Disclaimer: I own tickets to Disney World not Degrassi.
A/N: Sorry about the extremely late update, I lost the chapter and it took a few days to find it.
Clare and I were soon woken up by knocking on our bedroom door and I groaned only to look at the time. It was 3am. "The fuck." I whispered and climbed out of bed only to open the door to see Matty.
"We need to move you, Lux posted that you live at this address on a website right before her phone was taken away and she was committed last night. We're sending you home since the tour isn't book until after the Christmas holiday and Lux isn't in the picture so you don't have to worry about making a duet." He explained and I nodded. "There are a few limos outside waiting for each of you. You can sleep there and I notified your mom of everything that's happened she wants you home." He added and I sighed, but didn't really say anything. "No need to pack. I'll have the maids do it and take your things to a new home for you guys here when I find it." He added and I walked inside and shut the door.
"Clare it's time to wake up. We're going home." I whispered and started to kiss her awake.
"Eli too tired for sex." Clare muttered and I simply rolled my eyes since I'm also too tired for sex.
"Clare we're leaving." I informed her and she shot up out of the bed.
"You're coming home with me. Lux posted our address last night and we need to leave before the media gets it." I whispered and we started to get dressed. I knew that Clare had to pack her stuff since there's nothing of hers at my house and quickly helped her. We threw all of her things into one of my giant suitcases and I was greeted by Jack when I opened the door.
"You're the one out of your room I was going to see if you were awake." He yawned and I looked at him.
"I need some help, with Clare's suit case." I pointed out and he picked it up. "Thanks." I smiled and he smiled back before walking off. I held Clare's hand as we got to Bethany's room and without waking her I picked her up and started to carry her down the stairs where everyone seemed to be gathered. Becky included as she and Adam made out as well as Drew and Alli.
"Please tell me you're not going to kiss goodbye." Imogen groaned and I chuckled a bit.
"Nope. Clare's coming with me. I mean I got her dean to agree to online schooling until the end of the tour so why not take advantage of it." I smiled and wrapped my arm around Clare's waist when I realized I got that same privilege for Alli. "Why is Alli leaving Drew?" I asked curiously.
"She's not able to stay my mom will have a heart attack." Drew informed as they stopped kissing. We all soon said our short goodbyes, I know that they'd end up at my house one day or we'd all hang out so we weren't too sad about separating for the time being. We all filed into our separate limousines and I looked at Clare once we were settled in ours. Soon there was a knock on our limo before we took off and I opened it to notice Jack handing me some blankets and shutting the door. He and Matty always took care of us.
Clare still looked out of it when we took the blankets, but she was ok. I laid Bethany down on the opposite seat from Clare and I and I covered her. I noticed that this limousine had a seat belt causing me to smile and buckle her in so she wouldn't fall. Soon Clare and I laid down and covered up, I seat belted both of us as well. Moments later we started to take off and I let myself fall asleep. It seemed like five minutes later that we were woken up by CeCe and I smiled when I saw her.
"Hey, mom." I muttered and unbuckled Clare and I. I looked over to where I had Bethany and she wasn't there.
"Bullfrog has her. He's laying her down." CeCe assured and I woke up Clare to let her know we were home. "You two can head to sleep once you get inside, we're going to do the same thing." She giggled and I chuckled at her statement, then we exited the limo only to look for Clare's bag. "Clare's bag is already inside. The driver carried it in." not saying anything, Clare and I just lazily walked in and up to my room, both of us stripping off our clothing not really caring that my boxers and her panties came off with our pants. We just climbed in bed and fell asleep cuddling.
I woke up hours later to Clare smiling at me and smiled at her too. "You're naked." She whispered and I noticed her bra was off.
"So are you." I whispered back as our lips met, soon the kiss deepened and Clare moved on top of me as she ground her hips into mine. "Taking advantage of my morning wood?" I asked and Clare bit her lip and nodded. Her hips moved against mine as she continued to grind herself against my cock for a little causing her to allow soft whimpers to elicit her lips and me to hope that I'd slip inside of her.
"Eli, I need you." She breathed and I looked into her eyes as my hands went right to her hips.
"You have me." I breathed and she leaned down to kiss me, my tongue automatically went into her mouth and she moaned. I moved my hand to my dick and started to rub it against her as she moaned more. Soon she leaned herself against my dick I could feel myself going inside of her and moved my hand as I slid deeper and deeper inside of her. "Ride me." I breathed and her hands moved to my chest as she started to move her hips causing us both to elicit noises of pleasure. I grunted as she slammed her hips onto mine, her head threw itself back for a moment and she moaned loudly. My hands soon made their way up to her breasts as I squeezed them and played with her nipples for a moment. "Keep riding me." I grunted as I moved to sit up, I took one of Clare's breasts into my mouth as much as I could and circled my tongue around her nipple.
"Eli." Clare moaned out and I switched breasts giving them both the same treatment while moans continued to fall from Clare's slightly parted lips. I quickly lifted her off of me causing me to hiss a little from the loss of her around me and pecked her lips. "What are you doing?" she whimpered.
"I want to try something. Lay on your side?" I asked her and watched as she obliged. I laid behind her to spoon and moved her leg over mine before entering her, we both moaned. I started to thrust fast into her not bothering to go slow, due to how good it felt. I soon started to squeeze her breast as I held up her leg with my free hand. Her moans and screams filled the room as I grunted more and kissed the back of her shoulder blade. "Cum for me." I breathed seductively and minutes later I felt her walls pulsate around me. I came shortly after she did and Clare moved her leg causing me to fall out of her. I kept her close with my hand wrapped around her and kissed the back of her head.
"That was amazing." She panted and I caressed her stomach as I tried to regulate my breathing.
"So are you." I smirked and covered us before moving to hold her again. "What are you doing on Christmas?" I asked curiously.
"Why, what are you thinking?" Clare smiled deviously.
"That I want to be with you on Christmas." I smiled back and kissed her lovingly.
"You will be." She smiled and we laid in each other's arms as we came down from our orgasmic bliss. "We need to go down stairs." She breathed after what seemed like ten minutes and I nodded before moving out of the bed to get dressed.
I grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans and took a black graphic shirt as I was getting dressed my phone started to vibrate. "Get that please. It's just a text." I asked of her and she checked my phone.
"Someone asking you to meet them, the address is given, they seem desperate." She said softly.
"Name?" I questioned as I buttoned my pants.
"Just the letter J." Clare answered and slid on a dress while she gave me the number. I walked into my closet in search to find why that number rang a bell. It sounded so familiar, yet I couldn't put my finger on it. "What's wrong?" Clare asked as she walked in behind me and kissed my back once.
"The number is familiar and I can't put my finger on it." I stated honestly and grabbed a box.
"Have you ever changed your number?" Clare asked and I soon realized it was Julia.
"No, it's Julia." I whispered softly as I collapsed on the floor wondering if she found out about Lux, Clare sunk beside me and held my hand. I could tell she was upset and I kissed her emitting all the love I have for her into the kiss. "I love you and I'm not leaving you, so don't you dare think that." I breathed and glued our foreheads together. I looked at Clare and smiled at her. "I love you more than you know." I whispered and she looked over to me.
"So, you're going?" Clare inquired, she was angry and I knew it.
"Yea, I have to. What if Lux told her something that's not true or if she found out about Lux, she could think I put Bethany in danger." I explained and Clare nodded.
"Eli, what if she wants you back?" Clare rubbed my hand as her eyes saddened and I kissed her chastely.
"I want you, no one else. I just need to go see what she wants. I don't want her I promise and you can even come with me. Besides remember when we sort of talked about our future last night?" I smirked and started to draw small circles on her hand.
"What if she wants Bethany?" Clare asked.
"Bethany doesn't know her. She's been out of her life for four years. She can't have her back, but if she wants her I need to tell her that she's not taking her before it blows up or tells the media I'm keeping Bethany from her when I'm not, she can see her whenever she wants." I pointed out and Clare looked at me sympathetically. I knew what that look meant and put on my shoes. "Are you coming with me?" I asked and she shook her head.
"It could make things worse. I'll stay with Bethany as she teaches me more sign language through games." She smiled and I pecked her lips a few times before we stood up. I wrapped my arms around Clare and hugged me tightly, I really didn't want to go see Julia, for all I know she could be in it for the money, but I had to see what she wants.
Clare and I walked down stairs hand in hand to see Bethany with my parents. "How was the sex?" CeCe asked and Clare blushed while I just rolled my eyes.
"Sorry." Clare muttered and kissed her cheek.
"I like when you're loud." I whispered huskily in her ear.
"Don't be sorry. We're happy our baby boy found someone. After four years we were starting to worry if he'd…" CeCe trailed off and Bethany ran to hug me causing me to hug back and pick her up.
"We were worried if he still loved Bethany's mom." Bullfrog finished and I closed my eyes.
"I told both of you she's out of our lives for good. Besides that's not the first time Clare and I were intimate. I love, Clare." I cut in.
"Was out of your life." Clare muttered.
"I have to go see her. She texted and I'm afraid that if I don't see her, she'd tell the media I'm keeping Bethany from her so if she wants to go to court for custody over her, I'll gladly go and give her visiting rights. There's no way in hell she's taking my baby or trying to make me seem like an unfit father." I looked over at Bethany and opened my mouth as she fed me some of her scrambled eggs CeCe made her and looked at the time to see it was ten am. I sat Bethany down and signed to her that I was going out for a bit and for her to play See and Sign with Clare. She nodded and fed me another bite of eggs.
"Would she do something like that?" Clare asked curiously and I shrugged.
"I don't know. I don't know her anymore so who knows what she wants." I smiled as Bethany fed me another bite of eggs.
"Do you want breakfast?" Bullfrog asked as Bethany fed me.
"I'll grab something on the way." I assured and kissed Clare passionately before signing to Bethany that I'll be home soon.
I left the house and played with Clare's purity ring which is always on my pinky, then grabbed my keys to take Morty due to the fact my girls stayed home and I drove to Tim Horton's since there was a drive through. I ordered a coffee as well as a breakfast bagel, then I put on a hospital mask and dark shades as I paid for my food, but my phone rang causing me to take the mask completely off as I waited to grab my food. The minute the other cars started to move I put the phone on speaker as I talked to Matty about the upcoming tour after the holidays. I finally drove up to the window to grab my food and heard a scream after I took the food. That's when it hit me that I forgot to put the mask on and Matty said my name. I quickly took off with my food before anyone could crowd my hearse and started to drive to the address Julia gave me.
When I finally reached the building, I sighed and looked around before I exited my hearse. I wasn't familiar with the area, but it was nice. There were small kids playing in the street and I smiled at them. It was in the middle of the country, there probably wasn't much here since no one recognized me and there were a few farms around. I looked around and noticed that everything was close within walking distance, no franchises that I was used to, and no familiar stores. There were all markets mainly run by the community. I waved as a woman walked out of her house and smiled at me. She didn't have a cell phone or a purse on her like most of the girls in the city do.
I looked at the apartment building in front of me and walked inside. It was pretty nice in here, nothing out of the ordinary and it smelled good too. I was slightly shocked that it had electricity and that I still had signal on my cell phone since I didn't really see any cell towers on my way. I shoved my hand in my pocket as I walked up to Julia's apartment number and knocked on the door.
"It's me." I yelled loud enough knowing that Julia would recognize my voice. Moments later the door opened and Julia was standing in front of me wearing a robe. I walked inside after her without saying a word and looked around. Her apartment looked really nice, no TV, a phone on the wall and of course everything else that one needs.
"What do you want?" I spat and watched Julia sit on a chair.
"A family." She stated and I pinched the bridge of my nose and sighed.
"Bethany belongs with me, you were gone for four fucking years, Jules." I pointed out and watched as she stood up and removed her robe to see her only in her bra and panties. She looked at me as she walked towards me, a puzzled look appeared on her face. "What?" I asked curiously.
"You always got hard when I'd stand in front of you half naked." She cooed and I looked into her eyes.
"That was almost five years ago when you were mine." I stated and she put my hands on her hips, but I moved them and walked to the sink to wash them.
"I'm still yours." She said softly.
"I'm not yours." I objected and felt her body pressed against my back as I dried my hands. Her hands reached around to my stomach and I pulled them apart and turned around to look at her. "Stop with the games." I ordered and her hands fell to mine as she played with the only ring on my finger, Clare's purity ring.
"True love waits." She said in the form of a question as she read it. "Did you start believing in God?" She laughed a little and my phone went off. I looked at the caller ID and saw Clare's cell phone number.
"I need to take this it's important. Go put some clothes on." I barked and picked up the phone. It was just Clare calling to make sure I was ok and I chuckled at her a little. I told her not to worry, that I loved her and hung up. Moments later Julia walked out of her room and looked at me, she was completely dressed and I smiled.
"The girl you were talking to, do you love her more than you love me?" She asked and I sighed as I nodded.
"I love her with all my heart." I admitted. "She's my everything. I gave her access to my bank account and she didn't touch it. So no she's not in it for the money." I stated and she nodded.
"I might've been if I were her, I'd want to see how much money you'd have." She admitted and I nodded.
"So what do you want?" I asked curiously and she sighed.
"I wanted to see you. See how our daughter is." She explained and I looked at her.
"She's good. Growing, she's really smart. I mean she goes just about everywhere with me." I stated and realized that this part of Toronto was one that not many people would venture into. "Wasn't Luke helping you?" I asked curiously remembering what Luke had told me the first day we met about how he was keeping Julia from me and I knew she wrote him before.
"Not really, I'd just send him fan mail and shockingly he replied. I got a job as a waitress and worked to afford this place." She stated.
"It's nice." I admitted and looked at her. "Why did you try to seduce me?" I asked curiously.
"I miss your touch." She said softly and pulled me off the chair to hug me.
"I love Clare." I whispered in her ear and let go of her. "Would you like to see Bethany?" I asked knowing she has every right to see her daughter.
"No. She's yours, not mine and she's a handful. I just wanted another kid, I mean we're older now so there are less risks and I'm actually ready now." She muttered and I looked at her.
"Ok." I said not knowing what else to reply. I went to turn from Julia and she pulled towards her only to put her hands on my chest causing me to look down at her. "What are you doing?" I asked as she tried to kiss me.
"Trying to turn you on if you let me." She answered and I pulled back.
"I'm not having sex with you." I stated.
"You said 'ok'" she looked at me and I shook my head.
"Not to the sex, to you not wanting to see Bethany and your spiel about kids." I put my hands in my pocket and got ready to walk out the door.
"Who else will give me a baby?" she asked and I turned to look at her.
"Someone else will." I smirked and she hugged me.
"I'll see you." She whispered and I hugged her back.
"Bye." I whispered and walked out the door. I got back inside Morty and drove back home not stopping anywhere. When I got home, Clare and Bethany immediately ran into my arms and I smiled at my girls. "Did you miss me that much?"
"Yes." Clare smiled and I kissed Bethany's head. "You were gone for a few hours." She said and looked at me.
"I was there for less than half an hour, the drive took the longest." I explained.
"And she didn't come back to see her daughter?" Clare questioned and I shook my head.
"She doesn't want to. She said Bethany's mine, not hers and I don't think she has a desire to know about her." I sighed and put Bethany down to play.
"So what did she want?" Clare asked.
"My sperm." I answered and she looked at me quizzically. "She wants a baby I told her that she'll find someone one day that can give her one." I smiled and kissed her lovingly.
"No sex in front of the baby." Bullfrog stated causing Clare and I to break the kiss, Clare blushed causing me to smirk.
"We aren't going that far." I chuckled and led Clare into the living room. "So did you learn to sign more?" I asked curiously.
"Yea. I learned a lot more." She smiled.
"Any that you remember?" I sat down and pulled Clare on my lap as Bethany played with her toys.
"Just the easy stuff and the few things I already know from you two." She sighed and I held her a little tighter. It was a start. We ended up laying on the couch cuddling watching TV as Bethany played with her toys. "Eli."
"Yea, Clare?" I answered.
"I know we talked about kids last night, but I don't remember it. Can we talk more?" Clare asked curiously.
"We can. I mean I don't want one right now and I know you don't either, but what's with the sudden urge of asking now?" I inquired.
"I was in class after you left and someone kept asking how Bethany was and how it feels to be a motherly figure in her life and she kept talking. She mentioned she wanted a kids and was taking notes. She asked what we fed Bethany and about Bethany's favorite things. It made me think about how close the three of us are and our future." She admitted and played with my fingers.
"Ok." I whispered and kissed her head before turning back to watch TV. Twenty minutes Bethany came to me signing she wants a nap and I looked at Clare as I patted her ass. "Up." I muttered and she looked at me. "Bethany's ready for her nap."
"Can I take her this time?" she asked and I signed to Bethany, in turn Bethany didn't sign, she just grabbed Clare's hand and started to pull her while I laid on the couch. I guess Clare wore me out earlier because I started to fall asleep. "Mmm." I sighed in content when I felt Clare's mouth on my neck. "Clare, we're in the living room." I muttered still sleepy. I could hear her giggles and opened my eyes to see Cupcake licking me and sat up. "Damn dog."
"At least I know that you'd probably warn other girls off." Clare giggle and walked over to me.
"How long was I sleeping?" I asked as I wiped the dog slobber from my neck.
"Only five minutes." She assured and walked over to me and sat on my lap.
"About kids, after you graduate college we can talk." I smiled at her and she kissed me lovingly. "That doesn't mean we'll definitely have one by that time." I chuckled and Clare looked at me curiously. "I want to be married first before my next kid." I informed her and she nodded as she rested her head against my chest. We relaxed as we watched some sappy romance movies Clare put on.
Not long after the movie ended Bethany climbed on us and I ticked her for a few minutes with Clare's help. After ticking Bethany, she went to play with her toys and Clare pressed a soft kiss to my lips causing me to reciprocate. "I love you both." she whispered when the kiss broke and I looked into her eyes.
"We love you too." I said softly and pressed a soft peck to her lips. "Next movie." I chuckled as I grabbed the remote. "I'm picking this one." I added.
"But Eli the last one was good." Clare said grabbing for the remote.
"No the last one was sad as fuck." I objected and put on a show for Bethany and Clare looked up at me, her features softer than normal.
"About Julia when she mentioned a baby, did she want you to go to a sperm bank?" she asked softly and I sighed as I shook my head.
"About Julia when she mentioned a baby, did she want you to go to a sperm bank?" she asked softly and I sighed as I shook my head.
"She wanted sex." I admitted and looked at her. "I didn't do anything. I swear." I said honestly and opened my mouth to talk more and Clare pressed another kiss to my lips.
"I know. I trust you." she whispered against my lips and I smiled and pressed my lips against hers.
"I love you." I whispered and held her in my arms.
"I love you too." she whispered back and Bethany pulled us apart causing me to look down at her and chuckle a bit as she sat herself between us to watch TV. After a few minutes, I grabbed the phone to order pizza for us which came after half an hour. I laughed as I watched Bethany eat and some of her cheese came off her pizza. After the pizza we decided to watch whatever movie Clare wanted to put on and Bethany rested her head on my lap only to fall asleep.
"Clare someone's sleepy." I muttered as I ran my fingertips through Bethany's hair and Clare placed a soft peck to my lips. "I'm going to carry her up to bed." I whispered and picked Bethany up. Once she was tucked in I walked down to Clare only to see everything was shut off so I walked to the bedroom to find Clare undressing and wrapped my arms around her. In turn Clare turned around and kissed me passionately.
"Not tonight. I'm too worn out from the drive." I yawned.
"Was it that long?" she asked and I nodded as I started to take my clothes off, leaving me only in my boxers. I climbed into bed and passed out the minute Clare climbed into my arms.
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