Hiyyaa! It's been ages since I've posted and I'm so sorry! Live has just been crazy with school and some personal issues but I'm back. I know how annoying it is when people don't post for ages so I put some time aside to write. So here you go...

Disclaimer: I don't own Glee...oh but if I did...

Rachel's POV

As I walked through Noah's house looking for him I could hear strange crying but not a man's crying and certainly not Noahs, it couldn't be his mum or his sister as they were both away for the day. It was coming from Noah's room so I decided to listen at his door, maybe I was being nosey but what would any girl do if she heard a girl crying in her boyfriend's bedroom.

"Oh come here Q, everything's going be fine," I could hear Noah's soothing voice and from the use of Q I realised Quinn was in there I decided listening for another wee minute wouldn't do any harm.

"Everything's gonna be fine, oh yeah sure Puck are you really that much of an idiot," Quinn's voice shrieked, which kind of startled me.

"Our daughter, is out there in the world somewhere, without us," she continued, wait our daughter, what the hell, was she drunk?

"You don't think I know that? Quinn it tortures me everyday! Plus that fact that I can't even tell anyone I miss her 'cause apparently she ain't mine!" Noah shouted in a raised tone and all I could do was slam open the door and just stand there open mouthed, with shock.

I could feel my eyes start to swell with tears, I gave everything I had not to cry but I still couldn't stop myself. Noah's soft but rough voice stuttering my name but I couldn't respond I just stood there and stared at both of their faces in disgust, anger and most of all hurt.

"It all makes sense now," I finally gulped, hoping this was all some sort of nightmare ,"The secret chats, the friendship, all the lies you guys were hiding behind, trust me I never thought you would be covering this up," I continued now just yelling in utter rage ,"What were you two thinking? What about Finn?"

"Please Rach, I can explain!" Noah begged me.

"Explain what? Why you went and lied to everyone, yeah that would be a good start, so on you go give me your pathetic excuses,"

"Look Rach it was before we were together and I didn't wanna hurt you. I knew you didn't get on with Quinn and that this news would break you, plus the fact Quinn didn't want anyone to know I wasn't the father, I was trying to protect you from the pain," he did his best to explain, I looked up into his deep hazel eyes and knew he was telling the truth, so I had to do the same.

"Noah, it doesn't even hurt that you slept with Quinn, because that was before you even knew my name, it doesn't hurt that you have a child with her, I honestly don't care about that, it's the fact that you didn't love me enough to give me the truth no matter how much it hurt!" I said wiping the tears that were streaming down my cheeks and I ran out.

I just ran to my car, I felt as if, when I got there I would feel, almost safe. When I finally got there I just drove to a small lake nearby. I sat on the grassy hill watching the water, while the tears flowed, what did I do now? What about Finn?

Finn, he had a right to know but he'd loved that baby girl so much, it would break him completely. Noah and Quinn should have told the truth from the start, maybe there wouldn't be as much heart break. Maybe Noah was right if he had told me I would've been angery, upset or torn but I'm sure eventually I'd have forgiven him and I'm sure this time I will as well but just not yet.

The wind blew softly against me, making me shiver I felt someone behind me, I was sure Noah had probably come to find me. The person gently wrapped their jacket around me, I turned around assuming it was Noah to yell at him but it wasn't him it was a stranger.

He was tall with dark brown hair that fell to his eyes with a small kink of a curl. His eyes gorgeous, a deep brown but they weren't hazel.

He sat down next to me and silently just stared out into the distance. So asked him his name and for the first time I heard his voice, deep for someone his age whisper,"Finlay Loagan, you?"

"Rachel Berry," I replied softly and that just how we sat, for hours, staring into the distance.

It helped me, I don't know how but it did, because when I finally got home that night my head was cleared and I fell asleep as soon as I lay down.

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Love Kitty x