Hey guys its Alys~ I hate to get your hopes just and have you think this is a new chapter, but sadly it isn't. I wanted to apologize for not updating and tell you that I am working on the new chapter, I've just been rather busy with school and color guard! Please have faith and hang in there! I'm trying to get this chapter finished and posted soon! Thanks for your patience! So heres a random thing.. I don't know but its from Auroras point of view so you have something to chew on while Im trying not to die from being over worked! And its short...
POV. Aurora
I stared out the window, trying to see out of it as the rain pelted it, making it fog each time I breathed. Sebastian had yet to return from sending out the invites and I found myself rather bored with out him. Not to mention that the bed seems too big with out him, as if it intends to swallow me as I sleep, so I've started to sleep on my cat bed once more.
My tail twitched impatiently as I back away from the window, my ears falling flat against my skull as I let out a dissapointed sigh. I tugged at the fabric of my gown, watching as the material shimmered slightly in the candle light that filled the large room. I rather liked the candles, the fire was lovely to watch.
I paced slowly, covering the floor in slow, measured steps, waiting, before giving up and walking over to my make shift bed, settling upon it with a swish of skirts, before I pushed them down , giggling as the air rushed out from it as I did so. I couldnt help but wonder if Sebastian truely understood when I told him that I loved him. It is an odd thing to love. Its such a strong emotion - and yet.. so very tender and soft, so easily lost to despair. Like...like when I first told my raven that I loved him and he simply responded with how nice that was and how he cared for me in return. I had felt as if my world was crumpling around me and the sun had died- how melodramtic of me...but a cat cant help but wonder.
I lower myself down upon the blanketed pillows as my tail lashed under my dress in distress as I remembered the feeling. Oh how I love him, I would give anything and everything for him, I only wish there was a way for me to express this to him in a way that I could be sure he would understand...but who says he doesnt? I get myself into trouble with these kinds of thoughts...
Alys: again sorry its so short and that I havent updated it in a while...Im actually meant to be doing homework right now ^ ^; hehe...so um ya! I will try to update soon! Oh and I had a stupid idea, so I was browsing Deviant Art with my friends and we ran across all of these question and answer things, and it gave me an idea, if you would like, if you have a question fro one of my extremely OOC characters or Aurora, you can pm me or put it in your review and I will include the answer in your personal response! (I will has the character "answer it") I guess Ill know your anwser based off your reviews!
Thank you! Dont loose faith in me please! Now I must actually do homework!
Love
Alys