AN: Well, a other point of view this time. :) This one is dedicated to Dirtyspots-sama! She is an awesome person and write Hitsuruki stories as well! If you're enjoying this couple and need a little bit more craziness, then I suggest you read her stories! And please, please review her stories! It would make me write longer chaps... :p

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Toshirou's P.O.V.

I was suprised to find out that Rukia had passed out on me. I didn't blame her though. The sensetion of having her lips on the mine were overwhelming. I would have never expected that her lips were as soft as they were. They were even softer than I had imagined them. And it made me immediately start to crave for more.

I scooped her back into my arms and got the both of us off the roof. Then I carried her slowly to my room.

I started to smile when I stared at her face. It was peaceful and a little smile was still visible on her face. And a very healthy blush was slowly fading away from her cheeks. I tried to resist the urge to bite her. I don't think that she would be happy to wake up like that.

This was actually just a little attemp to kiss her. And to my surprise, she actually had responded for a few seconds before she passed out.

I chuckled. This girl could be so surprising sometimes. She was usually withdrawn, but she had shown me something which I would have never expected from her. She was so shy everytime when I tried to get her blushing. Her blushes were the most adorable things I've ever seen in my whole life. And then her smiles. They were beautiful and rare. That rare part, that is what I've read from the rapports of her teachers after I hacked into the system of her school.

I had surprised myself today as well. I would have never thought that I wanted to kiss her. Alright, it was not a real french kiss or something like that, but it was enough for me to call it a kiss already. And I know that I shouldn't kiss a human girl, but I just couldn't help it. I frowned when I actually realized that I could have hurt her with that innocent gesture without myself noticing it.

I reached my room and put her down on the bed. I smiled when I could stil see her black panties. I smirked and threw a blanket over her body, just to keep her warm and my eyes from staring at her sexy panties.

I grinned when I remembered her face. Her eyes were wide and her jaw had dropped because of her surprise. It was priceless.

I sighed and started to think of some other stuff which required my attention as well. Every day I found myself asking more questions about this girl. And I also had started to question this house for some odd reason. There were so many questions, but it was hard to answer them all. And I had always known everything. Well, everything except love and friendship.

I caught myself staring at her soft, pink lips after a while. I shook my head. I had never expected myself to kiss a human. Actually, I had never expected myself to kiss someone to begin with.

Every girl I had ever dated called me grumpy and possesive. I don't understand why they call me possesive, no comments on the grumpy part.

I just don't want them to talk to any male then me, that's not possesive, right? More like jealous... which I am.

And what actually surprised me the most was that this girl actually was not scared of me at all. And it said a lot if I just had found two girls who weren't scared in my whole fucking life. One from quite a long time ago, and the other was lying on my bed at the moment.

At first I had faked all my smiles for her to be less suspicious. And then I got to know her a little bit better, and then they came just naturally. Somehow she just makes me smile. And everytimes she smiles at me, I feel a warmth washing through my body. I am sure that if my heart was still alive, that it would have skipped a beat.

And all these feelings were new to me. Alright, I thought that these were almost the same as my first crush. And now I know that it was way stronger than that. I didn't remember the urge to have her close all the time and wanting to wrap my arms around her. The very need to touch her and to make sure that everything would be okay. I always used to be silent and my smiles were usually non exist.

And then Ukitake, he was acting weird.

I always could tell him everything, but i don't think that I have the balls to tell him what is happening to me at the moment.

Ukitake was like a father for me. He was the one who changed me after... after something I can't bring up to think about. I had never told Ukitake what had happened before he found me all beaten up, too weak to even move a limb. He never asked me anything about this subject and I was glad for that.

And his instincts of a father tells him to call me once in a while and ask me how I am doing. So everytime I see something suspicious, I'll tell him. Just like the time that I called him to ask about her brother's case. He had told me that I didn't had to worry. That it possibly could be that it was another vampire on the hunt. But I don't believe him. I think there is more to this and I was going to find this out.

And then Ukitake had to ask me about Byakuya's sister. If I had seen her at all.

I told him that she was staying at my place and then he suddenly started to ask me if I had gotten her in bed already. Well, I immediately knew that he was drunk. Probably he just got back from one of Kyoraku's parties. And then he told me that he was sure that I would have fucked the girl sensless already.

Back then the idea sounded absurd and ridiculous. But now, I even had to hold myself back. I was even going as far as wondering if sex was even possible between vampires and humans. As if I could fuck her without hurting her. Why are humans such fragile creatures? And then I realized what I was actually thinking and I shook my head.

I started to stare at her again and sighed silently. I felt my breath hitch. She was just so beautiful. Her skin was so white, it had made me think that she was a vampire as well the first time I saw her. But that was before she started to blush. And then her pretty purple eyes. They always seems to drag me into her world. Gods, she could even create a space where only the two of us existed. And then her soft skin and her soft lips... I felt myself harden while I imagined to kiss her again. And maybe even going further than that.

I shook my head. I should absolutely not think of this stuff again. Is she notices this before I have gotten her to fall for me, then hell would be created. Not that living forever wasn't a hell itself already.

I actually am not sure about her feelings. She always blush from the most innocent gestures.

This girl had actually gotten my attention perfectly the first time. She had just stood there calmly and introduced herself like I was any other human. Besides, her scent was overwhelming me the moment she walked into my house. It had made me want to take her that very first time. Back then I could still push those thoughts back easily. But now I couldn't because I was just captivated by her. It was just so much harder to control my feelings... no, more like the want and desire to have her.

And the was she talks and acts sometimes confuses me as well. How could she be around me, a vampire, without feeling fear? Gods, even some other vampires rather stays out of my way. And all those other humans who had run away already before I could even utter a 'hello'.

It just seemed that being a vampire just scares the shit out of them already.

Being one had its ups and downs. I have super speed and could hear a lot more than I sometimes wanted. And on top of it, I had a special ability with ice.

I had the feeling that this girl is smarter than she seems. She probably would have noticed that a few things were off with this all. Especially with me. Which idiot tries to smile the whole time? And she should have noticed that my skin should be colder to the thouch than other humans.

I glanced out of the window, noticing that we were in another forest. I rolled my eyes at this. Seriously, sometimes I wonder where this house is actually going to stop. Or if it is going to stop at all. Would it never grow tired or something like that? And besides, what did the house suddenly have with trees? I would say it is obsessed, but I think there is another reason. But what...? Newborn vampires maybe? I shook my head. I hoped that it would not be that.

I had promised myself, when I realized that I was a vampire, that I would never hurt anyone if it was necessary. I feed myself with wild animals or humans. But only if they have no other family and/or children. It was an ridiculous idea, but I would live anyway. Other vampires feed off humans only and don't particulary care about anything. I just didn't want to be like them. I was like Ukitake and Kyoraku.

Even though they had given me this house and had claimed that it was better for me to 'explore' the world. Little did I know that they were serious back then.

The very first time I slept here, the house had scared the shit out of me. I just fucking woke up in the middle of the sea.

But now I can't imagine living without the house anymore. It's quite rare to say this, but the house is a part of me which I am not going to give up anymore. Beside, it won't stop stalking me anyway.

Then I felt a grin appear on my face. She just looked so cute.

I usually sleep without a shirt, but that would be too suspicious at the moment. I got underneath the blanket and lied down next to her and carefully pulled her closer to me. And then I started to relax while I felt her head rest against my chest. I know that I actually should not do such things, but I had been curious for a while now. I had wanted to know how this would feel.

And to be honest, the little pressure on my chest made me shiver. It just felt perfect.

I wrapped my arms around her body and smirked when I imagined what her face would look like when she wakes up the next morning. I just prayed that we wouldn't end in Japan. Ukitake is going to kill me if he ever finds out that I 'shared' a bed with a human girl. And I would be forced to hear Kyoraku's teasing all the time.

I slowly closed my eyes and tried to remember the last time I had slept. I sighed when I couldn't even remember it.

Then I felt arms wrapping themselves around me. My eyes shot wide open at this and I looked at the girl in my arms. She was still sleeping, I realized in relief.

And then she whispered something. I would have never expected it, but it made me feel good anyway. It made me feel wanted which I wasn't in a very long time. She had whispered my name.

I felt her arms tighten around me while she snuggled closer to me. And then a smile appeared on her face while she whispered my name again. And I couldn't help but smile at this.

I wanted to know what was going on in that head of hers. But instead of thinking of the posibilities, I closed my eyes again. And I promised myself that I would tell her what I actually am tomorrow. I wanted to know if she would act the same way if she knew the truth.

I could expect the worst, but I didn't. And the only reason for that was just because of her unconcious actions of a few seconds ago. I could almost swear that she wouldn't be scared of me. I just hope that she wouldn't be...

And I also hoped that that damn Hichigo just leaves us alone already. I don't know what the fuck he wants. Gods, I don't even know where he comes from. He is not like any other vampire. He is different somehow. And I was wondering if he had killed Rukia's brother since there was another scent besides his.

I shook my head and closed my eyes while I inhaled Rukia's scent. And then I slowly let the darkness embrace me for the first time in years, knowing that I was not alone.

AN: Well, what do you think? Pretty suckish? :) yes?

Thank you for reading! And I hope you enjoyed!

-Denidene