Sticks and stones
Broken bones
Pain only happens when you let it
Why would I let you hurt me
When all I wanted was you?
.:Games:.
Hiding… that was a thing you seemed to do quite well.
When we first met you hid your face behind those glasses large glasses and your bangs
When I was looking for you after our first meeting you hid so well I couldn't find you, so I had to ask for help
You hid behind your violin when I trapped you in the music room
When we at my party, you hid behind your body, your kisses, in order to escape
And now, after challenging me so blatantly
You hid behind winter break.
It drove me crazy
As I laid in my room staring at the ceiling
I replayed all of our limited interactions in my head
The last time we talked the most.
In-fact before I had seen you in the halls I was still furious about what happened that night at the party,
I had been mad for days following that party
Me? Be played?
I kept thinking that I couldn't let you win.
That I needed to make you know that you meant nothing.
I knew Sakura was spreading exaggerated fairy tales,
but I needed to see you
I wanted to know that it had some effect
But as soon as I saw your pale face
My mind went blank
I just, drank you in
It felt like it had been so long since I saw your face.
You looked ... beautiful.
Like nothing was wrong
and I hated it.
Why was I the only one?
What the hell were you doing that made it so easy to rattle me in the way that you did?
You wouldn't leave my thoughts.
Sure, That day I had been a lot more flirtatious then I usually was with you,
I was trying so hard to treat you like all of my other conquests
I was lying to myself over and over again
Telling myself it was all a game.
When you stopped, I swelled with pride.
I, Sasuke Uchiha somehow had some sort of control over you
I didn't know what it was,
But I wasn't going to give up this chance.
I had been waiting for you by that door for too long to give this up.
You smelled so sweet
You began breathing heavenly as I leaned in closer.
Having any emotion swell within you, envy, jealousy, anger, it didn't matter, as long as it got to you. As long as I got to you.
I thought it was working
Treating you like all the others
I should have know that it would never work
That you were smarter then that
Many would have fallen for me by now, many broken by my stare but you, you defied it, you refused it.
I was not used to it, this rejection, a person's avoidance. People flock to me when I enter a room, but you always chose to shy away, it made me want to turn you to the spotlight even more. It made me want to win, to break such a stone monument and have it begging for me. Having your complete attention focused on me, having your brain only filled with images, ideas, thoughts of me. You defiance only made me want you more
When you threw Sakura in my face
It frustrated me further
You had shut down and acted like you didn't care
That what I did didn't matter,
And I wanted it to matter
I...
I wanted to matter.
I have never wanted this before
It was just a game,
You were just a game
It was just supposed to be a game
But you were more then that... I wish I would have known that then.
Author Note: Sorry this chapter took so long, and i am sorry about the lack of updates, I just had some troubles writing Chaos, i was torn on how it should get to where i wanted it to go, and so now that I'm fully revived and ready to write please expect more updates! Momentum will also be updated as well. Thank you all for supporting this story so far, and reviews really do help. I'm going to make this story worth all of your waiting. I promise.
I will also admit its hard to write a dark, kinda crooked love story when you yourself are in the happiest relationship you've ever been in. Let me say something I've learned recently. Being in love is a dangerous odd thing, but its something that has given me many ideas for this story, and for a lot of the others. thank you once more for all of your support, and I will try my best to make this a story that you'd want to read over and over again. Cause ill admit, sometimes the teasing and waiting gets too torturing, I'm going to spice it up further then its been spiced before
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