To kai: it's ok, mostly most of the people doesn't pay attention on the first parts of the doc (me included) so no prob. here. I was half joking about you making an account to talk to me, it's fun talking in the old school type of way, though sometimes I upgrade the fic centuries later, so it'd take a while to answer you. Ah, so it's in the adultfanfiction huh…oh man, that website is confusing not to mention it's a little bit difficult to find. Well, the moment you have some names of fics to help me out, I'd be happy! :D About Sasuke's bad knack it'll be explained in this chap, who's Steve Ercle? Anyways, thankfully, sometimes, I know that I'm inside of a dream and I start to manipulate over by my will…so I never had a particular bad dream. Just weird ones. Idle talk can surely leaks our brain out of ear, but that's what makes those talks interesting ;P

Disclaimer...huh…nevermind.

Warning...? I guess…

Tenth Memories

"Aka...wha?" Another annoyed grumbling response.

"Akatsuki."

"Akatsu…the hell?"

"Sasuke, you're ruining the mood." Naruto rolled his eyes. (readers: author, you're ruining the mood. Author: :P)

"Well, what did you expect me to do? Gasps with a girlish squeal when woman sees a horror movie? ...And what the hell is this stupid name? Red moon?? Never heard such lame name like that before."

"Excuse me for that, but it wasn't me who came up with this nominee. And your brother used to take part of that organization."

"Aniki used to…huh??" His organized brain got a little bit confused. Which was an impressive feat, and only usuratonkachis are able to succeed such achievement.

"Sorry. Your brother from the dreams, not your…brother, brother here."

"...Hn."

"You made me forget what I wanted to talk in the first place you bastard!"

"Blame your poor level of concentration, dobe, it's not my fault anyways, dumbass!"

"Fuck you!"

"Oh, I'M going to fuck YOU, that's for sure!"

"AAARGH, I don't have TIME to listen to DIRTY TALK, EVEN THOUGH IT AROUSES ME TOO!"

"Hn. And as much as I like phone sex with you, usuratonkachi, couldn't you wait for a more appropriate time?" Sasuke smirked over the phone. "I still haven't grabbed my lube, you know…" A more husky tone.

Naruto narrowed his eyes to the phone, conjuring curses over the innocent gadget. Poor poor telephone…it has to suffer over crazy lunatic conversation between those two mad dumbass…

"I remember now."

Sasuke quirked an eyebrow. "Remember what?"

"THE MAIN SUBJECT TEME!"

"You didn't have to shout in my ear Dobe!"

"SERVES YOU RIGHT!"

"WHATEVER USURATONKACHI!"

"Okay, I have enough of this spiting contest, we'll never see the dawn if we continue to be like that."

"It's not my fault." If the Uchiha was a lesser man, he would have pouted.

"Oh, it is, and don't discuss about it with me teme." The blond cleverly waited some minutes for the Uchiha Glare ® seeps out all the full effectiveness until he continued. "I'm saying that you're wearing an Akatsuki cloak."

"So…? I don't even know the name of that goddamn organization, you think I'd know their pitiless history?"

"Akatsuki…is the organization inside the rain village where all of their goals conflicts with Konoha village." Naruto carefully mumbled.

"In other words, they are your enemy. And I…was using their cloak."

"Yes. I've never felt so…shocked like that before. Not to mention when you…" The words spilling down were threatening to corrupt their previous even status.

"I…?"

"You…you almost kil…gravely injured me." The blond whispered the last sentence.

"I…really?" Sasuke could filter the cautious words that lied behind the truth. He knew, based on his temper, that he probably attempted to assassinate Naruto. "I'm sorry."

"Oh no…you didn't do anything wrong in here, it's just dreams!" The other man tried to cheerfully supply. "You don't have to feel bad about it…"

"Alright…so? When did I…gravely injured you? After I killed Itachi? Before? After we started to have our affair? Or before?"

When Naruto started to search inside his memories, something clicked inside him. "I think it was…before. Way before. Even before I first met you after a long time, when we kissed…for the second time." Wait…is he insane? Why would he keep looking for the person that had previously tried to kill him in the first place? Not to mention that they started to have an affair behind everyone backs.

Their love was always illicit…from the very beginning…?

"I see...well, at least it showed that you were okay after that then..." The brunet's attempt of soothing.

"Sasuke…that means that we…kept meeting each other, even though we were enemies?" Naruto asked, baffled.

"...What, I thought that you already knew." A slight surprised reply.

"What…?"

"Although I didn't exactly dream when I…injured you on that night, I do remember that we knew that our positions always gave negative repercussions between us, so we constantly wanted to avoid talking about this, if possible. We even established some rules so it wouldn't affect so much our relationship." Sasuke drew a tensed breath and whispered. "You didn't know about this? All this time along?"

"No. No…I…I always felt that something was…out of place whenever we were together, but I'd never thought…" Oh shit, he wanted to barf again. Naruto tried to keep his voice even, though his body kept uncooperative with him, cold sweat running on his temple. He needed to go to his toilet…he need…"Wait. Even though you knew it all the time, why…?"

"I wanted…to see you." His obsession.

"I've always wanted to see you, doesn't matter how bad was our current situation. That's why I've always resigned myself to ignore this…well, "small" detail." Sasuke heard a haggard exhale from the other side of the phone and questioned. "Are you alright, dobe? You don't sound very healthy now."

"I...I think I need some time to digest this information, Sasuke." Naruto looked over the clock and made an embarrassed laugh. "And look, how much we've talked today already! It's five in the morning. Err…sorry for waking you up so early for that." He tried to resume the normal atmosphere. He heard a sigh in response.

"Dobe. Even though I hate whenever someone would wake me up from a good sleep, and I'm also a light sleeper to boot, well...being you the one who wakes me, it'd be fine." A positive sincere curve of lips marked on the tanned face. "Call me again, if you need any help then."

"Ok." The tone looked more neutral than the previous desperate one, so Sasuke sighed relieved, for now.

"Ok. Then, goodnight." Ah...warm bed, here I go.

"Goodnight. Hey, Sasuke...?"

"Hn?"

"I...thank you." And it felt right to say those kinds of words, because it was the Naruto in this reality who expressed the gratitude, not the Naruto inside the dreams.

"No problem dobe. Just return to sleep." He heard a yawn from his partner, so the blond prepared himself to turn off the phone.

"Okay. Goodnight."

He already lost count on how many times he woke up inside some shady unknown hotel in the middle of nowhere. His blue eyes peeked over the annoying raylights flashing on his hot skin, coming from an aged window, while the grey colored curtains, too shabby from years barely suppressed the light inside the room.

He slid the material to peek over the rural streets, their busy, but simple lives. The sun radiated strongly, welcoming every speckle of the town that scrambled everywhere. Some kids were slurping happily their ice-creams, some others ate with voracity watermelons, but most of them were fending themselves from the arid climate on that day.

An endearing peck of soft lips on his shoulder was the sign that his lover was also awake. The blond man didn't stop when pale cream arms enveloped his waist, the warmth of their close contact sending pleasurable shudders to his spine. Sasuke lightly nuzzled the slender neck of the tanned skin with his nose, before cupping his chin to Naruto's shoulder and whispered:

"Don't just stand here idly near the window, dobe. People would notice your beautiful nude body which is something that only me is entitled to see."

In normal occasions Naruto would probably snort at the answer or try to give any witty comeback, though this time his mind wasn't settling for this option now.

"What happened, Naruto?" The brunet also noticed the blond's change of mood.

The Kyuubi-vessel visibly tensed over the question. Careful steps were in need for this present problem. If he spoke any wrong sentence, he knew, something could be severed forever.

"Sasuke…" He turned his head to see the rare color of tenderness in the dark-grey eyes, an exquisite gift that was bestowed only to him. His smile. His Sasuke. Naruto hesitantly brought a hand to comb the dark hair from his lover.

"Hm…?" The Uchiha hummed satisfied from his caress, diving his head to dip light kisses over the expense from his neck to his collarbone. His smile widened as the brunet heard numbing chuckles in response, reinforcing his determined resolution to tickle his dobe even further.

The blond purred when his lover attacked his neck with more pecks around the slender column, alternating sometimes to lick or gnaw over certain more sensitive parts. He squirmed a little, the pleasing discomfort itching from Sasuke's cuddling, though the brunet had securely bound his waist, enclosing his pale arms to a tighter embrace. Naruto stifled some sniggers:

"Bastard." He narrowed playfully his eyes, in a mock anger to his lover.

"Heh." The Sharingan user gave a particular large damp swap earning a low moan from Naruto.

The situation was so perfect…he didn't want to destroy it in any way. However, it was necessary. The cerulean orbs closed his eyelids with effort and whispered terrified:

"Sasuke…I heard that you're moving to kill one of the councils of Konoha soon, is that true?"

The horrifying effect was immediate. He saw with apprehension as the onyx eyes hardened from his gaze, the jaw clenched with tension and a cold voice spoke, freed ivory arms far from his grasp, interrupting the affectionate time.

"I thought that we already established some ground rules. We won't talk about this here." His sapphire eyes also hardened from his hypocrisy.

"Sorry for disagreeing with your moronic genius logic, but we never talked about those things, fucking bastard."

"How the hell not, dead last? We talked plenty whenever we met each other." The other replied venomously.

"We never 'talked' to each other, moron. We just meet, fuck, meet again, fuck again and planned to fuck for the next stupid week."

"Whatever dobe. And didn't it work wondrously well before? Why would you want to change it this time?" The Uchiha spat angrily.

"Work wondrously? Work wondrously??" Naruto gaped dumbfounded. "NOTHING worked wondrously well since we'd started this shit! We…we've never tried to find a solution between us! We've never tried to understand our current situation here! The problem still lies between us, no matter how much shit we try to cover it, dammit!" He gritted his teeth, raging emotions flooding inside his heart.

"Fine, Naruto, Fine. What the fuck do you want to achieve for asking such pointless question?! And don't come here saying that the council members doesn't deserve to die, because I know very well how do they treat a person like you, Jinchuuriki." The Uchiha purposely punctuated the last word, as he knew which kinds of points were sensitive to his lover. Naruto looked at him with hatred like he just received a painful slap on his marred cheek.

"Don't fucking call me with that name."

"Then don't fucking annoy me with idiotic questions, I don't know what's the point of asking them here."

The Kyuubi-vessel momentarily averted his gaze to the bed sheets of the shady hotel, afraid from the outcome of their discussion. Inhaling another huge amount of air, he dropped the bomb:

"I…I've been assigned to protect her for the next months." He sat in indian style next to Sasuke, his sweaty palms resting in the middle of his crossed legs. At seeing his hands trembling a little, Naruto squeezed them hard to shake off his uncertainty.

He waited for his response.

"Which one?" a faint whisper.

"Koharu." It was another decayed woman who held more power than the old hag.

This time, it was Sasuke's side to sigh heavily and punctuate the room with edgy silence. He mumbled with deadened attitude:

"Then…don't stop me. Do not interfere in my path. Don't obstruct my decisions."

His cerulean eyes immediately widened.

He couldn't believe on those words. How could he! How could—!!

"BASTARD!" Naruto quickly aimed a furious punch towards his lover's cheeks, though Sasuke interrupted it swiftly with his hand. The blond instantly hover over the pale body to straddle the trained senses of a shinobi, another fist zinging quickly to meet the perfect ivory skin in berserk emotions.

Sasuke didn't block the blow this time.

"Happy now?" He spat a small amount of blood from his mouth, touching his swollen cheek with his hand, his graphite eyes glistening with cynical remarks. Naruto freed his balled hand with harshness, disgusted. He yelled back, rage fueling the energy of his voice:

"Why do you have to say such things?! Why do you have to choose such decisions?! WHY!! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO—" No, he won't complete this sentence. He was stronger than that.

Why do you have to hurt me so much...? Naruto forced the knot on his throat to calm down.

Sasuke stared back, understanding the subliminal message his lover left behind the torrent words. Throughout his life, he never learned to comfort anyone, as his closed all of his emotions for the sake of his clan's revenge. Though the Uchiha by no means didn't want to injure his last point of sanity (or insanity?) as his fingertips stroked the bronze skin below the cerulean iris, slightly humid from some tears that threatened to escape.

"You can ask the Hokage to assign you to another new mission. Or do something to make the woman change her mind."

"But what if I fail to change this mission? What would you do if you'd have to confront me, once again?" A painful remembrance across his chest stabbed his soul as a linger warning for what had happened four months ago.

"Then, don't meddle against me."

"Just like you made sure that I wouldn't 'meddle' when you killed Danzo?" Naruto hissed poisonously.

"You're still alive and kicking well, are you not?" Sasuke gave a sardonic gaze.

He had enough.

The blond lifted himself away from the bed, grabbing all his clothes that were scattered across the room. The Uchiha quirked slightly the edges of his mouth, as he was presented a very alluring sight of his naked dobe bending over to gather the orange pieces, even though the present situation was grave.

"Going already dobe?" Naruto ignored the sarcastic remark coming from his lover, dressing up in hush to flee from this place. Away from Sasuke.

However, he still scribbled a small note containing the next place to meet in the appointed day. At meeting such action, the brunet gave a relieved inward sigh, languidly walking towards the tanned man without bothering to cover himself up. He smirked when he felt the beautiful sapphire eyes roamed all over his ivory body, a dry gulp clicking between them while, even though he was the one who was supposed to be the vulnerable one naked, both of them felt that the Uchiha was the one who was capturing his victim.

Sasuke securely placed his hands on the counter, successfully pinning the dobe wearing a predatory grin, tortuously moving closer and closer to the warm body of his Naruto. His soft sun-kissed skin flushed from the intimate contact, the thin piece of fabric barely blocking the heat radiating from his lover. In a bold move, the brunet suddenly thrusted dryly towards the orange eyesore, emitting a harsh gasp mixed with a lusty moan from the blond man.

"See you later dobe." He murmured next to Naruto's ear, blowing cool breaths with each syllable word, before he licked the ear shell and nibbled it. The Kyuubi-vessel shuddered from head to feet.

Then, just as sudden as before, the warmth was gone. Another sadistic smirk was plastered on the pale face as Sasuke freed the tanned body from his talons, making Naruto aching for more. It was as unexpected that the Jinchuuriki felt how his lover could control effortlessly his emotions at Sasuke's own will and Naruto hated himself that he could be led so easily into that bottomless hole.

"What? Changed your mind?" Sasuke didn't even wince when the golden-haired man whammed violently the counter leaving the crumpled note, the betrayal gaze from his azure eyes as the jumpsuit backside disappeared from his sight after he heard a violent shoving from the door.

Naruto was livid. No, he was utterly outraged. Fuck that bastard. See if he would let the asshole top again. And why, in the end, he still made efforts to continue this sinful relationship?! He wanted to convince himself because the local hotel he booked had breathtaking natural scenarios, that there was outdoor hot springs that laid in front of a deep blue ocean sky. He wanted to say that it took three months to make a reservation in that place and he surely didn't want to waste his money and the opportunity.

Sadly, he knew the lulls of his heart better then the concealed lies. The truth was, he too, was already beyond addicted to their obsessed love.

The cerulean eyes focused again to the cream colored ceilings above him, as he tried to thwart all of the negative emotions running inside his system. After taking calming breaths for some minutes, Naruto carefully analyzed the current situation inside his dreams.

After that shocking discovery, it seemed that the last jigsaw puzzle interlocked to a very defined picture. Everything made sense now that he understood that their encounters were…forbidden. From how they always were vigilant towards any suspicious eye to the occasional banters they had to each other, which the blond had a feeling that it had grown over the years. He remembered now…how he wanted to refuse to himself the very fact that Sasuke attempted to murder him, betrayed him and…

--"Naruto! Naruto, Naruto…you know it! Uchiha Sasuke…he's…he's…"--

--"A wanted criminal now." --

He read from the moving lips of Sakura.

But why, after so many years of dreaming, his mind had decided to show such horrifying revelation…? Why not before…?

So he wouldn't reject Sasuke of this reality? So his love for Sasuke would be justified?

The Uchiha already knew their situation earlier than him and it appeared that he could easily accept it. Knowing that the brunet was, well, sorta, equal as the one inside the mirage, Naruto understood why he could accept such rules. Sasuke always could break the regulations if he could attain a greater deal. Laws and written justice never held big meanings in his life.

However, Naruto had a slight suspicious upon himself, that if he knew such fact before he met Sasuke, in flesh and bones, he'd probably feel uneasy to meet his previous lover. Or, the worst case scenario, he would even flee from the brunet's presence.

It seemed that his mind was playing tricks to him, when he purposely waited till due time to launch such secret only when the bonds in this reality was already forged. Now that Naruto can't refuse Sasuke, all its undisclosed facts started to emerge now.

Will he able to maintain his level-headiness till then?

Sasuke appeared to be in a cool exterior from any vicinity, though currently he was terrified from last night's conversation. He'd never had thought that Naruto didn't know about their secret rendezvous inside the dreams and he didn't want to fathom what kind of reaction the blond will take until the dreams really sink inside his mind.

Not to mention that he almost killed him…the ultimate form of betrayal. Naruto from that dreams was fine, but what about Naruto from now…? Will he look with hatred to the Uchiha? Will he feel disgusted against all of Sasuke's actions inside the dreams?

He shook his head, tying to dissipate all the negative thoughts. Both of them knew that they were dreams, it probably shouldn't affect their relationship so much. Ok, their relationship that barely started to take his first baby steps, however, there was something linked between them, even though the dreams was the one which had started it out.

He didn't want go give up on Naruto. If it was because of the dreams, or not, he'd contemplate it later.

Lately, his dreams were attaining another kind of form. Memories that he'd rather push aside then remember it now. Everything that he was sharing lately with the Sasuke in his dreams make his feelings of shame, guilt and obsession grow. A lot of them were related to Naruto, how he controlled the blond's emotion to quench his possessive nature.

And the "I'm sorry." What the hell was that? Whenever the blond said something that would stir uncomfortably his gut, he'd apologize. It felt abnormally natural to do so, even though he wasn't a "I'm sorry" material towards anyone else.

--Because he knew that, from the moment he'd start it, he would never end it. --

As a successful businessman inside the Uchiha Industries, he learned that such expression was terminally prohibited as he couldn't show weakness towards anyone. Though for Naruto, he would spill freely those two important words, like he was destined to say so.

It was in this particular moment that Sasuke felt that maybe his fate wasn't to meet and love the dobe blond. Maybe he reincarnated (yeah, he already semi-admitted to himself that the dreams were memories of his previous life) to apologize to his love, to be judged by Naruto. To enter on that guilt trip and atone for his sins.

This thought petrified him completely.

His dobe blond had indeed chosen a fine place for them to rest. The water had the perfect temperature for their bodies, not too lukewarm though not scalding either. The area was deserted, since it was booked to only couples around, celebrating their honeymoons or marriages. They were alone, enjoying their intimacies in the middle of the vast ocean in front of them. The pools were constructed by nature, placed in the middle of green lushes couple of mountains, away from any civilization or obligations. Or worries.

The Uchiha heir gulped, mentally revising all his speech that he was going to recite now. No time to hold back, no time to chicken out. He had to say it to Naruto, he deserved that. Naruto deserved…everything.

How he wanted to shove his stupid pride away, for once, and say truthful words to his kitsune. That the wound he did wasn't intended to continue to run deep. That at that time he didn't know he could unconsciously control the Kyuubi. That he didn't want to…kill him.

"Naruto." He barely breathed out, anxiety tensing all his muscles.

"Hm…?" His lover gazed curiously at him.

"…" I…I'm…

Why couldn't he speak honestly to his precious ones? Why would he continued to be scared stiff whenever he had to voice his heart?

He simply captured the luscious lips into his most endearing brush of skin he had ever accomplished towards his loved one. The bright blue eyes widened slightly before returning the kiss in the same passionate way, the tanned hands tangling over the midnight locks. Still unsatisfied, his tongue entered playfully inside the confine of Naruto's mouth, all of his thirst getting drunk by the taste of his kitsune, his onyx eyes capturing the cerulean ones and every speckle of his body claimed the exquisite warm skin of his lover. Let go. He'll never let him go.

Because, at the moment he gathered all his wit to confess his feelings, all his guilt overflowed on his dark-grey orbs, Naruto understood, cupping his face with his tender hands. Naruto already pardoned him, without the needs of any word.

Their spiritual connections, his only and strongest bond with anyone, struck hard his lone soul and marred his grey colored heart into a frenzy of shades, squeezing chaotically to touch his cold life.

Neither of them noticed when a single drop of fell on Sasuke cheek, only when it neared his nose, his lover captured forming a perfect round dewdrop.

"Naruto." The constriction from his throat went back.

"Sasuke…there's no need to say it." He moved his spiky golden head to be supported by the side of his shoulder, near his torso, he whispered, his mouth in front of Sasuke's heart when he whispered breathlessly warm. "Do you know…how much I've longed to hear you like that…?" His moist lips kissed the patch of his ivory skin, strong thumps vibrating on his chest until it connected to its mouth, like an electrical current.

Sasuke flippantly lifted Naruto's chin, in a silent appreciation of that object of beauty. The radiance of the dusk colored the caramel skin with red tint attributes, the healthy color becoming more attractively hot, begging to be devoured. The sun descended directly behind his body, the lights touching every strand of his hair like precious pieces of spun gold. And his eyes…ah, his eyes. Not even the sky would be that vividly blue. And all of that was his. His Naruto. His miniature heaven.

He would do anything for Naruto. He would conquer nations for Naruto. He would put his life on line to Naruto. And, in this moment of madness, he would even…even…

"Sasuke…" The alluring voice knocked the door of his soul again. Anything for you. Any order, I'd do for you. Naruto anus positioned near his painful hard arousal, his entrance already was smeared by precum.

"Fuck me."

And Sasuke, more than gladly, obeyed.

By the times that maple leaves turned crimson and began to fall on the ground, Koharu, one of the major councils of Konoha was murdered by the group of rogue ninjas, codename Eagle. Months ago, the Godaime Hokage Tsunade, relocated Naruto to patrol some country borders instead of guarding the elder woman, in fear that he'd encounter the Sharingan user and as conclusion, negative penalties would descend upon the Kyuubi-vessel.

The blizzard started to thunder on the colorless sky and Uchiha Sasuke was classified on the Bingo Book as a top Criminal Nin, his bounty higher and entitled to be more dangerous than his previous master, Orochimaru.

Behind the eyes of both societies, Konoha and Akatsuki, the lovers still frequently planned their illicit meetings, almost day after day.

Author notes: Oh god, I'm tiiiiiired……XD

Hey, somehow, I have a feeling that up till now I'm describing well Naruto's physique. However, Sasuke's, on the other hand, not only I wouldn't describe, but also if I describe, like on the other fic, I'd describe in a degenerative way. (pauses) It's just that I'm too inclined to be a Naruto fangirl, lol…XD

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