eyes makes me melt slightly. The way the muscles in his arms flex when he takes the bags out of the trunk or when he catches me staring at him and he smirks slightly, running his hand slowly threw his gorgeous hair makes my pants tight. I want him. I want him so bad.

I eventually got out of the car to help him with the bags that he was having no trouble with. When I reached him, he smirked and threw a bag at me, which I of course caught. "Come on Kenny, I want to set up camp before the sun goes down and the wolves come out" He said genuinely serious; there were deer and antelope in this park but no wolves. Maybe I could pretend there are and comfort him later…

"Earth to Kendall" He said, his face (and lips) mere inches from mine. He looked me in the eyes with confusion before looking down at my lips briefly. I felt a blush come to my cheeks (stupid body!) as he batted his eyelashes at me. He smirked and stepped back, walking into the woods with his bags. "Follow me or not, your choice" he said as he continued walking. I just closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and picked up my bag, running after him.

We walked around the woods aimlessly looking for a place to put our tent as we chattered about nothing. It was dark and my phone said that it was about 11 o'clock at night so we needed to find camp fast or we could be eaten by the 'wolves'. We had stopped along a stream which is where James said was the perfect spot for a tent. I didn't argue with him.

The tent took us a couple of minutes considering we were both Boy Scouts when we were younger. You know, those little kids that wear the weird uniforms and the sashes with the pins? Yeah, that was us. Once it was up, we went inside to put down blankets and pillows for us to sleep in. The tent was pretty big but James and I still had to sleep really close to each other to fit inside. Score!

We both went back outside the tent to change into our PJs but James deemed it to hot for a shirt, so he slept in a pair of sweat pants only which drove me absolutely mad. I put on a pair of normal pajama pants and a flannel top as I stared at James getting changed in front of me. It took all I had not to drool or go up to him and touch him, feel him, kiss him.

We went back inside and James yawned rather obnoxiously. "I'm really tired from the drive; I'll just go to bed now. Feel free to stay up if you want" He said before lying down on the left side of the tent. He looked so beautiful in the darkness just lying there staring up at me. "Yeah, I think I'll go to bed to" I said, lying next to him slowly as to try not to touch him to much. I turned so I was facing the tent at the moment while I waited for James to fall asleep.

"Good night buddy" he whispered sleepily against my ear. Yeah, that's how close we actually were. It was driving me insane. "Yeah, good night Jamie" I whispered his favorite nick name before I knew he had fallen asleep. His breathing steadied and he snored slightly as I turned to face him. He was still asleep but I almost gasped when I noticed how close we actually were.

His back was up against the side of the tent as was my back. We had nowhere to move but closer to each other which believe me, it would bother me. I watched him sleep, finding peace in seeing his chest rise up and down calmly. He looked so beautiful I just wanted to kiss him. How bad would that be? Just one kiss..

"Mmm" James said, still asleep. It sounded like he was moaning or something, but that was probably wrong. I'm just being a horny little fuck and I need to calm down a bit. I faced the tent again and closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep, but James started talking again. "Mmm Kendall. Right there" He said as his right arm slinked around my waist, pulling me closer to him. I knew he was still asleep because his breathing was still pretty moderate.

Holy fuck, is James having a wet dream about me? Is he really holding me right now? Am I dreaming? I don't think I am I'm pretty sure this is real. James brought his hips right to the back of my ass and I felt his erection brush against me ever so slightly. Today wasn't the best day for him to sleep with no boxers..

"Fuck me Kendall, harder" He whispered in my ear while he bucked his hips against my ass basically fucking me with clothes on. I tried to keep as quiet as I could but it was really hard. I mean come on, James Diamond is rubbing his dick against me and I'm supposed to stay quiet? That's really fucking hard. Almost as hard as I'm getting.

He just kept moaning louder and louder as his thrusts got faster and faster against me. I was about to cum in my pants at the friction between me and James but I wanted more, so much more. "Kendall I'm gonna come~" James whispered as his bucking became more frantic and he shouted out loudly. I knew he had came and the thought made me come hard in my pants, shrieking out loud. Something I think I'll regret forever.

I knew I had woken up James when he gasped and moved as far away from me as he could get. Then he jumped out of the tent faster than lightning and I knew we would never be the same. I looked down at my pants and saw a wet spot from when I came but I didn't care. I needed to talk to James. "James wait!" I screamed as I jumped out of the tent and chased after him. Damn, he was fast.

I could tell he was running as hard as his long legs would take him but that didn't stop me from running faster. I got right behind him and grabbed his shoulder, pulling us both to a halt. He fell to the ground and tried running away so I sat right on top of his hips where I felt a cold wet spot that sent shivers down my spine.

"Get off me Kendall" James yelled as he tried grappling with me to get out. It was hard but I eventually had him pinned down by his wrists as I stared him dead in the face, panting against his lips. "Why the Hell did you run away James?" I screamed before I noticed he had started to cry. My expression softened when he started crying and I cupped his face, smoothing the tears away from his gorgeous eyes.

"James" I whispered softly still whipping his tears "talk to me."

"I'm soo sorry Kendall I really am! I didn't mean for that to happen you were just so close to me and I was dreaming and I'm just so sorry! Please please forgive me Kenny I swear I'll change. I won't love you anymore just please don't leave me!" James screamed out between gasps. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. James Diamond, my best friend, was confessing his love for me and this was reality? No way.

I did the best thing I could do at the moment and just leaned down and captured his lips in mine. We both gasped slightly at the contact as I felt fireworks shooting inside me. I moved my lips across his as he slowly started kissing me back, bringing his hand up to cup my cheek.

Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god.

This is what love feels like, I could tell. The way our lips moved together and the way our heart beats synchronized proved it to me. I broke the kiss to look him in the eyes.

"I love you James Diamond and what you did in there turned me on so badly. I'm really happy that you had that dream about me" I said with a smirk before James started palming me threw my sweat pants, making my dick hard instantly. "Maybe I can help you with your little problem" he whispered huskily into my ear before kissing down my throat.

"Oh James please" I said almost yelling at the top of my lungs. I saw him smirk at me before flipping our position over so he was now on top. He pulled down my pants and looked at me before pulling down my boxers. "Just do it already James, I'm dying!" I whispered as I started humping the air in search for friction. He laughed before pulling down my boxers as my cock sprang free.

Oh god is this really happening? Is James really going to touch me in ways I thought I could only dream about? Before I had the chance to question the scenario more I felt something hot and wet sucking on my dick and I knew it was James, duh.

"Mmmmm James harder faster" I moaned as I started fucking his mouth. He retorted by swallowing me whole as he moaned deep in his throat sending the vibrations directly to my dick. This is insanity. Pure heartfelt insanity. How did this happen? So many questions I need to ask myself but not now, I'm clearly too busy now.

I reached down and started tugging on James' hair trying to get deeper in his throat which was impossible. "James I'm gonna cum" I whispered before shooting my hot seed long and hard down his throat which he gladly swallowed all of. He came off of me with an audible pop before licking the rest of my cum off of his lips as he crawled over to me. I kissed his lips harshly as he snuggled up into my side.

"Wow, that was amazing" I whispered as I played with his hair, kissing the top of his head affectionately. "Thank you Jamie for loving someone like me" I whispered as he wrapped his arms around my body again, kissing my chest. "Not a problem at all" he whispered as we fell asleep in the middle of the woods, me half naked and James on top of me.

I wouldn't want it any other way.

Holy shit, this is the longest one shot so far! I wrote this in the middle of the night when I should have been studying but this popped in my head instead. Please review telling me what you think and ill try updating as fast as I can.

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Sarah.