Jay's alarm went off and slowly he rolled over and pressed on the button like Erin had shown him. He laid there for a few seconds and he closed his eyes as he was still tired but he knew he had to get out. There was a short knock on the door and he leaned forward, opening it.

''Good morning sleepyhead.'' She laughed as she saw how tired he was but she also wanted to make sure he was really up for going to the station today.

''If you don't feel well enough we could wait a little longer before getting you back at the station.'' She said but he shook his head.

''Well, the bathroom is free for you. Should I get the shower on for you?''

He nodded and together they choose some clothes for him to wear and take the bathroom so he could get dressed after his shower and she got the shower on.

''I am going to make us some breakfast. Just come to the kitchen when you are ready but if you need some help, just yell for me.'' She said and he nodded as she closed the bathroom door. He got his sweatpants and t-shirt off he wore in bed and stepped under the water. It was a little to hot and when he tried to get it a little colder it became completely cold. Lost he looked at the blue and red but he didn't dare to turn as he was afraid it would get too hot. Shivering he got out of the shower a few minutes later and looked at the pile of clothes. Getting his underpants and jeans on was easy but he looked confused at the two shirts that were there, one with long sleeves and one with short sleeves. Why would he need two shirts? Maybe the shorter was for when he got cold. A few minutes later he was still shivering as he left the bathroom and walked to the kitchen. Erin frowned as he entered the kitchen.

''Look out! your shoelaces are not tied.'' She said worried as she walked his way and tied them for him before he could fall. She would explain it to him tonight and then she looked at his shirt. He was wearing the black long-sleeved shit and she tried not to smirk as she looked at the red part of the t-shirt that was peeking fro under the black shirt.

''Jay, you are supposed to put the t-shirt over the long sleeved shirt.'' She said friendly and he frowned.

''Why?''

''It...well...you always wore it like that.'' She explained, no idea how to tell him another way. He nodded and he walked back to his bedroom the change the shirts and he checked his hair in the mirror. As long as it covered the scar on the back of his head he did not really care. In the kitchen Erin gave him a plate full of food and he looked at the large stash of scrambled egg and toast.

''I am not that hungry.'' He said honest and she nodded at the plate.

''You need it...you have a whole day of work ahead.'' She said with a friendly smile after she joined him with a plate and they had breakfast.

''Are we going to walk to the station?'' He asked but she shook his head. ''You are going to need that hip longer today...so no walking to the station.'' She answered and he nodded relieved.

After grabbing the last stuff they went to the station and walked up the stairs together. Jay remembered some of the people when they had been here before and he was glad to see Antonio again as he had left immediately yesterday after giving him the dessert and the book.

''The cake your mother made was really great.'' Jay said and Antonio smiled. ''Glad you enjoyed.''

Voight and Olinsky greeted him back as well and Jay was glad he could sit behind his desk again.

''Are we going to get to work or what?'' Voight said and Antonio got the files ready.

''Oh...Jay...could you bring this to Platt?'' Antonio asked and he handed Jay a file.

''Platt is the lady downstairs?'' Jay asked just to be sure and Antonio nodded.

''Yeah, that ugly old toad.'' Antonio said with a wink and Jay smirked.

''I think that is Spanish for that lady that is going to smack you if you speak that language again, Antonio Dawson!'' Platt's voice sounded from the hallway and they laughed. Jay made his way downstairs after Platt and Erin nodded at Antonio.

Platt would send him to the next person and the next person would keep sending him on until he ended at Jin, who would let him make the same circle backwards. It would just be for now, so he could meet the people again and find out where everything was in the station without belittling him too much or giving him a complete tour.

''So...the lawsuit.'' Voight sighed as Jay had left the office and they could talk about it now.

''I don't know honestly. The investigation proves it. She has us by the balls.'' Antonio said sad and Erin nodded.

''I don't get why she is making to hard on her son.'' She sighed sad.

''I know...unfortunatly there is not much we can do now. All we can do now is support Jay and make sure he recovers well.''

They started working on their case again and jay entered sometimes, proudly telling his progress and he drank some coffee with them during the break. In the lunch he and Erin and Adam and Antonio had lunch in a bistro close by and after lunch he continued. It gave him a good feeling helping people like this.

''Whoah, Jay! It's good to see you here again.'' A cop slapped him on the shoulder and Jay looked at him, confused.

''I don't-''

''Oh don't tell me you didn't see the Blackhawks game yesterday...or were you doing Erin?''

Confused Jay walked away.

''Hey Jay!'' Somebody else greeted him.

Panicking, Jay ran into the males bathroom and closed the stall. He didn't know these people but they knew him! It made him terrified they kept talking to him while they had no idea who they were and they didn't seem to know he didn't remember anything.

Upstairs Ruzek looked around. It was past four now and Jay should have been back by now. He had told them in lunch he didn't have much to do left and that he would be finished soon after lunch. That was three hours ago.

''Shouldn't Jay be back by now?''

Antonio shrugged. ''Maybe his hip started to hurt so he sat down for a while. I am sure he is fine.''

''I am going to check on him.'' Ruzek said as he walked down the stairs. He didn't want something nasty to happen to Jay on his first day, like losing the way or getting confused because people asked too much of him. It hurt him, to see his friend in this state. He knew Jay wasn't unhappy but it was sad to see the man that always had told him what to do and was his superior so confused and fragile.

''Have you seen Jay?''

''Yeah...he retrieved the file here again...like...two hours ago.'' Platt said, not looking away from the computer as she was busy and Ruzek walked on to Jin. He felt kinda stupid they let Jay walk around in circles all day long, but he had seemed really happy he could 'help' them and when he arrived at Jin's, he knocked on the door. ''Did Jay drop the file off here?''

Jin shook his head.

''You lost him?''

''I did.'' Ruzek said as he ran down the stairs again and walked through the building, hoping Jay just had gotten lost on the way to Jin and then he saw the bathroom door standing open. He heard a soft sniff and slowly he pushed the door open.

''Jay?''

He saw the folder with the files he should have brought to Jin and slowly he knocked on the door of the closed bathroom stall.

''Jay?''

Somebody on the hallway frowned and Ruzek closed the door.

''Yeah.'' Finally sounded sniffy from the bathroom stall.

''We are worried, are you okay?''

''No.'' He cried.

''You did great this morning...what happened?'' He asked worried. ''Let's get us something to drink upstairs and talk about it.'' Ruzek proposed but Jay didn't respond.

''The question, people they all confused me.'' Jay sniffed and Ruzek sighed.

''Some people might not know about your accident. Or most forgot. You shouldn't get upset, Jay. Just explain them what happened.'' Ruzek said full empathy and finally Jay left the bathroom stall, drying his tears.

''I feel stupid for crying.''

''It's not stupid.'' Ruzek assured him as they left the bathroom.

''We could go upstairs and ask Erin to take you home if you want to go home.'' Ruzek proposed but Jay shook his head: ''I want to finish this round.''

''I will walk with you.''

Jay nodded gratefully and together they walked up the stairs with the file and Jay handed it to Jin, proud.

''Thanks Jay, you are a great help.'' Jin smiled friendly and Jay smiled proud. ''You should bring this to Waters from homicide.'' Jin said as he handed him a file and Jay nodded. Ruzek walked with him to homicide and the detectives in the unit greeted Jay.

''I...I forgot everything since the accident.'' Jay said then and they nodded understanding, introduced each other and Jay handed the file to the woman who introduced herself as waters.

''Thanks Jay...can you give this to Antonio?'' She said as she handed him a sheet of paper and he nodded, almost ran back to the office with refound energy and enthusiasm as it was going so well.

''Hi Platt...bye Platt!'' He goofed as he ran up the stairs with a smile and Platt just shook her head but Ruzek could catch a glimpse of a smile. Everybody seemed to relieved Jay was doing to well. He seemed to enjoy his new found work for now and proud he handed the file to Antonio.

''I think we should call it a day.'' Erin said as she checked her watch. Voight nodded and she and Jay got ready to go home as the rest from the unit was cleaning the last things up.

When they got back home they had dinner and while she proposed they could watch a movie Jay said he was tired and went to bed. As she wanted to go to bed he suddenly hugged her tight and let go, walked to his room with a shy smile. He still didn't dare to kiss her...but he was sure his feelings did tell him he loved her...there was no longer confusion.

NOTE: Well, with Linstead not happening in PD we need a little - although awkward - linstead here. It started with a hug but will Lindsay not only get old Jay back through his recovery but also in her love life? When will we see his mom back? Can they convince her otherwise before they have to go to court?

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