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Chapter 10: My ass, is very sexy.(:

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Desperation- Miranda Lambert

I was talking a walk with Jacob before I left to go to Louisiana with my dad. Me and Jacob had gotten a lot closer since the scratches. My family never left, but I'm staying there less and less. I've stayed over at Leah's a lot and I've stayed with Rachel a few times and I stayed with Emily last night. I think my family misses me, but I can't be there. And by can't I mean I am physically not able to be there anymore. I get horrible headaches and I start to dry heave. My vision gets blurry and the last time I was there to get clothes, I fell down the stairs. I think that it was getting worse as the days got closer to the full moon, but that might just be a theory.

"Are you sure you have to leave?" He has asked me for only to hundredth time today.

"Jakey, I have to leave. I mean unless the whole pack would love to clean up after a rampant animal. Then sure, I'll stay." I call him Jakey when we aren't with people, I tired out a few names, but Jakey stuck.

"Onnie, I'll miss you." He told me and stopped.

"I'll miss you too. I don't want to go. And I really don't want it to happen, but you know things happen." I said looking off into the distance.

"Have you ever been kissed in the rain?" He asked me.

"What?" I asked and turned to him.

"Have you ever been kissed in the rain?" He asked again.

"No, I can't say I have." I smiled.

Right then it started pouring and he bent down and kissed me. The kiss was sweet and slow, and his lips were soft and warm.

"Now you have." He said seductively.

Later on.

We were boarding the plane.

"Princess it will be alright. There is no worrying in Louisiana." He jokingly said, but we also said that about Washington a long time ago.

"Yeah, Daddy. I hope your right." I told him sounding very hopeless. Was life really just getting to this point where I have to sound like a sad soap opera. I want life to go back to the way it was. I mean I have been wishing that it would go back to that way for a long time, but I mean things just get harder and harder it feels like. I know that I am sounding like I am about to start cutting or some shit like that, but trust me. Life ain't that bad.

Good thing number one about being attacked by the unknown, it was kinda weird, Jacob sniffed me. Which I found to be a very big turn on. Number two, I have been staying at his house, Leah's house or Emily's house. All of said times I have been watched by friends that I now am starting to consider family. Good thing number 3, last one, but probably the best one. Jacob has been around me non-stop. Normally I would think that is just being way over-bearing and extremely clingy, but I like it on him.

Sitting on the plane was killer. I am not a big fans of planes. Like I kinda hate them. I hate heights. Or more I hate falling. I was in the isle seat with my dad snoring quietly, and bobbing his head on the verge of faling on to my shoulder.

The only thing on my mind was Jacob. I was sick to my stomach, and I don't know why, but I am sure that it is linking to him. Stupid Boy. Trying to focus on other things was hard normally, but right now it was just impossible. I couldn't stand it.

Jacob's POV

Shut up Quil. I am not whipped. I yelled through my thoughts. Where did he think he was coming from.

Yeah, since that chick has you wrapped around her little finger tighter than Emily has Sam around hers. Quil said snickering.

Don't call her a chick. She is…. Oh god. I sound so whipped. But you don't have any room to talk. Last week Claire wanted a cookie and you offered to bake fresh ones because the ones that Emily had were too old. Like three hours old. I said feeling accomplished.

He growled at me, barring his teeth.

Can't you two girls just get along? Always in a bitch fight. Man up. Leah said as she phased in. Which meant that Quil would be leaving.

Quil was just about to get back to Emily when he flashed a picture of my face after Bonnie had kissed me on the beach. I did look like I was whipped, but in my defense she is a damn good kisser.

Please, shut up. I don't want to taint the one good friend that I have with your very girly inner monologue. Please just stop, Bonnie is a good kisser this, Bonnie has pretty hair that. Why can't sound more like Paul before he imprinted. 'Daayymmn look at that ass.' 'Her rack was amazing, Bro.'. Leah thought in a poor imitation of old Paul.

Not you too. I think that I would really taint Bonnie if I thought of her that way with you here. I told her, and she barked out a laugh.

Doubt it. You taint her more when you sound like a chick. Leah sounded as if she was pissed off, not at me. She just sounded pissed. I guess that the new normal.

Fuck you. Leah seethed.

Just saying. You act differently when Bonnie isn't around you. I paused for a minute thinking and smelling, Does little Leah have a girl crush on my Bonnie? I said contradictingly.

If I did, you better watch out. I bet Bonnie swings either way. Leah said jokingly, but it still offended me. I didn't like people talking about Bonnie like that. Even if they were joking.

Calm down, Romeo. I would never hurt a little hair on the she-devil's head. I think it was time for me to leave when I heard Paul enter the conversation.

Bonnie's POV

"Where is grandma's new house, Daddy?" I asked, as I was looking out the window. It seemed so familiar, but it was so foreign to me now. The foliage used to be my second home. I used to hide in the woods for hours waiting for the boys to find me. I snuck out of the house with my old boyfriends out here. I got my first kiss by that second cedar tree from the little white house. The little white house that held my first boyfriend, Dewayne Perkins. Nicest boy in town with the biggest blue eyes, still to this day, and is the Football captain of our school, but back then he was just scrawny little Deewey, that thought I was cute and has a nice smile. If only that was what boys wanted these days.

"Down a ways." He said pulling me out of my memories.

My dad was driving one of my uncles beat up Blazers, the music was on quietly because I had just woke up and it was close to two in the morning here. It would be 12 in La Push at the moment. Actually it would be 12:34. Make a wish!

Making wished was always one of my favorite pastimes. I loved staying up till 11:11 and making sure to make a wish, even though I knew the wish would never come true. To stop being a werewolf.

I saw four housed passing by without us even slightly slowing down. I wanted to ask how much longer we have, but then I think I would start to sound like a little kid, and of course I wouldn't want that. I pulled out my phone and turned to the window. I went to messages and clicked on new, typing in Jacob's name.

'Hey, Jakey(:' I pressed send, I was hoping that he would still be awake, but it is like 12 there and he has been running more often, so it could go either way.

My phone vibrated loudly into my hand 'Jakey is no longer available. He said I could have you. Love Quil.' I read the message twice just to make sure that I was reading it right. I laughed silently. I can't even picture myself with Quil, but then the thought hit me Jacob being gone, even though that I knew Quil was joking, but it made my heart clench. I smiled in spite of myself, and the thoughts that were troubling me were pushed aside and I decided that I was going to play along with Quil.

'Oh shucks. Well his loss, your gain. So what are you going to do with me now that you have me?' I asked smiling to myself.

It took him a while to reply. I don't know what he thought I was implying, but none of it was meant to be dirty at all, but when he finally did reply it made me laugh. 'Well, hold your horses. You gotta take me on a date first to get special treatment like that, but since I think that at the moment that is not possible… You will just have to agree to be my slave for life.'

'That's cool. You wanna know why?' I asked him, this was going to be good.

'Why?'

'Cause I'll outlive you. You have Claire. And you have me now… Are you just gonna keep me on the side? How promiscuous!' I said straying from my intentional thought.

'Yup. You are going to be my hooker. Lol(;' He said I think he added the smily face because he dodn't know how I would react to something like that.

'Gasp! But I don't think you can afford me.(:' I told him with adding a smily face, not knowing how he would take it.

'I got money from the black market. No worries. I sell the mary-jane on the side.' Quil told me. I did not know that he would even know about that kinda stuff her seems such like a good kid.

'Kay, well then save some for me and make me a blunt. Bahahha(:' I said, not knowing if he would know what that is.

'I sure will. Will that be enough pay?' He asked this conversation was just getting better by the minute.

'Fuck no. I DO NOT COME CHEAP.' I sent and laughed silently to myself.

'Really?'

'Best believe it. Ask your mom (;'

'Ouch… brought the mom card out. ^^ That's what your mom said last night.'

'That shots nasty.' I sent not reading it. 'Sorry autocorrect, shots' Shit. 'Shots' Damn! 's.h.i.t.s. My phone is a goody two shoes.' I think I am going to kill my phone.

'You have me rolling over here. Tomorrow we will have to work out payments. I'm giving you to Embry. Gnight.' Haha, I bet he is tired. I wonder how they got Jake's phone. He normally keeps it to himself. He must be asleep.

'Hey beautiful(:' I sent.

'Let me lay the laws down for you here sister. I don't kiss on the first date, I think it's trashy to show too much skin and you will not be getting into my pants anytime soon. So don't try to butter me up with your 'hey beautifuls' and 'what's up sexy'. They don't work on me.'

'Oh, no. You just stabbed me in the heart. Don't do that to me, baby.' I was actually laughing at this point. I looked over to my dad who was looking at me like what is wrong with this kid?

'You don't deserve to call me that.'

'I don't have to deserve it, to just do it. Studly, don't rock the boat now. Come on, you know you want it.(;'

'My ass.'

'is very sexy.' Embry was much more fun to play with than Quil.

'Don't try and sweet talk me, sweetie.' He replied.

'That's hot. You telling me to do something and thinking that I'll do it. Hahahah.'

'I'm going to sleep. I'm tired of hearing your profanities.(:'

'You little shit, you will go to sleep when I tell you too….You can sleep…..no. not now….. Now. Night(:'

'Heffer please. I will do as I please. I'm like the wind, no one tells what to do or when to do it.'

'Except me. Go to sleep. I'm not replying anymore.'

No response. Oh, good times. I love those two. They are funny. I really would like to continue this conversation with Quil to see how much he thinks I'm actually valued at. Oh hell, I just realized that obviously Jacob was asleep and wasn't reading these. He is gonna see those and be so freaked. Fml.

Jacob's POV

"What the HELL? Get off me you gaywad!" I yelled at Embry because he was about two inches from my face snoring talking in his sleep. His leg was hooked around my hip. I slammed my palm into his face and pushed his ass off of me.

"Bro, do I need to leave you alone are you two having like a bromance? Why does Bonnie even like you?" Quil said sleepily.

"No, Selena don't go. We weren't done." Embry said pulling himself back on me.

"Aaaagh! What the hell get off me you freak! Wake up!" I said pushing him off me again. By this time Quil was just dying laughing.

Embry just grunted and rolled over. Why am I even friends with these dumbasses? I reached for my phone that before I had gone to sleep, placed by my right arm. I moved my hand around on the floor not looking at it, and not finding it. I twisted my body around looked for it. I didn't see it, so I assumed I hit it with my hand while I was sleeping. I lifted up my pillow and looked over and Quil. He was falling back asleep and my phone was lying beside him. I am sure that I did not hit it that hard to jump over Embry and be next to Quil. I quickly reached over and grabbed the phone. I looked on it, no new messages. Kay, nothing to worry about.

The phone buzzed in my hand. 'Hey, Good lookin'. Did you ever decide how much I cost?' What? What is talking about? I don't remember talking about cost with her. What does she mean.

'Wat R U talkin bout?' I sent back to her.

'Don't play games with me. You know what I'm talking about. You bring the blunt and the dough. I'll bring my sexy self. Then we'll talk.'

'I don't have any.' I replied still confused.

'Liar. You told me last night that you were selling the black market. Don't fuck with me. I'll get my people on you.' What was she talking about? Last night I didn't talk to her last night about anything? I turned to Quil and Embry who were asleep again on my living room floor. Mother fuckers. They got my phone.

'I don't know what you are talking about Bonnie. This is Jacob btw.'

'Ohhhh…Well then…. Rewind delete everthing I just said. Thought I was talkin to Quil again. Don't pay any attention to that(:"

"Quil. What the hell is Bonnie talking about?" I asked him.

"Embry, Damn it I thought you deleted them?" He said punching Embry in the arm.

"I thought I did too. Damn it." Embry drawled sleepily and looked at Quil sorrily.

"What is this about?" I asked seriously.

"We were just joking around, Jake. Don't freak out it's not like we were serious." Quil said looking me in the eye.

"Bro, why?" I asked just to answer my curiosity.

"I was bored and you were asleep and it would be rude to not answer her." he said lazily and flopped back down on the floor.

Oh okay. Why are these losers my friends? Oh yeah, we were tossed into this little situation where you know, we kinda change into these huge ass dog. Where we can hear each others thoughts and go off and kill vampires. You know the norm.