THE ALICE BRANDON RECOVERY PROGRAM
OUTTAKE 1: Blanket Watching.
Set during Chapter 10 of TTAB when Bella is sat with Jasper watching the DVD.
Alice's eyes flickered over to Jasper and Bella in the recliner. The blanket was moving.
Fuck.
He whispered something to her and she blushed and moaned.
Oh fuck.
Alice knew she should have sat in the recliner first, but she went to the kitchen to get a drink, and by the time she came back Bella was already sitting there.
It's not like she could ask her to move.
They weren't supposed to care about one person like this. It was casual. No strings. Nothing messy or difficult. That was the point.
If she was honest with herself, Jasper was the only reason she was still doing this shit. The fact that she'd miss him too much and the fact that she had no other friends really were the only things keeping her there.
Yeah, she loved everyone. Some more than others, she thought wistfully, as her eyes peeked again at the moving blanket over Bella and Jasper. But this didn't feel good anymore. It was starting to hurt more than it felt good.
Soon things would come to a tipping point, she could just feel it.
She wasn't just jealous, she felt bad for Bella too. Bella was a sweet girl, the first real friend she'd had in a long time. Alice wanted to shout out and warn her not to get into this pact, before it was too late. But that wasn't the main thing she felt when she saw Jasper's lips touch Bella's neck.
The main thing was jealous.
It was easier not to hate Rosalie for it, because she was such a bitch anyway, Jasper never really paid her much attention. But she heard him and Emmett talking about Bella a lot lately, how great her tits were, how hot she was and that they wouldn't mind at all if she joined the pact, and now her own tits felt woefully small in comparison.
"Nghh," Alice jumped in surprise and moaned softly as Emmett's hand slid into her jeans under their blanket.
He snorted with laughter and she felt his dick get hard behind her.
She reached around to return the favor, popping his fly open and weaving her little hand into his boxers. His fingers kept on circling her clit.
It was weird feeling so awful watching Jasper and being involuntarily turned on at the same time by Emmett's fingers on her clit, and now slipping inside her.
She was too anxious and distracted with Bella and Jasper to get really into it, so she started to fake it as she stroked Emmett. His fingers were thick and smooth, not long and rough like Jazz's. At the thought of Jazz's fingers she felt herself get a little wetter.
Fuck.
Lucky Bella.
Emmett took it as a sign he was doing something good, and rubbed a little harder on her clit.
Jasper's eyes had flickered over to Alice expectantly as he came downstairs with the blanket earlier. It was so quick no one else would have seen it. He raised a single eyebrow very subtly under his shaggy hair when he saw her between Emmett's legs.
She could swear he looked a little pissed, but maybe she was just being hopeful. He got all quiet and moody though, and just shook his head and tugged Bella into his lap without a word. It was possible he was sulking, but he seemed to be enjoying it far too much.
It's not like Alice could tell him Bella was already sitting in the recliner. She hoped he didn't think she was choosing to sit with Emmett over him.
It was pretty much unspoken tradition that Alice sat on Jasper's lap in his recliner to watch movies. His hands had done magical things to her under blankets through some of the classic blockbusters of the past three years. And they were the cuddliest out of the group, they were always snuggling or touching casually, so while everyone else sprawled out around the couch and the floor they liked to sit together in the recliner. Alice was small enough that it was perfectly cosy, and Jasper liked having her on his lap.
He didn't seem to be missing her now though, as she heard him moan into Bella's neck.
Alice hoped Bella wouldn't join the pact for the sake of her friend but also because the extra girl would mean she'd get less time with Jazz.
She sometimes wondered if she asked him not to fuck anyone else what he'd say.
He always seemed more enthusiastic to be with her than Rosalie. He'd switched the schedule with Emmett a couple times with some pretty lame excuses that she was sure were made up just to get more time with her instead of Rose. How many times can your mom force you to mow the lawn? In winter?
Still, she didn't want to chance it. It might just be that Rose didn't do it for him. (Though who knows why, considering she's a supermodel). Everyone seemed comfortable as they were. And she didn't want to loose him altogether if he said no.
She would have to fuck him later or this would be bugging her all night.
They weren't due to for two days but fuck the schedule, she'd make him give her a ride home. Maybe they could fuck on his Ducati. She'd been thinking about that for a while. She was gona surprise him with it for his birthday.
Emmett was almost coming behind her, and she increased her pace. At the same time she looked back at Jazz so totally absorbed in Bella and her chest tightened and she thought she might cry.
Get it together, Alice.
She made some more moans, trying to convince Emmett he was doing his job on her clit. As she got a bit louder, Jasper's head flicked up for a second and his eyes met hers. She gasped, not sure whether to smile or glare at him, but before she could do more than stare wide-eyed at him, he turned his face back to Bella's neck and whispered something else to her. Alice's stomach plummeted and she bit her lip, trying REALLY hard not to cry. She knew she was being stupid, but she couldn't help it.
FINALLY Edward noticed Bella and Jazz.
Thank fuck for that, she thought as he raged at them.
.
Later, when the drama had died down, they finished the movie, minus Edward and Bella of course.
Unsure of where to go, Alice went to sit with Emmett again, but she caught Jasper's eye and he shook his head, lifting one finger and beckoning her to his lap.
Emmett tapped her ass as she got up to go to Jazz, shrugging and backing up to the couch with Rosalie.
Her insides got all warm and cosy as she wiggled into Jasper's lap, finding the place where she fit perfectly against him, and he pulled the blanket up over them. He rested his chin on her head and she leaned into his chest. She fit into his body perfectly and he was so comfy. His vintage tee was all soft against her cheek and he smelled amazing and warm, like Jazz and cloves and laundry.
"Mmm, Al," he sighed into the top of her head.
She took this to mean he liked her in his lap too.
.
Towards the end of the movie, when he was coming in her hand, he leaned into her neck, biting and sucking on her earlobe, tickling her sensitive spot behind her ear with his tongue.
After the breathless low moans as he came, he whispered softly to her,
"This is why you should always sit with me for movies. Make sure you save us the seat next time, Al."
His whisper made her wiggle involuntarily in his lap. Jasper squeezed her hip, brushing his fingers lazily along the skin there, then stroking her belly and dragging them lightly across her abdomen, starting a slow teasing descent into her jeans. His fingertips, rough from playing guitar, made her sigh and squirm before they even dipped below her jeans buttons.
Alice knew it was dumb, knew she deserved and should expect much more, but still, his words were a small form of devotion to her, and it made her so happy.
.
Later still, when they had started another movie, Alice wiggled against Jasper causing him to make an excited grunt and leaned back to whisper in his ear.
"Hey Jazz?" she whispered, "Do you think Bella's pretty?"
Jasper shrugged. "Yeah, she's cute. Nice tits," he whispered back.
Alice nodded and frowned. Jasper felt a little disappointed that she hadn't been initiating something, just shifting in his lap. He started to stroke her stomach absently.
"I wouldn't mind her being in the pact, if that's what you mean." He added, wondering why Alice seemed so bothered by his answer. Wasn't she friends with Bella? She knew her better than he did. Alice shivered under his fingertips and was quite for a while. Just when Jasper thought she was back to watching the movie, she leaned to whisper to him again.
"Is she prettier than me?" Alice whispered. It was such a girl thing to say and so unexpected from Alice that Jasper actually laughed. If he would have imagined anyone saying that it would be Rosalie.
Alice tensed up when he laughed, and he ran the hand that wasn't stroking her stomach down her arm, squeezing lightly to relax her.
"Of course not," he answered almost immediately, and kissed the side of her head reassuringly.
"You can tell me if you think she is, I don't mind," Alice said, turning in his lap so she was looking at his eyes in the dark. Her eyes were wide and expectant, watching his carefully for his answer.
"I don't," Jasper frowned, playing with a strand of her hair. "She cute, nice tits like I said, but you have nice tits too." He cupped one and squeezed it as if to prove his point.
"Ohh," Alice breathed, squirming and squeaking when Jasper squeezed her. She was happy with that response but the boys' reaction as a group to Bella's tits still bothered her.
"Bella's are big," Alice whispered, disliking her small chest for the first time. She usually found it very convenient for dancing.
"Yeah," Jasper agreed grinning lazily. His hands slipped up Alice's top to squeeze her again, against her bra this time, "Yours are Jasper-palm size though" he murmured into her ear.
Alice squeaked louder and arched into Jasper's palms, all happy again.
Rosalie whispered "Shhh" and Emmett threw a pillow at them. Apparently this was an important part of the movie, but Alice wasn't really following it.
"Bella's cute," Jasper repeated, lying back and thinking over the question more in light of the night's events and the fact that Bella might very well be joining the group soon,
"Something new," he was almost musing to himself, trailing his hand back across Alice's abdomen.
"But I prefer my girls tiny and adorable," he added, squeezing Alice's little waist. It forced a giggle out of her at the same time as she blushed hard with delight from what he said. She was glad it was dark.
"And sparkly," he added, tracing a finger around her delighted eyes, as she glowed with happiness and butted her nose against his before turning back to the movie.
Jasper was surprised Alice was jealous, but he guessed it made sense after having the three of them to almost herself with the exception of Rose for so long.
He doubted he would be jealous if a new guy ever joined the pact (not that it was likely) as long as it didn't make Alice and Rose treat him any different and as long as they didn't do anything with the new guy that was already theirs, like how he and Alice cuddled for movies. Especially Alice, since they had more theirs things together than he had with Rosalie.
Oh shit. That was probably what it looked like to Alice with Bella earlier. The realisation hit him, that he'd been too distracted to see earlier, having been intrigued by Bella's forwardness at sitting in his recliner and being a little pissed that he thought Alice had chosen to sit with Emmett instead for the movie.
Now it seemed so obvious why Alice was jealous: she'd felt like she was being pushed out of one of her things by the new girl. Jasper felt bad for a second, but Alice seemed happy enough now, so he guessed she hadn't given it much of a lingering thought. If Bella did join, they'd have to get their own things together so she wouldn't assume she could sit with him for movies instead of Alice. Bella was cool to talk to about music, maybe that could be a thing they did together.
Alice sat back against Jasper, still happy with his answer to what she knew was a neurotic question. But she couldn't help asking. Whatever. Jazz had seen her do worse and was still interested. Alice didn't know if his answer was just telling her what she wanted to hear, but for once Jasper had said exactly the right thing, and she was enjoying it while it lasted.