coming to the end of the story. lol. i dont even know who reads my fic, but jsyk :)

When Adam and Tommy reached their front door, Tommy pushed him away and ran to his room, locking the door behind him.

"Tommy...Tommy..?" Adam's voice almost begging when he stood infront of the door helplessly. He could hear him sob from inside. What have I done, Adam wondered with his head leaning against the door.

"This is the second time i've hurt him," He whispered to himself. he sat on the floor with legs apart, almost wishing he'd never met Tommy. Adam snapped out of his thoughts as soon as the door behind opened. Tommy stood in the middle with watery eyes. His makeup was ruined by the tears and there were dark shadows of eyeliner around his eyes. Adam got up, frowning in concern. Tommy opened his mouth only to say something when he there was a knock on the door. Adam was the one who opened it.

"What the hell do you want now? Cant you give me a break?" His voice stern and agitated. Tommy, who was still in the room, rushed out as soon as he heard Adam talking. Beck immediately walked in when he saw Tommy approaching.

"Tommy, are you okay?"

"Hey! I didnt invite you in!" Adam shouted from behind.

"Do i look okay to you, Beck?really, do you have to ask the obvious?" Tommy said while holding back his tears.

"Im sorry about what happened...I feel really guilty. I just..I just love you." Beck's words fell into a whisper at the very end. Tommy remained quiet and swallowed hard. Tears started forming again and slipping, drop by drop. Adam walked to him and squeeze his shoulder.

"You should leave, Beck." Beck just stood there, ignoring him.

"Atleast think about it..."

"there's nothing to th-"

"I wasnt talking to you, Adam!" Beck cut his sentence, clearly annoyed by his presence. Adam wasnt the kind that likes to be cut when he was talking.

"Get. Out" He said calmly, trying to control his anger. Beck rolled his eyes and walked out.

"Babe, you okay?" Adam tried comforting Tommy, who was sobbing softly.

"I...I just...Im so confused." Adam took a step back and narrowed his eyes at him.

"Confused about us?" Tommy kept quiet. he cant ie anymore. He doesnt want to. The truth hurts, but he knows Adam rather get hurt by the truth than a lie.

"Tommy...why in the hell are you confused? I mean...wait, are you considering Beck?" Tommy went to sit on the couch and stared at the TV which was displaying a blank screen.

"Dont assume." Adam walked and stood infront of him.

"Dont assume?How can i not assume when you're keeping quiet. You know i really love you.. We've been dating for sometime now. Are you...are you giving up on me?" His voice sounded didnt want to Tommy to leave him. he meant the world to him. he'd do anything just to keep him by his side. Tommy noticed the tension he's feeling.

"Hey..hey...dont say that...Im not giving up on you. I cant do that and i dont want to. I love you just as much as you love me." Tommy said, getting up and holding his hands. Adam's eyes was glistening as tears welled up.

"I really, really love you, Tommy." Adam said as he cupped his face and kissed his forehead.

"I know..But i need to talk with Beck." Adam nodded. Tommy went out the door and texted Beck. We need to talk, and he hit 'send' right after. he headed back to the club, he knows beck always distress himself with alcohols. When he reached the club, it was pretty hard to find beck. He saw the bandmates but he wasnt with them. Tommy scanned the place carefully and his eyes stopped searching when he saw someone clad in black, sitting at the couch with an upset look, drinking booze. he inhaled deeply before going over to him.

"Hey.." Beck looked at him once and turned away. Tommy swallowed hard before sitting next to him. He was at a loss for words.

"Beck..?"

"There's nothing to talk about. You can go now."

Tommy gotta admit, he was kinda hurt when he said that. He came here with sincerity hoping to talk things out and he really didnt expect that kinda harsh behavior.

"Im not going anywhere. Im not leaving until we have this talk. You're my friend, Beck.." Tommy stopped when he noticed Beck rolled his eyes.

"You still are, okay."

"Tommy, why are we even having this talk? Adam hates me, i get it. I'll stay away from you. The end."

"You need to tell me what's on you're thinking." He stared at Tommy for awhile and then shifted his whole body to face him.

"Im just gonna come straight out.I like you, always have always will. I think you're cute and sweet and so talented. I get jealous when i see you and Adam together. The chemistry between you guys are really strong and i realized its unbreakable. I understand. I dont stand a chance with you. You prolly hate me too. I just like having your attention, like how Adam always gets it during his tour. I want that too. I love you, Tommy." He sighed and gulped down his booze. Tommy was touched by his words. He appreciated that he tried to pour out his feelings.

"Thanks for being honest with me. And i dont hate you. Like i said, you're my friend. But you should know that...we cant...you know.. I mean i would, but its all too late. Im sorry you had to feel this way, Beck. I really am, and im also apologizing for the way i acted towards you."

"Its cool, man. I totally get it. Just friends." Tommy nodded and gave a small smile

"Well i need to go now.." He stood up and offered a hug. beck got on his feet and hugged him tightly.

"I'll see you around, Beck." Tommy smiled sweetly and left. Beck watched him walked away, as if he was slipping away like sand in his hands.

"Yep...Just friends." He said sadly to himself.