I own nothing I just like to play

Chapter 10

BPOV

I take a step back from him, look at him in his black eyes and state...

"What the fuck Jasper? I mean I have not seen you in six years and the last time I saw you, you tried to freaking eat me!"

Even though, I don't blame him for that. After I realised that due to his gift of empathy he was feeling the blood lust of everyone else as well as his own. I know for a fact they were all struggling with the scent of my blood apart from Carlisle and I was Deadwards' singer, so I can't blame Jasper for that.

I look at Jasper standing in front of me looking all pissed with black eyes because I dared to speak up to him and then he shocks me by growling at me in a possessive manor. Now I will admit I am turned on by this display of power but there is no way in hell I am ready for these feelings especially not for a vampire, as every time I feel cold I am reminded of what those sick bastards did to me, I still feel dirty and will feel un clean for as long as I live.

So having these feelings for a vampire is making me stress out and go a little crazy. I mean it has only been a little over a year since I was last taken against my will, forced to have sex with Stan, Riley and Mac. I am brought out of my internal monologue by Jasper taking a step closer to me trying to get his arms around me again growling even louder still,

"MINE"

"Snap out of it Fucker I am not now nor have I ever been yours you have a mate, actually two from what I have been told so what the fuck?"

"Oh no Isabella you are MY MATE, you and you alone now COME HERE"

Jasper decides to bellow at me.

Now that did it no more little miss nice Izzy.

He can get fucked if he thinks I am going to let his cold ass body anywhere near me. Too many memories, too much pain.

Can't he understand that, the thick arrogant son of a bitch I mean he can see some of the scars on my body that he knows his kind caused yet he still expects me to come close to him? I know he doesn't know about the abuse and rape and branding yet but still I don't think so mate and another thing I just realised he called me Isabella. So I square my shoulders at him and say in my emotionless steal calm voice.

"Jasper I will say this once and only once Isabella Marie Swan is dead, she died four years ago when her heart got ripped out for a second time. When her family got murdered in front of her and when the baby in her womb got punched out of her. I am what is left I am Izzy Mann and I will NEVER be that fragile excuse for a blummbering, blushing, klutzy fool again.

And as for the Mate thing what about Alice?

What about Maria who claims you are hers?

And another thing I am Mine not yours not anybody's. Nobody will ever own me, if you've got a problem with that you can fuck off now OK!"

As I was saying this Jaspers eyes seemed to darken even further and his growls increased to a constant hum. He seemed Furious with what I just said but I don't know which part irked him the most.

Majors POV

She pulled away from me, and proceeded to shout at me, I try to use my gift to calm her down as I know she is confused and angry but it is still ineffective. This is really disturbing me never have I met anyone whom I could not affect with my gift.

I know she is my mate but the little kitten has claws and an attitude to go with it. She stands defiant in front of me, everybody fears me even my Brother and Char, and I am the GOD OF WAR. Yet here stands my mate still human looking the epitome of sin so hot and sexy, with a fire in her eyes standing up to me. I want to see how far I can push her until she shows fear.

I don't really want her to fear me but you see, I am a possessive fucker and she will need to learn to stand behind me if we are ever threatened and she needs to learn that I will always look out for her and take care of her needs. So with that I growl at her possessively. She looks slightly startled by my reaction and I can smell her arousal but then she looks Guilty and I get a brief flash of her emotions which confuse me as she is feeling,

Guilt, selth loathing, hate, anger, depression

And the one that make me boil with anger she feels unworthy, so I take a step closer to my kitten trying to get her in my arms whilst reminding her by growling that she is mine, she should never feel unworthy. We meant what we said all those years ago in Phoenix when we told her that she was worth it. She shuns me again and with new fire lit in her eyes and continues to yell at me I am starting to get really pissed at her.

Then she says the one thing to make me blow up in anger she says she is not mine. Oh I have news for you little Kitten you will submit to me and let me pleasure you eventually. So as cockily as I can I tell her?

"Oh no Isabella you are MY MATE, you and you alone now COME HERE"

I can see her having an internal battle about what I have just said so I decide to wait and see what she says next as I am curious to see what my little kitten has in her, what she has that makes her so right for me, what makes her right to be the GOD OF WARS mate. She then shocks the shit out of me by squaring her shoulders at me and saying in an emotionless steal calm voice. That the Isabella I knew was dead and that she was Izzy Mann I could feel the strength and determination coming off of her. It made me so angry when she said that she had to watch her family be murdered. Then when she said she lost a baby out of her womb my dead heart nearly broke for her. Then she started to question me about my former wife and the lies that Maria had told her I could not contain my temper I was so angry at all the things my beautiful mate, my Isabella had been through.

I realised that she must have been touched inappropriately when I tried to take her in my arms again as she totally freaked out on me, screaming, shouting and crying before she passed out. I think that today has been to emotionally draining for her so I caught her before she hit her head on the floor and carried her upstairs to my bedroom but before I set her down on the bed I could feel the skin of her back on my arm and it felt too rough. I had to check it out so I rolled her over to see her back and lifted her shirt. I wish I could go back in time to take this pain away from my mate, I can see bite marks, whip lash scars and brands on her back I am angry but also that upset I can feel Jasper coming back to the surface.

Amazing.

Her pain is making me retreat no one has been able to make me retreat before and now she can without even being awake.

This is dangerous one tiny little human can make me back down when she's not even in a conscious state.

JPOV

We have heard the expression 'To tame the savage beast' well up un till this point nobody had been able to put the Major back within his confides in my brain but now Izzy had with one look at her torture inflicted wounds the Major has grown a conscience.

I wish I could sleep like Izzy is to shut down for a while it has been a very long day and I can feel my throat burning with hunger because of all the emotions I have felt today. I need Peter and Charlotte to come back so I can hunt as I will not leave my mate ion her own not now I have just got her back.