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It's been about a week since me and Demi spilled our hearts out to each other. It truthfully was the best idea to get both of our secret off our chests because it has made us so close we've been inseparable since. We have hung out everyday after school so far this week and on the weekend I even slept at Demi's. It' honestly been a shock to me that Devon and Kaleb haven't noticed us yet. I mean Devon is still really sick so it's not like she's going to be asking Demi to hangout until she's better, but Kaleb's perfectly healthy. I guess it just goes to show that I was right, Kaleb literally has no brain.

But ever since Demi has told me about her secret I can't help but to notice it all the time. When ever we eat she makes an excuse that's she's going to take a shower or something along those lines. I pretend not to know what she's really doing and I smile and tell her to go ahead. But of course I know what she's actually doing, and it scares the living shit out of me. I finally let someone in my life after a year, I make a new best friend witch obviously is hard to do, and now I'm scared everyday that she's going to also die.

I do trust her when she says that she knows when enough is enough, but I did my research on eating disorders and honestly from what I read I'm not sure she will actually know when it is enough. In my mind she's perfect, maybe actually a little to skinny, but of course she doesn't see that. She's a beautiful girl and she's doing such unneeded harm to her body, I can't seem grasp the thought on why she possibly would ever do this to herself.

But besides all of that, over this past week I have started to develop another secret, and this one could really break mine and Demi's friendship. I'm not quite sure how to put this exactly, but I think I'm falling for Demi. I always thought she was a really pretty girl, even the day she came into my room while she waited for Devon, and even when she told me she was a lesbian I always found her gorgeous but I never had feelings for her. Yes I was always physically attracted to her. But now it's a whole different story, past Demi's beauty, and perfect body, her personality is really what draws me in. Something about her just makes me smile, I can't stop constantly thinking about her.

I know that she's my friend and by me liking her that could ruin my first real friendship in a year, and probably the only real friendship to come. Demi wants me to go to parties with her and hangout with other people with her, witch I completely agreed with, and ninety percent of these people I was already once friends with so I know it wont be hard, but from living in this town my whole life and growing up with these people I'm not stupid, no one in this town is real and no one will be a true friend. You need to look hard to find a true friend here, and I'm lucky to have found Demi. That's why me liking her is the last thing that's supposed to happen. I'm going to turn this real friend ship in to a total nightmare. But no matter how much I keep telling myself its wrong to like Demi I can't look past those beautiful eyes, perfect smile, just everything about her. She can make me laugh even when I'm crying, she has a beautiful way about her and it's really hard to keep my mind set to make it so we are just friends.

Then my thoughts where cut off "Sel? Why are you smiling to yourself you fucking creep" Demi said while throwing a pillow at me managing to hit me right in the face.

"Sorry I was sitting here waiting for you to finally finish doing your hair and I got caught up in my own thoughts" I said pretending to be annoyed with her so I could keep the conversation away from what I was thinking about.

"Alright well now that I'm ready what would you like to do today?"

"Well you want me to hangout with other people, its Friday theirs probably a party or something tonight, wanna do that?" I asked almost sure I was ready for the first party in a while.

"That would be a perfect idea if the party tonight wasn't your brothers best friends party" Demi said knowing that even though I was ready to meet people and party I wasn't ready to be completely thrown into a situation that involved being drunk and explaining my friendship with Demi to Kaleb, id much rather do that sober.

"Oh yeah, your right, I wouldn't mind going to a party even if Kaleb was their, but being somewhere that is ALL Kaleb's friends probably isn't the best thing to start off with. Hmm I really wanted to drink tonight." I said a little disappointed.

"We still can" Demi said with a smirk as she held up a card.

"What is that?" I said squinting my eyes trying to figure out what Demi's plan was.

"Fake ID, I got it with your sister in New York a couple months ago, the liquor store in town barley cards me anymore, they think I'm 22"

I laughed at this, yes Demi probably looked a little older then me, she could maybe pass for 19, but defiantly not old enough to pass as 22

"Okay we can do that, but where are we going to drink?" I said curious what exactly Demi was planning.

"Well, My mom usually goes out on Friday's and stays at her boyfriends house, so we will have the house a lone tonight." Demi said, she was right her mom was actually rarely home witch meant that we would have the house to ours selves so we wouldn't have to hide that we were drinking.

"Perfect. What should we get?" I haven't drank in a while, well at least with other people so usually when I drink alone I get to pick whatever I want, but I'm not to sure what Demi's preferences are.

"A bottle?" she asked while thinking.

"Sure that's good, usually a bottles between $20 and $30 so ill pay $15 and you pay $15?" I said while looking through my wallet to make sure I had some money on me.

"No Sel it's your first time drinking in awhile, your first drink of the new old you, ill pay" She said while giggling, the new old you does sound a little strange if you didn't know what we were talking about.

"Are you sure? I have like $70 on me, I don't mind paying" I said feeling bad, I hate making people pay for stuff.

"It's fine, now lets go" Demi said while grabbing her keys off the table.

We made our way downstairs, and outside to Demi's car. When I got outside I smiled. It was a cloudy day, very gray outside, but that's exactly the way I liked it. For some reason even when I was little cloudy days put me in the best of moods, I couldn't tell you why because honestly I have no clue. Usually sunny days are everyone's favorite but for some reason I hated them, probably because I didn't like the way it made everything look. I always feel that cloudy days make everything outside look more like they are supposed to, that might not make any sense to you but to me it makes plenty of sense.

We drove down the road in silence listening to the music that was barley audible, but it was a comfortable silence, well for me at least, Demi made me happy even if we weren't talking just knowing I was next to her put the biggest of smiles on my face.

We kept driving for a couple minutes until we pulled up to our destination, the liquor store. Demi went through her purse checking to see if she had the ID and then slowly unbuckled her seat belt.

"I'll be right back" She said smiling while climbing out of the car.

I nodded my head as she shut her door. I could help but watch Demi walk away into the liquor store, she moved so nicely the way her hips swayed with her body, it was just so…sexy. I couldn't help but wonder if she put a little extra sway in her walk just for me. I quickly shook that thought out of my head. Of course she didn't in her mind I was just her best friend, she didn't see me as anything more, just like I shouldn't see her as anything more then a friend either. I'm just Selena Russo I'm nothing special compared to her, Demi could get any girl she wants she obviously not going to pick someone like me.

My thoughts where interrupted by the sound of the car door opening. I looked over at Demi as she bent over her seat to stick the bag of alcohol in the back seat. And again I couldn't help but stare, Her shirt just slightly lifted up in the back reviling her tan skin, god I this girl was fucking gorgeous.

"What are you looking at Russo?" Demi said obviously noticing I was staring at her.

"Nothing I was making sure the bottle didn't fall over in the back seat" I managed to stutter out that complete lie.

"Sure you were.." Demi said while starting the car. Obviously my lie didn't work on her, oh well, she knows I'm Bi and even though were friends if your friend attractive its normal to glance every once in a while right?

I decided not to answer to her remark, because she obviously knew and lying about it more would just dig me into a deeper hole.

"Awh Sel you don't have to be embarrassed I caught you staring at me, where both lesbians in this car I understand you have probably caught me checking you out too, its normal" Demi said while pushing my shoulder jokingly.

I laughed a little. " Who said I was embarrassed of checking you out? And I'm bi by the way"

"Well usually you have an answer to everything I say but when I called you out on staring at me you said nothing. And oh sorry bisexual over their gets offended by the word lesbian" Demi said laughing. Then she looked behind her self while swinging her arm over the back of my seat to pull out of the parking spot

"Well I wasn't going to fight with you over the fact I was staring at you, you just have too big of an ego and think the world is looking at you. and yes I get offended but I don't just like girls" I said laughing

"I know you were but lets drop that. But really, do you like guys or girls better?" Demi asked obviously curious since we really haven't gone in depth with my sexuality before. Well we have in a way ,but we have only talked about attractive girls, never guys.

"I thought we talked about this before" I said trying to avoid the conversation, I never wanted to admit it but I'm pretty sure I'm just into girls. I think I only tell myself I like some guys to make me feel more normal.

"No we did, I just forget, and since your so quick to jump down my throat about being called a lesbian I want you to explain" Demi said giving me a joking smile.

" Well I like girls more then guys, its like 80/20 kind of thing. I'm mostly only attracted to girls, but there are some guys out their I wouldn't mind dating, or something like that" I explained.

"Selena just admit it, your a lesbian. I have never seen you once look at a guy or find any interest in a guy EVER"

"I'm not a full lesbian Dems. I find some guys attractive honestly." I said defending my self even though she was sort of right.

"Name one" She said sticking her tongue out at me, she knew I couldn't think of any.

"Umm, Alex Evans" I said coming up with one of the only guys I ever found attractive in my life

"Who the fuck is that Sel?" Demi said with her eyes still on the road.

"I don't know he is like a model myspace famous guy from when myspace was cool" I said proving my point.

"Oh my god Selena famous guys don't count. I mean a guy in our school. Because even I find some famous guys attractive and I'm a lesbian"

"Okay Demi you proved your point I don't find any guys attractive except famous guys, are you happy?" I asked starting to get annoyed with the fact that she was right.

"I wont be happy until you say it" She said looking at me over the top of her sun glasses at me.

"Say what?" I pretended not to know what she meant, but of course I did, she wanted me to say I was a lesbian.

"I want you to say 'I Selena Russo am a lesbian' " she said with a slight giggle in her voice

"ugh, fine. I Selena Russo Am a…lesbian" I said the last word in such a quiet whisper she probably didn't even here me.

"I can't hear you" She said in a singsong voice

"IM A LESBIAN" I said practically screaming.

"Good, that's all I wanted to hear" She said with a smirk.

"You're an ass did you know that?" I said while lightly punching her in the arm.

Before she could answer me we were pulling up to her house. Her mom was still home so Demi instructed me to hide the bottle in my purse and bring it straight into her room while she talked to her mom about me sleeping over.

I did as instructed and ran up into her room, and quickly hide the bottle in the top draw of her dresser. Then I made my way across her room and plopped down on her bed.

I smiled to myself tonight's going to be a fun night….

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