Sorry about this, but this is one of the worst things I have ever written. I feel so bad about this piece of shit. Hope you guys enjoy it anyway, I promise you that my next FanFic will be a 100 times better!

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xNagisa

Chapter ten, May I?

It was Harry, it was Harry´s bodied lying there by his feet. A rage was growing inside of me as sadness was helping it to build, why did I trust her, why did i….love her.

Ginny was standing next to me; she was not crying but just stood there and looked at her dead ex boyfriend.

"He was just a boy, nothing other than a boy with luck" Voldermort said, this was it I walked out of the line of professors and students and looked at him; I wasn't afraid, only angry.

"He defeated you!" I shouted, a cheer came from behind me as I saw Bella looking at me from behind Voldermort.

"Luck" Voldermort said.

"No, he was stronger then you, more powerful and wiser" Another cheer and this time I could hear McGonagall joining in.

"Doesn't matter, I won" he said.

"Look around you, there is still an army here, and I will not let you kill my best friend" I took out my wand and felt someone taking my hand.

"I stand by you Mione" It was Ron, and then Ginny, Luna, Neville and Draco was also standing next to me.

"Fools" and as Voldermort pulled out his wand, a blast from behind him made him fall over and soon Bellatrix was between us, and in the blast, Harry diapered. Bella was running up the small hill to me as Voldermort got back on his feet. She grabbed me as everyone was moving back in to the castle trying to escape the army that followed Voldermort. A flash of green light missed Bella´s head with just an inch as she pulled me out of harm's way.

"Forgive me" She said, I didn´t answer, we ran in to the great Hall and stood soon back to back ready to fight. I can remember how long we fought, but soon it was only me, Bella and Voldermort standing up. The others were standing up against the wall, ether to afraid or to week to fight.

"Why do you fight with that child Bella?" Voldermort asked as he was just looking over at us; "She is a stupid child, of wrong blood" Bella seemed to doubt and then he took his chance. The blast made us both fly back and we hit the floor hard. My wand flew away as did Bella´s as a man pulled me away and his arm was around my neck. I could see Voldermort, slowly moved over to her. Fear struck her beutifull face, as Voldermort lifted his wand.

"Time to die, my friend" he said, Bella spat at him. He raced his wand more:

"NO NO PLEASE!" My shout made everyone's face turn, Ron was pale as he watched me and Ginny seemed to be ready to cry.

"Kill me" I said, my voice was cracking, I was shaking and the man needed to hold me up or I would fall to the ground.

"Why?" Voldermort asked, and he did look confused. I looked at Bella, her wonderful face torn apart with fear.

"Because I love her, please kill me and not her" I said, he made a gesture with his hand and I felt how the man let me go. I walked slowly over to where Bella was, still on the floor and looked up at Voldermorts face.

"Don´t you fear death?" He asked, I shook my head.

"In life there is pain, suffering, fear… how can anyone fear leaving that" Voldermort moved closer to me as he put his long white hand on my face.

"You would have made a good Deatheter" I spat him in the face, Bella smiled behind me: "I shall grant you wish then" He lifted his wand but suddenly out of nowhere a voice made him turn around.

"Don´t you dear touch her" it was Harry; he was standing there with his wand pointing at Voldermort. Voldermort let me go and I moved over to Bella and hugged her, Harry and Voldermort was walking in a perfect circle, Harry told him how all his Horcruxes were destroyed and now it was only him. Voldermort didn´t think Harry was telling the truth, I was still chocked over seeing my best friend walk again. Bella pulled me closer to her as Harry and Voldermort now stood still, facing each other as Voldermort shouted.

"Avada Kedavra!"

"Expelliarmus!" Harry replied as there spells hit, Voldermorts curse reflected and hit him in the cheats. He fell back on to the floor as Harry couth his wand in the air. Silence, no one spoke, everyone was holding their breaths as if they were waiting for him to get up again. But he didn´t it was over and soon cheers and soon everyone ran up to Harry and hugged him, I sat still with Bella, watching Draco walk over to the man who had been holing me, Lucius.

I got up and ran over to Harry and hit him in the face, the people that saw it stopped cheering.

"Don´t ever scare me like that again" I said before I hugged him, as he laughing hugged me back.

As the crowed moved away from Harry I could see that Bella was missing, I walked around and looked everywhere, but she was gone.

"She when outside" Ginny said, I turned and looked at her.

"What?" I asked

"Lestrange, I guess you have made you choice" she said and crossed her arms.

"Ginny…"

"Don´t, I will not give up on you, not now" she said and walked away, why did I keep hurting her. I walked out in to the entrance hall, Bella was sitting on the stairs and looked up at me when I walked closer.

"Hermione, we need to talk" I said nothing so she continued; "If I stay here, I will be sent to Azkaban and probably killed" I shook my head, as if I knew what she was going to say.

"Don´t you dear leave me" I said, she walked over to me and stood in front of me.

"If they send me to Azkaban, the dementors will take all my memories of you" she said, she pulled me in and hugged me: "I can´t let that happen" she let go of me and held out a hand.

"May I have this dance?" She asked, I looked at her confused.

"There is no music" I said.

"Do we need that?" She asked, I took her hand, and we danced. My head was on her shoulder as she was slowly moving front and back.

"Now I am happy" she said.

"What do you mean?"

"Now I have done everything I wished for with you" I smiled as she stopped.

"Close your eyes" she said.

"Why?" I was about to cry.

"I don´t want you to have a memory of me leaving" I kissed her, in a way to really make this good bye perfect and this was the best kiss of my life.

"The read head" she said, and I froze. Did she know about Ginny? "She likes you, probably more then I can ever love anyone" she said, she moved away from me.

"Close you eyes" and I did, that was the last time I would ever see her…

Epilogue

Ten years later

I was sitting in my apartment in Diagonally, ten years have passed. Are life's sure has changed, Harry was married and with Luna. They were now expecting there second child. Ron got married to Lavender Brown, they were still working on a second child. I had lived with Ginny here for five years, alone and just living are life. We traveled a lot and worked hard. We had no plans of getting married, we didn´t have the money or the interest, we loved each outers and that was enough. Bella had been right, Ginny would love me more then she could. Ginny sat down next to me, she kissed me lightly before she looked at me seriously.

"I have been thinking" she said, I looked at her; "Don´t you think, that maybe we should, you know"

"No, I don´t know" I said and smiled at her.

"Getting a baby" she said, she blushed and I looked at her with big eyes.

"You know that that requires something none of us have" I said, she smiled.

"You are so old fashion" she giggled ; "There are other ways, I just want us to be on the same page" she said.

"Well, then yes, yes let´s get a baby"

"Really?" She was shining, I wondered how long she had wanted to ask me this.

"Yes" I said, she got so happy that as she was going to kiss me she knocked over the lamp that Ron bought us when we moved in.

"I love you Hermione Granger"

"And I love you Ginny"

And you Bella

Finished the 4 of July 2010 at 2.03 am