Chapter 9: The Talk
Let's talk. I said hoping that he would understand. I haven't even talked to my parents about this yet. I mean I know that there very…..
…active…
But I still am very confused. No, not in the technical sense. I know all of the anatomy, and crap. I just needed some help from the people close to me. So I just realized he has phased and is standing in front of me. Just looking at me like im the air he breathes.
I stood there. Oh my. I just realized that I could sit here forever and look at his beautiful self. He was truly beautiful. And I loved him. And I wanted to just sit here forever. And be with him. I walked over to him and just stared. And I don't know how much longer I stared, but I hugged him. So nicely and so tightly. I loved this mutated wolf man. Because he loved me and he was mine.
"Ummm Nes what's up with you. You wanted to talk to me about sex, right?" I nodded, and then he continued,
"So what was that stare hug thing?" I blushed violently and thought I was thinking the following in my head. But it came out of my mouth.
"I was just realizing that I want you forever because I love you, you love me, and your beauty, and gentle nature are what is important to me and I never want to leve your side ever again. Because I love you." I mumbled into his chest while I was hugging him. And then I realized I was crying. He wiped away a few of my tears for him off of my face. And said.
"I love you too. But if what you're trying to get at is that, you need to have sex with me in order to be with me forever, your dead wrong."
I smiled because he wasn't like all of those other horny guys around the world. He was sensitive and he cared. But I was laughing because he was dead wrong.
"No. I wasn't thinking that." I chuckled. "It wasn't my goal to say that thing out loud. But I did want to talk to you about that. That…umm thing… that just happened… that wasn't expected. Completely different from the whole sex thing." He nodded and listened for me to keep going.
"Well the sex thing… I was just wondering, if you think about me that way. I want to be one of the first to know. Phanella knows. And I think you've just been controlling your thoughts around my dad. But I don't care as long as you tell me the truth. And if I don't ask you. Tell me. Because im not always going to ask you every little thing. We need to have open relations to talk to each other. About everything. That's what imprints and imprinters are all about." I said then I walked over to him and kissed him.
"So what's your answer? Do you think about me that way?" he paused to think about his answer.
"Yes. Yes I think of you in a sexual way. But only beca-"I cut him off with a kiss.
"Thank you for telling me the truth." I said, cutting him off. He laughed a light laugh.
"Can I finish please? I was saying I think of you that way sometimes, because I just can't help it ever since you turned 7 you've been an adult to me. So I had adult thoughts. Im so sorry but I can't help it." He was sooo sweet. He cared about me more than he cared about his penis. Awww.
"Jake its ok to think that. I have been lately (for the past 4 hours.) too." We both laughed in harmony, the way we should, and always will. I loved him.
"Umm yeah Nes? Well you were staring at me for like a long time…. So we have to get back to last period. Well I have to get to last period. Ill be fine and so will you. Because you live in forks and all. Why don't you take your car before someone notices, and go back to my house. Meet you there after school. Common lets go."
We walked back to the school to part ways and wait to see each other later. Our little happy plan did not have as much of a happy ending. We emerged from the trees to see the principal standing outside looking at the tree line. She spotted us and furrowed as she headed our way. I looked at Jake and he had that oh crap face on. She reached us and said in a very stern voice.
", Mr. Black, shall I escort you to my office, im sure you'll find it cumphorting, your friend is there." Then I realized I supposedly got sick and went home. What I didn't remember is that the school had a policy, and that policy is,
-If you leave school grounds for emergencies or for illness reasons, you are allowed to do so, but you must first report it to the main office, and then once you are home, you must have a parent/guardian call the school within 24 hours confirming.-
And we didn't. Wonderful.
We arrived in 's office, I saw Phanella sitting in a chair with her head in her hands. I sat down next to her and Jake next to me, I held jakes hand then quickly put our hands on his face telling him that I quickly wanted to talk to Phanella. And that I would cough when I was done so he could do so. He quickly nodded. And I let my hand and his fall to the bench.
Phanella?
Yeah Nes?
Are you mad at me?
No I mean I was the one who told you to go when you didn't want to. And I was the one to tell you that I would take care of it. Im sorry Nes.
Me too. My parents won't mind though. They skipped a lot in there school days. And have let me skip before for hunting and stuff. Speaking of hunting. My mom and dad are all going hunting, and the next Cullen contact on that list is…Rose Alice, Emmet, and then Jasper. So that means that Alice and rose will come and pick us up. Or pretend to discipline us ha-ha.
Ok your family is sooo cool Nes.
My aunts will understand once I explain.
Then I stopped showed Jake the conversation to Jake, he laughed and then whispered,
"Im sooo excited Blondie will be in the room when you tell your aunts you were discussing sex with your boyfriend the dog." He whispered sarcastically. Phanella was laughing. I muffled a laugh and Jake had that one of a kind goofy smile on.
From where I was sitting I could see the main entrance. I saw Alice and Rose walk in smiling. They told the frond desk lady, , and walked down the hall, past us and into the principal's office; the both smiled all the way in and winked at me and Phanella. After a couple of minutes, Phanella Jake and I were called into the office. I couldn't wait to see how rose and Alice would get me out of this deal. Well was a male. I had a felling they were going to flirt.
A/N:
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