Hi sorry I haven't been updating! Been focused on all my new stories please check out 'Love Will Find Me, It's As Clear As Day' it's a AU but it will be great I promise! Please check it out! Along with my other stories 'One Life. Live It' and 'Running Wild'. And REVIEW! I only update when you review!

Little note- Someone mentioned in a review that they thought it was Ty's baby, it wasn't of course but in Only Hope Will Survive they had only broken up a matter of hours before, so basically it was an affair.

So yeah R&R!

XWildAtHeartX

Pulling myself up, I swung up onto Spartan; my whole body numb, lifeless. I paused my mind racing, my eyes darting over the little envelope in my hands. I bit my lip, trying to fight the flood of tears threatening to fall, without daring to think for one second longer; I shredded the letter with in seconds. Leaving it to fall softly all around me. Without looking back I rode of into the forest, leaving what I hoped was the past behind me...

I strode out of the barn, having sorted Spartan out and left him safely in his stall. I had to get this problem sorted too, I can't bare to think what I have done. How I have completely destroyed all we had.

He trusted me. Now I'm not so sure...

Swinging into the truck I clutched the steering wheel, turning quickly out of the drive way, heading for the only place I knew, Ty's place.

I pulled to a stop outside the trailer, my eyes frantically searching for his slender frame. "Ty." I whispered, my voice muffled by the wind, the bird call replacing my cry. I fumbled with the small handle, slowly pushing the door open; trying everything in my power to delay what I was about to do, to stop myself. But I had to... For Ty.

I landed with a thud, my knees wincing as I hit the ground. I grasped the door frame with my fingers, letting the tears fall softly in the breeze. Relaxing at the cold streaks that raced down my cheeks as the cool air hit them.

Without looking back, I stepped cautiously forwards. Still searching for Ty. Biting my lip as my eyes met his slender frame. He was covered by the long grass, protected from the wind. I was behind him now, whether he knew I don't know, because he was silent. A deathly silent, a silent that gripped you and squeezed every inch of life out of you. It was that type of silent you cannot forget.

I dropped slowly to the floor, my body was hidden by the grass; as it waved in every direction. As it went with the flow.

I didn't say anything, as much as I hated the silence. I could not take words, I couldn't face the pang of hurt that edged in his every word, I couldn't do that.

Instead he surprised me, still staring of into the distance he said softly, his voice barely above a whisper; "We are like horses who hurt themselves as soon as they pull on their bits - and we bow our heads. We even lose consciousness of the situation, we just submit. Any re-awakening of thought is then painful."

I looked at him shocked by them few words, he was right. He always was, but I had to accept that.

We had to move on, but maybe just maybe we could work this out.

Hope you liked it! Please review!

Just a little note that quote Ty says does not belong to me instead it belongs to Simone Weil, not sure who he is but he owns it. Think it fits in quite well, don't you.

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Love Will Find Me, It's As Clear As Day. (Was originally called, One Teenage One Goldfish- Yeah I know-)

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