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CHAPTER 10: KAMI-SAMA HATES ME!!!
MIKAN'S P.O.V
To be able to date such a great guy like Haru, he always protected me from any harm or bad people. I should be happy…
But then… why wasn't I?
I felt insecure… and I always thought it wasn't the real me…when i hang out with him and do stuff like skip classes...
I took out an old photo album and looked through the pictures. In every one of those pictures… I was always smiling or looked happy…
Then I saw a picture of… Mum… Dad… and Reo…
Especially Reo… even if we always fought… I knew deep down he always cared for me.
When I didn't I understand anything, Reo would explain it to me… he would always be there for me… even when he was the person who needed protection.
But it's too bad… I thought as I slowly closed the book.
He's gone… and that's that.
But I always had this feeling that he was gone so young… I felt a tear trickle down my face.
I couldn't forget him… I couldn't forget them…
But that wasn't the only people I couldn't forget…but also a certain Raven haired boy… Natsume…
Why is it whenever I look at him or think about him…? I was felt guilty?
I though he was a stupid uncaring, insensitive, lowlife bastard?
Hn… I should really stop all this cursing and swearing… I have been learning too many bad things from Haru… I even nearly smoked…
But I guess I just have to settle for what I have… at least I still have my eldest brother!!
I smiled. That's right… that's how I used to be… happy…
But I always thought it was wrong to smile in front of people like Haru or Natsume since they never smile either… but that's okay… I didn't want to think so much about it…
I was waiting for Rey to come back home from work… then we could eat together. But I've already waited for more than an hour but he hasn't come back home.
I decided to call him.
I dialed his number on the phone.
'beep beep beep' I waited patiently until someone picked up the phone.
"Hello? Onii-Chan?" I said.
But the person who replied wasn't my brother… that certain someone spoke so quickly that I barely understood anything as the background voices were all panicking too.
I raised a brow, "Umm… excuse me… whoever you are… can I speak to my Onii-Chan please?" I said.
"Are you Sakura Rey's sister?" (I know… the name sounds awfully weird…)
"Umm… Hai… but who are you?"
The replier told me everything I needed to know.
I dropped the phone. Tears poured down my face and I covered my face with my hands.
No! It can't be happening again! What did I ever do to deserve all this pain and suffering? Kami-sama if you're somewhere out there listening… I just know that you hate me…