Hallo! Ok, so writing the small one-shot for Naruto (which might become a chapter story) gave me actual inspiration for AB, so here it is. CHAPTER 10! Awwwww! I feel like throwing a party, is the 10th chapter already OMG. You guys have been so nice with this story and I love all of you for keeping up with it!

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Title: Asymmetric Beauty

Chapter 10: Everything Falls Apart

I walked fast, I was already late enough thanks to the fact that my dear weapons DIDN'T WAKE ME UP!

It had been a week since we returned from our mission, which we failed but Shinigami-sama said we did amazing since we did get one of the targets. That small thing we killed was actually one of the Kishin egg holders that DWMA had been after for months. Although Shinigami-sama became extremely worried, since what had happened wasn't your 'common walk in the park' thing. A little bit of studies revealed that the guy had indeed… raped me.

I shivered at the thought, I hated thinking about but lately it had been hunting my mind more than usual. Ever since we came back and discovered that it wasn't all talk from his part, that the actual action had taken place, I felt so grossed with myself, not to mention the horrible nightmares that haunted me at nights. I couldn't even bare see myself in the mirror too. God, everything was starting to turn upside down, again. That was without mentioning that I hadn't told the twins that the 'shadow' had returned. If they knew then that wouldn't exactly be very good. Everything was just falling on me to fast for me to be able to make an actual reaction.

I stood infront of the classroom door. I seriously just wanted to dissapear. It all had been too much for me and at the end all I wanted was to die.

"Kid stop it, it's eight don't drag us!" I heard Liz's voice behind me and I turned around.

Just as I thought, the Thompson sisters were been dragged by their meister as he tried with all his might to be inside the classroom before it was 8:01, even though as I looked at my watch I saw that it was still 7:57. I shook my head and turned back towards the door. Kid pushed his weapons inside the classroom and I laughed about to walk in as well. My bare arm got grabbed and pulled me back, backing me up against the wall.

"Hey there" he said seductively.

"Hey Death" I said, a smirked forming on my lips as the door slammed close leaving us outside.

"Ugh! I'm really hating that you know?" he said, frowing.

"Gotta keep the look" I said, closing the distance between us and kissing him quickly.

His hands moved from the sides of my head to my waist, my arms snaking behind his neck. We hadn't kissed like the day at the forest again though. Our kisses now were just sort of, soft, caring and careful. I wasn't sure who was been more careful. Him or me. Who ever it was though the other one wasn't forcing the barrier either. I broke the kiss and smiled

"Lets get inside before people suspect"

"Ok" he breathed and smiled.

"Let's go" he said opening the door, or more of pushing it opened.

"What ever! What part of don't you speak to me aren't you getting?" he said, storming inside the room, the clock above the door striking 8:00.

"Look Death, first of all. YOU TALKED TO ME! Second, I am not gonna stay shut while you decided to insult me" I said, sitting in my spot.

"Kid, Kisa, please" Dr. Stein said, sighing and rubbing his eyes tiredly.

"Sorry, I was late" I apologized while glaring at the weapons beside me, which only answered by shrugging helplessly.

The class went by smoothly, until, when the class ended Dr. Stein said the words I feared and dreaded so much.

"Kisa, I need to speak to you" he said, clearing his throat ackwardly as I gulped and shaked beside Kid.

"Everyone please, exit the classroom quickly" he prompted, looking at Kiran and Koran, telling them to leave as well.

They looked at each other and then at Stein.

"I need everyone out"

Kiran nodded and looked at me. I smiled, letting him know I'll be ok and they walked out, looking behind them before exiting.

"Kisa…" Dr. Stein sat infront of me, taking his glasses off.

I just nodded slightly and faught back the tears that wanted to come out. God I didn't want to do this. I was avoiding this, dreading this and if I died right now I wouldn't mind at all.

"Do I have to?" I said looking down and then at him.

"Yes Kisa, but let's start by the easiest, ok? What were you doing before he kidnapped you?"

I unconciously blushed and blinked. Was I suppose to say what was I exactly doing? And who was I with? Could I just say that I was picking wood? Or did I have to explain Kid's lips against my neck, his voice whispering in my ear? I shook my head. Nope, that was NOT going to happen.

"I was picking wood for a fire with Death" I said softly

Dr. Stein nodded and turned the screw in his head, as if trying to figure out what to ask next. I stared at him, I didn't like when he turned the screw in his head. It freaked me out, not because it was scary, but because I didn't want him to ask anymore questions.

"After that is when he kidnapped you, right?"

I nodded.

"And you blacked out?"

Again, I nodded.

"So you don't remember the event he said later on that happened, do you?"

Nod.

"Ok, so while your unconcious, he rapes you…"

I flinched and breathed in deep, shaking and trying to regain my mind that suddenly scattered all over. Thoughts of his hands, of his body over my unconcious one. His lips going over places he shouldn't have.

"Kisa, you don't remember it" Stein said, a stern tone to his voice.

I bet he didn't mean to be cold, he had a job to do right now. Still it didn't keep me from getting angered and looking straight at his eyes as tears started to gather in mines.

"That I don't doesn't make it any less bad. It still happened, he still violated me and it still happened" I cried softly.

He nodded and sighed, turning the screw in his head once again.

"Ok, then, change of subject in something I'm personally intrigued. Who is Rengiku Kugori?"

"He is the son of my dad's weapon, Robert was his name"

"Aw, Robert, yes I heard of him. The vampire scythe family, right?"

I nodded, my mind slowly driffting away from the rape. Remembering Rengiku's face.

"He's a doctor?"

Nod.

"The one that actually took care of you over there, am I not correct?"

Nod.

"Yes, the Kugori clan is very well known for their healing abilities, although I have to say only Robert was known for been able to preform it on others"

"Rengiku practiced"

"Of course" Stein nodded softly.

"He did a good job with you" he said, carefully, trying not to bring the subject back up.

"Now, about the 'shadow'?"

I frozed up, my head lifting from the spot I was looking at on the floor to face him.

"Oh Kisa, I know more than you think"

I froze while looking at him. More than I thought? what did he mean by that?

"Now, back to the Shadow"

"What about it?"

"What did it say to you?"

"Not much, basically is after Death"

"Hmmmm, is their any connection to you and this 'shadow'?"

"He killed my parents" I said, swallowing a breath.

"Killed" he repeated softly.

I nodded, tears running down my cheeks again. I tried to compose myself, before anything worst happened.

"Any connections between your parents and Kid?"

I shook my head.

"Not that I know of"

"Probably because Kid's a meister, but that doesn't seem right. There has to be something else, otherwise, wouldn't he be after Maka and Black*Star as well?"

I stood up and walked to the door. I've had enough of talks for the day.

"Sooner or later you're gonna have to talk about it Kisa" he said.

"I feel dirty still" I said, softly opening the door.

"I mean about your parent's death" he said, as the door closed behind his voice.

I ran the way home. My feet carrying me back to the place I knew and I felt safe. Tears fell down as my hair was frantically blown by the wind, which had already undone the pony tail and my hair was loose. My heart beat became slower with each step, I felt as if I would faint right there and then. My parents, their death, a connection between them and Kid. I knew the exact connection that Stein was looking for. The 'shadow' had said it himself.

I shook my head as I felt my knees fail me and I fell to the floor beneath me. I clutched at my chest as the numbing pain was taking over again. Not only the fact that my parent's death was my fault, but the whole event that had happened last week. I felt as if I were to throw up, I felt so sick of myself. The body I was clutching had been molested and had been abused by a monster. Someone had taken advantage of me and my state and had done things that…

My body shook in a sudden intense shiver and I got up and ran to a nearest trash can, throwing up.

"Kisa?" I heard a familiar voice beside me and when I looked up seen Kid, alone and dressed in civilian clothing.

I shook my head and tried to push him away but it only resulted in me falling in his arms, crying my eyes out.

"Shhhh" his thumbs made small, soft circle on my back, slowly trying to calm me down.

His arms tighten around me and I could feel his heartbeat in his chest increasing. His voice as soothing as he could manage.

"God I feel so damn dirty" I finally said.

"It wasn't your fault and you know it" he said, walking down the sidewalk, his arm around my waist.

"Where are we going?"

"To my house. The girls are with the twins and they are probably gonna go to your house later on, or so I heard, but either way you are in no state of having visitors"

"TRASH CAN" I screamed and he pulled me with him to a near trash can leaning me over it, still holding me by the waist.

"Oh my God… that guy really messed me up. I mean, just the… thought… of his hands over me… of his… " I leaned over the trash can again as his arms tighten around me.

A small growl escaped his lips, as they went into a straight line. I looked up and his eyes reflected an anger that was hard to miss. His golden orbs were being consumed in a sea of anger. I could literally see his thoughts through his eyes. Everything he wished he done when he found us. Everything he would do if he found him.

"Let's not talk about it anymore, Ok?" He said, strong and demanding.

I just nodded, feeling too weak to talk now. He swept me off my feet and walked away as I leaned into his shoulder resting my head there, his breathing and heart beat becoming my lullaby.

KID'S P.O.V

I layed her gently on the bed as I took in her state. Even as she slept she looked broken and fragile, her face twisted in the nightmares that were evident. I sighed and moved the hair out of her face, kissing her burning forehead. Walking out of the room I looked back at her then exited. I entered the kitchen and grabbed a bowl, filling it with cold water and grabbing a clean, unused cloth. I didn't like that fever she was having, I didn't like the fact she cried. I mean she was the strong girl that I knew, the one who told the world to fuck off. Re-entering the room though I saw the opposite. I saw a sleeping figure, whimpering lightly as her nightmares got worst. Her cheeks stained with tears that had flowed through them and the news ones starting a path.

"Shhh" I said as I sat next to her, grabbing the cloth and wiping her face softly with it.

I took her clothes off, wiping her lightly with the cloth. Honestly, it was a little hard to look at her and not want to try things, but after what had happened the last thing I wanted was to take advantage of her, specially not like this.

"No" I said shaking my head, not like this, not now.

Putting the cloth back in the bowl with water I went to my closet and grabbed a shirt, lifting her lightly into a sitting position and putting it on her.

She whimpered in protest as my hands finished dressing her.

"Shh, is me Kisa" I said, lowering her back down to the pillow.

Her face suddenly relaxed and her features changed. I smiled, happy that at least I was her comfort in some way.

Getting up I exited the room again. Better let her rest and get some sleep.

KISA'S P.O.V

I stirred and move to the side, finding myself in a soft place and I opened my eyes. All I saw was a room, but I knew that it wasn't my room, as I slowly sat up my breath caught at my throat as I saw everything around me in such a symmetric manner. I started to look around, there had to be an escape to this perfect place. There had to be. I wanted to run, to scream, but why? It was just a room, most likely Kid's, but why didn't I want to be here? Why exactly was I so afraid of symmetry? Just like in my dream…

My dream

The building in my dream. The building is symmetrically perfect, even the inside is. This room got the same effect as in the dream… but why? What was it about symmetry that scared me?

I covered my face and shook my head.

"This is not real, is not" I repeated to myself.

"Is Ok Kisa, I'm here" I heard Kid's voice and I immideatly looked forward.

He was there, walking into the room, shirtless and with a pair of black sweats on. His hair was damped and the water dropplets fell from it at different intervals. He was not as built as the twins, but he was toned, he was actually better than I though he would be. I blinked and stared, suddenly forgetting about the room, the dream and everything else that hunted me during the week.

I didn't expect him to be so… damn!

"Heh, weren't you crying minutes ago?" he said with a grin on his perfect face.

God, I was sounding as corny as the twins now. I mentally shook my head in embarrasment from myself. I guess it was contagious.

"I-I was not" I screamed, kneeling on the bed, facing him.

Only to realice that my clothes had been replaced and All I had was a shirt, one that I know I've seen on him before.

"What the hell happened to my clothes?" I said looking up at him, angered and more than that… scared.

Millions of thoughts running through my head. I was asleep, what could he have done? But, this was Kid, he wouldn't take advantage of me… would he?

"Kisa" he ran to me but I coward away, my eyes wide and my face showing every single thought I had.

"You really think I took advantage of you?" he said, almost sounding hurt.

His eyes starred into mines, never blinking. I looked away, I just couldn't hold his gaze, how could I think he would do that?

"Kisa look at me and answer" he said his voice firm, but I didn't look up.

"Kisa" he basically pleaded.

"Do you really think I would do such a thing?"

"N-no" I said, crying.

"You were all sweaty and feverish, I had to do something or you might've gotten worst. I just took it off to wash you and threw your clothes in the washer. I saw, but I didn't touch in the way you are thinking, I swear."

He climbed on the bed and sat next to me.

"Kisa please believe me" his hand reached my face and cupped it, his thumb softly caressing it.

"I d-do Kid. I'm sorry it's just that…" a tear escaped my eyes and he wiped it with his thumb, stopping the caressing to do so.

"I know" he whispered before bringing me close and kissing me soflty.

I kissed back, as softly as he did but suddenly the need to feel him against me grew stronger that I hoped, to take all that the guy had done. My arms went behind his neck and I brought him down with me. Our kiss turned from something soft and delicate to something fierce and passionate, as his teeth gently bit my bottom lip, asking for an entrance that I granted almost automatically. His tounge started exploring every twist and turn inside my mouth. I moaned into the kiss and arched my back, causing him to groan in delight. When we finally broke apart, his golden orbs were so bright that the sun came up short. Lust filled the eyes that traveled to my exposed neck and shoulder, but then shook his head and he pushed himself off.

"I can't" he said getting off the bed.

"I want you too" I screamed sitting up.

"No, you want to forget what happened by replacing it with images of me. You don't want this out of care, you want it to forget and I'm not going to do it like that"

"You just don't want me, 'cause you're disgusted!" I screached.

"I was disgusted of you, you're right" He screamed back and I just sat there, breathing.

"But not because of what happened, I was disgusted because you are asymmetrical, I was disgusted because you weren't perfect"

"The why the hell you kissed me at the forest?" I yelled.

"Because I said I WAS DISGUSTED, was as in PAST" he screamed back.

"What happened wasn't your fault, why would I push you away for something that you had no power over?"

"Liar"

"Think what you want Kisa, but I'm not gonna be a consolation prize for you to clean yourself. It's too soon and for the wrong reasons"

He walked out of the room as I sat there starring at the door.

Everything went quiet and I could hear him outside.

"Yes, she's here. Sure, I'll have her dressed and ready by the time you guys get here. Sure, what ever"

A tear ran down my face. I thought about getting off the bed and running to his arms saying I was sorry, but it was too late for that. Why did I always have to mess things up?

"Another one?" I asked in disbelief.

Soul nodded.

"Maka and you had been assigned partners" Soul said giving me a wide grin.

"Assigned?" I raised an eyebrow at the scythe infront of me.

"Ok, ok, so maybe we choose you, but hey, we got another mission and that's what matters right?"

"Yeah I guess" I shrugged.

I was ready for another mission, I needed another mission, I needed a distraction. It had been weeks since the fight with Kid and now he wouldn't even say a shittyful comment. Nothing, no eye contact, no name calling. Nothing, just cold and silence.

"Ok, so we're ready" Maka said, walking beside us.

"Good heavens you take long to pack" Kiran yelled.

Maka just glared at him and breathed.

"MAKA… CHOP!"

Kiran's face went to the ground and his limbs twitched.

"You are the devil in disguise" he grumbled, getting up and walking with us which were a couple of feet away already.

I looked back and rolled my eyes. I was going to ask Maka to teach me that, it seemed useful.

"Don't mess with me"

"Yeah dude, don't" Soul backed up his meister's warning, nodding his head frantically.

We had come to find out that in the small village we were at, strange things had been going on. Shinigami-sama had said that there was a Kishin-egg causing trouble, but by the folk tales, it seemed worst than the information we had left Death City with.

"They're very religious" Koran said, while we all thought about what we had heard.

This town had become very found of religion, devoting and worship a god and indirectly, the leader which they called Gami… so maybe it wasn't so indirectly.

"True… and what about their Gami starting to act somewhat strange right after this events took place?" Maka said.

"What does strange mean to them though?" Soul's question had everyone thinking.

"No one really mentioned anything" I said.

"Everyone seemed to want to avoid it" Kiran pointed out.

"Yeah" Koran agreed with his brother's statement.

"I can help" this small boy, not older than 10 came from behind a bush and motioned for us to follow him.

We all stared at each other and hesitantly followed the kid.

"But not here, he sees everything" the little boy whispered, walking us out of the village and into a forest.

"Sees everything?" Maka asked.

"Gami-sama"

"Your leader?" she asked him.

The kid nodded and kept walking, taking us deeper into the forest.

I started shaking slightly, Kiran got closer and hugged my shoulders, protectively holding me against him. Forest where giving me the creeps lately.

"Here's good" he said, suddenly stopping.

"Why here? I thought your Gami saw everything"

"He does, to an extent, there is a limit in the village he can't reach"

Soul raised an eyebrow at the kid and nodded.

"Gami-sama has been in changing mood lately, one day he's happy, then the next he's raging"

"Nothing new kiddo" Soul said huffing.

He was right, we had already heard this from the villagers. Those who spoke that is.

"Also, I saw him, when he slaughtered this young girl and ate her soul" the kid said softly and that basically got everyones attention.

"A girl?" Koran asked and the kid nodded.

"What exactly are this… offerings your leader has been asking for lately?" Maka asked, serious and thinking.

I could almost see the wheels in Maka's and Koran's heads starting to turn and one look at Soul I knew he could too.

"Young people, between the age of 12 and 18"

"Why exactly does he ask for teens?" Koran asked.

"To purify our souls early and be close to holiness"

Maka and Koran nodded while starring at each other

"Teenagers, souls so strong and full of life that one is bound to gain inmense power and fast growth range" Koran said, looking at Maka.

"Takes us to your leader child" Soul grinned at the kid and he nodded soflty, guiding us out of the forest and into the village again.

Ok, so this mission is going to take about a whole chapter and no worries, nothing bad happens to Kisa here.

So, letmme know how I'm doing by reviewing and also if you know Naruto then you should read my new fanfic Your Love is Just a Lie. Tell me if I should continue it or if it should stay as a one shot. Help me out with that please.

Thank you for reading btw!