Hey!
Ok so most of you predicted and there was 1 winner! Lol The winner was sintRizzie! Congratulations! You had the best prediction! Hope you enjoyed the preview!
And I will do other things along those lines again! Lol So this and the chapters to come are in Rose's POV and Emmett's POV. But don't worry it will go back to Bella and Edward in like two or three chapters. It all depends on how the story works out :p
(Im alone on my own, and that's all I know. I'll be strong. I'll be wrong* Im just a girl trying to find a place in this world)
A place in this world: Taylor Swift
ROSE'S POV
I sat on my bed and turned my phone off, I had just got off the phone with Edward. It had been four whole months since Bella and I last talked. My eyes were dry from crying so much. My stomach was in knots of fear and my head hurt like hell from lack of sleep. I was mortified at the fact of what might happen to my best…well ex best friend.
What was I spouse to do? Pat her back and tell her it will all be alright? NO! I wouldn't be like Edward and lie to her face! Cause the truth was I knew it wouldn't be alright! I knew that something bad was going to happen! It was all a matter of time before something happen to her or the baby! I was in awe that she was still going to give birth. (I was getting my info from Edward, honestly I didn't want to talk to him. But I knew that I needed to know how Bella was doing)
"Rose, Someone is here to see you"
My mother called up to me. I laid back on my bed, thinking of the lamest excuse to tell whoever was at the door. If it was Bella, tell her I moved to France! If it was Edward simply tell him to fuck off! Whoever else, tell them I was simply not home!
"I don't feel to good mom!"
But before I knew it Emmett Cullen was barging in my room. Out of breath, and looking more hot then ever!
"There is something wrong with Bella. Edward, Esme and Alice won't tell me what it is! You have to help me find out Rose!"
I rolled my eyes and put a pillow over my face. I was tired of helping him with Bella! Couldn't he see I liked him? Couldn't he see I was the one who wanted him! Apparently not! It was always Bella!
"Why so you can feel bad for her too? Fuck no Emmett. Besides haven't I told you before? Bella doesn't tell you things cause you worry to much!"
He got on the bed next to me. Laying across my bed and Slowly brought my chin eye level to him. He is doing it again! Giving me that feeling like the earth is spinning way faster then it is suppose to be! I don't like this! Wait what am I saying? This is the best damn feeling in the history of good feelings!
"Rose! Please don't think about your self for once and help me!"
I instantly snapped up at that comment.
"Think about my self? You think I only think about myself? That is such an understatement! You don't know anything Cullen! For the past two months I haven't even looked in the mirror! I have been way to busy wondering, how in god's name Bella got pregnant!"
Emmett's eyes widened in fear and his face froze. He looked like he just saw the ghost of firkin Christmas past! Give me a break I took the news 10 times better then he did. SHIT! I just told Emmett about Bella! I was so dead! If Edward, Alice and Esme weren't telling Emmett and definitely if Bella wasn't telling Emmett. Then maybe he wasn't suppose to know!
I am such a stupid, idiotic, retarded blonde!
'You weren't spouse to know that!"
I quickly said looking him straight in the eyes.
'She is pregnant..and I think im the father!"
I felt my heart stop and drop into my stomach. Love sucks ass!
"No! You can't be! Emmett you and Bella had sex like 2 years ago! You can't get pregnant after two years, start listening in health! Better yet just ask daddy Carlisle. He will tell you all about the bird's and the bee's!"
I patted him on the shoulder and went over to my window looking out. I was right. He was wrong. He wasn't the father! He couldn't be! No! Please god if anything don't let Bella fall in love with him!
"Rose….Bella and I hooked up 5 months ago. Not at Tanya's party. But at Jessica's party two nights before."
I felt the tears in the back of my eyes. I felt my heart start to rapidly skip beats and beat faster. Faster. Faster. My jaw clenched and I slowly turned toward him.
"Why Emmett!? My best friend? Of all people?!?!"
He got up and came over to me. He wrapped his arms around me and dragged me to the floor. I wanted to fight him, I wanted to rip out of his grip. But as soon as he touched me I turned to mush. My limps giving out and my head completely erasing what I was about to do next. I just let him hug me and I cried. I couldn't tell him why it hurt so much for her to be pregnant. But one day I would tell him. One day he would know my secret…just not now….
Emmett moved my hair out of my face and looked me in the eyes. I felt my face heat up, in attempt to stop the blushing I looked away from him. It worked. My face cooled down and I felt relaxed.
"Rose, I am so sorry…Rose I didn't think she would…Rose pleases don't ignore me!"
What was I spouses to do? Listen to the guy I want to give the rest of my life to, rant on about how he and Bella are going to have to work things out so he can raise a child? Hell no! Never!
"You know what Emmett, I have waited for you for this long. I am tired of waiting. Waiting for you to change from your player ways, is like waiting for rain in a serious drought. Its long, dry and hard! I am through with it. Im through with watching you hook up with other girls and waste your life when you could be spending it with me!
I never in my life thought you would be getting my best friend…ex-best friend pregnant. And I can't watch you help her raise a child! Im sorry but im asking you to leave….for good"
For a minute I thought I saw tears in Emmett's eyes. But then I realized it was just the glare of the rain on the window reflecting on his face. He was just staring at me. Like I just committed a crime right in front of him or something. It was one of those faces a guy uses when he gets his heart broken.
This made me ask myself. Did I just break Emmett Cullen's heart? No! Never! I couldn't im not That girl! He didn't love me. He never would. So what's the point of trying with him.
"Rose please don't…don't do this!"
I shook my head and for once I couldn't look him straight in the eye. I just pointed toward the door.
'Get out Emmett"
He slowly got up and walked toward my door. But before leaving he looked back at me.
"Keep kicking people out of your life Rose. Sooner or latter you won't have anyone but yourself. Far as I know, being by yourself is lonely and cold and your all alone, with no one to help you. An by the way. I did have feeling for you. Just never thought you had feeling for me so I kept them hidden."
After he said the last part..I saw a tear run down his face. At that moment I hated myself. I just wanted to die right then and there. He slammed my door and I felt my heart shatter. I busted into tears on my bedroom floor. I am a stupid, retarded…blonde.
Writing this was fun! Rose's POV is fun cause she is a Bi-otch! LOL anyways next chapter will be up soon! Review :p Hey did anyone see Adventureland? I went to see it with my friend and my mom (Cause im sadly not 17 yet L) It was so good! I want to go see it again! Im not just saying hat either! It was really interesting to watch! Kristen is such a good actress! And I love Ryan Reynolds! LOL
