NOT AGAIN... OH YES AGAIN.
Me and Michael ended up breaking up that Summer. We were just dating, we weren't going anywhere. So I ended it. I was just focusing on softball for now. Then Cody started talking to me again. He sent me im's and texts saying "What happened with us? Y did we do that? I... need you. Etc." Ah Hell! Great. So I replied 2 them... but usually like "you know what happened... you know what you did... I've moved on." I told him that he's the one who sat there and watched me suffer… ignored me... didn't care. Want to know what he said? "It was all an Act. I only did that so you had a chance to get over me, I didn't want you to hurt anymore. So I figured if it looked like I didn't care, then you would stop caring too and forget me." Ut Oh... Now what? Do I believe this… or not?
I'm such a dumbie….. O.o
I got back with him (yup im stupid... im a dumbie… this is going to be a big mistake…). We dated happily for 3 straight months (well...atleast we beat our 2 month record...). We were sophomores. About a month before the break up (duh of course) he changed. He stopped texting me... we didn't have near the conversations we use to... all we did was hang out his house... no dates… nuthin. We went to homecoming FINALLY and had an amazing time, perfect just the way I had waited for. But I guess I just wanted one more shot with him so I could have my closure… I needed to go to the homecoming dance with him to have my closure... so I could let him go. Well we broke up the day New Moon the movie hit theaters. (How ironic?) I bought us tickets. But I took a friend instead since we had broken up that night. I had my 24 hours to cry then I never cried another tear over him ever again. I moved on... I let him go. And 6 months later... I was over him. It was a relief! I was enjoying being single. I was just going to school, softball, and being with my friends. That's all I truly needed. I wasn't going to wait around for another guy. From then on, I decided to let that guy find me.
Little did I no how soon he would find me.