A/N: thanks to everyone who reviewed. All those reviews made my day. I just had to write a very long drabble for you all. Oh and if you all were wondering (which I doubt) I write these drabbles spontaneously, usually I listen to music or watch a movie that gives me an idea or two. Them I just type away and I come up with these random, yet stupid little drabbles, that are very pointless. I am glad you all like them. I didn't think these drabbles were any good at all, well until I read all your reviews. THANKS.
ROMITRIFAN: yeah Dimitri just needs to tell Rose the truth. Oh my god Lissa was so annoying; she gave me a migraine just reading that story. Ugh. I just started reading Bloodlines; I just hope none of the characters are like that.
DIMITRILOVESHISROZA: I'm glad you like the drabble. CONGRATS, I was just told yesterday that having twins in my family skips a generation and I will be the lucky one. Haha. Yeah people will say those kinds of things. I think I might do a hunting trip because that's what most people are saying.
GHETTOGOTHGUY: yeah I plan on figuring it out, if I don't I will make sure it is posted correctly. I don't know about the 'Dabe' gay one-shot, it's going to take much longer to write that one instead of the hunting trip. I will write it if I get help writing it.
SHADOW X AMY: Haha. I am taking Spanish 1 right now and boy do I hate it. We're learning the places in the house as well as items. Ugh. I will definitely write the hunting trip soon. Haha. I think I will have people make up a few characters.
ILOVEPPBJACKSON: I am very glad you enjoy my drabbles. I am getting a lot of people saying the hunting trip, so I think that is what I will be doing. Haha. I have a few ideas already.
SUBWAY-SWAGGER: I'm glad I got another person reading these drabbles. Your ideas are really cool; I will definitely use at least one of them. If you have more ideas I would love to know them.
Rose's pov
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I left all those years ago because I could never stay in a place where the man I love is at. Those 4 little words hurt me so much. I just wish I never went to see him in the church that day. I miss everyone, even Dimitri.
I am now living in New York and I go out to clubs every night to drink my sorrows away. If I don't then I will be at my apartment doing so.
I can feel the darkness getting stronger every day. I feel as if I'm going to go insane soon and there is no stopping it. I can hear a voice telling me to end my life because I can't live like this. With all this pain and sorrow, I'm going to leave this world soon and I can't do anything to stop it.
I know when I am gone that my friends and family will find out and feel guilty that they didn't try harder to help me or find me. Dimitri is the one I'm worried about though. He is going to blame himself for this and it isn't his fault, at least not all of it is. I know he will do something stupid to get himself killed and I don't want that. But there is nothing I can do.
I shouldn't be alive and I know death will do anything to get his hand on me. Death wins after all.
A/N: Thank you all for reading. Please review and tell me what you all think.