Ok so everything will get tence and… well there will be a little self harm later and a lot of depressing stuff… so yea…. Here ya go!

Chapter 10

Edds POV

Everything was going exceptionally well. We still stayed away from each other during school but I would catch Kevin looking at me every once in a while and when we caught eyes he would smile. His smile is breathtaking, so perfect and what it does to his eyes. I find myself smiling every time I think of him, which is often. Eddy and Ed still do not know, which is hard for me to lie to them, but I feel like Eddy knows something. It's been a week since we were intimate and now being Friday again I realize I want to do something with Kevin again. I have felt that way all week but I need to repay him for the perfect date he gave me. Walking in the hallway to my next class, art, I feel my phone buzz in my pocket.

Busy tonight? – K

I smile and giggle under my breath. Texting back.

Not unless you have something planned.

I was hoping dinner and a movie, your place? –K

Indeed 5?

Right on! Seeya soon! ;) –K

I smile to myself and get my stuff ready for art.

After art, I make my way to study hall but I am pulled into the locker room. I squeak and close my eyes. I feel a hand on my mouth and I open my eyes. I am not sure who he is but I have seen him at Kevin's table, so he must be in sports. I start to panic and the angry glare he is giving me. He shoves me against the lockers and I whimper. My eyes dart around and there is no one else in here which I am happy and sad about. I look back at my attacker.

"I am going to remove my hand. Scream and I will beat you to a pulp, got it?" I nod and he moves his hand and I replace my hands on my lips, shaking. He snickers at me and backs up a bit.

"So, faggot. Seems like you got a crush on our quarterback." I freeze and try to stop my panic, but it is not working and I start to shake my head trying to tell him no but he slams his hand next to my head and his face is in mine. I jump shutting my eyes and I feel his breath on my hands before he tugs them down with his other hand. I put my hands on the wall behind me trying to breath. I open my eyes again and he is so close.

"You are to stay away from him. I don't know what you two do together. I don't care if he likes you or you like him. You are to stay the fuck away from him got it?" He says and I just stare at him wide eyed. "What makes you so special anyway? Why does Kevin want you? Why does he even care?" He says backing away a bit, crossing his arms. I shake my head trembling.

"I-I-I t-tutor h-him..." I say and he gets back in my face. I try to back into the locker as much as possible but I am already to intimate with it as it is.

"Well you will stop 'tutoring' him." He reply's with air quotes. "And start tutoring me." He finishes wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me towards him. I struggle and kick his shin, he releases me and swears. He looks right at me and I back up again, he swings hitting me in the eye before grabbing my waist again.

"You are going to regret that you fucking Fairy" he says and he crushes his lips into mine.

Kevin's POV

'Where the fuck is Double D? He is never late' I think as I feel a ball in the pit of my stomach. I hear the door open and see Nazz walking in. I droop down because I was hoping it was Edd I look back down at the paper I was doodling on and feel a hand on my arm.

"You need to come with me. Now!" Nazz whispers. I look at the teacher and she nods her head. I grab my stuff and Nazz rushes me out the door.

"What is going on-" I try but Nazz is running to the locker room door that is down the hall.

"I say Double D get dragged in here. Go save him!" Nazz says and I see the fear in her eyes. I drop my stuff and run to follow her. I bust in the door and I see Trey against the locker. There are small arms pounding on his shoulders but it doesn't seem to affect him. I stalk towards him and when I see Edd's beanie all I see is red as I kidney punch him. He flies to the side falling on his back taking Edd with him. I reach down and grab Edd around the waist picking him up and setting him on the bench I look down to Trey and he doesn't look like he will move any time soon. I decide I'd rather concentrate on Edd

"Raven, baby, what's going on?" I ask. He is sitting with this hands holding his beanie, eyes closed shut and rocking back and forth. When he hears my voice he looks up at me. I notice the forming black eye.

"Did he hit you?" I ask and Edd seems to notice it's me. He relaxes and takes a deep breath.

"I am fine Kevin. No worries." He smiles slightly but winces. I narrow my eyes at him.

"Don't you lie to me Double D!" I say and stand up. "What happened." He gets a look in his eye.

"Look," he says and stands, taking a step away from me. "I-I just, w-what I mean i-is." He sighs and looks down, looking defeated. "I can't see you tonight. My apologies." He says and turns around running away. Nazz peaks her head in the door when he leaves and I shrug. Looking down at Trey I go and squat next to his head and pull him up by the shirt so he is near my face.

"I don't know what the fuck is going on. But touch my dork again and you won't make it out alive. Got it?" I threaten and he nods vigorously. I drop him and hear his head thunk on the floor. I go to find Edd.

Edd's POV

Walking home I feel ridiculous. I have my stuff from school but I am crying my eyes out. I have come to the decision that I cannot keep risking Kevin's life by getting involved with him. No one even knows about us and even though the little things have been happening, it is just not worth him getting into trouble with his team. I will take all the beatings but Kevin could get into trouble for hurting these boys. I sigh and seeing the cul-de-sac I smile thinking of what Kevin and I did in my room. 'No you can't think like that anymore. You need to tell Kevin that whatever it is we are. It is done. He might blame the football guy but I can deter him into telling him that I guess I am not actually homosexual.. That would work right? I mean we had sex and I could say it just wasn't right for me.'

It is then that I hear his bike coming up behind me. I feel myself start to panic but I decide to ignore it. I wipe my eyes of tears and stand tall walking home, so it at least doesn't look so pathetic. I see Kevin drive by and I feel a mixture of relief and disappointment. 'Does he not care enough to stop?' but then I see he him stop the bike a little ways ahead of me. He gets off his bike, removing his helmet he comes running at me.

"You ran off so fast, I was worried, are you ok?" He asks with a smile and then a worried expression. I sigh and steel myself. 'Come on Eddward. You can do this. It is for his own good. I look him square in the eyes.

"I am fine Kevin. I need you to leave me alone." God that hurt! His eyes…

"Right now? No its fine Raven, I can help you with your eye." He smiles and reaches for me. I step back and he looks at me in confusion and pain, dropping his arms. I sigh again wrapping my arms around my body to calm myself. 'I need to finish this'

"First of all Kevin, don't call me that anymore." I wince at the hurt in his eyes. 'Finish this'. "Kevin, I don't know what we are but whatever it is, it is over." I lay the final blow and try to contain the tears threatening to spill. 'You can cry all you want at home, come on be strong.'

"Edd, w-what do you mean?" Kevin asks and he looks about to cry as well.

"I-I mean Kevin that I don't want to see or speak to you anymore." I say and start to move around him to go home before I break down. But he grabs my arm and spins me around.

"What did that fucker say to you to make you act like this?" He yells at me. I wince and try to pull out of his grip but he is stronger so I just reply.

"He said nothing, he just wanted help with his homework." I lie and look down. Looking back up into his eyes with a hard set face. "After our…intimate moment" I hicup remembering how incredible it felt. " I realized that I wasn't g-gay." I stutter out. He lets me go with complete shock on his face.

"What having sex with me turned you straight?" He tries to joke but then looks at the seriousness on my face and frowns. "What so I'm not good enough for you now?" He asks and I wince again.

"Kevin it's not you its-" I start but he interrupts.

"Oh, please Edd, I've used that line before and it is bullshit! What is really going on?!" He yells back at me.

"Maybe I just don't want to see you huh? Ever think of that? Just because everyone else loves you and thinks your perfect does not mean I have to as well!" I scream right back at him. His shocked face melts into an angry one that terrifies me. I turn around and start back home. I already feel the tears crawling down my face.

"Fine. Fuck you! You were just an experiment anyway! Not like I could care about someone like you anyway, reject!" He says and I take of at a run into my house. I slam the door and lean my back against the door. Finally after trying to compose myself, I fall to the floor crying. Never in my life have I been so happy that my parents don't care about me.