Kagome and Sango visited once in a while since it was a long journey. They helped around the house and even stayed over causing Rin to take down the enchantments. Luckily they were never attacked. This helped her a lot but it wasn't enough. She wanted more, no she wanted him. His sweet and elegant voice, his warm and large hands. Also his gorgeous smile that used to be so rare. She wanted all of that but how could she get that when he was not even there. Her heart was already shattered leaving her with only a shard while he had the rest.

"Rin are you ok, you're crying."

Rin was actually lost in thought but managed to come back to reality when Kagome spoke. She looked at her worried smile and suppressed a whisper.

"Yes. I was just day dreaming."

Kagome heard what she said and went to comfort her. She knew what Rin was going through but what could she do?"

months, weeks passed and it was nearly time for snow. Kagome and Sango just left and it was terribly late yet Rin couldn't sleep. She decided to go outside for some fresh air before she put up the enchantments again.

Rin couldn't stop thinking about no matter how hard she tried. It was useless. Everything reminded her of him especially his clothes which she failed to throw away. The sweet and lovely smell never went away leaving her in agony.

As she walked along the river bank, all her memories haunted her.

"Why, why can't I forget him?" she sank to her knees forgetting she was pregnant.

All the pain was coming back as she saw his face in the water. The beautiful gold eyes and that long silver hair she used to play in. How could she forget that? How could she live without that? There was no way she could.

Tears gushed down her face. She wanted to be held again. She wanted to experience that kiss he always gave her. She wanted to know that he loved her the way she loved him. The way she craved for his flawless face. She was willing to pay whatever price just to get a glimpse of his face again but how could she when she did not even know where he was.

Rin was getting cold and she tried to get up but it was no use. She couldn't. She felt like she was going to die but before that ever happens, she wanted to call out his name once more.

"SESSHOMARU!!! I . . . lov . . ."

She collapsed but his name echoed for miles.

-

"what was that?" Sango asks kagome as she turned around.

"It was Rin. Something's wrong."

Sango was already heading back towards the mansion, Kilala going at lightening speed.

"did you hear that?" the lovely voice said to Jaken.

"No. Is there something wrong Lord Sesshomaru?" Jaken asked concerned and eying his master dully.

Sesshomaru frowned then looked away and continued walking.

"No. It must've been the wind."

He continued back on his current direction but he looked back once more.

I could've sworn I heard someone call my name. Rin, please be ok. He pleaded to himself.